i'm just having a lot of feelings ok

munchiezxx  asked:

how many DEH AUs are a thing o m g (i love them all ok)

Lemmy think
Theres a few that I have just on my blog

-Party Overdose (Ghost au hehe)
-With Mr.Hansen
-Amputee!Evan
-Froest AU
-Flipped AU

And the au a friend of mine came up with where it was Zoe who died rather than Connor. I’m not sure what that ones called.

So to put it simply: There are a lot.

ew I’m so disappointed I went into that phase of feeling cringey for liking twenty one pilots when I could have just been enjoying myself

like hell, you do you, but the concert was lots of ridiculous fun and just good vibes all round and the songs were loud and energetic and awesome and I had a super great time with my best friend and it was just genuinely fucking lovely ok

i am going to let myself have this one nice thing

guess who ;)

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here we are now, with the falling sky and the rain
     we’re awakening ♪

one of the scenes I would really love to see (as I’m sure many people have thought of!) is Rey experiencing her first rainfall ☺ also because “Awakening” has become one of my theme songs for TFA and all the new kids, there’s something about it which is very beautiful and fits so well thematically ;;

AND BONUS PIC: Finn + Rey (+ Poe’s jacket of a thousand uses (〃▽〃) )

One of the things I love about MacCready’s romance is that while at max affinity he can’t stop gushing over you and making romantic prose over how he loves/cares for you, I like thinking that it’s the opposite while the relationship grows, showcasing growing affection and care for the sole survivor with his actions.

- He’s always going to take the first watch. He’s not going to wake you up for second, claiming in the morning he just “wasn’t tired”.

- He won’t care how mad you about get about not waking you up, he’s going to do the same thing the next night. And the next night, and the next night …

- Even when the both of you can sleep soundly behind closed, locked doors, he waits until your breathing’s evened out before he even considers closing his own eyes.

- Always takes point when wandering in the open, makes sure you are hustled into cover before he settles in beside you. Occasionally a protective arm will wrap around you if the moment seems dire.

- Doesn’t hesitate to hold you back from entering the Memory Pod, the Teleporter, any inkling of danger. When you ask what’s wrong he’ll get flustered, not able to voice his concern, knowing he can’t stop you but wanting you to know he’s worried … even if he can’t say it.

- Always keeping stock on your ammo, counts the bullets you expend and makes sure to toss just the right amount your way at just the right moment.

- Might complain about carrying your junk but will secretly stash that extra box of Fancy Lads or fifteenth roll of duct tape when you’re not looking.

- Let’s you handle your own in conversations but makes sure to stand slightly behind you, rifle at the ready, just in case … just so they know who’s in your corner. He’ll throw a snark at them if they ask for it.

There’s so many other little things I think he does to showcase this, but I think at heart MacCready is a man of actions. His words are a close second, mixing well once you’ve earned his trust, but MacCready of all people knows simply stating “It’ll be a cold day in hell before I let something bad happen to you” won’t protect you from the Commonwealth.

He’s got to be able to act on that.

ok but that line where tara goes “even when i’m at my worst, you always make me feel special. how do you do that?” and willow’s response is “magic” always devastates me so much because i know that tara’s going to look back on that and wonder if she can trust any of her time with willow. because the girl tara loved was soft and sweet and trustworthy and made tara feel like she could trust again, and if tara was so profoundly wrong about willow now, was she wrong about willow always??

which is why it always cuts me up inside to see willow manipulate tara’s mind because tara’s been messed with before. glory. tara’s probably got memories of confusion and fear and feeling lost and alone and willow was her comfort then, and now she’s finding out that the one person she thought was the first to understand her and the person she let herself be herself with is the person who’s betrayed her the most completely

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it would have been better if we’d never met.

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She stared at the stunted legs, the swollen brutish brow, the green eye and the black one, the raw stump of his nose and crooked pink scar, the coarse tangle of black and gold hair that passed for his beard. Even his manhood was ugly, thick and veined, with a bulbous purple head. This is not right, this is not fair, how have I sinned that the gods would do this to me, how?

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once it had been applied to thomas, once our relationship had been exposed, defiled, scandalized… everything ended. […] that was the day that on some level I knew that england was broken.

anonymous asked:

sometimes i think about how thalia is canonically aroace and how a lot of ppl hc her as a lesbian and like,,, pls can i just have cool aesthetics and moodboards of punk aroace thalia, i understand that more wlw would be great (especially reyna, she is not straight ok not in my house) but don't take away other representation (i know this is kinda weird but i just thought of how ?!? this is and i had to tell someone about it)

Buddy, I understand your feelings of frustration, but I think everyone is free to have the headcanons they want, and you can create many nice things for both aroace thalia and lesbian thalia and we can have many forms of representation coming from the same character.

As you already know, we have beautiful aesthetics of bi!Percy (to tell you an example among thousands) living with other headcanons that everyone has about him?

You know, can coexist many things at once and that is more fantastic!

You can have your beautiful aroace thalia aesthetics but let people have their headcanons about lesbian Thalia, please? I promise to help you create more things for her if you feel like you have nothing!

anonymous asked:

ok u must get this a lot but what are your favorite books with queer protags???

oooooh 

- Grasshopper Jungle by Andrew Smith – teenage boy explores his bisexuality as he wrestles with his guilt over a) having feelings for both his best friend and his girlfriend and b) accidentally starting the apocalypse-by-giant-preying-mantis. (literally my favourite book.) 

- The Vintner’s Luck by Elizabeth Knox – grumpy vintner bumps into an angel one night when he’s pickled and wandering around the vineyard, and winds up making a date to meet once a year, on the same night, forever. you will probably cry yourself to sleep afterwards. 

