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Oh, Baby (Namjoon x Reader) Pt. 14

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Pairing: Namjoon/Rap Monster x Reader
Rating: M
Genre: Smut/Mafia-ish AU

Words: 4,676

Summary: You were only supposed to have seen him twice. Only twice, no more, but now you’re getting dragged into situations you never wished for and Namjoon just keep showing up.

A/N: :D Look, I did a thing! Thank you all for waiting patiently~ I’m literally posting this right before I leave for work, I was rushing to proof read it lol. Hopefully I didn’t miss too many mistakes :p

Black fabric mask secured over the lower half of his face, Jungkook waits tensely in a coffee shop half a block from his family’s penthouse. Its 2 minutes before noon, and his leg bounces nervously under the table, his coffee already gone cold.

Managing to get a whole of 3 hours of sleep the night prior, still too bothered with the thought of you potentially being in trouble to be able to get some shut eye, Jungkook had slipped out of the house early that morning, requesting his regular chauffeur to take him to campus a tad sooner than usual. The driver had complied, toting him half way across the city to the usual spot where Jungkook was dropped off and picked up. Jungkook then left as usual, walking towards his building, but this time he had no plan on going to class. As soon as the Jeon heir was far enough from the car which had dropped him off, he ducked into a building and watched through the old, clouded windows for the car to leave. It took a few seconds, his driver likely confused as to why Jungkook was going into that building when he usually didn’t, but luckily a car wanting to get by honked in slight anger, and the chauffer immediately placed the car in drive and coasted away as if nothing had happened.

Sighing thankfully to the impatient college driver who had honked, Jungkook waits in the building for a few long minutes. He wants to be perfectly sure that his car won’t circle back around to look for him, and when 5 minutes pass and there’s no sign of his chauffeur, Jungkook determines that he’s safe.

Nodding to himself, determination for what he now has to do settling in his gut, Jungkook shrugs his book bag off his shoulder, unzipping the main pouch. Today his normal folders and notebooks are nowhere to be found, replaced by a spare coat, hat, and a mask. Jungkook knows that his father has men stationed all over the city—maybe not on the lookout for him, since as far as they know nothing out of the ordinary is going on—but Jungkook won’t risk anything. It seems to him that his father is currently scheming with Taehyung against Namjoon, judging by the small amount of their conversation he had overheard last night, but Jungkook needs Namjoon by his side. He needs Namjoon’s friendship because right now Namjoon holds all the information Jungkook wants to know about you. And…more so…Namjoon truly isn’t too bad of a guy, in Jungkook’s eyes—better than his father, at least—and Jungkook doesn’t feel well knowing that his family is possibly working to…hurt Namjoon in some way.

So, changing his jacket, hiding his face behind a plain back mask, and tucking his hair beneath a dark blue hat, Jungkook had left the building he’d taken refuge in, walking back into the city. He didn’t want to risk a taxi or a bus, so he had braved the chilling winds and had walked the crowded streets of Seoul. After nearly 40 minutes he finally arrived at the café Namjoon had requested he wait at—the brief text containing the location arriving at just shy of 5am that morning.

And now here he is, Jeon Jungkook, eyes boring into the watch on his wrist, the second hand ticking past the 12 mark, officially meaning that it was noon. His leg continued to bounce with nervous energy, hand reaching into his pocket to check his cellphone, and as soon as the device is in his hand, it buzzes, a new text message lighting up the screen.


I’m stopped behind a bus at the light outside the coffee shop. Come now.

Reading the words with unsteady concentration, Jungkook quickly stands, bumping into the table as he reaches for his backpack and heads outside. Not bothering to correctly zip up his coat, the cold air immediately soaking into his skin, Jungkook glances both ways down the congested street, breaking into a jog when he spots the bus a little ways up the sidewalk, a black car with tinted windows momentarily stalled behind it.

As he approaches the car, his feet suddenly falter as he realizes that he’s currently putting himself in danger. He has no clue what’s going on right now—who he can trust and who might be hiding in the city ready to hurt him. As a Jeon he had been targeted before. Once or twice, but nothing serious. A kidnapping attempt here or there by people desperate to use him as ransom in return for monetary repayment from his father, but all attempts had been thwarted by family men—faint screams ringing in Jungkook’s ears, but he hadn’t put all the pieces together until he’d gotten a bit older.

