i'm breaking my heart all over again

i miss being loved. i miss sleeping next to someone. i miss being kissed. i miss sharing so much love & passion between me & someone else. i miss feeling that surge of energy you get when you kiss/make love with someone you’re so in love with.

i miss you


My heart cannot handle Nobunaga’s sequel! I’m at the last checkpoint where I can choose the divine or noble end (I always do divine first). This entire time I was really not happy with it (Nobunaga’s attitude was pissing me off) and then we get to the last part right before the end and WHAT THE HECK MAN!? This is some really really sad stuff! I came prepared for what was going to happen but I still can’t handle it! This really really sucks, why would you want to kill a main character in the first two years anyway…I don’t think I’m gonna be able to handle anyone else’s sequels if they are all this sad! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Originally posted by kasugano

Angsty Starters
  • "This house doesn't feel like a home anymore. It feels... empty. And hollow"
  • "When you say that you love me I don't believe it"
  • "You're standing there watching as my heart breaks for you and you're doing nothing!"
  • "I'm giving up on you"
  • "I'm done with you"
  • "I'm done with letting you break my heart over and over again"
  • "I'm done with crying myself to sleep every night"
  • "I've cried all my tears for you and now... there's none left"
  • "I don't want to be in love with you"
  • "I don't want to be in a love with a man/woman who is watching as my heart breaks for him/her and does nothing about it"
  • "If I needed you, would you even try to save me?"
  • "You would let me walk away without a fight? You coward"
  • "I gave you my everything... and you don't even care"
  • "I would die for you but you.... you wouldn't even cry for me if I did"

Noragami is breaking my heart all over again!!! I think Yato cut his ties with Hiyori!!! Excuse me, while I go sob.

Also, maybe someone can answer this but why couldn’t Kazuma do the spell on Kugaha? We know it isn’t cause Kugaha has another name (and is a stray). My thought was that Kugaha didn’t accept Bishamon as his master and thus rejects the name so that’s why the spell didn’t work??? Maybe someone else knows.

long distance relationship au w/ snapchats, texts, skype call threads, lil struggles here and there bc trust issues and problems bc long distance, and then finally, finally meeting up for the first time followed by lil arguments that they forget about ten minutes later bc they’re so !!infatuated!! with each other, not to mention a lot of cuddles and basically lots and lots of heart eyes whispers we gotta have angst too but we can come up w/ smth ok?? ok and then the sad departure at the airport and skype calls and all that sad jazz all over again and maybe they break up at some point bc one of them can’t take it and thinks the other is cheating on them or w/e wow pretty pls i need this in my life bc long distance relationship aus are the best sobs!!


You’re looking at shapes in the clouds and you’re trying to turn them into things. And every time you do this you drag me into it too. Because - because you know I want to see them too. You know that I need to see them as much as you do. And every time I do…it breaks my heart into pieces all over again. I’m not as strong as you. I can’t survive in a nightmare the way that you do. I have to try and live.

sacchariwrites  asked:

*After Viktor and Yuuri enter a proper relationship* Chris: "I'm so happy for you Viktor! And Yuuri... don't forget I still have all of those photos, and if you break his heart I will post them all over the internet. All of them."

Chris has the blackmail on Yuuri if he broke Viktor’s heart, Phichit would just straight up murder Viktor with his own ice skate if he broke Yuuri’s heart again. The shovel talk from those two would be pretty spectacular!

I'm fine

I’m fine

I fill myself with coffee
I tow the part line
I push down the fear
Through gritted teeth
“I’m fine”

I don’t deal with anxiety
I’ve learned to compartmentalise
Until it over flows
The Fear
Now I’m Paralysed

There is too much for the senses
Too much noise within
Too much future
That I’m scared of being in

I break out of the room
All sweaty and pale
Tortured by pride
Again I have failed.

Then it subsides
My heart rate comes down
I don a fake smile
That I wear like a crown.

I go back to being “me”
Tormented secrets drowned
I pick up the pen
Some solace is found

Words for Elysium 2015 ©


honestly people are still so bitter about the whole ‘steve and bucky should’ve hugged in civil war at least ONCE!1!!!1!!’ and don’t get me wrong i am too but unpopular opinion: for some reason i feel like it made some what of sense?

