i'm finally getting used to them


top 50 otps of all time ☆ #18. Amy Santiago & Jake Peralta

“The truth is, our job isn’t always great. Sometimes, it sucks. But it sucks a little less when I get to do it with you.”


Got a picture with my favorite man.

  • Teacher: Ok to make phase lines more interesting we're gonna use them to graph romantic feelings in relationships!

Nico di Angelo makes a powerful ally, but it’s not wise to get on his bad side

I just felt like drawing Nico ripping the ground apart and it got out of control. xD

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anonymous asked:

hi!! sorry it wouldnt let me send more asks haha. i'll tell you the rest of what happened, but i gotta be upfront and say that i cant provide you with real "PROOF" of what happened bc i'm really, really not comfortable with sharing the pic of us since the pic+the story 10000% outs me (even if it's just on the internet. i have irl friends here.) so enjoy the story, but i totally get if you don't publish it because there's not solid proof (not that it's insider-y or really has any info to it lmao)

so i spot them (not like it was difficult ha) and i was like holy shit my time has come. im finally getting my louis+starbucks moment in the sun. so after about 30 seconds of ??????? i bucked up and went over and i was like mega shy because IT’S SO AWKWARD APPROACHING A CELEB I HAD NO IDEA. like i mean i kinda assumed it would be, but i’ve literally never done it before so i had no idea just how bad it would be……. 

 4. but anyways i did the whole “omg louis, i love you, i love the band, kjdhfjsdh” thing and he was very sweet and had this big old grin on his face and was acting kind of silly idk how to explain it but he was just being very jokey i guess. and then idk what powers from above gave me the clarity of mind to do this, but right when it probably should’ve been time for me to just ask for a pic and walk away, i went for it. i feel like everyone always has their “one thing” 

 5. they wanna say to one of the guys and ever since mitam i have always, always, always said that if i ever met any of them i would say something about end of the day. so basically i just started rambling and i was more or less just like, “i just wanted to say thank you for end of the day. i dont know if you know this and i dont know what your intentions were with the song or whatever, but just thank you 

 6. because there’s a very large group of us that have kind of taken it to be a song about girls that love girls and it just really means a lot since it’s such a fun, positive song. so thank you.” and it obviously came out 98539485793485 times more awkward and jumbled than that but whatever. and he wasn’t like, “omg!!! you got it!! that’s what it’s about!!!” or anything at all like that, but he just got like…very?? soft and sweet. 

 he stopped grinning like he had been during our entire exchange. like that big cheesy fan grin he always does idk?? and instead he just had this very soft and sweet smile and he GAVE ME THE SOFTEST HUG IN THE ENTIRE WOLRD!!!! HE HUGGED ME!!!! HE INITIATED THE HUGGGGGG!!! and it was just a very soft hug im sorry iknow ive used that word like eighty times but it’s true!!!! and during the hug i kinda turned back into fan girl mush and i was like “thank you thank you thank youuuuu” 

and then he was like, “thank you, love,” and then oli took a pic of us haha. and after this two minute encounter i literally only have one thing to say: idk shit about larry or babygate or any of that bullshit. all i know is that louis tomlinson was incredibly sweet and kind and he is not the attention seeking asshole that people on my dash have been slowly making him out to be.

so yeah basically he was just sweet and kind. i really, really don’t want to be connected with this story (i got burned a while back by someone accidentally outing me on tumblr and it made for an awkward convo with the girl i kinda like…) but yes!!! it just is what it is :) i totally get it if you dont wanna publish, but it’s cool if you do. (and this is me praying to god im not in any pap pics. but oh well.) 


Oh. My. God.  I know I’m going to have to call this a rumor, but this is the best story!!!  I hope it’s true. It sounds true and it sounds exactly like I would think something like this would happen :)

Thank you so much for sharing. Thank you!!  

bpd coping methods

I’ve never seen stuff abt how to cope with bpd when you’re like mid-breakdown and shit so here’s some things i do to chill out or at least block out my symptoms long enough to calm down

  • music- no sad music. stuff you know all the words to. turn it up loud enough to block out your bad thoughts and anxiety and sing along until the mood swing passes
  • airplane mode- if ur anxious bc ur fp or anyone isn’t responding to you/ignoring you, turn ur notifications off and turn ur phone on airplane mode so you won’t be sitting there waiting for them
  • reassuring yourself- when you start feeling like ur fp doesn’t care about you anymore keep something around to remind you of a time when you KNEW they loved you. keep screenshots, stuffed animals, the ticket stub from when they took u to a movie, just something to remind you of that feeling
  • venting- write your bad thoughts on a piece of paper and then destroy it. set it on fire in the bathtub, tear it to shreds. post on the Vent app. tell it to someone u can trust, tell it to me. getting those thoughts out and having them validated helps so much

that’s pretty much all I can think of right now but if u have more pls add it so I can rb it!

anonymous asked:

(part 1) while it was really well-written, the story about the system did make me sad. I have DID and while it is true that integration, aka merging everyone in a system into one person, is the way to recovery for plenty of systems, it isn't for everyone. many of us also feel we are our own people instead of parts of a person. not to say that story was invalid or bad! it was touching, and I'm glad to see people telling their own stories.

