i'm feeling all sorts of feels right now!

anonymous asked:

Do you ever just feel like your art will never be liked or that it's trash?? I've tried everything I could to try to be the best artist I can be yet I can't say that I'm even close to liking my art..

anon, if you’re completely satisfied with your art right now you wouldn’t feel the need to improve, right? with the internet, we’re exposed to artists with all sorts of art styles and feel the pressure to reach to their level but remember.

it’s okay to feel unsatisfied and dislike your art, you’re not alone. artists are seldom content because our eyes are always on higher goals. you may not know it, but inside your subconscious might just KNOW that you can do better.

that day may not be today, or in a month, or in a year? but so what? you WILL do better without a doubt. and that day will come as long as you don’t give up on this long tough journey.

anonymous asked:

how are you so calm right now (i really appreciate it btw i'm just shocked that youre being so level headed about everything)

hahaha maybe bc i’ve been waiting for this since february and since i’ve only been around a little under two years i don’t feel any emotions about his user name at all. i also just generally don’t feel like this is that big of a deal? i mean it is, in a lot of ways, especially to hear dan talk about the tabinof/tatinof time as an “era” in the past tense. but they’ve sort of been talking like that for a long time so all of it feels very,, expected maybe? and very reasonable and actually exciting in terms of a forward trajectory for their careers. i also am generally a v low-energy person and although i’m sensitive to sad things and therefore cry a lot, it’s hard for me to get MAD HYPED and like yell and cheer about happy things bc that’s just not how i emote tbh!!! but i rly loved all the jokes and stuff that ppl were churning out before the vid dropped and they had me laughing so hard i was crying :) you’re all so so funny. it’s really lovely to see how excited everyone is <3 

ok so if I’m not wrong there’s some kind of twist that’s happening soon right?? and it’s gonna be a positive twist??? well I’m really trying to stay positive and hopeful about all of this and idk if it’s just me but I feel like there’s something missing with this sl. it’s not all making sense and I feel like there is something that is not being said. so I’m really hoping that this ‘twist’ is going to make this one huge mess make sense, and everything will start to become ok again!! idk I’m just trying to stay positive right now :/

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm the anon with the great-grandma. I just wanted to let you know that I've got some really good news -- she's not better or out of the hospital or anything, but she woke up last night and seems relatively stable right now! The doctors aren't sure how long it's going to last, and are calling it a last hurrah of sorts, but I'm so relieved all the same. I got to see her smile again :) Thanks so much for the recommendations and the advice, I feel a lot more at peace with her passing now.

That’s wonderful news, lovely. Just make sure to still give yourself some time. But I’m glad you’re feeling alright. Much love.

Just wanna say; I feel good right now. Like, real good right now. I dunno, guys, just the general response I was getting gives me this delightful feeling in my gut. All the people reblogging whatever post I’ve made in the past while either agreeing me or plain just liking it… that’s cool, and I say that especially because I made some of them while shrugging my shoulders thinking, “I doubt anyone will be interested in this, but I really want to say it.”

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I haven’t really been drawing recently. My job has taken up a lot of my spare time. Though I’m feeling like I chisel some spare time out now. To be very honest, I’m a bit scared to even attempt drawing anything at the moment. Slow and steady right? I’m gonna try and take things at a slow pace to try and make up for all my lost time. :’D I hope that I can catch up with you guys. I know a lot of stuff has happened. Feel free to msg me and let’s catch up.

I’ve been having some Feelings this evening, and I wrote like a little journal entry to try and sort them out, which I think did help me understand them a little better, but it also, like, set them in deeper? Or maybe it just made them harder to ignore.

I want to try and fight them off but I’m not sure I have the energy, and they may be the kind I just need to wait and let pass. I just have to try not to do anything to let things get worse in the interim.

anonymous asked:

I am currently sick In bed right now. I have no voice at all and I'm having the worst coughing fits lmao. How would the Rfa and V + Saeran take care of Mc when they've lost their voice/are sick? Haha I hope you don't mind! ((Love~ your blog btw!!!) ~the sickest anon to ever sick

Awwww honey I hope you feel better!! I feel that since I’ve sort of been getting sick too :( Drink lots of water and tea and eat some soup!! Put some honey in your tea and it will make your throat feel a lot better. <3 

