i'm getting really emotional

Production Draft of QAF 5x11 - The most precious thing in the world

Magnus Bane though. 
Like, we all know as a Warlock and a Downworlder, he’s considered a lesser person by the Clave and by a great majority of Shadowhunters.
But, as an Asian man too, I’d guess he has suffered a great deal of racism and discrimination through the years, in many countries he lived in. I don’t know if he ever felt like he was home somewhere, like he belonged.
And then, as a bisexual person, he also faced bigotry and aversion, maybe he even had to hide who he truly was for some years?
I just…
He’s been mistreated back and forth for so long and still is today, yet he is so caring and thoughtful, so proud and strong, so alive. 
Magnus Bane is my hero.

Tip For Future Notice: Do not start remembering and thinking about all the amazing written, touching and powerful moments throughout the entirety of GLTAS that threw out your perpective and changed your life because you may end up in tears due to nostalgia and how fantastic those moments and this show in general was and how dare anyone take a look at this show and say that it is not worthy of being on air because it is more meaningful and worthy than any of the prime time crap you keep shoving on our screens 

I don't like the word 'love'.

I don’t like drawing little hearts all over my notebooks.

I don’t like saying I love you all the time.

I don’t like to hear the word love.

Because people cannot understand what’s that feeling they call love. They cannot understand how strong this feeling is. How much it hurts. How it makes you feel pain. How it makes you break down and cry.

I don’t say this for everyone. Just for most of the people.

I only say ‘I love you’ when I really mean it. To this really special person in my life. This person who makes me feel like I have butterflies in my stomach. This person I cry for every night because I know I can’t have beside me.

Do you know how much it hurts when you’re in love?

Same thing happens with hate.