Why you feel sad? Your art is gonna definitely be better and better, and who know, one day it could be the job of your life or you can still doing it AND the job you wanna do one day. Keep swimming, little fish! The sea is so big and it's definitely full of possibilities.
i just… feel like i don’t enjoy drawing as much as i used to, but i hope it’s just a phase. :/ well lately i’ve been interested in things other than drawing and animes and such so yea.. i’m just rather unmotivated for the moment. i’m sure it will pass