i'm at the end but i'm stalling

songs you shouldn’t mention to shawols unless you want to see them cry

MVPs: Rainy Blue

Blingers: Elevator / Skeleton Flower / I’m Sorry

Lockets: Wake Me Up When September Ends

Flamers: Kiseki

Taemints: Soldier


AU Material Gifs + Manips Pt 2

I make gifsets because I’m not confident in my writing abilities and this lets me get the story out of my head. I use random gifs like these to show details and convey the mood/emotions of the would be story (for ex: happy, sad, tense, sweetness) It’s totally up to you if you wanna use them all I ask is that you follow the rules

anonymous asked:

23f i started college super poor and my cashier job wasn't helping me pay the bills. One night my friends took me drinking and I went to the bathroom (accidentally in the guys one) and ended up in a stall with a gloryhole on each side and box where they put money in. I was so drunk that I sucked the first cock I saw w/o thinking and was instantly hooked. Plus I made a ton of money!! I'm there every night blowing and fucking strangers cocks. Call me a slut for money idc least I'm paying my bills

college kids take notes.


in truth, general levi did nothing at all to eddie winter. sometimes you have to let someone else seize the day, and sometimes the reckoning is up to you. we all stand at a crossroads sooner or later.

Alana sings some Sincerely Me

((Well, here ya go, me singing a bit like I said I would for 100 followers.

Also, that ending bit refers to my own sister, not Zoe))

anonymous asked:

I'm writing my first smut ever and it's a lot harder than it seems. I meant to write smut for ch 2 but ended up stalling so now I feel like I have to write it and I'm panicking because asdfghjkl I'm torn between doing some vanilla things or the things I actually like, but the things I actually like most people won't like. How do you manage? - oxygen anon

You can take as long as you want. Rushed writing is good but most times, it’s not the best - there’s always a lot of mistakes.
Please don’t feel bad if it takes a while, I think it took me over 2 months to write Jealousy pt.2 and most of that time was spent playing video games.

Originally posted by aestaetically

Besides, the more you prolong it - the more time you have to look over what you’ve written and think of ways to perfect it.

I’m not sure if this will help but I find I can think more freely at night.
I tend to get a lot more ideas and somehow write better.

This is at like 3-4 in the morning tho and I don’t recommend that but try relaxing and write at 11-12pm when it’s more quiet.

And about smut: Just remember there’s always others out there who wont judge and those who share the same kinks so there’s no need to worry. You write what fits you best and if anyone gives you shit, I’ll fuck them up.

Originally posted by sugasuite


I’m sad because I can’t give him an ahoge…

I know I said I wouldn’t draw him in Fates style, but I just remembered that the Roy amiibo came out, and apparently, it’s not compatible with Fire Emblem: Fates (yet). I know it’s too early to jump to conclusions that Nintendo would not end up updating the game/creating a patch that would allow compatibility with the Roy amiibo but….
….I couldn’t help myself. I wanted to draw him so badly.

anonymous asked:

Hi Calli! It's been a long time since I saw your asks open! I have just a quick question. I guess this could be a question for you and Jen because she doesn't seem to have her asks at all. Anyways, pretty generic question and one I'm sure you're tired of getting, but I'm still curious: after all of the spoilers and interviews we have gotten, do you guys think that Olicity will get back together with each other by the end of season 5? I'm scared they'll stall them again.

Hi. For the cliffhanger, do think that Oliver will be stranded on the island for all hiatus? I’m really hoping this doesn’t happen. I just really hope the cliffhanger isn’t Olicity related. I hope Olicity reunite with each other in S5 and that that isn’t left as a tease/cliffhanger. I’m tired of this game. We’ve more than paid our dues in angst. I’d been like… a year and a half.

Reading your convo and gif war with jbuffyangel was cute lol. May I ask what you’re glass half-empty about? And what do you think the cliffhanger will be?

I’m combining these three anons into one reply since they’re all so similar and arrived in my inbox within several hours of one another. While I was getting some good sleep, there was some concern happening up in here. 

Hi anon(s)! I’ve actually had my inbox open since I returned from my last little break, a couple months ago. Either people didn’t notice or didn’t want to send me stuff, I have no idea. But I’m more than happy to field questions. 

First things first: YES, I think Olicity gets back together by the end of season 5. That’s been my mantra all season long and I’ve only gotten more and more sure of it the closer we get to the end of season 5. My opinion hasn’t changed, I guess, is what I’m saying. We have paid our dues in angst. And the stall has stalled itself out, so to speak. Shows can’t spin wheels forever, eventually the audience gets frustrated and the reasons for spinning those wheels kinda break down. We’re at the end of that, I feel. 

My good friend @jbuffyangel has really gone more in depth on the reasons for believing in a reunion than I’m going to go into. So I assure you, she’s also right here with me in being all systems go for a reunion. 

Now, some of you may have seen the teasing convo she and I had on twitter last night. We’ve been having this argument for a couple weeks now and it’s entertaining and I kinda made it public without really saying what it’s about. It’s clear that maybe some might think we’re arguing about the cliffhanger. Without saying what it’s really about, I will say this: It’s NOT about the cliffhanger. No, it’s far more silly than that. 😉

To be honest, we don’t talk about the cliffhanger that much. I don’t think either of us have a clue about that but I think we both agree that we don’t feel it has to do with the Olicity reunion. Not saying it won’t involve Oliver and/or Felicity, just not their romantic status with one another. I rather feel that’ll be settled in 5x22, actually, leaving the finale for other pressing matters. 