Yet, despite the danger, Jungkook regains his stride, especially when the light in front of the bus turns green, the tinted car honking urgently. He can’t stall for much longer, and Jungkook rushes forward, pulling open the passenger door, grateful to see Namjoon occupying the driver seat.

“Christ kid, hurry it up,” Namjoon sighs as he steps on the gas, following behind the bus. Jungkook rolls his eyes, dropping his bag on the floor between his feet.

“You could have actually stopped somewhere to wait.”

“I could have, but everything feels risky nowadays,” Namjoon mumbles, eyes casting to the side. Jungkook can immediately tell how tired the older male is, dark bags hanging under his eyes, unkempt facial hair prickling his chin and upper lip.

“Hyung…,” Jungkook says, voice sympathetic yet serious. His eyes harden, heart steeling as he shifts to face Namjoon. “What’s going on? Please, you need to tell me…”

“The other day–,” Namjoon starts after a moment of hesitation, knuckles turning white around the steering wheel. “Y/N came over. I was trying to make things right after everything that had been happening. It went well, really well…,” he says with fondness, his defenses momentarily dropping, but as he continues recounting what had occurred Jungkook sees his body curl in on itself, anger staining his face.

“I got a call that morning from a client. Left Y/N to sleep because I figured I’d be right back…I asked Yoongi to check on her. He…,” Namjoon takes a moment to calm himself, throat tight, adam’s apple bobbing. “He got there and saw Y/N in Jimin’s car. Jimin somehow got into my apartment and took her. Yoongi gave chase, but…”

Stopped at another red light, Namjoon slams his fist on the dashboard, and Jungkook winces, heart sinking into his stomach.

“She’s gone?” the younger whispers, hands laying stiffly in his lap. Namjoon bites his lip, trying his best not to give into all the dark thoughts lurking in his mind.

“She is—but I’ve got people looking for her. We’re going to get her back, Kookie–,” reaching over, Namjoon places his hand on Jungkook’s knee and the younger startles, immediately batting Namjoon’s hand away, his eyes filled with rage. However, when Jungkook sees the hurt and pain on Namjoon’s face, that spark of anger dies, and he hunches over, pressing his palms to his face.

“I know this isn’t your fault, hyung…I’m sorry. I just—”

“You can blame me if it makes it easier,” Namjoon responds, dead eyes tracking the road. Jungkook shakes his head, taking a deep breath as he pushes any potential tears back into their sockets.

“I won’t blame you. I can tell that you’ve changed, Namjoon hyung. You care for Y/N, and I can tell this isn’t easy for you, so I’m sorry I reacted like that, I just…she’s my friend, you know?” Jungkook says quietly, loosely hugging his arms to his chest. “I don’t have many, and none else like her, considering father’s—”

“Right, your father,” Namjoon interrupts, suddenly remembering the reason he’d had to call Jungkook out in public to meet like this. Jungkook’s eyes widen as well, and the two males stare at each other, surprised.

“Right, right—my dad!” Jungkook recalls, eyes searching his lap as he tries to remember everything he had overheard the night before. “I—last night a guy named V showed up at our door. He told me to call him—”

“Taehyung,” Namjoon growls, swerving into a small parking lot and shifting the car into P. He can’t trust himself to continue driving calmly when he’s got all this shit on his mind—and Taehyung is not helping. Especially after he’d touched you…and now he’s apparently making ties with Jungkook’s father, which isn’t good…

“Yeah,” Jungkook nods, biting his bottom lip with his teeth, his eyebrows furrowing. Last night he hadn’t been able to recall where he’d heard the name before, but pairing it with Namjoon’s reaction…

“Is that they guy who hurt Y/N? At the club?”

“Yeah,” Namjoon sighs, fingers coasting through his messy hair. Jungkook scowls.