~Admin MP


  • He feels s o bad for MC aw
  • Is so determined to help them though
  • (He even calls his mom for advice)
  • Has to scramble to write down everything his mom says because she tells him rapid fire 
  • But he feels a lot better about how to take care of MC!
  • Bundles them up in a blanket on the couch and gives them medicine 
  • Cuddles with them while he plays his X-Box but immediately puts his controller down if they start coughing and rubs their back
  • “MC are you okay? What do you need? Do you need some water? Do you need tea?”
  • Yoosung they’re dying they can’t respond
  • He literally doesn’t let them do anything
  • Actually cleans up the place so that MC doesn’t feel as stifled by the air
  • Also cooks food for them and makes them tea constantly
  • When they’re on the couch together and MC falls asleep, he just smiles adoringly and tucks them under his arm, letting them lean on him even if their mouth is wide open and they’re snoring a little bit


  • Literally has no idea what to do at first 
  • He hasn’t really gotten sick recently and if he has he just worked through it (because he doesn’t fucking take care of himself)
  • Puffs out his chest and is like “Don’t worry, MC! I’ll take good care of you!”
  • Then turns away to be like “what the fuck does that even mean?”
  • Makes them ramen because that’s like soup, right?
  • Wants to offer them honey buddha chips and Dr. Pepper but that isn’t good for them
  • When they get up to try and get themselves medicine he’s like “STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU SHOULDN’T BE UP”
  • “I’m trying to get medicine…my throat hurts…”
  • “..Oh. Which one is it?”
  • Finally, he goes into the RFA group chat to get advice and armed with his new knowledge, goes into overdrive
  • He goes to the convenience store nearby and comes home laden with shit
  • Gets them throat drops, tea, some soup, a magazine with Jumin on it (because he looks stupid), a silly looking cat plushie, everything
  • Then, when MC can finally sleep, he just smiles and curls up with them and naps


  • But she also doesn’t want to get sick herself so she takes immune system pills and multivitamins and shit so she doesn’t get sick
  • Literally knows how to take care of someone perfectly but it’s only because she’s done research on it because she never takes care of herself
  • Gets MC medicine, tea with honey, a blanket, and puts vaporub on their chest (blushes and looks away b/c she’s a cutie)
  • Anything MC asks for anything, Jaehee is there to help them 
  • Has a bunch of extra kleenex for them and brings them to MC
  • But then she uses hand sanitizer to stay germ free
  • Actually makes homemade soup for MC and brings it to them, feeding them for a few seconds before remembering that she doesn’t want to get sick
  • Says that there can’t be any cuddles because she doesn’t want to get sick
  • But MC looks so cute and sad there and she is Weak so she can’t resist a quick five minute cuddle session
  • The two end up falling asleep leaning against each other
  • (Jaehee ends up getting sick and the two suffer together)


  • Honestly this poor child has no idea what to do at first
  • MC is like, “It’s fine, you don’t have to help me. I’ll just get some soup and fall asleep!”
  • But he follows them to the kitchen, gently pushes them into a chair and says, “Just tell me what to do, okay?” with a cute lil blush
  • So MC asks for the chicken noodle soup (”The one with the stars in it…” “Oh, so not the one with dinosaur shapes?” “…no, that one.”) 
  • Reading directions isn’t that hard to do, so while the soup is being made, he makes tea because he knows how to do that
  • It was one of the first things he did for himself for coping skills and self care
  • “My throat hurts,” MC whines, and he looks down into the tea, remembering that he read somewhere that honey helps 
  • So he puts some honey in it and gives it to MC, frowning because he’s focusing so hard
  • Ends up putting MC on the couch, putting a blanket on their shoulders and leaning down to kiss their forehead
  • Almost screams because their forehead is so warm
  • But he calms down and gets them soup and by the time he comes back out with the finished soup, MC is asleep
  • With a smile, he gently moves them so that they’re more comfortable and kisses their forehead again, going to put the soup in a Tupperware for later

Admin MP


  • Zen doesn’t really ever take care of himself when he is sick?
  • Like he just suffers through it and hopes for the best
  • But as most people know he is VERY protective
  • So when MC calls him and tell him that they are sick
  • He rushes over there right away!
  • Because he has no idea what he is doing he just asks MC what they need
  • “Do you need something to eat? I’ll get it! Oh here is some water too! I’ll run to store and get you some meds!”
  • He would wait on them hand and foot
  • He would end up getting sick with them
  • They suffer together
  • (Me: *Tells MP what I wrote for this
  • MP: I wrote the same thing for Jaehee
  • Me: Welp)