I don’t have any firm specs on what the cliffhanger actually is, but I’m also not really worried about it either. Then again, I haven’t been really worried about anything all season long, so I might be a poor barometer. I understand some are nervous and I get why. I hope you’re pleased with how it turns out, however it turns out. 

Just remember: OLICITY IS RISING. Tomorrow’s episode is just the official start of that. The reunion will likely NOT happen in 5x20 and I hope fans aren’t too disappointed when it doesn’t happen. But it will happen. We’re days away from that reunion. Isn’t that amazing? I don’t know about you guys, but I’m pretty excited about it! 

  • me: trying to work on my essay
  • brain:
  • It's a beautiful day outside.
  • Birds are singing, flowers are blooming...
  • On days like these, kids like you...
  • Should be burning in hell.
  • Turn around kid, it'd be a crime,
  • If I had to go back on the promise that I made for you,
  • so don't step over that line,
  • Or else, friend, you're gonna have a bad time.
  • But kids like you don't play by the rules,
  • And guys like me,
  • it ain't easy to be played for fools,
  • So let's go, let the room get chiller...
  • Lets go dirty brother killer.
  • Go ahead and try to hit me if you're able,
  • Guess you've figured now that mercy's off the table.
  • I can tell you're getting really sick of trying,
  • But I think you're just mad you keep dying.
  • You're not gonna win, we'll be here together,
  • Fighting in this judgement hall forever.
  • I know you just reset each time I beat ya',
  • But I'll always be right back here to meet ya'.
  • I know you're made of love, love
  • Love.
  • This is where it stops,
  • This is where it ends.
  • If you want to get past me,
  • Well, you better try again.
  • But no matter how I stall you,
  • You don't give up your attack.
  • Do you just like the feeling
  • Of your sins CRAWLING on your back?
  • Go ahead and try to hit me if you're able.
  • You should know by now that mercy's off the table.
  • Think that you can try to spare me like I'm some pawn?
  • Well, you didn't spare my brother, so GET DUNKED ON!
  • I know you made my friends all disappear,
  • But everything they cared about is why I'm here.
  • I am their mercy, I am their vengeance,
  • I know you're made of love, love
  • Love.
  • But I think I'm stronger than you.

monoyixingz  asked:

Hi mama shawol~ I'm just stopping by to get your thoughts on something that I've been thinking about for a while. I've seen numerous posts and comments analyzing where Onew ends and Jinki begins. So I'm curious, what are your thoughts on the man behind the Onew name??

Hi, sweetie pie!

*internally squeals at Mama Shawol before composing herself.* 

I kind of spoke on this with the dominant Jinki vs Submissive Onew post but the simple answer to this? 

This is Onew: 

This is Jinki:

This is Onew:

This is Jinki: 

This is Onew:

This is Jinki: 

This is Jinki trying to morph into Onew and it stalls. Or maybe he was so annoyed that this is 100% Jinki. Who knows.

The way I can kinda tell Onew from Jinki and vice versa is…I KNOW Onew, like the back of my hand. He’s predictable, even in his wild bouts on unpredictability, all of his actions are Onew-like. He’s going to smile really bright, body gags, say something funny, puns, slightly dismissive of his own self, 100% professional.

Jinki is wildly unpredictable because I have no idea WHO HE IS. We get glimpses of Jinki from time to time, when his guard is down or HE DOESN’T THINK ANYBODY IS WATCHING HIS ASS 

But other than that, the only thing we really have to go by are his members words. We know there are facets (quite possibly every single facet) of Onew that Jinki possesses (of course–Onew is a serving of Jinki, not a completely made up identity) but there aren’t many of Jinki’s facets that Onew takes on. 

But to answer the question, its always slight. Like, that one MusicCore…or maybe ShowChampion clip where Onew was participating in the interview with his members and as soon as (he thought) the cameras stopped rolling, his smile dropped and he rolled his eyes. 

Or when he spazzes when a interview includes that dumb ass “which member would you date” question or he flicks off a band member when he doesn’t realize there are cams in the studio or when we hear stories about Jinki making fun of the way Jonghyun sang JoJo and LLO. Those are the fault line between telling the two apart. Onew is imperfectly perfect because that’s who that persona strives to be. Jinki is human, isn’t perfect, doesn’t try to be perfect, doesn’t care about being perfect. He’s the nice guy next door and the asshole across the street. He’s the guy who will buy you 100 flowers and he’s the guy who will break your heart via ghosting. He’s the guy who won’t skip you in line at the airport but MIGHT cut you off on the freeway on the way to the airport 

He’s simply who Onew is when the cameras stop rolling. 

a one time thing (and other untruths) (23/24)

Captain Swan. Modern AU.

“She supposes the reason she tells him is the same reason she kept his phone number after all those weeks." 

Notes: I submitted my grad school app and finished this fic so it’s been a pretty good week, I’d say? One chapter after this, then the epilogue. Probably be posting that stuff within the next couple of days? Endings are a Big Deal so I might sorta stare at it for a bit and move around commas and parentheses before posting, so I dunno when, exactly, it’ll be up. But I hope you guys like this chapter, at least. (Side note: I’ve spent an inordinate amount of time researching baby development, reading articles like ‘your baby at 6 weeks’ and whatever, but I know there are possibly, probably some inaccuracies and I apologize.)

(Shout out to swallowedsong for looking over this and stuff.)

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            She thinks she forgot this part.

            No, scratch that. She didn’t forget.

            It’s just that last time, she was so worried about everything else when it came to having a newborn that his not sleeping through the night was hardly the largest of her concerns.

            And boy does Aidan hate sleep.

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