(part 2) just, as someone in a system who doesn’t want integration, with so much media out there telling us we can’t be happy without integration, I want my story heard as well. so. imagine this: systems working out schedules for who gets to wake up at the butt-crack of dawn to put out the offerings every morning. alters bickering internally over who gets to use the nickname that several of them want, until another alter finally gets tired of it and calls them (nickname) A, (nickname) B, etc.    

(part 3) systems passing any deals that they plan on making amongst themselves, to see if anyone can spot a loophole in the wording that someone else missed. systems whose members bargain the treasures that belong to *them*, and not the system as a whole, so that everyone can have a more continuous memory, can switch voluntarily. artsy or poetic system members who trade paint or verse so that other system members can get that grade, or ace that presentation.    

(part 4) and imagine: alters who bargain things unspeakably precious in exchange for their own bodies, because they want their own lives but know that integrating isn’t an option for their system. maybe it goes badly. but sometimes it doesn’t. and the alters who wake up one day and find themselves alone, and who arm themselves with hellfire and iron and march into the heart of the Underhill to win back their system, their imperfect, jury-rigged, frustrating, beloved family. so many stories.            

Ohhhhhh wow thank you so much, this is gorgeous, and I love the possible ways you’ve described for systems to negotiate all the weird elsewhere shit - like you said, there’s so much potential for stories!

(And as ever, thanks for writing me about this. I err, like you said, on the side of people telling their own stories - I trust you all to do so with grace and style, like the mentioned story, and the one above. But this is absolutely one of the many areas where I’m fully aware I don’t know enough about it to say anything of value, and so I really appreciate hearing this perspective!)

today is the day, guys. the day most of us has been waiting 5 years for. the day some people never thought would ever come. but here we are. honestly, CS is the reason why i even became obsessed with OUAT. it’s crazy but i’ve met the coolest people because of this ship. and i just cannot believe how far we’ve come. like after all these years our otp is finally getting married. and i don’t think i’ll ever be over it, or fully comprehend it. i just love them a lot. they. are. everything. 

one of things I absolutely love about bts getting nominated for the bbmas is that this isn’t just huge for them, it’s huge for the whole kpop industry. maybe if they do win the award, other people will stop looking at us weirdly when we’re listening to kpop. maybe they’ll finally realise how talented and hard working kpop idols are. also, the fact that a kpop group even got nominated for a huge award show like the bbmas should be proof itself.

anonymous asked:

What you do think about Amy and Jake's personal growth this season? I'm really interested in your opinion about Amy

hi i got this message a while ago but i’ve been rly distracted so i’ll answer it now hi

so basically we started the season with them having been apart for 6 months and jake’s fear that he expressed to holt actually came true: it was weird when they were reunited and weren’t acting normal. which is totally understandable. when you have zero contact with someone for six months, it’s pretty much a given that it’s gonna need some getting used to when you get back together. and then finally the thing that brought them together in the first place, police work, reinstalled the connection they have and they were literally able to communicate with two head nods???? like that’s magical and beautiful. and then jake met her dad and that went pretty well!!! and then the fugitive episode happened and this is where things really got good. they knew they wanted to move in together and they both are competitive so they didn’t wanna give up their own apartments. and the only logical way to solve that was with a “crazy ass bet”, which was a beautiful callback to their competitiveness in s1 and s2. and ultimately jake let amy win because he loves her!!!! and she loves him!!!! and “your happiness is worth way more than winning some stupid bet”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i cried. and then chasing amy. jake was so supportive of amy wanting to become a sergeant and he did everything he could to help her and keep her thinking positively. and he proved that he knows her so well omg when he was roleplaying and talking about the folders!!!! and then he found out that she went to the roof from the bet. and she was just up there thinking about their relationship. amy “wants to be the youngest captain in the nypd” santiago was about to give up her dreams because she was scared it would mess up her relationship with jake and things would change too much. and although their relationship has been going slow, the place they’re currently in is such a good place to be!!!! and jake wouldn’t let her do that obviously because she’s “too good for that” and the fact that he always knew she was gonna be his boss also proves how good they are bc even before they were dating he knew it. and now we come to the finale. amy is willing to wait FIFTEEN YEARS for him to get out of jail (i know he obviously won’t be in jail for that long but it’s the thought that counts). and when they were talking in the car they both looked just so sad and i’m pretty sure jake had tears in his eyes and i’m still recovering from that tbh

so in conclusion, this season has been really great!!! and sure, there weren’t as many milestones as we hoped for (wink proposal wink) but what we did get just proves that engaged/married/pregnant or not, their relationship is healthy and SOLID and nothing could possibly tear them apart

anonymous asked:

Like that earlier anon, I'm also deaf. I'm more in the hard of hearing catagory. I canr hear low frequency. So I stock the shelfs and this lady appeared out of nowhere and started screaming at me i think about toothpaste. When I finally got a word in and said I'm deaf and she needs to slow down she finally said one thing. And that was "retarded people should be killed at birth." Then she stormed off. People are truly awful sometimes.