“Right…now that I think about it, it makes sense. The guy was such a goddamn flirt—even with me—

“Taehyung is very…open,” Namjoon says cautiously, and then shakes his head, getting back to the situation at hand. “What did he say to your dad?”

“I went looking around last night because one of our maids broke a glass, and on my way back to my room I overheard my father and Taehyung talking. They…said something about…,” he furrows his eyebrows, trying to recall the faint words he’d managed to pick up on. “They mentioned a girl, your name, bait, and a ball next week. They–! They said something about another man, and how my father was glad he had trusted Taehyung’s friend, Jimin…”

“Oh, fuck,” Namjoon groans, palms dragging down his face. “Fuck–! I forgot that Taehyung and Jimin are friends, those little assholes—”

“…the person who took Y/N from your apartment—you…said his name was Jimin, right?”

“Yeah,” Namjoon grits, palms pressing into his straining eyes. “Yeah, it was Jimin. And if Taehyung got Jimin to do his dirty work and kidnap Y/N, and Taehyung is suddenly your dad’s best friend, then…”

The car falls silent, and Jungkook and Namjoon’s eyes meet.

If Taehyung and Jungkook’s father are working together against Namjoon, then—

Jungkook sees the flash of distrust that momentarily passes through Namjoon’s eyes, and while Namjoon and Jungkook have never truly been friends, the younger’s heart aches.

“Hyung—Namjoon hyung I promise I’m not against you, please,” Jungkook says, leaning over to rest his hand on Namjoon’s thigh. He can feel Namjoon’s muscles stiffen beneath him, but his face gives away nothing.

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I’m sorry if I am not shouting with excitement over things right now.

Louis’ team is doing nothing to promote him. Yayyyy! I’m so happy. Woo-hoo!

Harry’s team is doing nothing at all. Woo-hooo! This is the best! Yip-yip!

Oh look another stunt to go along with all the other stunts. HELL YEAH! I AM LIVING! THIS IS WONDERFUL NEWS!


If I complain, I obviously hate Harry and Louis. Right?! It has nothing to do with the fact that I actually adore them and want what is best for them. Nope not at all.

OK I know this has been brought up a lot already, but since his mother is technically a Disney princess….. does this mean Kylo Ren = actual Disney prince Ben Organa-Solo ?? ?

aand to no-one’s surprise this emo space prince is my most terrible of faves

Look, I know everything’s pretty much going to hell in the B.A.P fandom right now because of this whole controversy about this ‘2017 World Tour’ but I just want to say a couple of things.

It’s okay to be angry and frustrated at TS. There are many, many reasons why B.A.P shouldn’t go on world tour. They have been doing countless activities and have just come back from a Japan tour, are now working on a comeback, and now there’s another tour. They do need their rest, because TS make them do so much already.

Not only this, but B.A.P want and need to promote in Korea. They need to gain more popularity and another world tour may dwindle that. And the boys have stated that they want to promote in Korea during 2017 and maybe even do individual activities as well.


We need to understand that currently, we do not know all the information about this. All we have (or at least all I’ve seen as of right now) is a photo. What I first noticed is that the tour is called ‘Party Baby’ and not 'Live On Earth’ like their usual world tours are. This most likely means that it is different to Live On Earth (though these are just assumptions) and so it might be that there are less countries they are going to. I’ve heard of world tours that involve only around six or seven countries before so I’m hoping that Party Baby is like this. I do not want them going on another world tour at all, but at the moment I’m trying not to let myself not worry too much since we don’t know all the facts. Since TS haven’t really said anything yet, we just don’t know what’s going on.

And something that I find extremely important during this time is making sure that B.A.P themselves don’t feel disheartened by the reaction Babyz have shown towards the tour. It’s understandable that we don’t want them to tour because we are worried about them, but some people aren’t conveying this and are saying very simply “I don’t want them to tour”. B.A.P have expressed that they love touring and seeing their fans world wide, even if it is tiring. I’m worried about how the boys are going to feel after seeing the reaction. Touring makes them happy, even if it’s stressful for them, and to see fans so against what makes them happy probably isn’t the best thing. I don’t want them to feel like we don’t want to see them. If you’re going to protest the tour, please at least just convey that you are worried about them.

