i'm in love with 1.5

We didn’t work out, and I’m okay with that now. I’m happier now- more so than I was with you. I read somewhere, ‘you didn’t lose him, he lost you’, and I believe that to be true. You made me feel worthless and like trash, but I am worth so much more than that. I don’t take the blame anymore. The universe was not fighting for us to be together. We were so wrong for each other, but at the time I didn’t see it. I’m happy knowing that you’ll never touch me again, I’m relieved to know I’ll never have to hear another lie escape your lips. With you I was never okay, I was in pain all the time. Now I’m with someone who is gentle with me, and suddenly I know this is what love was supposed to feel like. Whatever we had was not love, but whatever it was I’m so glad it’s over