i'm hoping to get through more than this

I Don’t Love You I Want in Your House     |     LadyLondonderry

Louis/Harry & Liam/Zayn   |   6.9k   |   Teen

Harry comes into the bakery almost every day trying to woo Louis.

Zayn works out at the gym maybe a little more than necessary so that he can get the chance to watch Liam train.

Niall is the only one who ever checks the mail.

anonymous asked:

Hey, Mira. I hope you're doing okay. If this request can maybe make you feel a little bit better, maybe nalu, college au? I've always thought it's a bad time. I don't know what you've been through, so I can't do much to help. I'm sorry. Take care

A/N: *hugs you* It’s all right; your well-wishes mean more to me than you know. I don’t want to bore people with my life too much anyway, heh, so don’t worry about it. So I might as well get to your request I am just the best procrastinator since I’m now only a couple semesters away from graduation! So things are getting better for me for sure, slowly but surely ;u; I hope you enjoy this; thanks for the request!

I’m sorry for the lateness (and possible rustiness ‘cause wow am I out of practice)! Baby steps. :’3


Natsu’s heart just about leapt right out of his chest when his phone suddenly buzzed out of nowhere in his back pocket. He did his best to calm his heart as he sat up and fished out his phone to check what it was—this shady spot under the trees in the campus park was just too easy to doze off at.

The first thing that caught his eye was the time—and he immediately blanched. Had it already been this long? He’d been so sure he had another half hour at the least…

He sighed and ruffled his matted salmon-pink hair, brushing out the bits of leaves and twigs that had gotten tangled in them when he’d laid down and fallen asleep there…again, before finally checking to see what notification he’d received.

It was a text from Lucy.

Hey, Natsu; I just finished class for the day! Where are you?

Natsu bit back a groan as his heart sunk a bit lower—he really had slept for way too long if Lucy had already finished her classes. What sort of excuse could he give her now? He had nothing!

He waited for another minute or so before he texted her back:

Eh, just at the usual spot, you know the one
I’ll wait for you

And he sat back and stared up at the tree branches while letting the light breeze tickle his cheeks until she arrived—which wasn’t long; he could hear her calling his name from a distance after only a couple more minutes.

“Hey, Natsu! I’m here!” Natsu raised his head and turned in the direction of her voice—the slender blonde was holding her schoolbooks under one arm and had slung her purse over her opposite shoulder, smiling and waving at him as she jogged over to meet him.

Natsu couldn’t help but smile to himself as she approached even in spite of the storm of tirades he knew would eventually come his way.

Damn it; she’s beautiful…

“Hey, Lucy,” he greeted her in return as she reached him, finally standing up and dusting himself off. “Doing good today?”

“Oh, yeah; today was good! I finished off the rest of my homework, and I’m free over the weekend!” She then smiled at him expectantly. “What about you? How did that presentation of yours go?”

Damn it; she just jumped straight for it without giving him any time to come up with a legitimate excuse. He exhaled sharply before rubbing the back of his neck, not meeting her gaze.

“I didn’t go,” he answered at last.

Lucy’s warm brown eyes widened. “You…didn’t go? W-wait a minute; you mean you skipped?

He stared down at his worn shoes now as he lowered his hand, still not looking up. “…Yeah.”

“But…Natsu, that presentation was worth thirty percent of your grade! Now you’re pretty much guaranteed to fail it!”

“I know.”

“Then why didn’t you—?”

I don’t know!” he finally snapped—he didn’t even need to look up to realize that she’d flinched back at his sharp retort. He sighed heavily, covering his face with his hands. “I just…I don’t know. I know it was an important assignment; I know passing this class was hinging on whether or not I aced that presentation. I know. I just…” His hands fell away from his face and he returned to staring up at the tree branches above them, the regret gnawing away at his chest. “I don’t know why I didn’t do it. I didn’t even have anything prepared, not even an ad-lib or an outline or even a fucking notecard. I honestly tried, but I couldn’t make myself care.” 

