i'm not crying :)

i’m so tired but i can’t sleep because whenever i sleep i dream of you and i’m so tired of waking up crying.

the littlest things remind me of you, things i never expect to, and i break down in the middle of conversations with your name on my lips.

i wish you would say something - anything - to me, i’m desperate to know how you’re doing and if you’re okay, how your mom is and if your dog got any new toys.. or you could tell me to fuck off, tell me you hate me, and i would take if because this silence between us is killing me.

have you blocked my number or are you just ignoring me?

it hurts i don’t know how to make it stop hurting i can’t breathe i wanna die everything hurts so bad please help me if hurts

i just want to come home.

please let me come home.
—  texts i’ll never send
(cc, 2017)
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I’M SHOOK

That’s Oliver’s hood attached to her suit and no one can convince me otherwise. *sobs*

She was the last to fight, the last who managed to honor the dead by fighting for the longest time. She was in pain every day when thinking of all she had lost and yet she kept fighting, because Star City was the home she made with her friends and loved ones. And she was fighting until her time ran out. Mask or not. Dream world or Doom world. Reality or not. Felicity Smoak is a hero.

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I have had the shittiest day today. I was feeling awful and worthless. But two of my favorite stories updated and both authors either dedicated the chapter to me (FC2000) or blamed me for what they wrote 😂 @pissbabysithlord

Everyone read “Island Girl” http://archiveofourown.org/works/9596270/chapters/21686717

And “Hex” http://archiveofourown.org/works/8718985/chapters/19989892