i'm just tired of being tired

anonymous asked:

Hi! Idk if you planned on actually writing a full fic on that shrunkyclunks prompt thing but if you're thinking about it I just wanna say that there can never be enough shrunkyclunks fics and I'd be super excited to read it if you did write it!! (Also just wanna add I hope this doesn't make you feel pressured at all I just wanted express my interest) Have a great day! :)


Aaaawwww nonnieeee <33333

Don’t worry, this is just the right way to ask someone for fic! You’re not making me feel pressured at all, and it’s always good to know there’s interest! ^^

Tbh at first I wasn’t planning on writing that at all. Like, the whole point of making that summary-drabble-sort-of-thing was to just release the idea into the wild in case anyone wanted to run with it, but I wasn’t expecting people to actually want it, omg. So many people have asked for more that at this point I think I might just have to cave and write it XDD


On the other hand, it’s not gonna get much better than that summary-thingy, really, and I feel like I’d disappoint a fuckton of people… so idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

few thoughts on exo'rdium[dot]

The hotel we’re staying now at has really fast Wifi unlike our past ones so I was finally able to watch TED[dot] fancams properly :) a few thoughts:

✨the new VCR was RLY thoughtful. the snippets of the members in the different eras, the throwback to their old albums / singles, the transitioning from they never know -> angel…they really paint how much these boys have been through and what they’ve achieved appropriately. also, I liked the EXO-CBX references on top of EXO as a whole.

✨I’m personally glad that Sehun didn’t reveal his abs. I hope people aren’t mad at him because he “promised”, I sincerely think that it’s been established many times that he’s not comfortable with it, he’s shy about it and it’s not even in his personality to do it. And I’m glad they also said he’s been eating a lot, please just let this boy eat his favorite food and be happy. Abs or no abs I still love him. I saw a fancam of his Lady Luck solo and I’m really wondering why people bother about his abs so much when there are other things that showcase his many talents :/// but of course this is just my two cents worth.

✨ it was a good decision adding For Life into the set list. I think this was a very appropriate song for their 5th anniversary and even tho it’s technically sung for Christmas, it’s the message they’ve been trying to send across to us as fans all along. And the fact they prepared their own project for the fans?? We’ll walk with you and be together with you too, boys. 💕

✨ the lightstick ocean / mechanics were simply…wow. Even if you aren’t a hardcore stan of EXO you can’t deny that the entire concert was so theatrical and well choreographed. I’ve had mixed feelings about the fandom itself but I’m rly proud to be an EXO-L after seeing this ocean.

I’m definitely going for the encore concert next year via the Global Package to experience it myself. I just love these boys so much and they deserve the world. Thank you for this era boys, I’m really looking forward to the new one 💕💕💕

Being a Liam stan isn’t fun anymore there’s so much hate and I’m just tired. I can never just ENJOY his projects because someone is always hating on him and I don’t mind defending him I will never stop defending him actually but it’s gotten to the point where this ziam fandom is so fake towards Liam and I’m just done. From now on I’m mainly following Liam stans I don’t care if you ship Chiam or if you’re an anti id rather follow them knowing they actually LOVE Liam than deal with the fake love (only conveniently like him lol) of this side of the fandom. So if you see me reblogging from an anti don’t be alarmed.

shaladin safe space

please reblog this if you’re pro-shaladin, or at least are not anti-shaladin. i need to know that there are more of us out there, shipping and multishipping and seeing shiro happy with his paladins. also i want more shaladin-positive blogs to follow.

this blog is a shaladin safe space.

Just a PSA

Please ladies, don’t make fun of women who wear pads. Like, don’t call them a dipper butt or a child or anything thing else degrading for not inserting a tampon in their vagina.

Some of us can’t physically do it for medical reasons and it hurts to try and if you manage it, it’s just even more excruciating to pull out. A lot of women fear TSS that runs rampant when a tampon is inserted for too long. Other women like me do it because it’s more comfortable for us.

For whatever reason it is, don’t make fun of it!

It’s already enough that periods in modern day society are considered taboo and shameful to have in any way shape or form, we don’t need to feel bad about how we contain it too.

We call ships ‘she.’ We call our war machines 'women.’ We compare women to black widows and vipers. And you’re going to tell me it’s not 'lady-like’ to scream, to take up space, to fight and demand respect and do whatever the hell I want. You’ve looked at nuclear bombs and been so in awe that you could only name them after women. Don’t try to down-play my power.

I used to be the kind of person who whenever people told me they didn’t like girl groups, I was like, “Oh okay, I can respect your opinion,” but I am honestly at the point where I can’t do that anymore. I’m so tired of hearing my fave idols get slandered because someone made a judgement based off of two girl group songs they heard 10 years ago. If anyone said anything remotely bad about boy groups, those fans would lose their shit, but girl group stans are expected to sit there and take it. They have to listen to people calling their faves sluts, untalented, etc. They have to listen to people complain about sexy and cute concepts when boy groups can do bad boy concepts out the ass and not get any shit. They have to listen to people talk about how their faves “can’t dance” and how “annoying” their voices are. And if a girl group stan says anything about it, the rebuttal is always, “Well everyone is entitled to their own opinion :)).” I’m not respecting an opinion that is based off of poor judgement and ridicules women. I’m not respecting an opinion that is hypocritical and disrespectful to another human being. Female idols deserve respect and I’m so tired of having to fight for people to see how talented they are. I’m so tired of having to say this shit over and over just because people refuse to treat female idols like humans. Girl groups deserve so much better.

