i'm bad at sappy words

IF I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin         
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
— 

Emily Dickinson

Hey, sometimes it’s easy to start getting down on yourself because you feel like you’re not meeting expectations, whether they’re your own or somebody else’s. It’s hard, finding meaning in the day-to-day, especially when you’re struggling with depression. I’ve always loved this poem because it’s a reminder that simply being kind, being helpful to even one creature means that you are leaving the world better than when you found it. If you make someone smile, if you help a tortoise across the road, heck, even if you’re showing the spider outside instead of killing it because you feel merciful today, you are loved and you love, and you are never living in vain.

Hello everyone! So to celebrate 1 year (and a belated 4k follower goal) on this blog, I wanted to do a follow forever. Thank you so much to everyone I’ve had the honor of speaking with and befriending, and to the content creators who bless our eyes with their  beautiful work. I’ve come to know and love so many of you, and I’m very thankful to have met you ♡

I tried to keep this list as condensed as I possibly could, my muscles are still tense from restraining on making this miles long. 

Special Mentions:

Members of @pastel17net & @jihanetwork I’ve spoken with in their respective chats. I adore talking to you all and I really love how much of (cringes) family we’ve become through our conversations. I really don’t know how bored and bitter I would be if it weren’t for you guys. I truly do appreciate and love all of you, and I’m so glad to have met you all.

@joshsua @saltyjeonghan @cutiecoups & @oo-ji / @woozai -

I REALLY don’t know what I’d do without any of you. The amount of love and comfort I have with you guys is sickening. Thank you so much for all the advice, tolerance and joy you guys bring me. I feel like each of you anchor me and I can’t even find words to convey how appreciative I am for you all. I’m so glad a 13 member meme group helped us meet. 

♡ = people I adore! (most likely people I’ve had a few conversations with)

Networks 

@95linenet  ♡ @jeonghanetwork​  ♡  @jihanetwork  ♡ @joshuasnet  ♡  @junhuinetwork@pastel17net  ♡   @pastelsvtnet   ♡  @seventeenet  

# - J

@1jh | @1scoups​ ♡    |  @95joshua ♡  | @95scoups ♡  | @adoregyus ♡ | @amillionwon | @cafewoozi  | @cinnamingyu | @chocohong | @cutiecoups ♡ | @dirty-jamjam17 | @doughkyeom​  ♡   | @doekyum  ♡ | @gyuhan-17  | @hannie-jars  ♡ | @hansvernon  ♡ | @hansolence​  ♡ | @hanwooz  | @hoon-seok | @hwashua  | @icydays  ♡ | @jeonghanii  ♡ | @jeonghanplz ♡  | @jeonwoof​  | @jeonqhan-senpai​  | @jihhoon​  ♡ | @joshsua​ ♡ | @junghan​  | @junhuidu​ 

K - S

@kiminguy  ♡ ​ | @koraenpop​ ♡   | @kueonhoshi  ♡ | @kumakookie | @leejihoonz  | @leeuji | @leeseokminnie  ♡ |  @milkgyus | @minghaou | @minghowcute | @mintgu  ♡ | @monoka | @mountean | @nilk / @taehyuug ♡  | @oo-ji  ♡ | @saltyjeonghan  ♡ | @sevuenteen | @sebuniteen@shuasoo  ♡ | @smenterslavement  ♡ | @smolgyu  ♡ | @stanjunhui ♡ | @sugarjisoo  ♡ | @svnten  ♡ | @sunqkwan   ♡

T - Z

@tbhmingyu  ♡  | @veryotl | @wonmuu  ♡ | @wonplus | @wonwvoo  ♡ | @wonhuii ♡ | @wonnhao  ♡  | @woojeez  ♡   | @woozine  | @wungyom  ♡ | @ww96 | @xuexun | @yoon-dynasty | @yoon-hong  ♡ | @yoonjunqhan  ♡ | @yoscoups  ♡