I really think it would be safe to wait and see what information TS gives us because a lot of us may be wrong about a lot of things. Although, if it ends up being that they are going on world tour to as many countries as they did for Live On Earth I will definitely be mad at TS, I can assure you of that. The boys need rest and I honestly don’t think this is good for them. But please just remember to show that your anger comes from your worry if you protest, because that’s what I’ll be trying to do.

I really just want B.A.P to be happy and healthy.

anonymous asked:

I think many larries are upset because clearly Louis' situation still major sucks. Eleanor has just come back and babygate is still a thing, and his team doesnt seem to properly do their job. And it's all really bad. But I don't get being bitter towards Harry because of that tbh. Like, do you prefer having them both in shitty situations?! Would that be better? Like why not just be happy for Harry? Cause I guarantee there is no one happier and prouder of Harry than Louis right now!!!!

I see you’ve been sending this to multiple people but yea, generally I agree. Louis’ situation is super fucked up and more often than not I’m extremely frustrated and sad for him. He deserves the world and then some and it’s incredibly annoying to watch what’s going on with him for ages now. I just don’t understand how that leads people to the conclusion that harry is being selfish and basically doesn’t give a fuck about Louis. Because the harry I ‘got to know’ during the last couple of years is extremely wonderful and caring and if you think they are in a relationship how can you also think he’s not giving a fuck about his boy? And trust me when I say that I’m having the worst days too, that I’m incredibly confused as to why their situations are that different. And that it’s making me fucking furious that Louis is still in that messy situation. But after today and the whole 25/3 weirdness my first thought was that hopefully this means something good for louis too, that everything happening all at once means that this is some kind of important date. And not that harry was sitting at home wondering how he could boycott louis’ performance. And if I thought that of harry I’d probably not be here anymore, I probably wouldn’t still believe in their relationship and even if I did I likely wouldn’t support it anymore. It’s just simply not what I think their relationship is like.

  • Goro: You have some nerve showing up in my squad room!
  • Akira: I was concerned we were growing apart.
  • Goro: Then let's spend some quality time in my interrogation office.
  • Akira: So forward. Whatever happened to the demure man I used to know?
  • Goro: He grew up and stopped taking grief from guys like you.
  • Akira: "Guys like me?" Are you saying I've got some competition for your affections?
  • Goro: You're the only man in my sights right now.
Tell Me Something That I’ll Forget.

Rating: NC-17

Word Count: 11.5K+

Content: Bi!Lashton, polyamory (MFM dynamic), language, graphic content, sexual situations (anal sex, multiple partners, light spanking, orgasm denial, etc.)

A/N: I have returned and it feels so good to be back. This is something that I’ve been working on for quite some time, and it is notably different from what I’ve posted before. I had an idea of Chef Ashton and I’ve always wanted to explore polyamory within the bounds of fanfiction. This is what I came up with after about two months of messing around with it. Have an open mind if this is all new to you. Enjoy. :-)

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endless list of favourite characters:
 richard campbell gansey iii from the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater

“Gansey had always felt as if there were two of him: the Gansey who was in control, able to handle any situation, able to talk to anyone, and then, the other, more fragile Gansey, strung out and unsure, embarrassingly earnest, driven by naive longing.”

i’m too emotional and i really will have to watch that episode over before i can properly lay out some thoughts. it hurt me a lot in all the ways it should though. marcus has always been that person to make the hard decisions even if they are ‘most right’ choice as he can see in a situation.  BUT he’s come so far and now he can’t fully separate that logic from emotion like he used to, like s1 marcus was able to do. so we see him bear the burden of voicing that logic so much more now and it hurts but i’m so here for it

dystopiansushi  asked:

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself and send it to 10 of your favorite followers. SPREAD POSITIVITY! ♡

- I have a 4.0 GPA (right now).

- I know how to make the best of a horrible situation.

- I’m a “musical prodigy” (everyone else thinks so, but I can’t really see it)

- I can write pretty well?


