i'm feeling all sorts of feels right now!

anonymous asked:

Do you ever just feel like your art will never be liked or that it's trash?? I've tried everything I could to try to be the best artist I can be yet I can't say that I'm even close to liking my art..

anon, if you’re completely satisfied with your art right now you wouldn’t feel the need to improve, right? with the internet, we’re exposed to artists with all sorts of art styles and feel the pressure to reach to their level but remember.

it’s okay to feel unsatisfied and dislike your art, you’re not alone. artists are seldom content because our eyes are always on higher goals. you may not know it, but inside your subconscious might just KNOW that you can do better.

that day may not be today, or in a month, or in a year? but so what? you WILL do better without a doubt. and that day will come as long as you don’t give up on this long tough journey.

shoveitsomewhereelse  asked:

hey friends so I'm writing this squip x reader thing here's a sort of plot summary: so Jeremy gets his squip and things pass by until reader is the new girl and right after Jeremy meets this girl the squip stops talking. Jeremy is like "what" and the squip is like "WHAT" so robots don't have feelings but now they do! and the squip tries to smooth talk reader through Jeremy and hilarity ensues. how would you all feel about that

omg i love it,, so like the squip is trying to flirt w the reader via jeremy? that’s great

ok so if I’m not wrong there’s some kind of twist that’s happening soon right?? and it’s gonna be a positive twist??? well I’m really trying to stay positive and hopeful about all of this and idk if it’s just me but I feel like there’s something missing with this sl. it’s not all making sense and I feel like there is something that is not being said. so I’m really hoping that this ‘twist’ is going to make this one huge mess make sense, and everything will start to become ok again!! idk I’m just trying to stay positive right now :/

anonymous asked:

how are you so calm right now (i really appreciate it btw i'm just shocked that youre being so level headed about everything)

hahaha maybe bc i’ve been waiting for this since february and since i’ve only been around a little under two years i don’t feel any emotions about his user name at all. i also just generally don’t feel like this is that big of a deal? i mean it is, in a lot of ways, especially to hear dan talk about the tabinof/tatinof time as an “era” in the past tense. but they’ve sort of been talking like that for a long time so all of it feels very,, expected maybe? and very reasonable and actually exciting in terms of a forward trajectory for their careers. i also am generally a v low-energy person and although i’m sensitive to sad things and therefore cry a lot, it’s hard for me to get MAD HYPED and like yell and cheer about happy things bc that’s just not how i emote tbh!!! but i rly loved all the jokes and stuff that ppl were churning out before the vid dropped and they had me laughing so hard i was crying :) you’re all so so funny. it’s really lovely to see how excited everyone is <3 

anonymous asked:

I just wanna say, I'm so happy you're embracing your feelings towards Rebecca. It's just reached a whole other level of ridiculous now heh 😂😂😭😭.

this was probably the wrong (right?) time to send this message because i’ve been yelling about this theory all evening and….

i have some more Thoughts

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🎉 Spee-iderman’s 400 Follower  Celebration 🎉

As I’m sure many of you know, I recently hit 400 followers! Which is crazy. Naturally, I just had to do something to celebrate this amazing, crazy achievement- four hundred people decided (for some reason) to follow me! I gotta give back ;) 

So I’ve decided to open up personalized under-the-cut drabbles

Here’s the breakdown:

  • You must be following this humongous dork
  • I’d love it if you also followed my big sister, my brother and my qpp (my brother and qpp post very different content, so if you don’t want to follow them that’s fine- but for those who are interested… quality blogs!! Quality people!! And of course Mary and her blog are Everything she’s just… wow. I love these humans)
  • Reblog this post, likes are just bookmarks
  • Send me an ask that includes: 

“Came for the ____, stayed for the ____” (I want to know why on Earth so many people would follow me don’t judge) 

The Marvel character or celebrity you’d like the drabble to be about. I will only write for Bucky/Sebastian or Peter/Tom this time. I don’t want to try new characters on top of everything else I’m doing

Three important things about yourself that you want included in the drabble

What kind of mood you want the drabble to have (ie. humourous or chill)

One thing that must be included in the drabble (ie. roses) 

  • If you don’t want to see and posts relating to my celebration for some weird reason, the tag to blacklist will be “kal hits 400″
  •  And that’s it! Do all this and I shall write an under-the-cut drabble with elements of you and the things you want to see in it! 

Also, please be patient with me, I might take a little while to do them all. I feel like the busiest person in the world right now. 