Natsu still wouldn’t look at her face, but he could hear the tender concern in Lucy’s tone as she murmured, “Natsu…”

And for some reason, that only aggravated him even more.

“I know I probably should care, but I just don’t. I don’t even get the point of this class; what does it even have to do with my major? At all? What even is the point when I’m not going to apply this in my daily life ever?” He paused and drew in a deep breath. “Fuck college. Fuck all of it and its stress-inducing and greedy money-grabbing ways. I wish I never applied. I never even wanted to.”

An uncomfortable silence hung in the air between the two as Natsu finished his rant, only being interrupted by the gentle rustling of the leaves above and the distant chatter of the campus students scattered about as they went about their business. It was a moment before either of them spoke.

“…Natsu?” Lucy said at last.

Natsu sighed, bracing himself for the incoming lecture. “Yeah; what?”

“Do you…want to grab some coffee before we go back to the dorms?”

He felt his eyebrows arch in surprise as he finally turned to look at her in full. She wasn’t going to yell at him?

“Wait…you’re not upset?”

“Well, of course I’m upset…upset that you didn’t tell me about any of this sooner.” She crossed her arms with a huff, puffing out her cheeks somewhat to make that oddly adorable indignant expression. “Aren’t we best friends? Best friends that agreed on the whole never keep secrets from each other thing? Seriously; what’s with you?”

Natsu was at a loss for words. His mouth just hung open in his astonishment. “Uh…I was…I just thought that you, um—”

Lucy stared at him for a moment before laughing and taking his hand. “C’mon, you idiot. You really need a dose of caffeine right about now.”

“Ah—hey, wait a minute—!” Natsu couldn’t get anything else out past that before Lucy began pulling him along toward the parking lot.

“We’re going to talk later—once we’re back at our dorm with our coffee!”

But I don’t even like coffee!!

Fiddler on The Roof Lyric Meme
  • "Who, day and night, must scramble for a living?"
  • "Who has the right, as master of the house, to have the final word at home?"
  • "Who must know the way to make a proper home?"
  • "I hear they've picked a bride for me. I hope she's pretty."
  • "Matchmaker, matchmaker make me a match."
  • "Look through your book and make me a perfect match."
  • "Bring me a ring for I'm longing to be the envy of all I see."
  • "I promise you'll be happy. Even if you're not, there's more to life than that."
  • "Did you think you'd get a prince?"
  • "It's not that I'm sentimental. It's just that I'm terrified!"
  • "I realize, of course, that it's no shame to be poor. But it's no great honor either."
  • "If I were a wealthy man, I wouldn't have to work hard."
  • "The most important men in town would compare fawn on me."
  • "When you're rich, they think you really know."
  • "You decreed I should be what I am."
  • "May the Lord protect and defend you."
  • "To life! L'chai-im."
  • "Our great men have written words of wisdom to be used when hardship must be faced."
  • "Life obliges us with hardship."
  • "If our good fortune never comes, here's to whatever comes."
  • "Life has a way of confusing us."
  • "You have each other a pledge?"
  • "This isn't the way it's done. Not here, not now."
  • "Some things I will not, I cannot, allow."
  • "Even a poor tailor is entitled to some happiness."
  • "Wonder of wonder, miracle of miracles."
  • "Tell me what you dreamed and I'll tell you what it meant."
  • "For such a match I prayed."
  • "Have you no considerations for a woman's feelings?"
  • "Is this the little girl I carried?"
  • "I don't remember growing older. When did they?"
  • "Sunrise, sunset."
  • "What words of wisdom can I give them?"
  • "I used to tell myself that I had everything."
  • "I have something that I would die for."
  • "Now I have everything. Not only everything, I have a little bit more."
  • "I'll be with you and that's home enough for me."
  • "It's a new world."
  • "Do you love me?"
  • "After (number) years, why talk love right now?"
  • "The first time I met you was on our wedding day. I was scared."
  • "If that's not love, what is?"
  • "Then you love me?"
  • "I suppose I love you too."
  • "That's what comes from men and women dancing."
  • "How can I hope to make you understand why I do what I do?"


fact: when working on a film or a drama, the person hired does not work under the group’s name but as an actor, as an individual person. this is not only the case with yixing, but also with chanyeol and kyungsoo. where was the outrage then? or is it only bad when it’s a Chinese member?

anonymous asked:

I mean I personally think she made the relationship very evident with the kiss and don't understand what more she'd have to do other than maybe confirm it with words. But I guess people are different. The kiss was enough for me personally. They haven't seen each other bcoz they're both really busy. They'll be together over the holidays I'm sure.

