i'm going to hate this in the morning

  • Belle: Papa, do you think I'm...odd?
  • Maurice: My daughter, odd? Now where would someone get an idea like that?
  • Belle: oh gee Papa
  • Belle: I dunno
  • Belle: Maybe it's the fact that every time I go into town literally the entire fucking village, including the children and the fucking criminals, performs a perfectly synchronized, highly choreographed number about how much they all hate me and think I'm weird
  • Belle: every fucking morning
  • Belle: I just want to get some groceries Papa
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turn off the lights // panic! at the disco

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if i'm never your hero - Chapter 1 - braveten - Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

The first chapter of my Vigilante AU, if i’m never your hero, is now out!!! I hope you like it!!! ^.^

  • Me: having a structured life is exhausting!
  • Therapist: I understand. Let's say just get up in the morning, get some breakfast, go for a walk...and that's it for a start.
  • Me: *internally: sounds reasonable, but that means first fighting against my will to just stay in bed and act as if I'm not existing. Getting up either way and facing my face and body in the mirror. There's an 80% chance that it's one of those days and I hate myself just so fucking much I could scream. But there's also a chance I look in the mirror and find a person that does not seem to be familiar to me looking back at me. Still, now you want me to shower and wash this body I find really disgusting. I have to see every single scar I have and maybe feel the burn of fresh cuts. Then I have to put on cloth, brush my teeth and my hair and do my makeup, as I can't go outside without hiding my ugly face under layers of primers and foundations and powders and highlighters and fake lashes and a perfect contour and a big nude fake smile. I spend money I don't have to make myself look good enough for myself to endure my own appearance. I remember to take my meds. Now I'm dressed (in clothes that hopefully say 'i don't care' when really I care a lot) and can go to the kitchen to prepare food that I know I won't be able to eat in 50% of the cases. There's also a good chance that I eat it and then find myself throwing up and ruining my makeup feeling every single disgusting cell of fat on my body vibrate while trying to breathe. Well either way let's say I might redo my make-up, brush my teeth again and step outside. I maybe take my horse with me and walk through the neighbourhood. I have to see people. I feel anxious. I would love to just turn around and go back home. But I keep on walking, trying to seem selfconfident so my horse and neighbours can't see or feel my insecurity. I'll try to be friendly and act normal even though I'm sure they hate me and laugh about me. Still if the communication between my horse and me isn't perfect today I'll probably cry and if a neighbour just looks at me in a way that i interpret to be unfriendly or cold or annoyed I'll probably cry too. Let's say I'm back home. Now it's like 11 in the morning. What do I do? By now I'm an emotional wreck, tired as hell, probably planing on how to harm myself with one half of my brain while the other half bundles it's last energy to prevent exactly this from happening. How do I survive the rest?*
  • Me: I'll try.

It’s 11:30 and I’m probably going to hate this in the morning but whatever.
(So @keilattes inspired me to draw the Victuuri Lovechild™ and I was scrolling through a bunch of @zephyrine-gale ’s art earlier and then I was like RAINBOWS and I think I accidentally rather poorly drew your offspring by accident so yeah I’m sorry)

  • Eliza: You're going hate yourself in the morning if you stay up late.
  • Alexander: Jokes on you, I'm gonna hate myself in the morning no matter what!

i just love allura visiting the earth concepts like okay

allura: (picks up an oreo, removes the filling with a butter knife and dips just the cookies into a glass of milk)

lance: okay (slides her glass of milk away from her) that is not how you eat an oreo

hunk: aw c'mon lance, she’s our guest let her do however she likes

lance: noope she’s on our turf now, and she’s gonna do it right

allura: (rolls her eyes because this is the fourth time that day lance has said this) alright show me the proper way

lance: now THIS is the proper technique, you just (tosses a bare oreo half over his shoulder keeping the half with the filling) eat the good, and discard the rest

keith: no, that’s not how you eat oreos (swipes the box from him and takes one for himself) the right way to do it is to eat only the filling, the rest is gross

lance: wh– NO, wrong !! (snatches the box) that’s just wasting the entire thing !!

keith: you wasted most of yours too >:/

hunk: guys, i don’t mean to correct or judge anybody but actually … you’re all wrong. the cookie to filling ratio of an oreo is perfect as is, and the only right way is to eat it all in one go.

keith: what

lance: no way hunk nobody does that

hunk: um, except i do that, so

allura: pidge !! how do you partake of the oreos ???

pidge: (on her laptop) oh me ??? simple, like this (gets up, grabs an oreo from the box, raises it over her head, and chucks it across the room into a trash can) kobe !!

