i'm bad at baby steps

AUGH. I’m SO sick of this!

I’m so sick of using my time looking at pictures and quotes on the internet. I want to take pictures! I want to go places. I want to be wise and quotable. I want to do something with myself. I want to actually live a life rather than dreaming of one. Instead of seeing places and ideas and thinking “Ohh, wouldn’t that be nice” I want to be at those places, I want to do those things. I don’t know how long I’m gonna be on this earth - I don’t want to waste it. Every moment is truly a chance to either continue down the path of doing something productive or just dreaming. I’m tired of dreaming. How do I break this freaking cycle.

I want out.