and no, i don’t think steve didn’t hug bucky bc bucky has ptsd. i think steve didn’t hug bucky bc he didn’t have it in himself. i mean look at the previous movies. literally from the beginning of cap 1, buck’s always been the closer one… in the sense that he goes out of his way to be around with steve, to make sure he’s happy, to pull him close, almost like ‘you are MINE STEVIE!!1!!’ whether it’s in a back alley or at a science convention - whatever. it’s always buck trying to reach out to steve and almost always steve pushing him away. steve was never the softie in the first place. even when bucky gets captured and steve rescues him, buck’s more concerned about steve than himself, and when he tries to question him all steve does is joke and be vague about the whole captain america thing

when steve’s mom dies, bucky offers to share his house with steve. his home. talk about grand gestures. and what does steve do? outright rejects him. almost like a little boy trying to prove how big and strong he is. and with an annoyed sigh buck reminds him that it’s not his capabilities that he’s doubting, he just wants steve to be happy (while being close to him preferably)

i’m not saying steve didn’t love buck, oh no to steve, buck was his entire world obviously pfft but steve didn’t know how to properly express his love without… feeling small. and now, after all this time, when he’s finally got his whole world handed back to him, no matter how battered and bruised, of course steve sees it as nothing short of perfect. but now his world sees himself as unworthy and undeserving and steve? he doesn’t know what to do. he’s not been in this position before. he didn’t spend his time trying to make his best friend feel better back then all he did was be a sassy lil angry young man. he’s trying to be gentle and finding the right words to say. in the plane, when bucky says he doesn’t feel like he’s worth all of this steve probably goes through a million responses in his head before he replies. he’s shielding his face, he can’t even look at buck. he’s trying so hard to be what bucky was to him back then, when steve needed him. he tries to remind buck of older memories and when buck smiles it probably lights up steve’s whole world. but steve has absolutely no idea what to do from there. i’m pretty sure he wants to hug him like every second he looks at him but steve isn’t sure if he has it in himself. a hand on the shoulder seems like the safer option bc buck nods and that lets him know that steve’s always gonna be there for him.

tbh i felt like the end credits scene was a literal setup for a good long hug and when it didn’t happen i was super disappointed but their faces were so sad i felt like if steve reaches out to him at this moment either him or buck or both of them would not be able to hold back their tears. maybe buck wouldn’t mind that. but steve sure as hell would. the last time he cried was when he lost buck, silently hidden away in an alley, out of sight. and although the decision pains him immensely, he wants buck to choose freely for once in all these years, and can’t let buck know that it would break him to lose him again which is why steve should’ve crawled beside buck so they could be popsicles together goddammit 

My heart breaks every time I see you nowadays.
I can’t just get over you and move on.
Your face brings back the memories of happy days,
And I fall in love all over again.
But then you see me looking, and turn away without a smile.
You scorn me every time,
And every time my heart breaks a little more
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write // every time

Smile though your heart is aching, smile even though it’s breaking.

When there are clouds in the sky you’ll get by if you smile through your pain and sorrow.

Smile, and maybe tomorrow you’ll see the sun come shining through for you.

Guys… Lately, with all the Naruto episodes and all the countdown for the end; my heart is breaking all over again… I’m gonna miss the anime so much, and I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. And when I think the whole fandom might disappear, then I can’t help but cry.

Can you promise me never to leave the fandom?

I don’t wanna see it going away either… My heart won’t survive it! T.T

I'm a Bad Ex-Boyfriend
  • Me: I'm just having pizza
  • Ex-Girlfriend: What?? And no invite??
  • Me: Nope, this pizza is all mine
  • Ex: Wow, you broke my heart that loves pizza
  • Me: I guess I just keep breaking your heart over and over again
  • Me: ...
  • Me: Fuck. I'm sorry, I didn't think that one through..

i-have-no-gender-only-rage  asked:

I'm in love-love! From the first time I saw you, I've been head over heels in love! Hee-hee! It's like my heart is stuck in a never-ending typhoon! All these feelings of love keep whipping around in my heart like the breaking waves! When typhoons rising waters come, I want to rendezvous with you on Noah's Ark! I do! I do!

Who wrote such a stupid letter?

  • TIANA: Of course, I do. I'll always hold something in my heart for him. He's the first boy I ever fell in love with. You can't love anyone that way more than once in a lifetime. The first boy is always the hardest to get over, Norah. It's just the way the world works. That first love. And the first one who breaks your heart. For me, they just happen to be the same person.
  • TIANA: I honestly don't know what I'm feeling right now.
  • TIANA: I know there's the every possibility of getting hurt again, and that's the last thing I want.

anonymous asked:

That gifset of Flint is too much! I've been watching his face do things for 28 episodes now and yet I'm never prepared when he does it again, and my heart breaks all over again.

!!! im going to sue toby stephens and his eyebrows

those eyes and facial microexpressions that betray more emotion than words or actions ever could ?????? EXCUSE ME ???what is that acting.