*everyone stares at her*

pidge: what i hate oreos

I hate how Kara said something like “Supergirl is what I do, Kara Danvers is who I am” and Salmonella was just his usual ass and abusive self while we have Lena who literally said “well Supergirl may have saved me but Kara Danvers, you are my hero”
I hate this fucking show and what it’s become

me, last night when I thought my best friend was abandoning me: I hate her and she’s the worst person ever and I’m never going to speak to her again so she’s knows how I feel!!
my best friend, this morning: hey, wanna hang out today
me, now: 💖💖💖💕💕💕❤❤😍😍😍😍✨✨❤❤💕😍😍💖💓😍💓💘💘😍💞💖💕💛💟😍💜❣💙💓💚💓💕❤😍😍💕💘😍💗 YES!!! ABSOLUTELY!! LET ME CLEAR MY SCHEDULE!!

BTS as things my friends have said (part 3)
  • Seokjin: That was literally not even all that funny yet there are tears streaming down my face and I don't think I can stop laughing
  • Yoongi: I'd go but I don't want to so I'm... Im not going
  • Hoseok: I can't be the only person who really feels like singing at 6:00 in the morning
  • Namjoon: It's not that I hate your cat it's more like, I think I'm going through a clumsy phase right now and I don't want to somehow kill it
  • Taehyung: *sings 'If you're happy and you know it' in heavy metal, opera, country and hip hop versions*
  • Jimin: I can't do the whole social interactions thing so I'm planning to just fill the silences with sexy stares and cute laughs
  • Jungkook: This is gonna seem like such a coincidence but I can do literally everything else but that
the artist cycle

Stage 1: have an idea, get overly excited about how amazing it’s going to look

Stage 2: start to put said idea on paper, get overly optimistic about how it will turn out

Stage 3: have all of your hopes and dreams for the idea crushed as you realize it’s right outside the reach of your skills but you keep going

Stage 4: finish piece, post everywhere because you’re so happy it’s done, feel amazing

Stage 5: go back to look at posts, notice something wrong with work but it’s already posted, facepalm

Stage 6: slowly but surely begin to hate said piece until it consumes your soul

Stage 7: new idea is born from hatred for other piece, and it’s going to look amazing

and repeat

James Potter being exceptionally affectionate when he’s tired:

He’s always the affectionate type really, pulling his friends into one-armed hugs every time he runs into them on his way back from quidditch practise or - on those much rarer occasions - the library. But he nestles his face closer to yours when he’s sleepy, laying an imperceptibly sloppy kiss there before falling asleep and actually, it isn’t all that romantic.

His hair is messy and his voice is hoarse. He sleeps on your arm and you find you can’t move it in the morning, inching it out from under him and watching his hazel eyes blink open, a frown knitting his brows together at the movement. He’s enthusiastic and eager, laughs when your teeth collide with his, makes a show of how your hair falls into his face sometimes, spluttering it away and grinning when you call him annoying

And sometimes, when you’re studying together and you go to bid him goodnight, he stops. Stands in front of you. Let’s you move to the right and does the same. Let’s you move to the left and does the same. He catches you when you punch his arm, call him annoying and ask to be set free from his antics. But when you turn back, he grins and it breaks over his face like some beautiful morning and you wonder how you could hate someone who actually just makes hating him so… fun.

  • Zelo: you're going to hate yourself in the morning if you stay up late.
  • Yongguk: jokes on you, i'm gonna hate myself in the morning no matter what!
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I have self image issues that I’m working through about my chest (long story, I’ve got a deformity called pectus carinatum that makes my sternum stick out further than it’s supposed to) so I hate shirtless pictures of myself, but since I’m trying to banish those issues, I’m going to put these photos up anyway