You know when I first saw the kiss pic my heart sank, I thought to myself fuck now I’m gonna have to ship Camren through the past, rewatching old videos while keeping the hope that one day they’ll get back together. Then I thought, at least let’s see how Camren interacts at the amas that next week end, maybe there’s still be something there.

But then the Billboard article came, Lauren came out and I thought, well isn’t that a weird coincidence? Cause Lauren didn’t write that essay in one day, my ass, that kind of thing needs preparation, it’s reviewed by mgmt and Billboard didn’t just happen to publish it after she pitched it one afternoon. That coming out wasn’t that surprising to fandom since a few days before she kissed a girl, the reactions were mostly positive and she got to get her message about Trump across - see how wonderfully things work out when they’re well prepared and thought about?

Right after that Camila was seen looking freaking miserable at the Maverick party so my Camren senses started tingling.

And then of course we had that fucking « Thank youu » which was all I needed to believe that Camren wasn’t dead - cause Lauren knows that any differentiation she makes with Camila is gonna set alarms in this fandom and yet she still does it.

I was still waiting for the AMAs to confirm that something was still happening and of course my girls didn’t disappoint, we got some great Camren classics.



And after that all of Lauren’s tumblr posts who just scream that there’s something more that we don’t see.

I know I’m being delusional sometimes, it’s part of CS game, but I’m also someone who’s pretty down to earth and who believes that there’s so much we don’t understand and don’t see in this business, the only thing that doesn’t lie is the way the girls look at each other - and for those anons who will send me “they look at everyone that way” or “ Camila is just a flirty person” once I post this, don’t bother cause we all know that ain’t true.

All of this doesn’t add up to Lauren being in a relationship with Lucy, there’s too much stuff that don’t make sense to me like for example Lucy liking one of Camila’s tweet and then unfollowing her two days later and Lauren and Camila keep acting the way they always have, like a couple in love hiding - anyway I agree to disagree with you on what is happening right now 😊

So like we often say in this fandom, I’ll stop shipping them when they stop looking at each other like this:

anonymous asked:

Holsom, #12? Or zimbits! Thanks!

Ransom’s been learning from Bitty for a few weeks now. He’s perfected his stir-fry, he’s honed his wine-bottle-opening skills. He’s even reserved one of the student kitchens and set up a nice little card table with a nice little tablecloth he picked up from the scene shop over at the theater department. Two plates, two napkins, two forks and knives. Even a candle, though really, there’s not room on the table for both the candle and dinner, so something’s gonna get moved at some point.

All that’s left now is to call Holster in.

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anonymous asked:

Honestly I was hoping that Leia was going get her inner Jedi out in this trilogy especially to confront her own son. Now with Carrie passing, I'm afraid that's not possible or that they're not willing to let it be possible through cgi, I don't know, I just hoped for so much more for Leia than whatever they might have now in store for her. The love of her life is dead, her brother is sulking somewhere, her son is evil, it would have been perfect to see her fight FOR everyone.

