i'm dreamin'

I'm Dreamin'
Christopher Williams
I'm Dreamin'

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

If I’m dreaming

Then just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

If I’m dreaming

Just leave me on my own

Turn off the lights

And unplug the phone

I can’t get over

The fact that I’m with you

Now that I have you

I don’t know what to do

Girl, if I’m dreaming

I’m dreaming ‘bout you

About the things

That I like to do

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, don’t wake me

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, I’m dreaming 'bout you

If I’m dreaming

Just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

If I’m dreaming

Just leave me alone

Turn off the lights

And unplug the phone

I’ve been waiting

For such a long time

For you to say

That you would be mine

Now that you’re here

Here by my side

I can’t control the way

That I feel inside

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, don’t wake me

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, I’m dreaming 'bout you

If I’m dreaming

Just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

If I’m dreaming

Just leave me alone

Turn off the lights

And unplug the phone

If I’m dreaming about you

Let’s make this dream come true

If I’m dreaming about you

Let’s make this dream of love come true

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, don’t wake me

Don’t wake me, I’m dreaming

Girl, I’m dreaming 'bout you

If I’m dreaming

Just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

If I’m dreaming

Then leave me alone

Turn off the lights

And unplug the phone

If I’m dreaming

Then just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

This dream is just

Just you and me

If I’m dreaming, ooh hoo

I can’t sleep dreaming about you

(Dreaming, dreaming)

If I’m dreaming

Then just let me sleep

Don’t wake me up

Till my dream is complete

If I’m dreaming

Then leave me alone

Turn off the lights

And unplug the phone

If I’m dreaming

If I’m dreaming

If I’m dreaming

It’s a slow day at work and then I remembered the scene from “For A Few Dollars More” where Manco’s watching Colonel Mortimer from his window with binoculars and then it reminded me of the one Taylor Swift music video and then. Well. This happened.

youtube

why have i never seen this before

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS 

 i wish you a lot of fucking happiness and i hope you spend your special day doing things that make you giddy n’ all. Happy Birthday, you non-perfect square, you.

my perfect person is someone who has no issue sitting around all night watching stupid movies or tv shows on netflix, completely content laying on my couch eating garbage food and cuddling with my cats. i want someone who is protective over me, a person whose blood boils when someone even looks at me with intent, someone who reassures me that he is mine and i am his completely. i want transparency. i want someone who will wake up with me every morning and linger as long as possible because they don’t want to leave my side. i want someone who makes me feel beautiful and wanted all the time. i want someone who gets my humor and understands my struggles. i want someone as dark as i am, and someone as ridiculous as i am. i want someone who will ride out the pains of life with me, whether they’re going through the same things or not. i want someone to just enjoy life with. i could go on and on until this post is longer than any book ever written but it’s 2am and i’m tired.

i’ve been with someone for 3 years and i don’t have any of that and tonight is one of those nights where i question why i literally torture myself by staying in situations where i’m not happy constantly.