i'm going to lose my sanity

  • <p> <b>me, standing in front of the sketchbooks at the local arts store:</b> mmh i've been using the smaller ones so far but honestly these large ones look cool, i should try them out<p/><b>me:</b> <p/><b>me:</b> i mean what can go wrong, sure i won't be able to finish it as quickly because the pages are larger but who cares right??? it's just about the practice<p/><b></b> ----<p/><b>me, later at home, whispering while i slowly lose my sanity in the boundless white expanse that is the first page:</b> i'm a fool<p/></p>

Make me choose between…
Anonymous asked: Humankind or The Universe?

“Stars die and are born in places like this one […] They condense like raindrops from giant clouds of gas and dust. They get so hot that the nuclei of the atoms fuse together deep within them to make the oxygen we breathe, the carbon in our muscles, the calcium in our bones, the iron in our blood, all of it was cooked in the fiery hearts of long-vanished stars. You, me, everyone…we are made of star stuff.” - Neil deGrasse Tyson

For the sake of my sanity

Every time I try to update my masterlist, I have to scroll through all my posts to reach the original. I’ve tried searching for it, but it displays the post as if it’s someone else’s and won’t let me edit it. I just tried reblogging it (felt like a prick in the process) and it still wouldn’t work.

I’m desperate. I’m going mad. If I have to scroll through all my posts again one more time, I will lose what’s left of my emotional stability. Does anyone know of another way I can do this?

anonymous asked:

You post a lot of celebrities on your blog but almost next to nothing about Mike Brown and the issues going on around here. I'm not necessarily telling you what to post nor that you have to post 24/7 about racism, but seeing as you're part of the black community and very popular that you somewhat have an obligation to spread awareness.

I post what I wish, no obligation at all regardless of my platform on this site or because of my race.

When I joined this site I was in the crossfire of losing my own, someone very close to me under the same circumstances.

In coping with the passing I decided for my sanity tumblr will be my place to vent & relax, not engage in constant conversation with others, put my 2 cents into forums, etc. This is strictly where I can stare at pretty pictures & post unicorns and rainbows.

Just because I’m not speaking about it online doesn’t undermine the fact I’ve participated in the on site rallies for the the injustice of Eric Gardner’s recent passing or my newly found voice in the NAACP.

I completely understand your opinion & you’re entitled to it, but I will repeat myself in making it clear …

I owe you all nothing at all, my internet life doesn’t define me or validate me. You know 15% of my actual being and it will always stay that way.

anonymous asked:

Good Lord! Does anyone else feel like they drank a bottle of champagne, got off the tilt-a-whirl and were handed a winning scratch off lottery ticket all in the past hour? Sam and Cait will be the end of my sanity. Will all of you come visit me in my room...or at least send me notes and updates or something? Damn, I'm gonna go and have another drink! Happy New Year Shippers!!! And you too Sam and Cait...you little turd balls.

I’m at the bar halfway into a rum runner and a losing game of shuffleboard with a giant dick and balls drawn in the sand. HAPPY FUCKIN NEW YEAR TO THOSE TWO GORGEOUS ASSHOLES WHO SHOULD BE HAVING LOTS OF SEX AND BABIES!!!

I’ll visit when I’m sober!!

anonymous asked:

It still breaks my heart every time I see Tsukiyama because this is the same guy that was introduced by taking a person's eyes because he thought the color would allow for an exquisite taste. And now he's reduced to eating whatever the heck he can eat, he doesn't even care. I'm sorry for the rant but every. single. time. I see him on my dash I die a little on the inside.

I die a little too…it breaks my heart to see Tsukiyama losing his sanity like that