LISTEN Jedi Leia is what dreams are made of, okay. Jedi Leia would fucking terrify any opponent way more than any Jedi before her

jcligarcon  asked:

💋 / dammit i sLIPPED

it surprises him a little, at first. he’s still getting USED to this ; to not being rushed, to savoring every moment rather than fumbling through at breakneck speed. he’s done these sorts of things before, but never like THIS, and there’s a new, giddy kind of thrill to it. stanley’s hardly the first person he’s kissed, but he may as well be. he feels more like a teenager now than when he actually was one.

he isn’t expecting the way stanley’s lips dip to press just under his jaw, and he most certainly doesn’t do anything so undignified as SQUEAK at the feel of it. he feels stanley laugh against his skin, and heat pricks at his cheeks. he wants to be embarrassed, wants to give a clever retort, but then petal-soft lips are trailing lower and teeth nip at his throat with just enough pressure to coax an audible gasp from him. damn him.

it makes pleasure itch just under his skin, and he gives a gentle tug at the front of stanley’s shirt. clothes, he hisses, suddenly desperate to relieve him from the layers of he’s trapped under, and it’s about the most coherent thing he can muster with the way that stanley’s hand trails down his thigh.

Send in a “💋” for my muses reaction to your muse kissing their neck.

“Stiles—” Magnus groaned as blood seeped through his clothes, more than grateful for the other male being there but also knowing that it was the opposite of safe. Sure, there was no imminent threat but more demons would be coming. And he doubted they’d last long once they did come back.

“I’m okay, I’m fine. We just have to get away from here.” Maybe fine was slightly inaccurate with a deep wound in his side and a hurt ankle but he would be fine once he was able to heal himself properly.


Ellie Goulding sentence starters
  • "You're the only thing I wanna touch."
  • "What are you waiting for?"
  • "I'll let you set the pace."
  • "It's a little dirty how the whole thing started."
  • "Thought that you were cute and you could make me jealous."
  • "You wanted my heart but I just liked your tattoos."
  • "Let's join forces."
  • "I know you've been burned, but every fire is a lesson learned."
  • "You're so worth it, you are."
  • "I wish I could be it all for you."
  • "Everybody's starry-eyed."
  • "Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?"
  • "I don't like the way I never listen to myself."
  • "I feel like I'm on fire, I'm too shy to cry for help."
  • "I don't think you know me much at all."
  • "This love will be your downfall."
  • "Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores?"
  • "You set your sights on him."
  • "I've seen you in a fight; you lost."
  • "We're in a mess, babe."
  • "I'd rather pretend I'll still be there at the end."
  • "I don't ask for much."
  • "Maybe we forgot all the things we are together."
  • "I really thought that we'd go further."
  • "I'm tired of trying to keep you."
  • "You won't see me again."
  • "I wish I stayed."
  • "It's a shame you don't know what you're running from."
  • "You know this is your biggest mistake."
  • "Reassure me that you'll wait for me as long as it takes."
  • "You are the risk I'll always take."
  • "Tell me that we're still too young and I'll hold my tongue."
  • "That is no way to love."
  • "You're as bright as the sun and as calm as the moon."
  • "I don't know when you'll break, but it's gonna be soon."
  • "I won't tell the truth unless you want me to."
  • "I am so scared of what will kill me in the end."
  • "I hope I will get the chance to be someone."
  • "I'm trying not to lose my faith in you."
  • "I used to hear it all so loud, the sound of my heart breaking."
  • "I can take anything."
  • "This will always be my home."
  • "We are seventeen, we have just begun."
  • "I want to fall in love with you again."
  • "You can't make it right when it's wrong."
  • "Don't let it slip through your fingertips."
  • "We've only ever touched when there's no one else around."
  • "I'm not being intrusive, I just wish I knew the truth."
  • "I think about you more than I think one should."
  • "I'm making up for lost time."
  • "Trying to impress you, but lord I don't know how."
  • "I'm more alive I've ever been."
  • "I've chosen you."
  • "That feeling that doesn't go away just did."
  • "Anything could happen."
  • "After the war we said we'd fight together."
  • "I'll give you everything you need."
  • "I don't think I need you."
  • "I know you better than I ever have before."
  • "I know you're a fighter, but you never fought for me."
  • "We could be closer."
  • "You show me what it feels like to be lonely."
  • "It's gonna be better."
  • "Still not too old to die young."
  • "Lovers hold on to everything, and lovers hold on to anything."
  • "I need you more than I can take."
  • "You promise forever and a day, and then you take it all away."
  • "I've figured out that joy is not in your arms."
  • "I know I'll always ache with an empty heart."
  • "Tell me if you feel this pain."
  • "I just can't keep hanging on to you and me."
  • "I barely even know this fucking woman in my bed."
  • "You trembled like you'd seen a ghost."
  • "I lacked the things you need the most."
  • "I've loved and I've lost."
  • "It's okay to be afraid."
  • "It will never be the same."
  • "The rules you set are still untold to me."
  • "I've lost my faith in everything."
  • "I know you better than you think."
  • "You were like home to me."
  • "Please don't close your eyes, don't know where to look without them."
  • "I know you care, I know it has always been there."
  • "There's trouble ahead, I can feel it."
  • "You are just saving yourself when you hide it."
  • "It wasn't always wrong."
  • "Now I don't warm my hands in your coat, but I still hope."
  • "This is how things ought to have been."
  • "Why can't I dream?"
  • "I know you care, I see it in the way you stare."
  • "There was trouble ahead and you knew it."
  • "I'll be saving myself from the ruin."
  • "This is new."
  • "I've never met anyone like you."
  • "I'll wait for you... maybe."
  • "I know I'm fooled, I can't help it."
  • "You make my heart so helpless."
  • "Where did you go?"
  • "I need to be free with you tonight."
  • "I know you're there but I can't see you anymore."
  • "I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart."
  • "I know I’ve sinned."
  • "Sooner or later, I'll be on my own."
  • "I think I've been waiting for this all my life."
  • "I’m living on the wild side."
  • "It feels like we’re dreaming."
  • "We’ll be this way forever."
  • "I wanna hold you close, I just never wanna hold you tight."
  • "You are my only hope."
  • "I know you don't feel the same."
  • "You're sensible but it doesn't make sense."
  • "You know I'm gonna try much harder."
  • "Have you lost the same things I have lost?"
  • "I wish time was still, we'd stay right here with time to kill."
  • "You left everything behind except yourself."
  • "All I see is question marks and nothing else."
  • "You must have landed in New York by now."
  • "Please don't bring this love down."
  • "I'll never forget that feeling when I watched you disappear, when you made me stop believing."
  • "Do you remember boy when you were so cruel? When you played the thief and I played the fool."
  • "You think I’m still broken-hearted, but you will never win the war you started."
  • "How long will I be with you?"
  • "Everything I touch turns to gold."
  • "Baby, let me touch your body and your soul."