Thank-you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that follows me- every notification puts a smile on my face and I feel like you’re all sort of my children or something somehow? I don’t know. Just thank-you. All my love, 

Kal 💖

Originally posted by ba1n3s

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm the anon with the great-grandma. I just wanted to let you know that I've got some really good news -- she's not better or out of the hospital or anything, but she woke up last night and seems relatively stable right now! The doctors aren't sure how long it's going to last, and are calling it a last hurrah of sorts, but I'm so relieved all the same. I got to see her smile again :) Thanks so much for the recommendations and the advice, I feel a lot more at peace with her passing now.

That’s wonderful news, lovely. Just make sure to still give yourself some time. But I’m glad you’re feeling alright. Much love.

Farewell, Major Crimes…

So, I’ve just read the news about Major Crimes ending after the thirteen episodes of Season 6 air, and while I’m not all that surprised by this development, it has filled me with a bit of a bittersweet feeling of sorts. I could go into the reasons why that is, but I have a feeling many of us have similar sentiments about this and I really don’t care to rehash any negative feelings I may have as it literally helps no one at this point. 

My plan is to simply enjoy these final thirteen eps and be grateful that we’ve been able to watch all of these fantastic actors play these amazing characters for as long as we have.

Sometimes, my intrusive thoughts are so self-destructive and/or “disturbing” that I realize they’re completely ridiculous, and I can’t help but start giggling when I try to explain to someone what’s going on in my head. 

If someone asks me why I’m shaking my head or hitting my face, it usually goes something like “Oh, I was thinking about using a toothpick to give myself a lobotomy.”or “I was about to cover you in kerosene and flick a match at you.” 

And then I just start laughing because I forget that not everybody HAS intrusive thoughts, and I sound like I belong back in the hospital.

Mycroft Holmes: [Exists]

Me: 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

anonymous asked:

Hello. How have you been?

Hello ♥  I have been so inundated – completely overflowed - with things to do and places to go that I have felt truly happy most of the time, in a contented and tired sort of way. And I can tell I needed something like this. Exhausted happiness is enough for me right now. This week had its straining moments that as days went by were gradually buried under all the new and beautiful things starting to happen, and I feel my mind has finally dispersed whatever cloud of dullness was making it so stupidly unresponsive… it has acted as a filter letting all the pointless negativity and drama go while clinging to every moment of beauty & fulfillment, I’m just… so hopeful. [Apart from that I have started taking French and German lessons which I’m enjoying /way too much/, and learning to waltz - the only thing I can rightfully complain about is that I have to quit alcohol for awhile because it was really getting out of hand but ugh, what am I going to do without wine] –xx



006. Most Angelic Picture(s). That Makes You Feel The Most. (by Zoe)

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anonymous asked:

I am currently sick In bed right now. I have no voice at all and I'm having the worst coughing fits lmao. How would the Rfa and V + Saeran take care of Mc when they've lost their voice/are sick? Haha I hope you don't mind! ((Love~ your blog btw!!!) ~the sickest anon to ever sick

Awwww honey I hope you feel better!! I feel that since I’ve sort of been getting sick too :( Drink lots of water and tea and eat some soup!! Put some honey in your tea and it will make your throat feel a lot better. <3 

~Admin MP


  • He feels s o bad for MC aw
  • Is so determined to help them though
  • (He even calls his mom for advice)
  • Has to scramble to write down everything his mom says because she tells him rapid fire 
  • But he feels a lot better about how to take care of MC!
  • Bundles them up in a blanket on the couch and gives them medicine 
  • Cuddles with them while he plays his X-Box but immediately puts his controller down if they start coughing and rubs their back
  • “MC are you okay? What do you need? Do you need some water? Do you need tea?”
  • Yoosung they’re dying they can’t respond
  • He literally doesn’t let them do anything
  • Actually cleans up the place so that MC doesn’t feel as stifled by the air
  • Also cooks food for them and makes them tea constantly
  • When they’re on the couch together and MC falls asleep, he just smiles adoringly and tucks them under his arm, letting them lean on him even if their mouth is wide open and they’re snoring a little bit


  • Literally has no idea what to do at first 
  • He hasn’t really gotten sick recently and if he has he just worked through it (because he doesn’t fucking take care of himself)
  • Puffs out his chest and is like “Don’t worry, MC! I’ll take good care of you!”
  • Then turns away to be like “what the fuck does that even mean?”
  • Makes them ramen because that’s like soup, right?
  • Wants to offer them honey buddha chips and Dr. Pepper but that isn’t good for them
  • When they get up to try and get themselves medicine he’s like “STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU SHOULDN’T BE UP”
  • “I’m trying to get medicine…my throat hurts…”
  • “..Oh. Which one is it?”
  • Finally, he goes into the RFA group chat to get advice and armed with his new knowledge, goes into overdrive
  • He goes to the convenience store nearby and comes home laden with shit
  • Gets them throat drops, tea, some soup, a magazine with Jumin on it (because he looks stupid), a silly looking cat plushie, everything
  • Then, when MC can finally sleep, he just smiles and curls up with them and naps