i just wanted you to tell me.
when things were getting hard again,
when all you felt was a whirlwind in your head,
when you went out with girls who weren’t me.

i wanted you to describe the people you fell in love with:
why you loved them, how they treated you,
if you still fight with yourself about
if you are worth anything or not because
they made you question your self-worth every day.
i wanted you to tell me about the things they did right,
about why they’re still in and out of your life,
about how you ran into them in the supermarket
the other day and you still felt something
when you hugged them goodbye.

i wanted you to tell me
about all of the the mistakes you made
and why you made them.
i wanted you to introduce me
to all of the monsters under your bed.
i wanted to hear about the happiest you’ve ever been
even if it wasn’t with me.
i wanted to hear about your boss and your job
and the new car you were thinking of buying.
i wanted to see the two apartments you were looking at
and try to decide with you which is better.

i wanted to know about the times
you’ve thought about driving your car off a cliff
and the little moments that made you re-think it.
i wanted to be there to celebrate your triumphs
and admire your strength - i wanted to know everything
about you so i could love you anyway.

but i guess with you, i found out not everyone is like me.
not everyone blurts out their whole life story
every time they are given the chance.
and i just wanted you to tell me
who made you feel like you couldn’t open up,
who hurt you so bad that you couldn’t let me in,
somebody who honest to god,
would have loved you no matter what.

but i ask you how you are and you say “not bad”
and then you ask about me
and you wake up in another girl’s bed
because you don’t know how to open up
and you let me find out months later
because you don’t know how to open up
and you let me hear stories about you from other people
because you don’t know how to open up

and it’s just sad, how all i wanted was to help
but you’ve never done anything but run from my love
and i get it
i guess
some people are just more reserved
and some people are afraid
and some people don’t take people up on offers to talk about it
even if the other person insists
and you can’t force people to let themselves fall in love with you.
you can’t force them to open up.

but aren’t there things that make you want to scream?
aren’t there things that make you want to cry?
aren’t there things you are so passionate about that
if you don’t let them out, you feel like you’re drowning?
don’t you ever hear something and can’t wait to tell me?
i guess what i’m trying to ask is
if you really have so little passion
or if you’re just not passionate about me.

—  we were sitting across from each other screaming, but i was the only one making a sound

People who slam doors and stomp their feet to show how much they want to physically hurt you shouldn’t be trusted

Daily reminder that if you ship narumitsu, narumayo, junipollo, justicykes, franmaya, klapollo, cykesquill, klema, hobopollo, trupearl, lanamia, miego, junithena, blackbright, etc, etc…

Then KEEP ON SHIPPING IT AND LET NO ONE SHAME YOU FOR IT. I know I’ve talked about the issue of ship wars in the past, but we really, REALLY need to stop with all the ship hate in this fandom; it’s disgusting, and it it makes the fandom feel very toxic and unwelcoming when SOME OF YOU act like pretentious babies and act as if only the ships YOU ship are the ‘unproblematic’ ships.

Now I’m not saying you CAN’T have a NOTP: we all do. And that’s okay. But what ISN’T okay is when you’re throwing blatant ship hate into the main tag or the ship tags: it’s not cute. And it makes you look like an asshole, to be honest.

So in short: learn to accept the fact that everyone’s going to ship different ships and you have no right to call anyone ‘disgusting’ for shipping your NOTP. So do yourself a favor and talk only about the ships you do like and shut up about the ones you don’t: make this fandom feel like a WELCOMING one and not one full of condescending, bitter children. 

Pouring your heart and soul into someone and then they decide they don’t want you anymore is the worst possible feeling in the world. And when they seem to just move on to someone else like they never even cared about you its hurts more than anything. I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of being used. This is why I have trust issues. When I love I love with all my heart. I don’t have anymore feeling to give anymore. I’m just exhausted and empty. I’m sorry.

exclusionists: wow, it’s pretty telling that everyone who supports ace inclusion is cishet ://// really makes you think

inclusionists: wow, it’s almost like anyone is cishet if you misgender them and invalidate their sexuality


2008 -> 2017 art improvement! It’s amazing to see how far one can go in nearly one decade :D (Ginny was and will always be my favorite female HP character <3)


I was too busy to post as they came so here’s some of katsucon for today (feat. @driftingbystars and her boyfriend as Cloud and Aerith)

as it’s remus john lupin’s 57th birthday, let’s have a rundown of his wonderful life:

  • at 5, he was a werewolf wanting to be a boy
  • at 11, he learnt that he would have a new prison. he let himself be shackled by his screams. they say that that house was the most haunted in britain. what about his human heart?
  • at 12, they knew. it relieved some of the many weights slung around his soul so he could breathe
  • at 21, he lost the people who made him “happier than he had ever been in his life”.
  • was it at 21? or had he already lost them in the bitter twist of war that turned brothers into spies - but in this tale, no wolves were in sheep clothing
  • or perhaps he had known that they were slipping away? he watched and let them go because he hadn’t been enough anyway
  • at 33, the laughter, the smiles, the warm days were but two short words: “we’ve met”. what did he regret more? having received their love or being left behind to pick up the pieces of his soul?
  • at 36, there is nothing you can do harry. there is nothing there is nothing and everything I touch turns to ash to grime to dust
  • at 38, he would do his best to make the world a better place for teddy to live in. he was tired, so tired.
  • he wanted to be a boy again