  • This man has never sick in his whole goddamn life
  • And he really take pride in that fact
  • He also is never been good at taking care of people
  • “Jumin I’m getting sick.”
  • Jumin would go to the other side of the room
  • “MC I love you but stay away from me”
  • He would say that as he covered his mouth
  • But later on Jumin would feel bad that he was a little mean to MC
  • So as they are laying in their “death bed” as they have come to call it
  • He is trying his BEST honestly
  • He would read to them while they tried to get some sleep
  • And would make sure that the staff brought their food, water, and meds all on time
  • All while wearing a medical mask


  • V would be very helpful for MC
  • He would get them EVERYTHING they ask for
  • Even at the cost of his own health
  • Hell if MC wants him to cuddle and kiss the sickness away
  • You bet your sweet ass that he would
  • He is right beside them the whole time they are sick
  • Even if it is just a 24 hour bug
  • He never leaves their side

Admin Rina ;3c



006. Most Angelic Picture(s). That Makes You Feel The Most. (by Zoe)

Part 1/2

hey, so, i hate to backtrack on everyone but my gender has decided to be difficult again and i’m really not comfortable with any of the names i’ve been using, even the most recent one

if you want to refer to me, assorted nicknames and my url are just fine, but i’d request that it’s restricted to that

I like the fact that, even though bromalgamate is a saddish au, it’s not like… or at least I don’t view it like sans and papyrus can no longer do anything they enjoy and/or are good at

sans and papyrus are still two very strong and intelligent individuals, being bromalgamate does not depreciate that.  They may find difficulty interacting with the world due to being a slimy mess, but they haven’t stopped being who they are.  Sans still loves science and probably helps Alphys with her experiments, Papyrus still hangs out with his friends.  They don’t want people to feel sorry for them because the pity doesn’t help anything, and it almost feels demeaning when people act like they’re dead because they are an amalgamate now like… they’re not dead or lost.  They’re right here.  Sans and Papyrus are right here, they’re just together now.  Just because it’s different and scary doesn’t mean it’s all bad.

anonymous asked:

I'm an 18 years old guy and I'm gay. My country have very religious people and my family is very relgious. My religion deemed that gay people are an abomination towards nature. Idk what to do. I just feel like dying sometimes. My family is very old fashion and I know for a fact they would hate me if I tell them I'm gay or try to suck the gay out of me. I'm very lonely right now and seeing all thse gay rights activist....I know they could never come to my country. I just lost hope. Sincerely R.

I’m sorry to hear that, I can’t imagine how difficult it must be to live in that sort of environment. I can’t tell you how to deal with your family, but I just want to say… you don’t have to feel pressured to come out to your family, especially if you think it will lead to a toxic living environment for you. I know how hard it must be to keep a part of yourself hidden from them, and how much this attitude must hurt from people you care about, but your safety is the most important thing. I’d like to say that you do not need their validation in order for you to have confidence in and love yourself, but I know full well how important it is for people to feel like the people around them fully understand and accept them. If your family knowing is very important to you, but realistically you know that you’ll face rejection or even violence (whether that’s through words or actions), I would advise you to wait until you can become financially independent so that they no longer have real power over you. The world is bigger than your family, it is bigger than the people you currently interact with, and it is bigger than your country, and I just know that with time you’ll meet people who are facing the same struggles and who can understand, love, and accept you. You seem to have doubts about your country ever adopting more accepting views of lbgt+ rights, but is there anything stopping you from seeking acceptance and solidarity elsewhere? It seems to me like the best thing for you to do right now (considering you have access to the internet) is to find someone or several someones you CAN talk to and share your experiences and thoughts and troubles with, who won’t shame you or make you feel bad about who you are. I’m linking you to someone else’s ask here (from someone with a similar issue) because they post links to a bunch of resources that may help you. Most of them are US-based and I don’t know which country you’re from, so you’re going to have to do a bit of digging, but they’re worth a read in any case.

My friend also suggested I link the It Gets Better project, so I’m adding a bunch of links here:

This is the It Gets Better Tumblr - They may have a way for you to talk to people directly on there.

This is It Gets Better International, if you are in any one of these countries.

And these are their phone hotlines. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, they’re manned and want to help. If they can’t help you, they may know resources and people in your country who you can talk to.

