This is something that I “composed” the other night. Improvising on the piano is one of the best ways of dealing with stress for me, and while doing that I came up with this combination of chords on a whim and made them into a song. I like to compose for video games, and true to that notion, this song loops, and then ends suddenly, simply because I’m not good at ending songs… I apologize for the low quality (and the weird finger snaps at the beginning; I just wanted to count myself in); I just recorded it on my phone so that I wouldn’t forget it and I thought that I would share it.
I need to get this rant out of my system. I’m just so fucking sad, angry, and frustrated. I regularly google Louis Tomlinson name, just trying to find something nice to smile about. And i’m so gutted to know that it’s so hard to find nice articles that aren’t mentioning his “private life” or belittle him. I don’t wanna know about his ex flame, his kid, or his girlfriend. I don’t wanna read about you who wanna get so much hit by talking shit about him. I wanna see his achievements, his art, his music. I wanna see him talking about the things he loves to do: performing and writing lyrics. Today, I found an article about JLY. And…fuck…it’s a super ugly review from someone who didn’t even bother to dig deeper about him. Fuck this shit. I’m so fucking angry. Like…wow…why do you write a bad article about something? Just write about the things that you love so you’re helping your faves! God…I’m just…I wanna curse. Let me do this right now on my own blog. Let me do this once.