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just two guys….bonding… i can’t believe this is my first contribution to this amazing show…

burningocean  asked:

Top 5 Soukoku moments ? 😎

Hi Ann, look at what you’ve done. Thank you for the pain. 

1. “I used Corruption because I trusted you”. All this scene is sort of heartbreaking. Chuuya trusts Dazai so much it physically pains me. He hasn’t used Corruption in FOUR YEARS, and then Dazai comes and says “let’s do it like the old times” / “yes, why not, I’ll just put my life in your hands like I did countless of times despite the fact that you betrayed me and I haven’t heard from you in FOUR FRIGGING YEARS and I could literally die in front of your eyes”. WHO DOES THAT????????? Chuuya Nakahara, apparently. That being said, I can’t believe my favorite skk moment is also the moment that makes me raging THE MOST. Of course I’m still outrageously bitter because Dazai literally called him partner, folded his clothes (yes, I’m bringing back the vintage receipts here), washed his face from the blood and then…left him there??? WHAT THE FUCK DAZAI???

2. When they pull the power couple aesthetic. When they actually work together as a team, they are mesmerizing to watch. You can see that the roots of their partnership are still there, that they know each other so much that sometimes they don’t even need words to communicate. They are not Soukoku for nothing, after all. 

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3. When Chuuya fake killed Dazai (aka, Soukoku in a nutshell). Ah this is such a powerful moment, the cherry on top of a scene where Dazai did everything he could to push Chuuya on the verge of murder, just to see him almost doing it. I can’t help but think how liberating this gesture must have been for Chuuya, he finally let out a little bit of his frustration (that’s why he was there in the first place. After four years he’s still bugged by him, he still wants some sort of revenge, he still needs a closure Dazai is not willing to give him). But that’s it. You can say you’ll kill him all you want, my little Chuuya, but will you really? I don’t think so, because you care and love him so much it’s almost painful to watch. And if you, Dazai, could stop toying with him every chance you get, I’d really appreciate it. Thank you very much.

4. Every time Dazai reminds Chuuya that he knows everything about him. Tell us more about those moves and those thrusts Dazai, we’re all ears. 

5. DORKS. First of all, I want Dazai saying “CHUUUYAAAAAA” as the sound people hear passing next to my grave. Second. I feel so robbed because in the manga Dazai actually laugh his ass off at Chuuya’s “little rich girl” impression. 

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- bonus: all the official art involving them is a blessing sent from the gods, I think that Bones ships them as much as we do if not more (remember the park date one? HONESTLY). But there’s one that has has a special place in my heart:

LISTEN. L I S T E N. I could talk about this art literally for two days straight because ??? You can try to convince me all you want, but this is made to be somehow romantic. Look at the way Dazai is tilting his chin up, it looks like he’s waiting for a kiss. And Chuuya is looking in our direction but if he was to look down he’ll be right above Dazai’s lips and ???? WHAT THE FUCK??? Not to mention what’s probably the most fucked up thing here that is THE FLOWERS. It’s a Camellia Japonica, or Japanese Quince, and they are the symbol of love, temptation, passion and deep desire. That’s it y’all. I’m out. I don’t even know what to say anymore. Soukoku might not be canon, but sure as hell they are baiting it…a lot. 

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Ask me my top 5 things!

  • Me: having a structured life is exhausting!
  • Therapist: I understand. Let's say just get up in the morning, get some breakfast, go for a walk...and that's it for a start.
  • Me: *internally: sounds reasonable, but that means first fighting against my will to just stay in bed and act as if I'm not existing. Getting up either way and facing my face and body in the mirror. There's an 80% chance that it's one of those days and I hate myself just so fucking much I could scream. But there's also a chance I look in the mirror and find a person that does not seem to be familiar to me looking back at me. Still, now you want me to shower and wash this body I find really disgusting. I have to see every single scar I have and maybe feel the burn of fresh cuts. Then I have to put on cloth, brush my teeth and my hair and do my makeup, as I can't go outside without hiding my ugly face under layers of primers and foundations and powders and highlighters and fake lashes and a perfect contour and a big nude fake smile. I spend money I don't have to make myself look good enough for myself to endure my own appearance. I remember to take my meds. Now I'm dressed (in clothes that hopefully say 'i don't care' when really I care a lot) and can go to the kitchen to prepare food that I know I won't be able to eat in 50% of the cases. There's also a good chance that I eat it and then find myself throwing up and ruining my makeup feeling every single disgusting cell of fat on my body vibrate while trying to breathe. Well either way let's say I might redo my make-up, brush my teeth again and step outside. I maybe take my horse with me and walk through the neighbourhood. I have to see people. I feel anxious. I would love to just turn around and go back home. But I keep on walking, trying to seem selfconfident so my horse and neighbours can't see or feel my insecurity. I'll try to be friendly and act normal even though I'm sure they hate me and laugh about me. Still if the communication between my horse and me isn't perfect today I'll probably cry and if a neighbour just looks at me in a way that i interpret to be unfriendly or cold or annoyed I'll probably cry too. Let's say I'm back home. Now it's like 11 in the morning. What do I do? By now I'm an emotional wreck, tired as hell, probably planing on how to harm myself with one half of my brain while the other half bundles it's last energy to prevent exactly this from happening. How do I survive the rest?*
  • Me: I'll try.