My living situation has been hell for the last 9 months but thankfully I’m about to move and make a change. I have a plan. As a student with very little money I don’t have many options but I have one option right now. It may sound trashy, but I think I can make it adorable and homey.
I’m going to get a used camper put it on a piece of property my parents own that has electricity and water and live in the woods. Some twinkle lights and cute homemade garlands will bring it to life as well as whatever else I can make to make it mine.
As long as I’m away from my sister I’ll be happy honestly. I’m just so excited. Things are starting to move in a positive direction.

Things for APH France to do
  • be cuddled, just cuddled so much he’s a big pile of happy, smiling, and/or giggling goo. be cuddled up on the couch with his friends while watching a movie or just drinking and talking. with someone he considers family so they can do one another’s hair and just catch up with some hot cocoa and be content. with a lover in bed or anywhere with little kisses and gropes here and there- with ticklish wiggling of fingers and games of footsie under the covers and spooning where he is the big spoon to protect the other or be the little spoon to be protected and loved and have his neck smooched. 
  • be hugged by everyone! get big bear hugs from taller bigger nations that he needs to stand on his tip toes for! nations who are around his height so he can have his sides squeezed and back patted! nations who are shorter and smaller than him so he can lift them up a little bit and rest his chin on top of their heads and they can press their heads against his chest! humans who are citizens and officials alike so they can feel happy and at home! his lovers and friends so they can just embrace for a long time and feel so at home and content! hugs for everyone!!!
  • be kissed! and give kisses. give kisses to the cheeks in greeting and kissing his colonies on their forehead before they go to sleep. kissing the hands of ladies before wishing them farewell and blowing kisses to any one who is looking down. kissing all over his lover’s face and their neck as they both explode into giggles. getting kissed back equally as soft and loving. but also being kissed so hard his breath leaves his body, so that he’s swept off of his feet into a warm embrace being kissed until he ran out of breath lips bruised and face flushed warm. be kissed until happy tears stream down his face because he is feeling so much love and compassion from one gesture -one kiss- because he loves the other so much and the feeling is returned. 
  • be smothered in attention- given cards and banquets of flowers expressing undying love and friendship. have him give advice to the younger nations and micro nations when asked, acting like the true big brother he is. be given hugs and kisses and cuddles all of the time as thanks and out of pure friendship and love because he tries to spread that feeling so much himself he deserves to have that feeling given back to him just as much. have his friends take him out to movies and out to lunch or a night on the town where they joke around and get drunk before passing out together back at home happy and content to wake up in the morning and be closer than before as they eat breakfast. for his lover(s) to take him out on romantic excursions so see the sun set or gaze at the stars- to go out to dinner or dancing. to make love to him in low light, kissing every inch of his body with tender lips- praising how utterly beautiful he is from the ends of his hair to his toes. be loved so much that his heart feels as if it will burst, so his cheeks hurt from smiling and laughing.
  • be loved. this man is the nation of love and he deserves so much happiness and love. he deserves close relations with his friends and family. with a lover and all of his lovers past. he loves all of them very much, he always finds something beautiful and spectacular in others so everyone should see that in him too. whether it be is silky hair, his smooth skin, his personality, the little bit of pudge he has on his belly, his true laugh that doesn’t show itself that often- he just deserves so much adoration. he deserves cuddles and hugs and kisses and everything in between no matter who it is from- as long as he and they are happy that’s all that truly matters. 

I feel like some people in the YOI fandom may worry about episode 9 and how it may “not have any Victuri moments” now that Victor’s gone back to Japan.

And sure, we will certainly see less physical Victuri moments. But let’s instead think about the potential positive aspects of the situation: more emotional Victuri moments.

Because, to be fair, we’ve gotten to see a lot of their physical affection already - hugs, hand holding, forehead touches, kisses - you name it. And while I love it and I think it’s important, I think it might just be their thoughts and feelings that really make everything so special.

And this is the perfect opportunity to present the emotional aspect of their relationship. Yuuri has internal monologues about Victor and love all the damn time, and Victor looks so enamored in his Japanese boyfriend that it feels like he could kneel and propose at any given moment, and just imagine how being so physically apart from each other could only heighten and amplify those feelings.