anonymous asked:

Tuba [Rosalind observes Philinda during or after a mission that injures May]

Philinda from another character’s perspective

Okay, so my amazing friend, @indilwenofmirkwood wrote a beautiful fic about this very idea! Read it here, it is so. good. But I didn’t want to just not do this prompt for you, so I tried to take a different spin on it. Hope you like it! (And seriously, read Indi’s fic too! You won’t regret it!)

Part of this Philinda Promptathon!

The bullet was meant for her.

Agent May wasn’t supposed to be there. It was supposed to be a quiet, apology dinner between her and Phil for what had happened between them. 

It was going well too, then May had rushed in. Phil’s focus was immediately on the Asian woman.

“May, what is it?”

May scanned the room, her gun cocked and ready. She drew right next to Rosalind and spoke quickly.

“Ward was spotted in this area, you need to get ou–”

There was the sound of glass being broken and her voice was cut off; her brown eyes went wide.

Phil and Rosalind looked at the window where a perfect circle had been cut out of the glass, shock causing them to freeze. Phil looked back at Melinda, terror spreading across his face in a way Rosalind had never seen before.

Agent May placed a hand to her abdomen, lips parting and face contorting into pain.

“May,” Rosalind heard Phil breathe. She still couldn’t move, but Phil jumped up and flew to the woman, catching her as she began to crumple. “Melinda! No, no. Melinda, stay with me!” 

“Please, listen to my voice.” 

“Just keep breathing.” 


“May, Melinda!”

