i'm getting through these so fast

Oooh guys guess what came in the mail today!

My copy of the JuminZen fanbook did! I’m so happy it got here so fast ;_;

It’s so pretty! Congrats to everyone who worked on this for a job well done! Congrats to the writers @mariamagica and @misericordemika​ for completing such a monumental task. Congrats to my fellow artists who took part for all the beautiful artwork (sorry can’t list you all >.<;;)!

For those of you interested in getting a copy, head on over to @juminzenfanbook for the details!

I thought that everything around me was slowing down,
but really everything got so fast that it all became a blur.
I don’t remember waking up,
I don’t remember getting dressed
or coming here.
I can’t remember what it’s like to feel,
warmth or anything at all.
Hollow and the wind whistles through the shell that is left. 
I hope the sound reminds you that I existed.

one of the greatest things about homeschooling is having quick and steady access to a kitchen full of snacks and i would just like to thank jesus for this blessing 

Incorrect Ninjago Quote 030
  • *Cole and Nya are rescuing people from a burning building*
  • Nya: Is that everyone?
  • Cole: Yeah, I think so!
  • *A support beam falls. Nya tries to put out some of the fire*
  • Cole: Can't you put this out?
  • Nya: I can't get out enough water; it's evaporating too fast!
  • Cole: What's that supposed to mean?!
  • Nya: It MEANS it's HOT! And I'm dehydrated, Cole!
  • Cole: You've run out of water?! You can't run out of water! I thought you could use the water in the air!
  • Nya: There IS NO WATER IN THIS AIR! What's your excuse, you run out of muscle?!
  • Cole: I can't just go smashing through walls! The building's getting more unstable by the second! It's gonna come down on top of us!
Carisi-centric thoughts on Ep 19x01

A new season of SVU, and a new series of these posts! It appears I still have a lot of things to say about this show, lol. Welcome to new readers/followers, and welcome back to my old friends :D

Overall Thoughts

A good premiere. Surprisingly so. I forgot what it was like to watch SVU without my blood pressure rising every 2 minutes because of muddled messages and heavy-handed preaching. We had a relatively straight-forward case, good actors playing the perp and the victim, a memorable defense attorney, good dialogue (what???), a little rule-breaking which gave us interesting legal arguments, a little team work. I liked it.

There was a stronger-than-usual focus on Liv, but she is the star of the show, and this was a pilot of sorts, so I was expecting it. This premiere was about the new showrunner tweaking the format and the overall vibe of SVU for Season 19, so I didn’t mind that he chose to focus on Olivia. I wish we had something other than Noah drama for her to do, but I suppose that’s the easiest source of anguish for her, writing-wise, so the investigation storyline makes sense.

Squad Thoughts

We didn’t get as much of the squad as I would have liked, and everyone’s characterization was pretty thin, but again I attribute that to the new showrunner’s attempt to set the story and use broad strokes to define the main players. I hope we’ll see more character development later on in the season.

At this point, I felt he wanted to re-establish all the characters, so he chose to showcase (in a somewhat clumsy, overly expository way) everyone’s main attributes.

Sonny - Italian, smartass funny, lawyer with morals
Amanda - mother, weirdly attuned to perps, abrasive
Fin - rule breaker, fashionable (lol), has negative fucks to give
Barba - smart, sarcastic, supportive
Liv - mother, leader, saint

I think there were better (and certainly more subtle) ways to convey all of those things, but again, if we treat this premiere as a pilot, I can see where the showrunner was coming from. He wanted to show us which parts of the old show he wanted to keep, and which parts he wanted to change.

We know he sees Sonny and Amanda as platonic buddies, so he gave us the classic S16 dynamic (Sonny getting on Amanda’s nerves with his law stuff and her snapping). We know he wants to establish a bond between Amanda and Liv, so he gave us that lovely supportive moment between them. We know he sees Barba and Liv as close friends, so he gave us warm, shoulder-bopping Barba (awwww, btw) (also, Rafael, my guy, you’re friendzoning yourself at every turn). We know he wants to show a tortured Liv, so he gave us both the Noah moments and her chastising Fin as his boss, because (finally!) she’s concerned about lawfulness.