Some people might say that this will be a test for their relationship, but I don’t think so. The fight in the parking lot in episode 7 was more of a test. Now they know that they can trust each other to perform well/give proper support respectively. The lack of Victor’s immediate presence will certainly be relevant and will shake Yuuri, but it won’t be because he’s afraid that Victor might leave him. He himself encouraged him to go back to Japan. Yuuri knows he won’t leave him, knows that he has no reason to be afraid. (And coming from a person who did everything to keep Victor by his side at all times? That’s big.) He trusts Victor enough to let him go back to Japan despite facing his Free Skate the next day. His issues during the second day event of the Rostelecom Cup will most likely only stem from the physical lack of Victor, but not from his emotional insecurity in their relationship. Because by now they’re secure. Even if Victor is thousands of kilometers away, he’s not gone and he’s not leaving him.

And remember that old proverb? If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they will be yours forever. I think it might just fit this situation in a way. Yuuri is letting Victor go, not entirely of course, but he is letting him go for the time being, despite it being a time when he might just need him most. Perhaps he doesn’t realize it, but in a way, it’s a gamble. The thing is that Victor isn’t going anywhere. He promised to take Yuuri to the Grand Prix Final, and he will. Which means he is coming back. And I think we all know what that means in regards to the proverb?

Also, the entire situation could be interesting from Victor’s perspective. Assuming that he watches the livestream, he will certainly be overcome with some sort of feelings. Except that until now, he released them as soon as they came - through hugging Yuuri or kissing him or similar outbursts of closeness. He won’t be able to do that now. Which means that instead of dealing with the feelings physically, he will have to consider them emotionally and his emotions are clear to anyone who’s seen him around Yuuri. Am I the only one seeing the potential development here?

In any case, I am expecting Yuuri to find strength in his bond with Victor (which will support him during his performance) even without his physical presence and at least a small realization on Victor’s side. Or just Victor being extremely proud and happy with Yuuri, I’m also perfectly fine with that. (And I just really want even more emotional monologues on love please please please)

Even without the physical attention, I think episode 9 could be a breakthrough for Victor and Yuuri’s relationship. I’m sure that the anime could pull it off.

Also I can totally sense a sweet and fluffy ‘reunited at the airport’ scene which would further reaffirm their connection (and give us the beautiful hug/kiss we all secretly want more of).

So yes. Fear not. Episode 9 carries a lot of really strong potential for the development of Victuri. Have faith.


So, because of me trying to get advise or even talk with my family, they caused me to have an anxiety attack, because now I’m afraid I’ll REALLY lose my job.


I called out today because I got home at around 12, close to 1 in the morning, and I had work at 6 am. BECAUSE I HAD NO FORM OF SLEEP… I know full well that I would have ended up crashing because of lack of sleep (and the distance that the plaza was from where I lived.)

Now this makes things more complicated, because I was already gonna have a meeting about having called out Sunday (the day before an incident happened at work,) but now it might even include my having called out today AND that’ll be the breaking point of either ‘do they keep me’ or ‘let me go.’

God I hate it… I hate this feeling of failure.

I hate the feeling that NONE of my family members have my back, (and that as I type this, I can HEAR THEM TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME, in Spanish…)

I hate having these anxiety attacks and people will look at me like I’m being dramatic or I’m making it up.

I really just…

I don’t even know anymore…

I’m just kinda laughing to myself because oh my god, when Jack gets to Bitty he is going to have no clue what to say and it is going to be so awkward. cuz right now he’s in panic mode, his only thought is that he has to catch Bitty before he leaves… but Jack, a very emotionally oblivious person, is literally running into this situation with no plan. he’s going to get there and he is going to freeze (because what do you even say, like ‘hey, so btw I’m in love with you’?) and they’re both going to be so confused oh my godddd

Never wrote the fic for it but I really wanted to have Gon be completely in love with Killua’s legs after Killua is forced to wear his old short shorts for lack of clothing. Killua always wears long shorts or pants so the first time Gon sees him in short shorts he gains an admiration for the long legs and pale skin. 

Gon should have a leg/thigh fetish.