i'm just very emotional right now

[End of the Line starts playing]
me: *holds back tears* 
people: you ok?
me:

Originally posted by scalpelled

people: um..?
me:

Originally posted by hamlitons

me: *sobs for eternity*

I wish I could put into words how much I adore joji and how proud I am of him for bein out here and makin an even bigger name for himself and creating such dope content and music while still being a genuinely lovely person but I don’t kno how to properly convey any emotion ever so i’ll just lay here and listen to the entirety of pink season for the millionth time while staring at my ceiling in awe

  • seokjin: you ever wanna talk about your emotions, yoongi?
  • yoongi: no.
  • namjoon: i do.
  • seokjin: i know, namjoon.
  • namjoon: i’m honestly feeling a little bit lost right now, like, what is the meaning of my life on this planet? am i really just one life among billions of others? does my presence on earth mean anything? i'm very confused.
  • seokjin: i know, namjoon.

animelyver  asked:

Okay, so almosy about 30 minutes ago. Voltron page in facebook posted paladin's vlog #2 featuring KEITH!!! and I wanna hear your thoughts about it cause I'm serioisly crying right now

i TOO AM CRYING,, I’ve talked about it a bunch in other asks but just real quick main points I guess

  • When asked to describe himself, the first things that come to mind are the fact that he’s a Voltron pilot and also part galra 
  • Keith has always been acutely aware of how he struggles with his emotions and it causes these sudden outbursts 
  • When this manifests in a flaring temper, he is immediately apologetic and very much doesn’t want to hurt anyone
  • He doesn’t know why he has these volatile emotions and probably spent his whole life wondering why he was like this and feeling as if he were somehow broken because of it
  • Has difficulty connecting with others and, despite very high levels of compassion and sympathy, struggles with empathy
  • He says his mom left him and that it was the root cause of his abandonment issues–not losing his dad, which I find very interesting
  • Toys with his knife when he’s anxious and uses it as a comfort object
  • Outright confirms that he pushes people away as a coping mechanism to avoid being hurt
  • Knows he’s prone to crying and feels ashamed by it 
  • I think basically everything in the vlog is crystal clear in the show, we’re just seeing Keith straight up say it. Still very heart-wrenching though 
I'm gonna be serious for just a moment right now

A popular question that writers seem to get is “what made you want to be a writer?” and the answer is usually about having passion for it and using it as a creative outlet.

I remember being in my teenage years and reflecting on my life a lot. I didn’t have the easiest childhood and I actually had a lot of experiences that most people thankfully don’t have. I haven’t had the easiest early adulthood either. And because of this, I often saw myself as someone who was broken. Reading was an escape for me and finding characters that I was able to relate to became a sort of salvation. I saw these characters rise up from their experiences and become strong, empowered, and unapologetic. I was able to realize that character development was a real thing, that it was something that turned even the unlikeliest characters into heroes.

And suddenly I wanted to be written about. I wanted someone to notice me, to take a look and say “this is a girl who has been through hell. I can write about her.” I wanted my tragedies to be spilled, to show the world how cruel people could be and how things could be torn apart. I wanted someone to write about the fierceness I still held against injustice and the kindness that I still carried in my heart despite it. I wanted my soft soul to be written, not as something fragile and weak but as something warm and full of strength. I wanted to be written, not as a perfect character, but as a real one. As someone who was very much imperfect, who still made mistakes along the way, who cried in frustration, who still felt alone in the middle of the night, but also someone who made their best effort to be a shoulder to cry on for others, who did their best to help when they could, who took negativity and tried to turn it into something much more beautiful. 

For years I just wanted to be a girl others wrote about. 

And one day I realized that I was wasting my time waiting. Why wait for someone to write about me when I could turn myself into a story? When I could take everything I’ve been through and share it with the world myself? I found my peace in taking my demons and turning them into words where they could no longer cause me heartache the same way. I found my sanity at the beach, sitting with a small journal and a pen and writing about a boy I loved as the waves played with the shore. I found inspiration in small snippets of emotions written on the back of chinese takeout napkins. I took my writing everywhere I went, sometimes in journals, other times simply as notes on my phone. I am so full of love and emotions and I own my story.

Because I’ve felt everything. I have felt every heartache, every frustration, every single moment I have wanted to scream. I have felt every burst of happiness and every single moment of tranquility. I know how my mind works, why I made decisions I’ve made, and how they’ve made me who I am. And so I stopped waiting to be written about by others. 

Who better to write my story than me? 

anonymous asked:

I love tf2 but tbh I wish I never met anyone through the game. I really wish I hadn't met anyone on steam or Tumblr because of this game. I will never blame tf2 for this. Gaben knows how awful valve's fans can be. How cruel and selfish and cold-hearted. I haven't made a single friend that wasn't shallow and selfish and turned their back on me or tf2 or both. Sometimes it hurts to open the game and reliving memories of laying and talking to people who ruined my life. Medics can't heal heartache.

first off, i just wanna say that i’m so sorry that the people you met through tf2 were awful to you. not that it’s any excuse, but there are bad eggs in EVERY community and since tf2’s community isn’t exactly the biggest, i imagine it’s a lot easier to run into them. it seems to me that you have just been incredibly unlucky to be one of the people that did.

i know i can’t say anything that could help you feel better about all the things that happened to you, but i will say this: there are good people out there in this community. they are not as rare as they seem. i’ve met some of my closest friends (who i still spend a LOT of time with) and my significant other (who i’ve been in a relationship with for almost 4 years) on tf2.

i don’t mean to make you envious or sad that you weren’t able to find such people, but i hope that this somehow brings to you some hope that genuine people in this community do exist. i know i can’t speak for the entire tf2 tumblr community, but i can speak for the admins of our blog (XDDDDDDDD), WE’RE HERE FOR YOU. YOU ARE AWESOME.

