i'm going to weep in the corner now

anonymous asked:

I'm weeping in a corner right now because I am overwhelmed by how James Sirius Potter is depicted in fanon. It breaks my heart to see him being written as cruel, hateful or so detached from Al that they are basically strangers. Sorry for my vent I just needed to get this out somewhere and I knew (hoped) you would be able to commiserate with me.

I feel this so hard!!!!!!! Arrogant asshole James absolutely breaks my heart and makes me want to clutch my sweet, selfless, bighearted James to my chest and never let go. I refuse to believe that Harry “the nicest boy you will ever meet who befriends outsiders and will defend them to the ends of the earth” Potter and Ginny “I fucking dare you to try calling her ‘Loony’ again, see what happens” Weasley would ever raise a bigoted child who would be prone to bullying. They would go out of their way to foster kindness and compassion in their children! And I really think James, Al, and Lily would all be close, both because Harry and Ginny would encourage that and would want a peaceful, happy house, and because I think they all deserve that. I don’t want Harry to have to deal with constant bickering and infighting in his home- I want him to go flying with his family and race through the trees in their wood, laughing freely and feeling completely at ease.

There is so much more to do with James than simply relegating him to an asshole jock. He’d be under a lot of pressure (Harry Potter’s firstborn son, named after two war heroes, expected to become Quidditch captain, Head Boy, and be the all around perfect Gryffindor who lives up to his family’s legacy), which would definitely affect him and make him push himself. And I think he’d be a kinder sort of jock (like both his parents!)- he’d be thoughtful, determined, and would work so hard for everything he accomplishes. James is just so special and has so much potential, and I love him with every fiber of my being 

Also, James is definitely the #1 Scorbus shipper around and nothing will ever convince me otherwise

WAR OF HEARTS

Come to me
In the night hours
I will wait for you
And I can’t sleep
Cause thoughts devour
Thoughts of you consume
I can’t help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can’t help but want you
I know that I’d die without you
Stay with me a little longer
I will wait for you
Shadows creep
And want grows stronger
Deeper than the truth
I can’t help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can’t help but want you
I know that I’d die without you
I can’t help but be wrong in the dark
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts
I can’t help but want oceans to part
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts
I can’t help but love you
Even though I try not to
I can’t help but want you
I know that I’d die without you
I can’t help but be wrong in the dark
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts
I can’t help but want oceans to part
Cause I’m overcome in this war of hearts

- War Of Hearts, Ruelle


I’m so damn grateful to Malec for introducing me to this simply AMAZING song, War Of Hearts by Ruelle…

But, just, GODS ABOVE!!! I’ve never found another song which kinda fits ALL my OTPs and now I’m listening to this song on repeat and my ears are having an orgasm and all I wanna do is scream my heart or go sit in a corner and weep, and just WHY!??