i'm not crying i just have perfect in my eye

anonymous asked:

apples, evergreen forests, autumn, falling leaves, hot coffee or tea on a sunday morning, thunderstorms, reading a book in your favorite chair, plaid, clear night sky full of stars, picnics at dusk :)

picnics at dusk….this is lit so perfect lol dang,,i’m thinking i might timetravel my town to autumn and keep it there when i finish it tbh!! this is just too cute ahh i am deatH

  • Person: O-Oh my God why are your eyes so red? Are you crying? *worries* Is everything alright??
  • Me: *sobs helplessly* No, it's just...Why does Lance have to be so damn perfect? He's so precious and just wants everyone to be happy and he misses his home so much and he is so gorgeous and oh God I love him so much *cries more*
  • Person: ...*stares into the camera like in the office*

ALRIGHT LOOK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HAYLEY ATWELL. AND YOU TOO CHRIS. WHAT THE FUCK. I HATE YOU BOTH. HOW DARE YOU. MY HEART’S FALLING APART I CANT BREATHE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL. WHO WHO DOES THIS????? WHO JUST KISSES FOR A DUBSMASH. FUCK THIS SHIT. MY BRAIN IS IMPLODING I CANT I CANT. NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANY MORE. WHAT IS HAPPENING. TAKE ME BACK. MAKE THIS OK. FUCK YOU STEVE ROGERS. WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU JUST GIVE YOUR BLOODY COORDINATES WITHOUT TRYING TO BE A FUCKING MORONIC HERO?????!!! THEY WOULD HAVE FUCKING FOUND YOU WITHIN A WEEK AND YOU WOULD HAVE GONE TO THAT EFFING DANCE AND I WOULDNT BE HURTING LIKE THIS. I WOULDNT BE REPEATEDLY WATCHING A 9 SECOND VIDEO AND CRYING MY EYES OUT. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT THE BOTH OF YOU WITH YOUR PERFECTNESS. AND NOW SHE’S DYING AND YOURE NOT AND YOURE 75 YEARS TOO LATE AND IM SAT HERE CRYING OVER A STUPID VIDEO. FUCK YOU ALL.

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“I went home after that week and I was so fucked up by how amazing [the album] was. I was sitting in my house almost in tears talking to my wife about how happy I was about it” - Dallas Green

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1.06 “The Endless Thirst” || 2.11 “Black Ice”

We’re gonna be okay.

 

  • me, in my darkest moments during hiatus: what is fitzsimmons has too much baggage now? what if they are damaged beyond the point of repair? what if we can never get back a part of what was lost? like, happiness, for instance? will they ever be happy again? like... TOGETHER and HAPPY? will jemma tell fitz he is her first and only real choice? will fitz try to pull away? can they ever heal enough to be back on the same page? help me, i'm losing hope. yes i know they are probably still endgame... BUT AT WHAT COST?
  • aos: have some promo pics.
  • fitzsimmons: *touches hands, makes eye contact, not crying*
  • me: *shrieks, jumps out of chair, falls to knees, begins to cry over my laptop
  • me: ...yeah, so i'm still fitzsimmons trash. everything is good. LOOK AT THEM THEY ARE PERFECT.