ah thank you for reminding me i completely forgot to mention it! that one was actually a poem i did not too long ago :) here’s the thingy if you want it written down:
But perhaps the best way to describe me
Would be in the form of a watercolor painting;
Entrancing at first—
Beautiful, some may even say.
A spectacular work of art.
Yet as one would saunter up closer,
They would see
That I was simply a sloppy dab of mixing colors,
Just numerous messy strokes of varying hues.
That I was disheveled,
And that I was not,
In any way,
Spectacular at all.