- As Meat Loves Salt by Maria McCann – sociopathic romp through Civil War era England accompanied by THE WORLD’S SLOWEST BURN and MURDER. even if you’ve been an English Civil War nerd for 15 years before reading this book, this book will forever be the first thing you think of when you think of the English Civil War. a scourge. 

- Tipping the Velvet by Sarah Waters – cute girl leaves home and becomes a music hall male impersonator. lesbian shenanigans by the barrowful follow. set in Victorian London and actually has a happy ending! yay! 

- Running With Scissors by Augusten Burroughs – a memoir documenting Augusten Burroughs’ teenage years living with his mother’s psychiatrist and his madcap family. I took this in stride when I first read this book at the tender age of 14, but now it gives me PALPITATIONS and a BURNING URGE to ring Esther Rantzen. 

- Call Me By Your Name by Andrew Aciman – THE PEACH BOOK!

- The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller – I love this book so much I have to forcibly stop myself from buying a copy every time I see one in a secondhand bookshop. you go into it thinking you’ll be FINE because everyone KNOWS what happens to Patroclus, it’s not like you WON’T SEE IT COMING… and yet. no one is ever fine. 

- Maurice by E. M. Forster – astounding and wonderful book that was, surprisingly, written in 1912. there’s sex, it’s a happy ending, it has something very snotty to say about British attitudes towards homosexuality – it’s a joy. plus, the Merchant Ivory film version is full of totty. (yes, that’s Rupert Graves. you see him starkers. just saying.) 

- Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Saenz – two Latinx boys falling in love. I read the entire thing in one sitting. it’s won so many awards you can barely see the cover art. deserves all the accolades and love, as it is HEARTBREAKINGLY GORGEOUS.

- More Than This by Patrick Ness – there is absolutely no way to explain this book without spoiling everything about it, so here’s the bare bones: Seth drowns, and then wakes up, alive, but completely and utterly alone. I had to put it down and go for stress walks at least 3 times. so good. 

- The Charioteer by Mary Renault – a soldier wounded in the evacuation of Dunkirk recuperates in hospital and tries to choose between two dudes: a young and innocent conscientious objector and a saucy and experienced naval officer. can I get a HAIL MARY? 

anonymous asked:

Like when Anne told Jack how she felt about the Max situation is it me or was she afraid she could "lash out" and hurt Max ?? And also how she said "betrayed you. betrayed me." like she always put herself last ok my point is I just have a lot of feelings for Anne and she deserves the world ok

ahh gosh yeah, anon!!! :’( we already know that she had decided she didn’t want to seek any sort of revenge because she didn’t want to see max “hurt in that way.” I think she was already rather resolved in that regard. so when she said “part of me wanted to lash out” last ep, I interpreted it as her just recognizing that part of her wanted to respond with more anger than she did, and what prevented her from doing so was the acknowledgement that max was taking the less easy path by being honest with her.

and you’re so so right about anne putting those she loves first! like she said before, what she was most upset about wasn’t the lie itself, but the fact that (from her POV) it seemed like max was trying to hurt jack.

ANNE BONNY LOVES SO BIG AND CARES SO MUCH AND DESERVES NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS :’’( <333

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Goodbye, Koro-sensei…

Ansatsu Kyoushitsu Second Season Ep.24

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the 100 » modern aesthetics
   jasper & monty × japan au.

when 15-year-old jasper moves to japan because of his mom's new job
he doesn't know a single word in japanese; except for kawaii,
thanks to anime. that's why he feels really lonely in his new
junior high school class until he gets to know monty,
a straight-a student from south korea who speaks english really well.
monty grows fond of the tall, clumsy, somewhat dorky american
and begins not only to teach him the japanese language but also
how to enjoy hanami, why purikuras are so important
(glitter and funny speech bubbles, hello?!), how to not look like
a complete tool when playing dance dance revolution in public
and how to eat with chopsticks, which really frustrates jasper
so he kinda just stabs his food all the time and shoves it
into his mouth or lets monty feed him.
over the course of weeks and months they not only become best friends
but there's also something else blossoming between the two boys.
and when monty gives jasper his first self-made bento,
he does know what it means. because jasper actually listened
to everything monty taught him about japan
and so he just gets up and gives him a shy peck on the lips. daisuki.
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asoiaf AU fancast: tom wlaschiha as gerion lannister

Old Tytos Lannister’s children are quite a crowd.  There’s Tywin, everything his father’s not; Kevan, the loyal suck-up; Tygett, strong and mercurial; Genna, whose age doesn’t stop her from being the most capable of the bunch; then there’s Gerion, the youngest and yet somehow the most unfettered by all this Lannister weight raining down on him.  The Laughing Lion’s what they called him from the time he was born.  The Lannister legacy was almost a joke to the boy, and he turned out the kind of guy that makes girls swoon and their mothers approve despite his leather jacket and easy smirk.  The kind of guy who’s loyal, but only to those who deserve it.  The kind of guy who buys kid-size motorcycle helmets for his nieces and nephews so they can ride safely with him up and down his favorite stretch of the Pacific Coast Highway.  Even Tywin couldn’t find a way to keep him down.

A few years ago Gerion went.  He up and went, leaving behind his bank account, his credit cards, everything but his brand-new Harley.   Where’d he go?  No one knows.  He always loved the idea of adventures as a kid, spinning the globe on Tytos’s desk over and over and jabbing his little fingers into the most out-of-the-way spots.  He could be anywhere.  Tywin had the cops searching for him day and night, scanning the cliffs of the Pacific Coast Highway for wreckage, for a body, for anything, but they didn’t find squat, and after a while Tywin decided his coin was better off devoted to other matters. No one’s ever heard from Gerion again, but sometimes if you roll down your windows on the highway at night, and the radio’s off and the wind’s just right, you might just hear the sound of Gerion laughing.