Bottom line, I can see the effort to build new (and rebuild old) team dynamics, something sorely lacking in S18. So I’m willing to wait it out and see what else the writers want to do this year.

Sonny Thoughts

Again, the show focused on the few things we already knew about Sonny, and gave him a few (mostly clunky) lines to establish his personality. The writers went a little too hard with the “jokes” (that fridge thing especially, yikes), but they also gave him that solid line about revenge being a food group. I’ve always thought Sonny was at his strongest as the comic relief (not the butt of the joke, mind you. Just the character who brings some levity with his Munch-like, out-of-left-field observations.) so I’d be happy to see S19 returning to that.

Sonny and the Law

The show also remembered that Sonny is a lawyer. Sort of. They remembered he went to law school, at least, which is something. I do wish Amanda had been more specific, perhaps saying, “I know you think you’re a bigshot now that you passed the bar, Carisi, but STFU” but we can’t have it all. Plus, the writers were smart enough to have him be the one to question Fin’s actions. Sonny’s always had a strong moral compass, but he’s also been a stickler for the rules.

This was a textbook (a Constitutional Law textbook, in fact) case about the rights of the accused. Someone like Sonny (a former law student) would certainly enjoy arguing the merits of both sides of the argument, and he’d probably think nothing should undermine the rule of law, if only from a philosophical standpoint. Conversely, someone like Amanda (or Fin) would only think about the bottom line. So that conversation (and Amanda’s anoyance) worked for me.

Mostly, I appreciated the fact the writers remembered that Sonny cares about the law. I was reminded of the police brutality episode in S17, when Sonny was so adamant about getting a warrant, and Liv was less so. 

I’ve made several posts about Sonny being a caught-in-the-middle type of character, having a cop’s heart but a lawyer’s mind, and I’m hoping this season might revisit that. Sonny is not just another generic cop. He has more nuanced opinions, and he articulates them. He speaks out, even when his views isolate him from the rest of the squad. That’s what makes him stand out.

Which brings me to:

Barisi Thoughts/Hopes

I’m really looking forward to seeing Sonny’s interactions with Barba this season. I’m curious to see how the new showrunner wants to play that angle. As I said, Sonny is not just another cop, but he’s also not a prosecutor. Theoretically, he won’t agree with Barba either. He’s always been somewhere in the middle.

Sonny is the character who can complain about jurisdiction or a international law and get shit from the other cops, but he’s also the character who can say something like “hindsight” to support his fellow cops when a lawyer like Barba just doesn’t get it.

And yet, Barba gets what the other cops don’t. And we know he’s shown interest in Sonny’s potential legal career. I’d be happy to see them arguing about the specifics of each case, but I’d be even happier to see them forming a front against the rest of the squad, or discussing Sonny’s hesitation to leave the force even when he spends most of his time arguing the legalities of it all.

There’s a lot to mine, when it comes to the Sonny/Barba dynamic. I hope the writers take advantage of the characters’ history, their contrasting personalities, and their unique (to this group of people) shared perspective when it comes to the law.

Sonny may no longer need a mentor, but he could use a friendly ear.

Stray Thoughts

Sonny’s ass.

Was that a CGI cab in the opening?

Fin’s surprised/amused “I didn’t even know it was legal!” was everything.

Liv’s new/old hair is flawless.

Barba felt like a lawyer again. For the first time in a long while.

Is Brooke Shields with Child Protective Services?

The squad was following the guy but they didn’t have anybody covering the exits? Nor did they have anybody with the victim who was about to testify (i.e. the victim whose death would kill the case)? Come on.

Are Cassidy and Munch working together now? And can we see that?