-cat

Don’t let any stinkers tell you video games are dumb. The Last of Us saves my life every time I play it and I say that with the upmost conviction. Listen, you may not think that you have a purpose but I guarantee you that if you play the last of us Right Now you will understand that there is someone you know that will endure and survive to the edge of the universe and back just because your existence makes it a little easier for them to do so.

anonymous asked:

I don't get Victor's motivations in your rivals sequel. Or why he loves Yuuri. I'd understand being curious or somehow infatuated but his emotions seems way too strong for someone he's never really interacted with, as a result I'm having a very hard time connecting with your characterization.

Viktor fell in love with Yuuri for a lot of reasons but he’s also infatuated and in love with the idea of being in love which skews his perceptions, just like Yuuri’s animosity for Viktor skews his. Viktor’s idea of Yuuri is much closer to the real Yuuri that Yuuri’s is of Viktor but it’s still a romanticised version (right now at least, that does change). In canon we had Viktor meet Yuuri once when Yuuri was wasted and subsequently give up his career and fly halfway around the world to pursue him without really knowing him at all. In umfb&mha the circumstances are worse but Viktor has known Yuuri for longer and Yuuri brought ‘life and love’ back into his life by preventing the downward spiral of losing inspiration and the desire to skate that we saw canon Viktor go through. Combined with loving Yuuri’s skating and feeling like he connects with Yuuri due to them being very similar in their approaches to skating and life, Viktor falls in love with Yuuri. He’s also had the same problem as canon Viktor with neglecting life and love due to skating (for example how none of his relationships have worked out because he’s too devoted to skating) and he sees Yuuri, who is just as devoted to skating as he is and would understand him in a way most people wouldn’t, as the kind of person that he could build something lasting with. But since most of this is from observation from far away, while Viktor sees Yuuri for who his is quite well he still romanticizes the idea of Yuuri and being in love which doesn’t always match up with the reality. He’s in love but he really, properly, this-could-actually-last-forever falls in love later, when he gets to know the real Yuuri and falls in love with him, just like how Yuuri falls in love with Viktor only when he knows him as a person and not just and idol or an enemy 

So I am just listening to Tae’s playlist and I saw this song was on there… I am in tears right now…

I’ve been listening to this song a lot and this band because I’ve been going through a lot… reasons why I haven’t been on tumblr very much because I’ve had to put things aside and put more important things first

For me I am very strong in my faith and just knowing that V listens to this brings me so much joy…

anonymous asked:

Okay y'all just reaching now, how is that even a jikook moment especially hand holding part? You guys blinded by mindless shipping or what, did you not see everybody holding hands to bow or what, i swear you guys are just pathetic now

Oh love, you do realize is really not about the hand holding right? It’s about the comforting, Jungkook’s need to be by his side, to be a constant presence when Jimin was in a very emotional state, just to be someone he can lean on if he ever finds that it’s too much to handle. I’m sad you can only see the superficial and come bash people’s inbox for an assumption that we’re here for a simple hand in hand contact and not the feeling behind it.

And I can honestly say jikook and BTS in general was never about that to me, what makes me love them and always share their beautiful moments is the trust and companionship I see in them, not the “free shipping and fan service” you so wrongly see, feel the need to point out and even bother others about it, grow up…

anonymous asked:

I'm actually crying @ dans most recent Instagram post like I love this man so much he makes me laugh and when I'm upset he makes me smile like I'm actually freakin!????? Danny????? He's real????? Like what????? He's so beautiful and funny????? And so human???? He makes mistakes and then he realizes them and apologizes????? UM HE IS PURE???? I'm so sorry but I am so emotional right now

Dan is a very sweet, good boy, just trying to live his best life while making others laugh, trying to inspire them, and making them forget their troubles for a moment if he’s able. He will always be one of the best people on earth to me. So I share your sentiment completely!

Originally posted by gamegrumpsbri

Series finale of The Vampire Diaries tonight!

Currently freaking out

I don’t think I’m ready to say goodbye yet. I’m just gonna…

I just want to take a moment to talk about what Pirates of The Caribbean movies mean to me.

These movies are my whole life and I am very emotionally attached to them.I remember being 7 years old anxiously waiting to see The Curse of The Black Pearl on the tv for the first time cause I was too young to go and see it at the cinema.

These movies literally have followed all stages of my life

First 3 came out when I was at the primary school and I was literally crazy about them.I remember having the first one on videotape and I also remember that when I finally got At world’s End I was watching it at least 2 times a day.

Then the 4th one came out when I was a teenager and now the 5th one comes out when I am a university student.

I just feel so many things about this franchise cause I literally grew up with it.There are no other franchises that I feel that way about.I mean,I adore Harry Potter,Lord of The Rings and Star Wars but I appreciated them after I was 15 or so.But POTC will always have my heart.

Sorry for the emotional rant I just felt the need to share it with you!