And here, here, and here are lists of international LGBT organizations by country. Hopefully your country is on here. If it isn’t, maybe consider contacting one of the nearby countries by e-mail or find their forums to post on. The internet is a small, global world and there are people out there who want to help. Don’t give up, and remember that you are not alone.

vanessnettness  asked:

Idk if requests are open right now, but I'm just gonna leave this here. I'm having all sorts of cuddly Harry feels bc I'm not feeling well and ugh, he kills me...

They are indeed open! Anyway sorry for the long wait, how a small bout of writer’s block but it’s all good now. I hope you like it. Feel free to request another if you want.

You Break Up: Harry

The two of you were fighting again, that’s usually all you did these days anyway. That is, whenever Harry came home from L.A. Speaking of, the two of you were fighting about the amount of time Harry spends in L.A.You thought he was spending too much time there and not in London with you and he didn’t see what the big deal was.

“I don’t know why you’re so upset” he says.

“I’m upset because my boyfriend would rather spend time on the other end of the world then at home with me” you say.

The two of you were skyping since he was currently in L.A, much to your annoyance.

“That’s not true I spent a whole two days with you” he says.

“Wow, Harry a whole two days. Thanks so much for taking the time out of your busy schedule” you say sarcastically.

“Don’t do that” he says.

“Do what Harry, call you out on your crap?” you say.

“Don’t get all sarcastic” he says.

“And what are you going to do if I don’t, you’re on the other side of the freaking globe!” you yell.

“Why are you acting like this all of the sudden, I asked you if it was okay if I spent some more time in L.A. You said it was fine, you said you were okay with it” he says.

“That was before I knew you would spend two weeks in L.A and only come home for two days before going right back” you say.

“Two days is plenty of time, we did everything together” he says.

You roll your eyes, frustrated that Harry wasn’t getting your point of view.

“You know what Harry? I’m done, if you want to spend all your time in L.A go ahead. I don’t care anymore, apparently what’s in L.A is more important than our relationship.”

“That’s not what I sai…”

“You didn’t have to say it Harry, you made it abundantly clear. Don’t worry about coming home anymore because you’re not welcomed here” you say.

“Wait y/n…”

You didn’t hear what he had to say because you ended the call. A few minutes later he tried to skype you again but you hit ignore and shut down your computer. Then your phone rang and without even glancing at the caller i.d you hit ignore and turned your phone off. You honestly didn’t want to hear anything he had to say anymore, he had made his position clear and that was all you needed to know …

It had been a week since you and Harry had broken up, he had tried calling you billions of times and had even gone as far as to call your mom and get her to talk to you. But it all fell on deaf ears, you had no interest in whatever excuse he had come up with. You had just gotten home from work when you noticed a familiar figure sitting on the front steps. You sigh before getting out of your car and making your way in his direction.

“You changed the locks” he says.

“Yeah, that’s generally what you do when you don’t want certain people in your house” you say walking past him.

“I have stuff in there” he says.

“Not anymore, I sent it all to your mom’s house” you say unlocking the door.

He nods and that when you finally turn to look at him. His eyes were red and puffy and he looked like he hadn’t slept in days. On top of that he looked like he hadn’t shaved in just as long and his hair looked like it had been a victim of one too many hand runs.

“You look like crap” you say.

He chuckles before looking down at himself, “ I guess I do but you don’t.”

“I had work today” you say.

You unlock the door and walk inside, leaving it open for him to decide on whether or not he wanted to come in. You go into the kitchen to grab you something to drink, already knowing that he chose to come in.

“You want anything to drink?” you ask.


“I have coke and fruit water” you say pulling out a bottle of water.

You sit two bottles down on the counter and he runs his hands through his hair.


“Don’t” you say.

“Why not?” he asks.

“Because we broke up Harry and I can’t be with someone who would rather spend most of his time away from me” you say your voice cracking at the end.

“That’s not true” he says.

You scoff before crossing your arms.

“It’s not, I was in L.A for a reason” he says.

“I know Harry, I’ve heard it all before…I was in L.A for work or I had this thing I had to go to y/n” you say.

Harry shakes his head and steps towards you.

“I wasn’t in L.A for work, I was in L.A for this…” he says pulling out a picture of the most beautiful house you had ever seen.

“You were in L.A to buy you a vacation home? How does that make anything better?” you ask.

“It’s not a vacation home, it’s our home…or it was” he says.


“I was in L.A building your dream house. Most of your family lives there and I know how much you miss them, so I figured we could live in L.A and then just keep this place for when we come and visit my mum” he says.

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing, Harry was building your dream house in L.A. Just so you could be closer to your family, he was willing to leave his family just so you could live closer to yours. You pick up the picture and stare at it, before looking up at him.