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i absolutely do not perceive sonja as an “enemy”, quite the opposite. it’s so obvious the girl genuinely cares about even. they had been together for four years and god knows how much they’ve been through, spending more than half of their teenage years together. she cares about even so much that she’s gone through all this trouble to reach him, after he cheated on her and left her. and she was very respectful to isak on the phone, so this wasn’t about her calling to let anyone know she was mad. honestly she seems like a sincerly good person and i hope we get to see her again because i get the feeling that she’s a positive influence in even’s life and i don’t want him to lose that 


Can we talk about how Stefan was crying as he took Elena’s hand

But then when he went into the dream with Elena, he smiled and held back tears because he needed to be strong for her. Because more than anything he wants her to be happy, and he didn’t want to burden her with his grief. He loves her so much, guys. And the most beautiful thing of all is he made her laugh.

It reminds me of the quote, “You’ve been so strong for me.” He still is, right to the end. Providing her with hope and happiness, looking as “cheery” as he can so that she’ll get through this. And then once she’s gone, he lets himself be broken again.

(gifs not mine)

  • "I'm not a betting man but this is a sure thing."
  • "My favorite place is the warm embrace of holding your hair back in a bathroom stall."
  • "I'm not trying to hurt you!"
  • "I guess that's how its gotta be."
  • "All that hate is gonna burn you up."
  • "It's such a mystery why you're here."
  • "I can't live without you."
  • "And you became as clear as cellophane."
  • "I don't think I can take the way you make me out to be."
  • "Our consciences are always so much heavier than our egos."
  • "I set my expectations high so nothing ever comes out right."
  • "Turn off the lights."
  • "Turn on the charm for me."
  • "I've got my heavy heart to hold me down."
  • "My head's in the clouds."
  • "How in God's name did I survive?"
  • "Make room!"
  • "We're taking over here."
  • "Cold and alone, it suits you well."
  • "Fate will play us out with a song of pure romance."
  • "Let's kill tonight!"
  • "Show them all you're not the ordinary type."
  • "Her words were swimming through his ears again."
  • "There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for."
  • "You're guaranteed to run this town!"
  • "I'd pay to see you frown."
  • "Say what you mean!"
  • "Tell me I'm right."
  • "It's nine in the afternoon."
  • "Your eyes are the size of the moon!"
  • "What a beautiful wedding!"
  • "What a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
  • "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?!"
  • "It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality."
  • "Technically our marriage is saved."
  • "This calls for a toast!"
  • "Pour the champagne!"
  • "This is the beat of my heart."
  • "They haven’t seen the best of us yet!"
  • "If you love me let me go."
  • "These words are knives and often leave scars."
  • "Truth be told, I never was yours."
  • "Don’t try to sleep through the end of the world!"
  • "Bury me alive."
  • "I won’t give up without a fight!"
  • "You're really just climbing out the back door?"
  • "No one knows it's you, _____!"
  • "Found another victim!"
  • "Found another victim?"
  • "No one's gonna find you."
  • "You put a sour little flavor in my mouth."
  • "We're so lucky!"
  • "Back away from the water, babe, you might drown."
  • "The party isn't over tonight!"
  • "Where will you be waking up tomorrow morning?"
  • "I love them."
  • "5-4-3-2-1!"
  • "Oh, if you only knew what we've been up to..."
  • "Keep it secret!"
  • "Give it to me now."
  • "We're lost in a dream."
  • "Do it one more time!"
  • "Its where villains spend the weekend."
  • "We're swimming with the sharks until we drown."
  • "Ain't it so perfect."
  • "Our cynical minds will make it totally worth it."
  • "Would you change it if you could?"
  • "Cross my heart and hope to die."
  • "I've lost control and I don't want it back!"
  • "I'm going numb, I've been hijacked and it's a fucking drag."
  • "I taste you on my lips and I can't get rid of you."
  • "Damn your kiss and the awful things you do!"
  • "You're worse than nicotine!"
  • "It's better to burn than to fade away."
  • "It's better to leave than to be replaced."
  • "I'm losing to you, baby, I'm no match."
  • "Just one more hit and then we're through."
  • "You could never love me back."
  • "Your love's a fucking drag but I need it so bad."
  • "I don't wanna hear you've got a boy/girlfriend."
  • "Sometimes you're better off alone."
  • "f you change your mind, you know where to find me."
  • "Never did I think that I would be caught in the way you got me." "You've gotta save your reputation."
  • "They're close to finding out about your girl/boyfriend!"
  • "Looks innocent enough, doesn't it?"
  • "Sometimes there are dangers involved that never meet the eye.
  • "No matter where you meet a stranger, be careful if they are too friendly."
  • "If you're gonna be the death of me, that's how I wanna go."
  • "I've never so adored you..."
  • "Don't let me do this to myself!"
  • "You never could control me."
  • "Well I never really thought that you'd come tonight."
  • "Give me one last kiss."
  • "We're far too young to die."
  • "Whether near or far, I am always yours."
  • "Many things will change."