Will Chase was fantastic. One of the best acted perps in recent memory. And Amy Smart was great too. As was Peter Jacobson. Truly, solid dialogue makes all the difference. We had great guest stars last season, but they were mostly wasted. In this episode, they all had a chance to shine.

Legal arguments? Cases cited? Foreign governments intervening belatedly? A defense attorney who was extremely smart but not extremely evil? One who chose to use his legal knowledge instead of resorting to victim-blaming? What?

A Latina wife of a perp who did the right thing? A black victim with sympathetic characterization? A less than wealthy victim with sympathetic characterization? What??? What show is this? (seriously, it’s so easy to be mindful of things like that)

Speaking of the victims, how about respecting their wishes not to testify? Wow. That said, Sonny did seem to get momentarily possessed by the spirit of S18!Benson, when he tried to say that they could subpoena the first victim. I’m just glad that he looked and sounded conflicted and regretful, even as he was trying to say it. That detail, the way Peter practically mumbled that line, like he had a hard time even saying that out loud, it made the moment count. You can look for justice, and you can sometimes be harsh in that pursuit, but our characters shouldn’t lose their empathy.


After a whole year, I finally watched an episode of SVU without it feeling like a chore. Or without having to fast-forward through anything. This premiere was hardly groundbreaking, but it was a decent, competently written hour of television. At this point, in S19, that’s the most we can ask for. I’m glad we seem to be getting it.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry but Barry asking Iris to marry him came out of nowhere. He is moving too fast, they need time to get to know each other.

Anon. That boy on the right has loved the girl on the left since they first met. 

Originally posted by helovedherfirst

They’ve been through so much in the years they’ve known each other. It’s not hard to piece together and realize the quality of their friendship and the fact that it has blossomed to one of intimacy. In essence, these two have led a life where they’ve been unofficially dating since before they made it official. Even when they dated other people, they maintained such a closeness that even their significant others felt threatened. 



It was a longggggg process, full of anxiety and stress. But through it all I focused on my work, one semester at a time, and I crossed that finish line today! I started this blog during my first semester of college and now I’m done WOW!! :D

For those struggling with school, whether you’re fed up or anxious, please know that this too shall pass. You’re hard work will pay off in the long run, I promise you getting an education is worth all the heartache and stress. Just take it one assignment at a time and you’ll be golden ♥


anonymous asked:

Hi Beth! Could you please tell me how it works? Do you need to link your card to the website in advance? How did you buy it so fast?I've never bought a ticket online before and I'm super stressed out rn😫

how the hell did you get vip for london i tried but they were gone in 3 seconds

ok strap yourselves in because ya girl has TIPS

1) depending on the venue, the tickets will either be sold through ticketmaster or the venue’s actual website. make an account on that website (if you haven’t already) and enter all of your details including billing information (this’ll help speed things up when the time comes)

2) have the site loaded and ready before 4:00. sometimes the tickets might start selling a few seconds earlier than expected and to make sure you have a good chance of getting the ones you want it’s worth refreshing the page at 3:59 onwards. the only exception to this would be if you’re already in the queue and the page tells you not to

3) calm down as much as possible !! i know you’re probably shitting yourself right now (trust me, i was lmao) but the more panicked you are, the more you’ll shake and the slower you might move as a consequence. try to channel that anxiety into determination

4) have a backup plan if that’s an option. get someone else to try for a ticket, have another tab open on the same page, etc. even if it’s the same venue but not vip (for example) it’s worth ensuring you at least get to see dnp in some capacity :’)

you’ll be absolutely fine, i promise. if anything it was easier than i expected! i wish you the best of luck <3

anonymous asked:

i really want to put a sign on my back that says "CAUTION: FREQUENT STOPS" because people always like to walk right behind me. I walk fast, so I guess people like the little path I clear to get through? But you don't know when I'm gonna stop or turn or whatever, please don't follow right behind me. But then again, why bother. Customers never read. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

angelbeats47  asked:

