i'm being so lame right now

So right now I look at Luke and I’m like OMG look at u, the literal all time lad, filling out to perfection, getting girls oooooo la la and being washed of insecurities, and honestly I’m so so happy for him and happy to see that he has come out of his shell because it’s so admirable and realistically who wouldn’t be joyful for him? However there’s times like now for instance when I just miss his cute little dorky baby face, his nervous smile, the lip ring, the lip BITE, and just his shyness in general like when he used to be insecure about his body and taking his shirt off. Not that I don’t like Luke now I mean good for him, getting over insecurities and so on, but I just miss 2013/2014 Luke at times yano