i'll probably never write this

You said there can’t be freedom
for the lovers,
But please set my chains loose.
All I wanted all my life was to be wanted,
But you’ve taught me to stay away from you.
—  V.B.//and so I will

Hey, it’s me. You probably don’t want to hear from me, but this is the last time. Promise. Just hear me out, okay? You and me, one last time down memory lane.

I’m sorry how everything turned out, how we can’t even keep a text conversation past ‘how are you’ and 'good.’ How everything seems to be tainted by some ulterior motive, and everything feels like heartbreak. But I don’t regret any of the time spent with you, and I hope you don’t regret any of the talks we had until 3AM or our friendship.

I hope you know that even though we can’t look at each other, I’m still here for you. If you call, I’ll be on the other end of the phone. Always.

I care deeply about you, which is why this is the last time I’m calling.

—  voicemail #1 // c.h.

Queer As Folk!AU

When Credence decided to go to Babylon, the most famous gay nightclub in New York, he had only planned for it to be his one and only act of rebellion against his Ma. He had not planned to get picked up by an older, devastatingly handsome man before he even had a chance to enter the club. He definitely had not planned to lose both his virginity, and his heart, to said man in the course of a single night.

When Percival picked up a sad looking twink outside Babylon, he had only intended for the boy to be just another, fully consenting, perfectly legal, one night stand. He had not expected the boy to confess to being underage, and a fucking virgin, as they laid panting on the bed. He definitely had not expected the boy to also declare his undying love and start following him around like a lovesick puppy.

Together

Before the Battle of New York, Steve found the old files of his comrades from the war. ‘DECEASED’ the dreadful faced-red stamp he kept seeing across all of them. All of them but one. The ache in his heart transformed into the shocking hope of the prospect to see her again. Peggy was still alive. Still alive. The words didn’t exactly registered in his brain but his eyes were already scanning the document to find an current address. There was none. Nothing since 1958. No MIA mentioned, no transfer. It’s like she vanished. Fury came along to offer him a mission the following day.

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Sometimes, I think of you and I look forward.
I look forward to a bright future.
I look forward to holding your hand and leaning my head against your shoulder.
I look forward to days when you’re only a kiss away.
I look forward to days when I can rest my head against your heart and it will race because I will still make you a little nervous.
I look forward to the deep conversations where we talk about everything and I will ask you way too many questions because I love hearing your voice. I love hearing what you think. I love you.


Sometimes, I think of you and I remember.
I remember my heart breaking.
I remember holding your hand and feeling scared.
I remember all the times we were on the phone and you said you wish you could kiss me.
I remember when you hugged me so tight and my heart was racing because you made me extremely nervous.
I remember the late night conversations we used to have where soft whispers filled the air and sleep filled our eyes.
I remember the time you said my name and took a deep breath before saying you loved me.
I remember my heart breaking when you changed your mind.

Sometimes, I think of you and I’m confused.
I’m confused about where I stand with you.
I’m confused about what we’re doing.
I’m confused about what you want, what I want.
I’m confused because I want everything with you, but at the same time, nothing at all.

I need to make up my mind.

-Wandering-thoughts-lost-voice

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A mermaid AU!!

Okay, so let my imagination run wild, but this is what I imagine:

Mika is a young “merboy" who sometimes hangs out on the surface of a secluded shore. Incidentally, Yuu finds Mika’s spot purely by accident because he needed a quiet place to read and be by himself, until Mika unexpectedly pokes his head out of the water only to find this weird, adorable human thing sitting on HIS rock–clearly his territory–. Eventually, they kind of get to know each other; at first, Yuu’s kind of freaked out that there’s a kid living in water, but they bond anyway.

Mika doesn’t know how to read, so Yuu brings books and other junk to show him, and Mika is just BLOWN away at how fascinating the surface world is. Yuu can’t swim, so Mika takes it as his responsibility to teach him and show him the wonders of the sea!! At one point, Mika gets too excited and almost drowns his Yuu-chan. They are so attached to each other.

Inspired by sophia-loves-mikayuu’s  post !

You picked up the pieces of my broken heart,
And proceeded to shatter them further,
With an intent to heal,
But fingers accustomed to chaos.
—  V.B.//you didn’t mean to break my heart
Darling, we are all made from magic, but I think you were made with a little bit of extra stardust.

Labyrinth!AU

I can bear it no longer! Goblin King! Goblin King! Wherever you may be, take this child of mine far away from me!

After yet another brutal beating at the hands of his stepmother for a mistake he did not make, Credence lashes out and wishes away his younger sister. Feeling responsible and guilty about the abduction he begs the Goblin King for the chance to win his sister back.

He is given thirteen hours to solve the magical Labyrinth and make his way to the Goblin King’s Castle, before Modesty is turned into a Goblin and cursed to spend her life in the Underworld.

Nothing is really as it seems in the land of the fae, and as Credence makes his way through the enchanted maze he must solve the place’s endless riddles and resist the tempting promises of the Goblin King.

Stuttering Adrien

I want to write a fic about Adrien having a stuttering problem. That’s why he speaks so calmly and seems so collected all the time–because he’s been to the “best” speech therapists in the world and has been working on the problem since his parents noticed it wasn’t getting better as he got older. After his mother disappeared, he was even more determined to “correct” the problem because he wanted so badly to meet his father’s expectations (it doesn’t help that his father seems to lose interest and patience when Adrien stutters, which makes him even more determined to control his speech). Ultimately, this is why he’s so put together all the time–he’s trained himself to be calm about everything, to the point where he hardly expresses himself, especially when it comes to “negative” emotions. 

He doesn’t stutter much as Chat Noir because he loves it so much and is so comfortable, and because it’s easier to get out things like jokes and puns because he used to read out loud from joke books (when he was alone) to practice not stuttering. 