Hmmm... can I request a Jungkook!hybrid x reader (whatever hybrid you want him to be tbh) with the last Drabble! I think it was the the person smells good or something... this is the first time in requesting something so I'm sorry if I didn't do it correctly 🙈🙈🙈🙈

15. “God, you smell so good”

“Shit…shit!” You panicked as you ran through the woods at almost midnight, swearing to god there was something chasing you. You had no intentions of being in the woods this late, all you’d been doing was walking through the park after your shift at work to get home, but then you heard someone scream, and your adrenaline kicked in real fast leaving you hauling ass to get home as quick as possible…and then something incredibly dark appeared just in front of you causing you to turn and head straight into the woods. Not your best idea…but you had no intentions of dying tonight. Your feet crunched over the leaves that had fallen, your breath leaving a puff of steam every now and then as you panicked. You were positive you could hear footsteps chasing behind you, but you weren’t about to stop and find out…not now.

And then you crashed into something hard. With a loud scream of surprise and pain, you stumbled back, immediately falling, eyes wide peering into the darkness before you…and there stood a dark figure, looming over you. “Wh…n-no, please. I-I don’t know what you want bu-” you tried to beg, but before you could get the rest of your sentence out, that body was hovered over yours, pressing you against the cold ground, hand clasped over your mouth while the being nose up the side of your neck and just below your ear.

God, you smell so good” it growled out, low and intimidating, earning a shiver and a yelp from you, desperate to get out from beneath whomever this was, and yet you had no ability to move, no possible way to escape. “I…pl-please” you tried to beg, your voice entirely failing you and just leaving you to sound like a pandering, whimpering mess. And then you felt something dig into your throat, were…were those claws?! Your eyes widened and you squirmed even more, causing them to dig in deeper and hold you still.

You heard the male chuckle through the darkness, feeling his lips ghost along the side of your neck…almost like he was playing with his food before he spoke again.

“Stop moving, you’ll only make it worse, babe…”

~Admin Vis

  • Wally: All right Jaime, if you're serious on dating my cousin, you need to ask for his father's approval
  • Jaime: But...But that's...
  • Bart: Come on Blue! I know you can do it!
  • Jaime: Well, Ok, here I go...
  • Jaime: *holds bottle*
  • Don: *drinks milk* *drinks milk**drinks milk**burps**smiles**gets asleep again*
  • Artemis: Wow, Jade was right, you guys shouldn't be allowed to babysit anymore...
  • - 5 years later -
  • Don: *walks Bart through the aisle*
  • Barry: I'm so proud *wipes tear*
  • Jay: The house will finally have some peace and tranquility
  • Iris: I know that things go pretty fast for you speedsters, but Don can't even write and read properly and he's already doing this.

Saito’s Petty™ Moment #9: Scary Saito

Remember when Ryunosuke tried to steal some of Saito’s food and was scolded for it?

*Ryunosuke attempts to take some of Saito’s food*

*Saito stops Ryunosuke, his fast reflexes and tone scaring him*

Saito: If you need me for something, wait until after I’m done eating. In the world of beasts, you have no right to complain if you get killed for disrupting a stronger animal’s meal. 

Ryunosuke: Eh?!

Saito: Furthermore, this is one of my favorite dishes. Never go after it!

Ryunosuke: G-got it! M-my bad!

*Saito resumes enjoying his meal in peace*

Harada, rubbing salt in the wound: You must not value your life. Of all the people here, I can’t believe you went after Saito’s food.

…Nothing is more frightening than Saito defending his tofu.

anonymous asked:

do you think it's feasible to hide from my family taking hormones (estrogen, etc.) for 3-6 months? or should i wait until i'm on my own?