Stupid people that think there is a correlation between learning disabilities and being deaf, let alone that either is a punishable offense, are the ones that should be thrown into a canyon full of used chewing gum. Cinnamon because that’ll sting the most once they bounce of a few rocks and get scraped up. The gum will just keep them in place and out of polite society. If you lack a black heart then you’re the way you should be. Doesn’t matter whether you can hear, you were born one way or another, or came upon unfortunate circumstances that injured you. Hearts matter, and she has none. -Abby

anonymous asked:

What program do you use and what brushes do you use for coloring and such??

I use Painttool sai. My brushes change all the time because I have commitment issues u - u.

These are the ones I currently use

^This one right here is my sketching tool (that I dont use too much anymore, but I still come back to sometimes. recently I’ve been using the marker tool to sketch - with any settings, it doesnt really matter)

When I do my line arts I’m not too picky. My line arts are generally really shitty and rushed because I just end up painting over them when I’m doing my clean up so I don’t worry too much. Same thing with colouring. Whatever gets the colours in the shape I dont really care too much about that. (some times I don’t even use a line art and just go straight to colouring and whatnot cause I’m lazy)

^For my shading I just use the marker tool with more or less these settings. I change them based on how dark I want a certain area, but this is the basic settings for that brush. after I finish blocking in where I want to look shady I go over with reverse opacity to soften the edges.

^^^Finally my most important and loved brush that Is really just the brush tool with the blending and persistence all the way up. When I finish colouring/shading I combine them all into one layer and use it to paint over my lines and fix proportions and all that garbage. Basically my art would look like shit without it.

(hope this helped. After I get moved into my new house and get my drawing space all fixed up, I’m going to try doing live streams and I can maybe explain my process better)

anonymous asked:

thank you for the KH react. ive kinda been binge watching walkthroughs of the game and its just great. (but we can never have DA in it. holy crap that would be a disaster. one wrong spell and its off to the tower.)

can you fucking imagine Dragon Age being a KH world to visit

Suddenly Donald Duck is being taken away to the Circle. Goofy poses as a templar to get him out. Sora is inadvertently seen using spells with his keyblade and also sent to the Circle. “wtf are these darkspawn?” people ask as the heartless attack. “they’re not darkspawn” Sora and co. claim. No one believes them. The Archdemon, Meredith, or Corypheus are heartless world boss. Riku and/or some Final Fantasy characters angst at some point. 

–Mod Sarah

i’m dying squirtle

What if like before the warehouse scene Oswald finds out the Ed loves him/Ed realizes he’s in love with Oswald - and Oswald somehow uses that to his advantage like with the trade off between Tetch. Like??? I keep thinking about how Cory said that in the finale Ed is completely outdone and Robin said that Oswald is the only one the can outsmart Ed. Plus Robin says that Oswald starts to lose his humanity. As much as I would like them to get together, I can’t help but think that maybe Oswald uses it against Ed or something


closure (3/3) - time

the beginning of the video shows that they are in a cold, colorless winter. as they ride the train, which suggests the time they’ve passed in this sadness, they are hoping to meet someone again when spring (and happiness) return. when the sunlight starts to shine into the train car again, we realize that jungkook is not alone, everyone is accompanying him out of the snowy times. and when the train finally stops, they get off together and gentle breezes and golden sunlight warm over them. the lyrics tell us, no winter can last forever: no matter how hard things are, no matter how much we miss someone, they are reassuring us that over time, one day we will be able to let go of our heavy hearts and that we will meet our loved ones again on a spring day. 

anonymous asked:

1/2 I really wonder where Dean and Cas's plot/arc is leading for the finale. I don't like to speculate but i do wonder. We usually do get *something*, some kind of progression or moment to satisfy us like last season's car scene in the finale. The season had been leading up to something like that, and now i wonder what this season will give us? I'm leaning towards them having some sort of really candid moment that clears the air for good as far as their place with each other.

2/2 Like, Cas might still have his own personal “where do i belong, heaven or earth?’ "am i a human or an angel?” stuff, and that will extend the overall destiel arc another season, but i do believe we’re headed towards something this season that clears up all the “cas why do you keep leaving?” “dean what do you really and truly think of me?” etc. Even if it’s not huge, just something that settles some things between them.

