i'll spend forever

I tend to be inherently good at stringing together a collection of syllables, in order to create something beautiful. I’m no stranger to the act of writing stories, and letters, and sonnets about the girls I claimed to love. I have described them as everything from powerful ocean waves to jaw dropping cotton candy sunsets.

But when I try to write about her, all that comes to mind is the fact that I fall asleep instantly in her arms, and that there is nowhere I’d rather be, than by her side for the remainder of my days. That I love her, in the realest and most grounded sense of the phrase. There are no misguided metaphors comparing her smile to the brightness of a thousand suns, because no matter how hard I try, she is the first girl I can’t seem to put into words.
—  What words miss
  • Enchanted: This night is sparkling
  • New Year's Day: There's glitter on the floor after the
  • party
  • Enchanted: This is me praying that this was the very first page
  • New Year's Day: Don't read the last page
  • Enchanted: 2am, who do you love?
  • New Year's Day: I want your midnights
  • Enchanted: forcing laughter
  • New Year's Day: laugh I could recognise anywhere
  • Enchanted: Don't you let it go
  • New Year's Day: Hold on to the memories, they will hold onto you
  • Enchanted: I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
  • New Year's Day: I will hold onto you
  • Enchanted: Please don't be in love with someone else
  • New Year's Day: Please don't ever become a stranger
  • Enchanted: Taylor dreaming about and yearning for a true, great love
  • New Year's Day: Taylor writing about a true, great love.
the signs as songs by Taylor Swift
  • Aries: I Almost Do
  • "I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say "Hello" to you and risk another goodbye"
  • Taurus: Mine
  • "You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter;
  • You are the best thing, that's ever been mine"
  • Gemini: Better Than Revenge
  • "I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey; You might have him but I'll always get the last word"
  • Cancer: Wildest Dreams
  • "His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room;
  • And his voice is a familiar sound, nothing lasts forever"
  • Leo: Enchanted
  • "I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
  • I was enchanted to meet you"
  • Virgo: Ours
  • "The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours"
  • Libra: New Romantics
  • "Please take my hand and please take me dancing and
  • please leave me stranded, it's so romantic"
  • Scorpio: Style
  • "And when we go crashing down, we come back every time;
  • 'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style"
  • Sagittarius: 22
  • "We're happy free confused and lonely in the best way;
  • It's miserable and magical"
  • Capricorn: Untouchable
  • "Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun;
  • And when you're close, I feel like coming undone"
  • Aquarius: That's The Way I Loved You
  • "And you were wild and crazy, just so frustrating intoxicating; Complicated, got away by some mistake and now"
  • Pisces: Teardrops On My Guitar
  • "So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light;
  • I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight"
Enchanted
  • Alec: There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
  • Same old tired, lonely place
  • Walls of insincerity
  • Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
  • All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you.
  • Isabelle: Brother dear, are you all right?
  • Clary: Shhhhhhhhh..... Let him.
  • Jace: *looks incredulous*
  • Alec: Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
  • Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
  • The playful conversation starts
  • Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
  • All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
  • Oh Magnus I was so enchanted to meet you too.
  • Magnus: *blushes* Alec.....
  • Alec: This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
  • I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
  • I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
  • I was enchanted to meet you too
  • Clary, Isabelle: *wipes tears of joy*
  • Jace: Oh you romantic weasel!
  • Magnus: *grabs him by the collar and drags him closer*
  • Cuz I've seen sparks fly whenever you smile!
  • Everyone: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
the signs as Taylor Swift lyrics
  • Aries: "Long live the walls we crashed through
  • How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
  • I was screaming long live all the magic we made
  • And bring on all the pretenders
  • One day, we will be remembered" - Long Live
  • Taurus: "Untouchable like a distant diamond sky, Mmmm
  • I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
  • I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you
  • Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
  • And when you're close I feel like coming undone" - Untouchable
  • Gemini: "I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
  • I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
  • Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world" - A Place In This World
  • Cancer: "Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
  • Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
  • And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
  • I've never been anywhere cold as you" - Cold As You
  • Leo: "Hold on, baby, you're losing it
  • The water's high, you're jumping into it
  • And letting go... and no one knows
  • That you cry, but you don't tell anyone
  • That you might not be the golden one
  • And you're tied together with a smile
  • But you're coming undone" - Tied Together With A Smile
  • Virgo: "Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
  • Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
  • People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out,
  • Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out." - Breathe
  • Libra: "This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
  • I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
  • I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
  • I was enchanted to meet you" - Enchanted
  • Scorpio: "Stood there and watched you walk away
  • From everything we had
  • But I still mean every word I said to you
  • He would try to take away my pain
  • And he just might make me smile
  • But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead" - Haunted
  • Sagittarius: "Oh, a simple complication,
  • Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
  • So many things that I wish you knew,
  • So many walls that I can't break through." - The Story of Us
  • Capricorn: "It was a few years later, I showed up here.
  • And they still tell the legend of how you disappeared,
  • How you took the money and your dignity, and got the hell out.
  • They say you bought a bunch of land somewhere,
  • Chose the Rose Garden over Madison Square,
  • And it took some time, but I understand it now." - The Lucky One
  • Aquarius: "This is the last time I'm asking you this,
  • Put my name at the top of your list,
  • This is the last time I'm asking you why,
  • You break my heart in the blink of an eye." - The Last Time
  • Pisces: "And you throw your head back laughing like a little kid
  • I think it's strange that you think I'm funny 'cause he never did
  • I've been spending the last eight months
  • Thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end
  • But on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again" - Begin Again