basically tho I had a complete psychological break a week or so ago (I literally have. no idea when honestly I can’t understand time rn) and relapsed and stopped going to classes and am definitely going to fail so? i don’t know what the next couple months of my life are going to be like? I’m going to have to start paying student loans back after this term bc I’ve gotten academic probation once before already so? by June I’ll be a drop out (again) with no stable income, multiple disabilities and severe ptsd, and $10,000 in debt? I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do I just keep fucking everything up?