It’s such a slow process that no one really notices. It feels fast because its happening to your body but u can easily hide the changes. I’ve been on hrt for 17 weeks and 4 days. That’s almost five months. The only thing I have trouble with is hiding my boobs. Your nipples will get very big and dark so you’re going to need to wear a bralette so they don’t show through your shirt. Also wear baggy shirts in general because around 3 months is when the breast tissue will start to form more rapidly around the bud under your nipple. You won’t want to be hugging anyone because they will hurt but remember not to hug anyone anyways because they will be able to feel your boobs on their chest. That’s how my mom found out I was on hormones lol. Also before you start, call your insurance company and endocrinologist and pharmacy make sure they can’t disclose any information to your parents. I have to pay out of pocket for blood tests because if I dont, the insurance company has to send a bill to my adress and my parents would definetly open it eventhough its illegal. Your face will change though. My top lip is bigger and my lips are darker just like my nipples. My eyelashes are probably double the length they were, my eyebrows are less bushier, my skin tone is more even and my pores are smaller. The way you speak might change because of the shift in emotions so be mindful of that. Your vocal chords will not change though. I usually put brown waterproof mascara in my eyebrows to make them look like how they used to. Your jaw will round out a lot and your cheeks will get fatter. There will be less fat in your brow bone so if you have hooded eyes, you might be able to see more eyelid after a few months. The hardest thing for me is hiding my emotions. You’re going to be going through puberty again and if you start acting all bitchy and angsty, they’re definetly gonna notice somethings up.

anonymous asked:

Can I please have a scenario for Kirishima where his fem!s/o always gets really sick and has a lot of pain on her period days? (PS I really love your writing. I'm really nervous with sending this in even on Anon x.x;;)

dont worry! I judge no one! <3 and thank you!!!

Menstruation tw!!

Kirishima Eijirou
[Babe, open your window]

The message stares back at her confused gaze. What? Why? She texts him back asking for a reason to do so, when a pang of angry pain shoots through her abdomen again. She breathes fast and shallow. She has to lock her phone because the white background of the messages was too loud for her eyes.

[I’m in your tree]

She launches up and looks out the window to find her boyfriend smiling at her, smile like a ray of sunshine. She quickly unlocks her window and pushes it up.

“Eijirou-kun, what are you doing??!” She asks incredulously, and Kirishima nearly loses his footing on the branch he was lodged on. She nearly screams. Another pang of pain shoots through her again, and her legs feel faint all of a sudden, so she crouches. 

“Visiting you! Ah–” He jumps skillfully to her window, catching himself with his arms on the frame. She works to pull him in. He’s so lucky he has a quirk like this. When he finally gets in, she presses her aching back against the side of her bed. “I kinda figured you didn’t go to school cause your period, so I wanted to pick you up some snacks and stuff. Oh! I also went by a discount store and found this really nice heating pad if you want it! If it’s too–”

“Eijirouuuu~” She sobs, and Kirishima looks panicked for a moment. “How can I deserve someone like you, ahhh..” She launches into his arms. He chuckles, wrapping his arms around her as well. 

When they settle into her bed, Kirishima kisses at her temple whenever the cramps get to be too much. She curses the fact that ibuprofen doesn’t work as well on her system, and just wants the day to be over with. But Kirishima talks to her about all types of things and feeds her delicious snacks, an assortment of sweets and salty chips. It’s perfect.

“Thanks so much, Eijirou… You’re such a manly boyfriend.” His lover leans up to peck him on the lips. He smiles.

“Only for you, babe.”