  • But she also doesn’t want to get sick herself so she takes immune system pills and multivitamins and shit so she doesn’t get sick
  • Literally knows how to take care of someone perfectly but it’s only because she’s done research on it because she never takes care of herself
  • Gets MC medicine, tea with honey, a blanket, and puts vaporub on their chest (blushes and looks away b/c she’s a cutie)
  • Anything MC asks for anything, Jaehee is there to help them 
  • Has a bunch of extra kleenex for them and brings them to MC
  • But then she uses hand sanitizer to stay germ free
  • Actually makes homemade soup for MC and brings it to them, feeding them for a few seconds before remembering that she doesn’t want to get sick
  • Says that there can’t be any cuddles because she doesn’t want to get sick
  • But MC looks so cute and sad there and she is Weak so she can’t resist a quick five minute cuddle session
  • The two end up falling asleep leaning against each other
  • (Jaehee ends up getting sick and the two suffer together)


  • Honestly this poor child has no idea what to do at first
  • MC is like, “It’s fine, you don’t have to help me. I’ll just get some soup and fall asleep!”
  • But he follows them to the kitchen, gently pushes them into a chair and says, “Just tell me what to do, okay?” with a cute lil blush
  • So MC asks for the chicken noodle soup (”The one with the stars in it…” “Oh, so not the one with dinosaur shapes?” “…no, that one.”) 
  • Reading directions isn’t that hard to do, so while the soup is being made, he makes tea because he knows how to do that
  • It was one of the first things he did for himself for coping skills and self care
  • “My throat hurts,” MC whines, and he looks down into the tea, remembering that he read somewhere that honey helps 
  • So he puts some honey in it and gives it to MC, frowning because he’s focusing so hard
  • Ends up putting MC on the couch, putting a blanket on their shoulders and leaning down to kiss their forehead
  • Almost screams because their forehead is so warm
  • But he calms down and gets them soup and by the time he comes back out with the finished soup, MC is asleep
  • With a smile, he gently moves them so that they’re more comfortable and kisses their forehead again, going to put the soup in a Tupperware for later

Admin MP


  • Zen doesn’t really ever take care of himself when he is sick?
  • Like he just suffers through it and hopes for the best
  • But as most people know he is VERY protective
  • So when MC calls him and tell him that they are sick
  • He rushes over there right away!
  • Because he has no idea what he is doing he just asks MC what they need
  • “Do you need something to eat? I’ll get it! Oh here is some water too! I’ll run to store and get you some meds!”
  • He would wait on them hand and foot
  • He would end up getting sick with them
  • They suffer together
  • (Me: *Tells MP what I wrote for this
  • MP: I wrote the same thing for Jaehee
  • Me: Welp)


  • This man has never sick in his whole goddamn life
  • And he really take pride in that fact
  • He also is never been good at taking care of people
  • “Jumin I’m getting sick.”
  • Jumin would go to the other side of the room
  • “MC I love you but stay away from me”
  • He would say that as he covered his mouth
  • But later on Jumin would feel bad that he was a little mean to MC
  • So as they are laying in their “death bed” as they have come to call it
  • He is trying his BEST honestly
  • He would read to them while they tried to get some sleep
  • And would make sure that the staff brought their food, water, and meds all on time
  • All while wearing a medical mask


  • V would be very helpful for MC
  • He would get them EVERYTHING they ask for
  • Even at the cost of his own health
  • Hell if MC wants him to cuddle and kiss the sickness away
  • You bet your sweet ass that he would
  • He is right beside them the whole time they are sick
  • Even if it is just a 24 hour bug
  • He never leaves their side

Admin Rina ;3c

*why can’t i feel, g?
*… Feel what?
*……… anything

don’t tag sans as me/kin

I like the fact that, even though bromalgamate is a saddish au, it’s not like… or at least I don’t view it like sans and papyrus can no longer do anything they enjoy and/or are good at

sans and papyrus are still two very strong and intelligent individuals, being bromalgamate does not depreciate that.  They may find difficulty interacting with the world due to being a slimy mess, but they haven’t stopped being who they are.  Sans still loves science and probably helps Alphys with her experiments, Papyrus still hangs out with his friends.  They don’t want people to feel sorry for them because the pity doesn’t help anything, and it almost feels demeaning when people act like they’re dead because they are an amalgamate now like… they’re not dead or lost.  They’re right here.  Sans and Papyrus are right here, they’re just together now.  Just because it’s different and scary doesn’t mean it’s all bad.