“You built this?” you ask.

“Well, I hired guys to build it but I oversaw everything they were doing” he says.

“Harry I don…. I don’t know what to say.”

“Say you’ll live in it with me” he says.


“I love you y/n and I want to start the rest of our life together in our dream house” he says pulling you closer.


“Just one word love, that’s all it takes and we’ll be on a plane tonight to L.A” he says.

You stand there silently looking at the picture in your hand before running your fingers over it.

“What’s it like?” you ask looking up at him.

He pulls you into his arms and kisses your cheek.

“It’s beautiful love, it has four bedrooms just like you always wanted for the kids we’ll have…”
“Two little boys and a girl” you say.

He nods, “and it has a huge backyard for a swingset and there’s a pool. There’s even a little guest house for when the boys come to stay with us.”

“And the dining room?” you ask.

“There’s a huge table for family dinners and for when we want to have holiday dinners” he says his lips brushing yours.

You stand there a few minutes before putting the picture down.

“Okay” you whisper against his lips.

He smiles and presses his lips firmly onto yours, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you closer. He breaks the kiss and brushes your hair off of your face before looking you deep in the eyes and saying…

“I love you”

“I love you too” you say.

A Few Weeks Later…

“That’s the last one” you say tossing the box to Harry.

You go to get up but Harry stops you.

“Hey wait a minute, you know what the doctor said. Bed rest y/n” he says grabbing your hand.

“I’m fine, I’m only a few weeks in and he said that he would like me to rest as much as possible. He didn’t say bed rest” you say.

“Well, I heard bed rest” Harry says pulling you towards him.

“Of course you did” you say pressing a kiss to his lips.

His hands rest on your growing belly and he bend down to kiss your stomach.

“It finally feels like home” he says.

“Yeah, it does doesn’t it” you say.

He nods before pressing a kiss to your stomach again and then getting up to press one to your lips.

“I love you both.”

“We love you too Styles, now go take the last box out or I’ll have to do it myself” you say.

“I’m going, I’m going, you just get back in that bed” he says picking up the box and going downstairs.

You climb back into bed and rub your stomach, looking around at your new room. It was really was your dream house and now all your dreams were coming true.

*why can’t i feel, g?
*… Feel what?
*……… anything

don’t tag sans as me/kin

vanessnettness  asked:

Idk if requests are open right now, but I'm just gonna leave this here. I'm having all sorts of cuddly Harry feels bc I'm not feeling well and ugh, he kills me...

My requests are always open (unless said otherwise but that’s rare). And I feel you, the Harry feels have been quite strong.

You were sat with each other, flipping through the list of movies that you could watch, both of you not able to decide on one.
“What about this one?”
“Why. It sucks.”
“How do you even know that?”
“Have you seen the commercials for it?”
And back to scrolling through, you began to sigh and got up from your spot, “Where are you going?” you heard him ask and you turned back to him.
“I don’t know. We clearly can’t find a movie to watch.”
“So? You’re just gonna leave?” You just shrugged your shoulders, meaning to just go to the washroom, but as you made to leave, you felt his arms wrap around you and pull you back down onto him. You found yourself laughing, “HARRY! What are you doing?”
“Don’t go. Stay with me and cuddle and watch a movie.”
You continued giggling, “How old are you Harry? And besides, we haven’t even chosen a movie and I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM.”
“If I can choose the movie, I’ll let you go to the bathroom.”
“What?” and he raised an eyebrow, “Fine you can pick the movie. Now can I go?! I really have to pee!” you called getting a little annoyed.
You heard his chuckle in your ear as he let you go and watched you make your way to the toilet finally.
You came back hearing the opening music begin playing, and you recognized it immediately, “Again?” you sighed looking at him smiling from the couch.
“Of course. It’s a brilliant film isn’t it?” you just sighed, “Now come cuddle with me.” he said bringing his arms out to you, and you walked towards him, cuddling into him.
“You’re such a loser” you teased.
“If I’m the loser. Who’s the winner?”
“Why are you the winner? Whose film choice are we watching?”
“I’m a winner cause I got you baby” you teased.
“Aw” he said hugging you closer.
“Wow can’t believe that line worked.”
“Hey! What?” he asked a little confused, you looked at him and giggled and gave him a kiss.
“Just kidding. I love you.”
He seemed to relax a bit and a smirk went across his face, “That’s right. And I love you too. Even though you lost this time.”