Last night in my rewatch I got to see this scene again where Moira tells him that she knows about his green secret.
And then the scene where she dies.
And now I’m emotionally compromised today. It is interesting to rewatch some of these older episodes through the lens of season 5 and the completion of Oliver’s flashback journey.
Like the part where Sara wants to kill Mirakuru Roy but Oliver is so adamant that there is hope even if he is a monster. Now we now that Oliver thought of himself as a monster, so that clinging to hope for Roy resonates so beautifully.
And then this moment… Oliver was so sad because when Sara returned, he hoped he could redeem her and in turn redeem himself. Poor Oliver had a rough time this episode.
every once in a while i have a friend who after several months admits that they’ve started shipping Plance bc of me and i just kind of laugh to myself because it’s not even like I’m actively going after them with this ship it’s just that I’m so incessant.
i just. draw Plance. and talk about plance. it’s an ear worm. it’s like i just gradually wear them down with “hey wouldn’t it be cute if”s and “look at my children”s
• baby animals
• the smell after it rained
• tiny plants
• talking to your (best) friend
• reading a good book
• thinking about your bed
• watching (childhood) series
• the smell of old books
As i have mentioned before a lot of my uh…senpais kind of noticed me. I’m just gonna call them senpais cuz there’s literally no other word that properly conveys what I’m trying to say. Basically PEOPLE I ADMIRE A LOT. 8′) Who i don’t follow but just regularly creep on and fawn over from afar. BECAUSE I AM A CREEP Well they didn’t notice me. More like they noticed my posts. And liked/reblogged them. Which is still a big deal for me. Because I didn’t asked to be noticed……….SHIT. I have really no idea what I’m doing on this blog. So if you actually followed me for the gifs/art/reblogs i am so sorry. this is what you’re getting instead. Cuz it’s my blog.And I wanna put all my reactions here?¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ANYWAY I WENT NUTS WHEN I FOUND OUT AND YOU , DEAR FOLLOWER, GET TO SEE HOW UTTERLY LAME I AM WHENEVER I SEE MY SENPAIS NOTICING MY SHIT ART/GIFS. IT’S NEVER TOO LATE TO UNFOLLOW ME ANYWAY.
AND SO.WE BEGIN.
I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS. OMG. IT’S THE BEST FEELING EVER!?!?!??? AASDFDG;;
Anyway expect your regular blogging to resume in a few hours/days depending on how well I recover. Thanks ya’ll for sticking with me if you’re still here. Also thank you to my wonderful friends who continue to support and encourage me even though I did not take this well. My immediate reaction for these kind of things is to feel guilty for some reason. I’M NOT USED TO THIS OK. I’m just a small blog who is hyping over the new DLC. What is wrong with this website?!????
For those of you who are worried/concerned that my love for Tom will cause my love for Brad to fade away or that Brad will no longer mean a lot to me, I am here to let you know that that is not the case nor will it happen. There are times when I fear/worry that Tom will replace Brad. But honestly, when I look at Brad, I’m reassured that he will always be my number 1. The reason why I believe this is because I have never been a fan of someone for this long and have continually experienced the same emotions that I felt when I joined the fandom until I found The Vamps. I have been a part of many fandoms, but no one else that I have been a fan of has given me a reason to keep living, has truly helped me overcome my anxiety & depression and who always makes me happy except for Brad. He has had a huge impact on my life, is so special to me and will forever remain in my heart.