Vampire AU

For the wonderful @kittyboo8015

Kitty, @gouguruheddo and I figured you deserved as many vamps as you could handle :)  Thank you, a hundred times over, for being such a sweetheart.  You’re always so wonderful to chat with.  Keep being amazing, babe <3 We’ll come kidnap you someday. 

[Are you seeing this gorgeous art?? I’m dying.]




[~4.3k Victorian Era Vampire AU, NSFW, angst mixed with gentle loving, as the Eruri’s should be, some blood and injury]

**Arthur Randall is from Kuroshitsuji, shoutout to that AU I crave, and Auguste Dupin was Edgar Allen Poe’s Sherlock before Sherlock. Poor Nile.

[high enough, bloodsport

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anonymous asked:

Harry really might have a chance to get nominated for a grammy like.... thats our kid who took a risk with his music for todays market and nailed it! he really out there being appreciated and loved and recognized and maybe nominated for a grammy now? he did thaaaat!!!!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

i’m so proud he deserves that grammy x1000 his album is a work of art

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Hotch/Reid + Text Posts (pt. 1)

(pt. 2 | pt. 3)

I have no clue what I hoped to accomplish with this.  I may do more, idk.

My theory about Kyoto Arc’s end: Shinichi will break all Haibara’s rules:

  1. “After the last one wears off, you need to wait eight hours before taking the next one”. I think he’ll take another pill to avoid turning into Conan in front of everyone (or he’ll wait less than eight hours)… But I like @serinoxtv‘s idea, and I hope it’ll be like this (it’s so romantic <3),
  2. “Keep people’s eyes off of you while you’re stuck in your body” - In my opinion, Masumi will finally be sure about Conan’s true identity (she’ll see Conan in Kyoto, or she’ll find another proof),
  3. “Don’t do anything noticeable” - Yeah, solving a murder case is absolutely unnoticeable… And being shown on TV, too…
  4. “Don’t flirt too much” -  A great ShinRan kissing scene’s quite probable, after all :3

Let’s wait to see if I am right.

  • *Magnus and Alec making out*
  • Jace, bursting into the room: GUYS
  • *Magnus and Alec jumping apart*
  • Alec: Jace! What the hell! Again? Seriously? Can you not just let us-
  • Jace: IT'S IMPORTANT
  • Magnus: I'm sure it can wait
  • Jace: THERE'S A SPIDER IN MAGNUS' KITCHEN
  • Magnus: What were you even doing in my kitchen? I don't recall letting you in
  • Alec: MAGNUS, NOW ISN'T THE TIME FOR JOKING! THIS IS SERIOUS! YOU HAVE TO GET RID OF IT!
  • Magnus: ...seriously? You both hunt demons and you're scared of a little-
  • Alec and Jace: MAGNUS
  • Magnus: Fine!

What’s this? Why it’s old belongs in the trash how good to see it finished. Sorry about the messy coloring, my copics like to go all over the place, and I even accidentally gave Superman a beauty mark just from opening one jfc, so I had to touch that up in SAI. Anyway, sorry uvu here’s my trash ╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯

{Commissions}

WITH YOU FROM DUSK ‘TIL DAWN

a/n: requested by @pennywisecrack. a fic where the reader finds pennywise after the fight with bev and the other losers which results in him being injured. I did hc’s for this but I ADORED writing this fic. I fucking love angst man. thank you so much for sending this in my sweet, I hope you enjoy! 

warnings: mentions of blood and injury, mild eye horror ? 

Wrapping your favourite scarf around your neck, jamming a wool beanie onto your head and popping your keys in your jacket pocket, you begin the lengthy walk from your home to the one of your lover. That’s if you could even call it a home, it was the burnt, abandoned ruins at Neibolt street where he sometimes took his rest but you knew his real home was the sewers; where he could travel at a faster pace without the worry of being seen. There was a spring in your step as you cut through fields and tip-toed over shallow streams to get to your destination faster, eager to see your love. 

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professorpotato  asked:

What do you think went through Keith's mind when Sven showed up? Since Sven said he wasn't Shiro, Keith was silent about it and i think that's pretty telling. but I'm p sure the other paladins all had at least one thing to say ?

i THINK THE POOR BOY WAS HEARTBROKEN

I mean, Keith is someone who never lets his guard down. Especially when he doesn’t understand the situation–he’s clearly completely thrown, has no clue what the hell is happening. But that’s Shiro. He’s back, and that’s all that really matters. So even though this person who looks like his dearest friend is pointing a gun at him, Keith immediately disarms and holds his hands up in surrender. He’s also the only one that discards his weapon like this, the only one that would trust Shiro even when he’s got a gun trained on him

And you know, I think it’s also important to consider why he’d do that. Keith’s not doing this for his own comfort or safety, it’s entirely for Shiro’s. He sees Shiro isn’t acting like himself, knows something here is very wrong. So he tries to deescalate the situation by removing his weapon and does his best to calm Shiro down. “Shiro, please”–Keith is literally pleading with him. He’s desperate to prove that he’d never hurt Shiro, that he only wants to help him. 