There’s a lot of things I need to see more of but this is important to me and is rarely talked about;

  • curly haired characters
  • curly hair positivity
  • natural curly black hair
  • curly poc hair
  • FRIZZY curly hair
  • girls not being told that the need to straighten their hair to look beautiful
  • girls being told that their curly hair is beautiful as is
  • girls not having to damage their hair to make it stick straight
  • not being told it looks like a “”rats nest”” if you don’t
  • seeing people with natural curls that are not the “before” of a makeover
Being in love is something you’ve wanted your whole entire life. When you were little you would see many couples and wished that one day you too can have somebody who you love and loves you.
When love finally comes your way you had no idea that it would control you. You did not know that love would make you so attached to someone and can’t go an hour without talking to them or you’ll lose it. You never imagined loving someone so much whatever mistakes they made you would forgive them and continue to love them even more. You guys are so compatible with one another it feels like a dream you never want to wake up from, and you can’t believe this dream is your reality. You begin to love your self even more than you did before because this person has convinced you that you are wroth being loved. You are so incredibly happy you can’t ever stop smiling. This person makes you so happy that you become known as the one who is always glowing and always has a smile on your face. When people ask about this person you can go on and on talking about every single detail every single moment with them. You guys are so in love everyone around you starts to become jealous of what you guys have. Not once losing them ever crossed your mind not even when y'all had that fight because you knew deep down that the love you share for another will fix it. You can’t live without this person. You think to yourself daily that you are so lucky you have them in your life.
But one day something happens they suddenly slip away from you and you can’t do anything about it. Suddenly you are standing there crying your eyes out and they leave you. You think that life is over because your other half has left you. You begin to feel great pain and you physically ache. The person you love is gone. You start to cry yourself to sleep at night and wake up in the middle of the night still crying. You are broken; they left you and you cannot go on without thinking of them constantly. You are no longer known as the one who is always glowing and has a smile. You never thought you would ever lose the person who you have so much love left to give them. No matter how hard you try you can’t get them off your mind. It’s been months and you still ache of great pain as if they left yesterday. You don’t understand how your other half does not love you anymore? So you keep all your emotions sealed away and the things you wished you told them. You tried and they shut you down. So now you think to yourself, why? Why did this happen? We were so in love, we had plans together. Now you feel empty and shut down for a while with all your feelings stored away. You regain hope that you can get through this you are trying to ignore your feeling that deep down you still want this person more than anything else in the world.
—  Nobody ever told me it would hurt this much.
2016 Wishes for BTS
  • BTS has been through a lot this year, and I hope next year is easier for them. After all the Run promotions are over, and if they do not promote another song from the album, I want them to take a couple months off. Get some rest, eat lots of food, stay healthy, see their families. They have worked so hard and I just want them to be happy and healthy. They deserve some time off, because ARMY can wait for more BTS later on. I'm more than okay with waiting for another comeback and letting them recuperate because their health is more important to me than them promoting. I hope they get the rest they deserve.