i'm crying i can't do this right now

They met up over winter break.

Kei’s trying his best to school a face of indifference but he can’t because Kuroo’s here and Kuroo’s standing right next to me and Kuroo’s taking a selfie with me and Kuroo and Kuroo and

I apologize for the delay! I started this about two weeks ago, but then I suddenly got really, really into needle knitting and neglected to work on it (I am currently donning my freshly knit teal garter-stitch scarf I named Orange. I am content and currently in the middle of a cream-coloured mistake-stitch scarf (◡‿◡✿)). 

I drew this in celebration of my city finally getting some epic snowfall. I’m so excited for the holidays!

I used FireAlpaca to make this! Thank you to the anon who recommended this software to me ( ˘ ³˘)♥, I quite like it.

Thank you reading and uh, looking at my drawing teehee

I am experiencing severe counter-transference from this episode so I can’t get super meta like I usually do. However, I just want to say something really important about Yuuri.

For the first time, he didn’t skate for the audience. He also didn’t skate for Viktor, the coach. For the first time, Yuuri truly skated for himself for the sake of Viktor as a human

After his cathartic purge in the garage, Yuuri reached deep into himself, his raw and hurting and unbelieving self, and said, “You are strong. You are amazing. You will win this.” Yuuri is admitting that Viktor is probably not the best coach for him, but you know what? Viktor is a human. He has limitations. He’s not the perfect idol that Yuuri looked up to since he was 12-years old. Viktor held him this entire time, helped him grow his self-efficacy and confidence and met Yuuri wherever he was mentally, but past all of this? It’s not up to Viktor anymore. He can’t do everything for Yuuri, no matter how badly they both want it. Now, all Viktor can do is stand at the finish line, waiting with open arms, and it is Yuuri’s turn to meet him where he is.

i feel like every time i procrastinate on an assignment or whatever there is always a switch that flips where i go from relatively calm about the deadline to freaking out that i won’t get it done in time in .5 seconds

like it’s either ‘it’s fine, i have plenty of time until this is due, i can relax for a while, teach myself how to cross stitch, climb a mountain, raise a few kids, submit my taxes, just really experience LIFE, u know?’ and then suddenly without a warning it turns into ‘IF I DO NOT START THIS IMMEDIATELY I WILL FAIL AND MY ENTIRE FAMILY WILL DIE’ 

there is no grace period, there is no in between, i’m either incredibly calm to the point of boredom or i am crying and cursing the day i was born

I feel really weird right now.

Everyone else in the Cars fandom is getting hyped about that sneak peek from the tour and giving details about what it’ll be about 

and yet

I’m over here with no plans to watch the sneak peek or clips beyond new trailers and tv spots cause I desperately want to avoid spoilers for this movie - like, I want to go into this movie as blind as possible so I can laugh and cry and experience everything in action

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HOW THE FUCK?! WHY THE FUCK?! 

NOT EVEN A WEEK AGO I PUT OUT A THING SAYING HOW I 10 AWAY FROM 50 SUBS, NOW I’M ONLY 2 AWAY?! (it’s been 3 days)

You all are incredible! This makes me so happy, I can’t even begin to explain it. I don’t know what you guys are doing but I love it! I love you guys! Sereiously! i woke up feeling pretty shitty and this just turned my mood around! I screamed so loud I scared my cat. He is currently looking around the house for the reason I screamed. xD

Why isn’t Castiel treated better? 

Why don’t Sam and Dean call him? Why don’t they ask him how he’s doing? Why don’t they invite him over for movie night or poker night? Why don’t they let him live in the bunker? Why don’t they tell him thank you? Why does Cas have to be pushed aside in favor of the Winchesters all of the time? Why don’t Sam and Dean help him? 

He’s done so much for them. 

He’s died for them. He’s blown himself up for them. He’s give up everything for them. Everything. Everyfuckingthing. 

But they won’t help him. 

It took two seasons to finally get Castiel’s Grace back, but Sam and Dean never helped him. There was never real concern with Castiel’s dying vessel. It’s like that didn’t even matter and was simply an afterthought. 

When Charlie smiled at Cas and Cas smiled back, it was just so heartbreaking. When does he ever get a smile from someone so happy to see him? When does he ever get a hug just because that person really wanted to give him one? The answer is never. Cas just… all he gets is pain and it isn’t fair. 

For someone that is meant to be a part of the Winchester family, and supposed matter to them, and supposedly Dean needs him… he’s treated awfully like a stranger and I’m just so worried that he’s turned into a plot device and for someone who really loves Castiel, who looks up to him, and he’s their favorite character… it just really hurts to see him treated so badly. And to have your favorite character made into seemingly a fucking convenient plot device, after so much development in the past, it feels like crap. It feels like Castiel fans don’t matter to the writers or to the fandom at all. As if simply by loving Castiel we are inferior and that isn’t fair. 

It’s not fair to us. 

It’s not fair to Misha. 

He puts so much work into Cas and to have him being more or less phased away is just the rotted cherry on top of a pile of shit. 