The Last Five Years - Sentence Starters
  • [name] is over and [name] is gone.
  • I'm still hurting.
  • What about things that you swore to be true?
  • Go and hide and run away!
  • Run away, run and find something better.
  • Maybe there's somewhere a lesson to learn.
  • I've been waiting for someone like you.
  • I've been standing for days with the phone in my hand like an idiot, scared to death.
  • My people have suffered for thousands of years and I don't give a shit!
  • I guess I can't believe you really came.
  • See, I'm smiling--That means I'm happy that you're here.
  • I think we're gonna be okay.
  • With all we've had to go through, we'll end up twice as strong.
  • I didn't know you had to go so soon.
  • We'll have tonight.
  • You know what makes me crazy?
  • I'm sorry, can I say this?
  • You could be here with me or be there with them - as usual, guess which you pick.
  • You can't spend a single day that's not about you and you and nothing but you!
  • I swear to God I'll never understand how you can stand there straight and tall and see I'm crying, and not do anything at all.
  • Things are moving too fast.
  • I won't do anything just half-assed.
  • I met my personal Aphrodite.
  • I'm feeling panicked and rushed and hurried.
  • I'm so happy I can't get worried.
  • Next day it's just like it never happened.
  • And then he smiles - his eyes light up and how can I complain?
  • Yes, he's insane, but look what he can do.
  • I tend to follow in his stride instead of side by side.
  • I said I'd stick it out and follow through.
  • I'm a part of that...aren't I?
  • Maybe your heart's completely swayed, but your head can't follow through.
  • Don't you think that now's a good time to be the ambitious freak you are?
  • You get to be happy!
  • Take a breath, take a step, take a chance - take your time.
  • Have I mentioned today how lucky I am to be in love with you?
  • I'm sharing a room with a "former" stripper and her snake: Wayne.
  • I could shove an ice pick in my eye, I could eat some fish from last July, but it wouldn't be as awful as [fill in what you wish].
  • He wants me, he wants me, but he ain't gonna get me.
  • Son of a bitch, I guess I'm doing something right!
  • 'Cause the torture is just exquisite while I'm waiting for you to visit.
  • We should go meet the dinosaurs.
  • Will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes?
  • There are so many lives I want to share with you.
  • But if you can just wait I will make it eventually.
  • Not like I'm proud of the fact.
  • I want to be your wife, I want to bear your child, I want to die knowing I had a long, full life in your arms.
  • Will you share your life with me for the next ten lifetimes?
  • There are so many dreams I need to see with you.
  • There are so many years I need to be with you.
  • Everyone tells you that the minute you get married every other woman in the world suddenly finds you attractive.
  • And all of a sudden, this pair of breasts walks by and smiles at you and you're like - "That's not fair!"
  • In a perfect world a miracle would happen.
  • I shouldn't care what she thinks since I can't fuck her anyway!
  • Don't despair, I'll be there.
  • I am a good person!
  • Stop looking at that, look at me.
  • Jesus Christ, I suck, I suck, I suck, I suck.
  • I will not be the girl who requires a man to get by.
  • Can we please for a minute stop blaming and say what you feel?
  • Did you think this would all be much easier than it's turned out to be?
  • If I didn't believe in you, we'd never have gotten this far.
  • Don't we get to be happy at some point down the line?
  • If I'm cheering on your side, why can't you support mine?
  • No one can give you courage.
  • I will not lose because you can't win.
  • He wouldn't leave me alone 'less I went with him to dinner.
  • I guess he was good in bed.
  • He blew me off with a heartfelt letter.
  • I can do better than that.
  • You don't have to change a thing, just stay with me.
  • I want you and you and nothing but you.
  • I don't want to throw up your walls and defenses.
  • It feels like my life led right to your side and will keep me there from now on.
  • Think of what's past, because we can do better.
  • Hey, kid - good morning. You look like an angel.
  • I don't remember when we fell asleep.
  • Nobody needs to know.
  • Come back to bed, kid.
  • Hold on, don't cry yet.
  • I won't let you go.
  • Maybe I could be in love with someone like you.
  • Goodbye until tomorrow.
  • I have been waiting for you.
  • I'm not the only one who's hurting here.
  • I don't know what the hell is left to do.
  • I could never rescue you.
  • All I could do was love you hard and let you go.
  • So we could fight, or we could wait, or I could go...
  • I didn't see a way we both could win.
  • Goodbye.

superlolfan  asked:

I can't seem to get over this. when I'm on my period I eat too much, i also can't workout becuase of intense stomach pains and fasting makes my cramps worst and not to mention my constant desire to eat...THIS makes me so depressed and suicidal which leads to more binging and no exercise... any advice? tips? anything?? 💕

It’s one week, you can get through it and restart and it won’t effect you I promise