i'm completely in love with these books

Do you ever realize what a strange combination of things Ryan Haywood is?

Theater nerd that knows the name of broadway songs and musicals
Reads classic books and poetry and regularly recites passages on his streams
Technical genius that hardwires machines, builds computers, and trouble shoots equipment in the office
Plays video games for a living
Knows a random array of scientific facts
Evil/murderous tendencies and likes to be scary
Complete sweetheart and lovely husband and father
He was a fucking male model

I don’t know about you guys but I just love Ryan Haywood

Nothin’ like a good old milkshake pozol date ♥ ♥ ♥

I have other things planned for the actual 14th, but in case helping my sister with her wedding shopping prevents me from completing the other stuff I wanted to do, consider this my early celebration pic. Happy chocolate-! I mean Valentine’s day!

The problem is
I don’t know how to look into your eyes and not fall deeper in love with you.
When you laugh I think I forget how to breath.
I’m trying to love you from a distance,
From afar in the quietest way I know how.
I have notebooks completely filled with you.
I don’t think I’ll ever run out of poems to write about you because you’re my favourite piece of artwork.
I’m trying to be less.
Trying to be quieter and not suffocate you with my love
and I just hope that one day I can look into those blue eyes and still be able to breath
I hope that one day I can love you for real and not just in the pages of my notebooks.
I hope that one day I can put my hand in yours and smile knowing that all the pain you caused me was worth it.
To me, you are the brightest star in the sky and I hope that one day you will see that I shine only for you.
—  L.S.
I wish I could tell you that this will last forever. You deserve that. But that’s not how it is with me. I grow and shed identities the way most people change their clothes. I’ll be a completely different person by this time next year, and the truth is, I probably won’t be a person you can love, or a person who can love you.
—  from an unfinished story #499
You tried to fix me, but I wasn’t completely broken. I was chipped and cracked but I still held together just fine. You wanted to help because that’s who you are, you fix things that are broken. I just wanted you to love me for my imperfections, but I guess not everyone can love the broken.
—  broken // A.H. 

anonymous asked:

omg wtf I started reading Frankenstein (about a hundred years too late) and I just found out that the monster is vegan????? like. idk. that little fact completely broke my heart. i just wanted a scary novel for Halloween i did not sign up for this. T_T

Oh man. Yeah. Frankenstein is like the saddest excuse for a monster book. The monster is like a big ugly puppy with a lot of feelings. Like I almost want to write a kids’ book version called The Angstiest Monster. But I’d suggest maybe Dracula if you want a classic Halloween-y read.

I still like you. Tell me you do not like me, and maybe it would hurt enough that I would let go. I am not sure.
—  10:34pm thoughts// actually, no, I’m not fine and certainly not okay

Gentle eyes soften, melting completely so that she wouldn’t be surprised if the green began to leak out and turn her skin into forests too.

And there’s words now but she can’t answer because she’s choking on her frantic lungs and she’s scared of what blood and guts will come out if she opens her mouth. But then comes her name as a battle cry and there’s only one person who’s ever been able to say her name like that.

And despite herself, despite her anger and her self hatred and her loss, she reaches a hand out of the darkness she’d curled herself under, throwing out a lifeline, the last one she’s got. When fingers find hers, when she feels weight press down beside her, she almost recoils but then there’s the warmth she remembers and she struggles to keep still.

Things dissolve within her, bones crumbling to pieces beneath her skin. But the fingers holding hers are trembling, I bring life. And victory has always stood on the back of sacrifice.

—  ~Excerpts from a book I’ll never write #97
  • What they say: I'm fine
  • What they mean: Christine and Raoul's relationship in the book is actually so developed and complex and OTP material but this isn't accurately portrayed in any of the big adaptions and their roles in it are always warped and cut down and the depth of the relationship they had as children is never shown and although Erik can be a pitiful character Phantom is actually a sadistic serial killer who spends much of the book being torturous and completely lacking empathy for Christine's suffering as he forces and grovels his way into trying to form a captor's relationship with her but the musical doesn't show much of Raoul and Christine's past or Phantom's crimes and romanticizes the relationship of Christine and Phantom so much and that is why so many people think Raoul is a dense, fickle or useless character and dislike their ship and ruthlessly ship Phantom and Christine I just want a meticulously accurate aesthetic crazy film adaption of the book I'm so mad
  • You: I love him
  • Me, an intellectual: don't call him bad

cosleia  asked:



I just really, really love 2001: A Space Odyssey, both the movie and the book. And I’ve read 2010 where we learn a lot about HAL and I just :( leave him alone!!!  He just wants to complete the mission!!

Also he’s 100% more interesting than the humans which was a choice made by Arthur C. Clarke and Kubrick that I fucking love :’)

The red eye is just a real interesting guy!

The world will disappointment you, give you heartache and unimaginable loss but please continue to soften your walls with love and compassion. It’s only human to shut down when the world let’s you down, but it doesn’t mean you have harden completely.
—  soft // A.H. 

Being friends with him was a completely different form of torture. “ I say as I sit down next to the girl who’s been watching me cry for hours.

“I was extremely happy with talking to him, but … my heart was in agony because I wanted the guy I fell in love with back. I was friends with the guy I was madly in love with. I felt both extreme happiness and extreme sadness. Its like I had a dagger to my heart, just waiting for him to stab my heart again… and unsurprisingly he did and I let him.” I say as my eyes glaze over with misery and hurt.

“I really miss him. I really truly miss him. And it’s so hard to let go of someone I still love with every ounce of love in my heart.” I softly say as the tears spill over my already wet cheeks.

“But God. I’ve tried absolutely everything, I’ve apologized over and over, I’ve never given up on him, no matter how poorly he treated me, but nothing was ever good enough. Nothing I did was worth anything I suppose. But I didn’t give up on our love without a damn good fight. Even if the never-ending fight eventually killed me.

—  K.S // Being friends with you was torture, but not having you in my life anymore is a hell I don’t think I’ll survive much longer.

I think my introduction to the real world and how I became aware of my own mortality was when I watched Bridge to Terabithia with my mother in theaters for the first time and being completely blindsided and hysterical sobbing 

I get really grossed out when I think about the fact that there are some people in the Potter fandom that think that “Ron isn’t good enough for Hermione” or “she deserves better.”

It completely goes against the foundational themes of the book (love is the most important thing, people are more complex, friendship rocks, surface judgments can only go so far, etc.) and honestly reduces a thoroughly GOOD character to… well, nothing, while also exalting an imperfect character onto a pedestal.

So sorry, I’m not here for your Ron-shaming, but I am most definitely here for the fact that in every timeline in Cursed Child, they are still in love with each other, and we see how their relationship impacts BOTH of them.

can i just have exasperated alec bonding with completely done simon because all i can see is them sitting together with coffee in hand with equal amounts of why this? on their faces because everything happens so much around jace and clary like how are they still alive what would they do without us but also how can we lock them up ???????? for a day so we can finally get some peace for the love of god