Hi there! And yeah, speculating about a finale in detail is difficult… especially when we are at the beginning of some major arcs, and Dabb’s storytelling style is more about looking back to the past than foreshadowing the future, so there’s not even the sort of demand for resolution we had in s11.

The MAIN arcs of the season have been everyone’s individual emotional growth, rather than the evolution of a Big Bad. Yes, we have “big bad” things overlaying the entire season with the BMoL and Lucifer and now the nephilim, but the only consistently written arcs have been the emotional and subtextual growth each character has gone through. Everything else is essentially window dressing for that growth.

And yeah, I think we’re going to see Dean trying to get through to Cas again, and he’s going to have to use bigger words than he has before. I don’t know if anything can truly clear the air “for good” yet, but Dean’s gonna need something bigger than “I need you,” because right now, Cas (whether under his own free will or not) believes he’s acting in Dean’s best interest. He’s doing what “needs to be done.”

“I need you” ain’t gonna cut it this time.

Dean needs to get across the point that he doesn’t need Cas to fix everything, that Cas isn’t just a useful tool to bring out when the world breaks. He needs to make it clear that what Ambriel told him in 11.10 (written by Dabb):

Ambriel: I mean, we have a lot in common. Our names rhyme, that’s a big one. I look good in a trench coat too, and we’re both expendable.
Castiel: Excuse me?
Ambriel: Well, that’s why we’re here, right? I’m a number cruncher and you-you like I said, I’ve heard the stories. You help. But Sam and Dean Winchester are the real heroes. So if the Darkness is still alive and she’s pissed and she kills us, no big loss. So sure, maybe we’re not super important, but we do the job. I think there’s nobility in that.

and what Amara enforced:

Castiel: You think I’m afraid to die?
Amara: I know you are, you reek of fear and self loathing. Oh, scary. She’s right you know, you are expendable and weak. And why God took a special interest in you, I’ll never understand. My brother always did have horrible taste in men.


HE IS NOT EXPENDABLE AND WEAK, and yet that was what drove him to offer himself up as a vessel to Lucifer.

That’s the mistake he’s been atoning for ever since. And THAT’S the underlying issue that Dean needs to address in order to get through to him now.

He’s not a Winchester because of what he can do for them, but because of who he is. That they don’t keep him around because he’s useful, but because HE IS CAS and he’s family and they love him too.

(but gosh it would be nice if he stopped trying to throw himself on grenades for them left and right… )

Me off my Meds
  • Me: Okay, today I don't have to do anything or go anywhere and I don't want my body to get too used to my meds so I'm not going to take them.
  • My brain: Cool, cool I get it.
  • Me: Sweet, I'm just going to go and make myself some food.
  • My brain: Sweet! I love food! But, you need to feed the cats.
  • Me: I'm pretty sure I just did that.
  • My brain: No, no I don't think you did. Oh! But before you do that, refill the toilet paper in the toilets.
  • Me: Oh yeah! Shit okay.
  • My brain: But we're hungry!
  • Me: FML
  • My brain: Welcome to your ADHD brain, this isn't even my final form
  • *walks into my room with toilet paper. Stands in the middle of the room trying to remember what I was just about to do*
  • My brain: MUHAHAHAHA! Oooo! We should play video games AND txt your boyfriend memes AND eat all the things simultaneously.
  • Me: brain, you're a genius
  • My brain: Baby, I know it 😎
Funko Pint Size Hero’s finding your gem, Jasper vs Amythist

Since I got a couple questions on finding Jasper I thought I’d toss this out for anyone looking to get that elusive Jasper blind bag. When felt from outside her hair spikes are considerably harder to feel giving her an overall turtle like feel in the bag.  Her hair making a smooth half shell like feeling with only the base of her body having much distinction. Like most Funko’s there will be two that have the basic feel to them one common and the other rare. Jasper’s counterpart is Amethyst. 

Jasper and Amy are both  a medium-ish weight blind bag. Any heavy, overly lumpy or ultra light are immediately excluded as possible Jasper’s. After weening the numbers down If you have any that have a pronounced bulge in the forehead those should be Stevonie. Once They are set aside your main ones left should be mainly Amethysts with that one elusive Jasper if you are lucky.

the trick to discerning Jasper from and Amethyst is in the curve of the bangs. 

If you trace the bangs carefully Amy’s makes a curve a curve all the way down while Jasper’s bangs cut off half way. It’s easy to miss the first time but if you are careful and make a few traces with a thumbnail it gets a little easier to feel. 

Final note: Although EB games is one of the more reliable retailers to have them in stock they can also be found in Toys R Us, Target (rarely), Hot topic, Five & Below as well.