Why can’t Castiel be treated with the respect and love he deserves? 

have you ever just been complimented once and you totally break down and nearly cry because wow…. overwhelmed right now this is new and I’m an emotional wreck

  • me: [watches fetus 5sos videos]
  • me: [watches recent 5sos videos]
  • me: [starts crying]
  • Friend: The new chapter of 19 days is out. So, are you okay now?
  • Me: How can I be okay. Jian Yi woke up with swollen eyes and kissed his jacket right away as if to make sure that Zheng Xi's scent is still there. And he cried when got a message from Zheng Xi who wanted to meet him..Crying Jian Yi is not good for my heart you knowww.What should I do. What is going to happen when they meet. Are they going to kiss or what. oh my god.my life.
  • Friend: Dude..
lovingnixon replied to your post “MY FRIEND JUST CALLED ME SAYING KLAUS SENT CAROLINE A LETTER AND…”

YES

kcalbsuiris replied to your post “MY FRIEND JUST CALLED ME SAYING KLAUS SENT CAROLINE A LETTER AND…”

r story) Dearest Caroline I have often imagined the paths your life might take, but your chosen future is more noble than i ever fathomed. Please accept this contribution to your virtuous cause. I do look forward to thanking you in person, someday… However long it takes. Yours, Klaus

ssklaroline replied to your post “MY FRIEND JUST CALLED ME SAYING KLAUS SENT CAROLINE A LETTER AND…”

SO TRUE!!!! He told her how proud of her he was, that he can’t wait to see her…However long it takes, Fondly, KLAUS!!!!!!!

lowkey i want to cry like

i’m really drowsy for no reason and it doesn’t matter how much sleep i get. i know the reason why it’s happening, probably an iron deficiency, but like. i don’t have money to get iron pills rip and i’m just!!

v frustrated and want to not be sleepy so i can actually enjoy my day and fucking write and. i’m just v frustrated

So I decided it was finally time to make my first follow forever!!  ヽ(‘ ∇‘ )ノ I hit 1k a couple of months ago so I thought it was about time to make one.
I’m just gonna go right ahead and add the urls. I want to thank everyone for following me and keeping up with my multifandom mess. ;u; Ily. ♥ (also sorry for this super lame edit I have no ps skills as you can tell)

p.s if we’re mutuals but you don’t see your url here please let me know! I’m very forgetful and have probably forgotten a lot of urls.  ヽ(゚Д゚)ノ so please don’t hesitate to let me know so I can add your url!

bold = mutuals

# - D

9muses - 12fools - ambersgf  - asdfghobi - aiyuji - beastdw - boahani - bngtun - blondejongin - byunghunny - bigbnags - bwiyomi - bapquality - bangsojin - bap-ftw - bts - chittenphon - c-crowned - chenshit - chenrrerorocher - cupcaketao - chanshic - duizhangdeluxe - duizhang-can-fly - do-me-kris - daisynous 

E - I

exorgy - eulgi - femaleidols - femaleidol - fortheloveofgodfrey - fotonci - girl-groups - galaxychen - girlsd4y - gunwoah - girlsdaytv - himdaes - hyyeris - hyeriizen - hyuneong - hheungtan - henliilau - han-sanghyuks-nose - heart-ballad - hoesoks - hobi- - hugtae - hobaer - iamnevertheone - illegalkai - incendio - infinitblaq - icky-ricky - idekgifs - ilytd - iyokans - ibmariji - ilovtao - itsgirlsday 

J - N

jooncherry - jinned - jhopies - j-hopegifs  - jungkooksarms - jhop - jngn-km - joa-yo - joonheong - jininana - jinyounique - jyonmin - jimblesparade - jiwwon - kimsjongdae - kimsoowon - kaibility - kaishairylegs - kaidotkr - kkahii - kim-yoobin - koiyomi - ky-ngsoo - kwiyeolmi - linheys - ludeerbambi - littlehailang  - mjwatson - maggins - mminseok - mouthful-of-minseok - minseoxual - moonhyunaa - mercydel - minahsday - mumoos - mamamoos - myblondebias  - nalizzy - namstar - namgyusoo - nerdsuho - newsuny - nugu-s - ninichu

O - S

ohbaekhyuns - ot5velvet - ohseungri - orange-sandeul - purpleuhan - pangguk - pcyz - pabora - parkkyungris - qirlsdayy - rookies- - redvlvets - ryu-sera - rxxbinc - syubtae - syubbie - seungripls - sefuns - secrethideoutme - seasalt-lattae - sotaehyung - sojines - soyng - seunqyoun - snowmons - shinwoos - svgapop - sehunscrotch - shabbitable

T - X

teentoping - topkun - theseulgis - tiffanyhwangz - tsonamoo - tttttae - taonsil - uniqot5 - unbleachedkai - unbleachedtao - vvu-yi-fanvisualkpop - vuyifan - wooyoung - wooyefanwuyifanxing - wooribin ♥ - wendeu - wufanz - wow-bigbang-baby - xiumania - xiundeer - xiuminsdreams - xingtokki - xuanjoo 

Y - Z

yoonkooksyeollovemebaek - yourtypicalasianfangirl - yoongimme - yg-boys - youngmineekkeo - zitao-vevo  

Oh my gosh thank you everyone for making this day just so great! I’ve had a really crappy week and I’m really stressed but thank you so much for everything. Whether it was showing up to the stream, making me laugh, letting me geek out, drawing me things or anything you have done or are doing for me. I’m so happy right now and I can’t thank you enough for it. Thank you for turning my week around!