This isn’t how you react to a friend who turned against you. Keith approaches Shiro like his friend is scared and lashing out rather than a traitor. He tries to appeal to him, to make him see that he’d never willingly attack him. Keith is trying to help Shiro. And again, even though they’re all dazed and confused, none of the other paladins are making a move to deactivate their bayards–not even after their leader does. That says a lot. Even after Sven says he’s not Shiro, Keith still has his hands up 

He does say something else though:

again, not very much. But the way Keith is kind of at a loss for words and finally seeing “Shiro” again after grieving him all this time did sort of remind me of this

Also, just a tiny thing, but when Lance pulled Sven to safety, it looks like Keith was kinda shielding them 

anonymous asked:

Hi mama! I'm so happy to catch your ask box open :D! Now, let's go to the question hehehe. What do everyone think about RivaMika being honest (incluiding Levi and Mikasa)? Sorry for my bad english :')

Mikasa: So fucking happy
Reiner: Hahah wow, Mikasa, really?!
Bertholdt: that’s only slightly weird… … …
Annie: Monster and monster, how fitting…
Eren: WHAT?!?!?!?!?! LEVI HEICHOU AND MIKASA?!?!?!
Jean: Mikasa?!?! Really?
Marco: That’s good for you :)
Sasha: Mikasa? U sure?
Connie: Uhm?!?!
Historia: What the fuck Levi, that’s so fucking nasty of you!
Armin: Mikasa, please take care!
Ymir: Oh god what the hell is even going on?

Levi: Embarrassed af
Hanji: You’re so cute together~~~
Erwin: You’ll have very strong children
Nanaba: But the age gap?!
Mike: Levi knows how to get the young girls
Moblit: Please don’t

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keep breathing
keep breathing
k e e p  b r e a t h i n g…

SBB Snippet

Here’s a little snippet from my Stucky Big Bang story, I, The Paradox, in which Steve gets an unexpected opportunity to change the past. In the moment, he doesn’t consider whether or not he should, and when he wakes up with two versions of Bucky in bed with him, things get complicated. They make the best of it, learning to navigate around each other, never realizing the cost of what’s happened. 

Art from @riakomai and @hopeless–geek

Well, the important part was that Bucky was alive, in one piece. Steve hadn’t expected that. The high of a hope he hadn’t had before crept in, and every glimpse of dark hair and a blue uniform eased something in Steve’s chest. He could go home knowing this time things were going to be different.

Only, different how? The elation of Bucky’s freedom from Hydra was snuffed out like a bucket of water over a sputtering candle. What would that mean for him? What would it mean for them? The need to know gnawed at him as he sat in the prison of his own body, carried forward by some other version of himself.

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anonymous asked:

hello, hello, helloooooo!! i'm a witch who's starting out, and i'm unfortunately rather,,, unfortunate?? haha, i'm pretty poor!!! but, but, but!!! i'd like to know what kind of cheap witchcraft things you'd recommend to a beginner!!! thank you, ms. death-witch-envy!!!!

Hell yeah! No worries there!! Most of us can’t afford to spend loads of money on things. I’m sure many people have different recommendations, but here are mine that I can think of at the moment:

  • paper, for writing spells, sigils, and runes
  • COLORED paper for boosted intent
  • pen, for above. color corresponds to intent
  • matches/lighter. Burning things, even paper, has powerful magical properties.
  • birthday candles can be a good substitute for those fancy giant candles.
  • common household spices with magical properties: salt, pepper, cinnamon, chili flakes, basil, thyme, rosemary, onion, garlic, ginger, mint, bay
  • common household foods with magical properties: any fruit or vegetable, bread, cheese, meat, any food, honestly anything for reals
  • household liquids to consider: coffee, tea, water (easy-made moon water), honey
  • learn what plants are outside your house and use them.
  • dead leaves can be used for moving on spells, endings, and curses.
  • ask of burnt paper or incense can be saved for resurrection or moving on spells
  • paper clips. Easy access to steel wire, which gives you mainly iron. Nails can also work for this.
  • use old pill bottles as spell bottles.
  • you can buy cheap jars/spell bags at the dollar store.
  • buy herb plants instead of bags of the herbs; they’ll clean the energy in you home and last longer. Lavender, rosemary, basil, thyme, mint, jasmine and marigold are good outdoor plants to buy.
  • salt + pepper = black salt. Black salt + dead leaf + bowl = an easy spell to soak up negativity in a space. Get rid of the leaf afterwards.
  • use your mirrors for spells
  • lotions and body washes can help cleansing spells
  • I recommend investing in a fire-proof bowl if you don’t already have one. You’re gonna need it.
  • Save your eggshells and grind them up. Easy protective powder.
  • Save wax drippings to make more candles.

I feel like I’m missing some things but that should work for now. Hope this helps! ( ´ ∀ ` )