i'm missing her

This good bye tastes different
It’s got more of a finality to it-
a subtle hint of everything
that has crashed down around us

There’s no more room
for fighting or crying
No tearing down each other’s walls
or even building them back up again

so this good bye tastes different
in that “I could’ve sworn this was gonna last but we still ended up here” kind of way

this good bye is just
you, me,
and not enough reasons to stay

—  is this what good bye is supposed to sound like
Vodka was easier to swallow than the fact that you weren’t coming back.

this week has been really weird and i get the feeling that something shady this way comes

4

Do you know what they’re hiding in the bag under Scott’s bed?

I should’ve noticed the way you laughed a bit louder around her.
—  Somewhere in the paper
(I loved someone who told me they loved me when they loved someone else)
(via midwintrblood)

I wanted to tell her everything. I wanted to tell her how she made my heart beat so loud like how thunder sounds when it’s storming. I wanted to tell her how she made me feel warm like how the sun feels on your face after a long winter. How she made my life fill with excitement and happiness as if I’ve seen colors for the first time. How her smile is captivating like the bright moon on a starry night. How her laugh is my favorite song and every time I hear it I want to dance with her. I wanted to tell her all these things before it was too late.

But I was too late.

—  @imnotadweeb

i’m a straight up hoe for miss peregrine finding out the older kids are in same sex relationships and being hella supportive and loving despite the time period and maybe even having known before they told her or each other about their feelings and she sort of guides them to each other because she loves them and wants them to be happy and when they go out she’s all momlike and tells them to be home for reset and just end my life.