It’s when he gets nervous, upset, or is caught off guard that the problem manifests. He hates it when these feelings get to him, because it takes him at least an hour of alone time and meditative breathing to get himself back under control. Which makes things somewhat difficult now that he goes to public school. Generally he can keep a pretty level head, but when something does catch him off guard, he does his best to say absolutely nothing at all. 

Chloe is, at first, the only one who knows he has the problem. And she’s fiercely protective of him when she thinks he might have an issue, and tends to talk over him–talk for him–when she thinks he needs help. Most of the time he doesn’t, but he doesn’t say anything because he knows her efforts are well-intended, even if some of the things she says in his stead are horrible. 

Nino eventually finds out (accidentally, probably something to do with a confrontation with Gabriel), which horrifies Adrien. To the point that he gets so upset and nervous that he can’t even defend himself or explain what’s happening because his stuttering gets so bad. Nino, of course (beautiful child that he is), understands what’s going on and does his best to calm Adrien down. It takes almost all afternoon for Adrien to finally collect himself, but Nino assures him that it’s cool and he doesn’t have to hide it. 

Adrien relaxes bit by bit around Nino afterward, learning that it’s nice to have someone he doesn’t have to be constantly guarded around. When they hang out alone, he slowly comes out of his shell, realizing that it’s okay to express himself because Nino doesn’t care if he fumbles for words, or if he can’t get one out at all, or if it takes him longer to get to the point. Generally, he’s fine around Nino and doesn’t have much of an issue, but if they’re goofing around, or he’s excited, or stressed, etc, the stuttering tends to crop up. 

Due to their line of work, he eventually gives himself away to Ladybug as well–probably after a particularly close call. She assures him that it’s alright, but he loves her so much that he wants to impress her, and so continues to vigorously “control” himself when they’re together. He slips up occasionally, but she never comments on it and so he’s satisfied that she probably doesn’t think the problem is that bad. He’d originally told her that he’d mostly “grown out of it,” despite that not being the case. Having lots of practice hiding it and getting rid of the condition were two completely separate things, after all. Still, he doesn’t want her to know just how bad it can get and so doesn’t divulge the information. 

He gets closer to Mari and Alya too, and there’s probably a reveal, and Adrien eventually realizes that the best way to deal with his stuttering isn’t to hide it self-consciously, but learn to be comfortable enough with himself around others to deal with it in a healthy way.

I dunno. I just like this idea XD 

how i want riarkle to get together

so it’s like mid season 4
-riley and lucas are slowly growing apart
-riley realises this isn’t the relationship she wants and there’s something missing
-so they break up
-riarkle spend a lot of time together bc farkle’s worried she’s lonely
-then riles realises her feelings for farkle soon after
-and she basically pines over farkle for months bc i love angst
-she tries to lowkey avoid farkle because she’s too overwhelmed by her feels for him
-farkle is just confused™ and wonders what he’s done wrong
-and by this time smackle and farkle are slowly growing apart bc smackle knows something is up
-they have a mutual break up tho
-but dw smackle remains unbothered bc you know mj would never hurt this gem
-riley is just an innocent overwhelmed cinnamon roll scared by her feelings
-farkle gets fed tf up with riley ignoring him and goes into bay window like riles what is going on
-riley is basically like farkle idk i just can’t do this and tells him to leave
-farkle is back to being confused af so he turns up at Maya’s at like midnight and it’s a cute brotp markle scene and Maya’s all like she fuckin likes you you nimrod
-and farkle’s like :0
-he nearly faints
-like he’s so in shock
-riley matthews likes him wtf is air
- so he goes back home and is back to being confused because how and why does riley like him
-and riley and farkle are awkward and don’t talk to each other for like 2 weeks
-maya zay lucas and smackle are like wtf is going on
- so maya and zay come up with a master plan to get them to talk to each other and admit their feelings bc brotp af and we just need more zaya interaction
-so they basically drag riley and farkle into topangas (with the help of lucas and smackle obvs) like maya and riley did in gmhs2
-and everyone basically looks at RF makes them sit down and then leaves
-and farkle’s about to leave too bc wimp af
-but Riley’s like farkle wait
-and she says farkle I have feelings for you, I don’t know when or how it happened but I do know that i always want you in my life no matter what. I don’t want anything to change between us but then again I don’t know if I could handle being just your friend anymore, I want to be more than that, I want us to be more than that.
-so by this time farkle doesn’t even know what tf to say so he just leans in
-and riles is like yayyy inside lmao
-maya zay smackle and lucas are just watching from outside and smiling
-and katy is like “i always knew ‘the farkle’ would be perfect for riley”
-and everyone is happy bc riarkle are the hottest couple to ever exist

1. You shouldn’t have apologized. You should just stay away from now on.

2. You are the closest I’ve come to loving someone and the closest I’ve come to hating someone.

3. We were a mistake I had to make.

4. The least you could’ve done is finish the apology you started. You can’t leave a message unopened for forever.

5. Miss me. That’s my last dare to you.

6. I hope you have to watch me fall in love with him. I hope you start to regret everything.

7. When I see you, my heart doesn’t jump anymore. There’s nothing here for you.

8. I’m trying not to be angry, because I haven’t figured out what I’m angry at yet.

9. I miss two things about you. You probably know what one is. Is that cruel?

10. I don’t care if it’s cruel. I haven’t been selfish enough.

—  The last ten things I will write to you– Lily Rain
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Omg Maria stop being so cute!

Now I want to write a fanfic for Fire Emblem Heroes about everyone playing hide and seek. Would anyone want to read something like that? Everyone would be in character to the best if my ability. But I would probably mess some people’s characterization a bit.

I haven’t written a fanfic since I was in the Bakugan fandom (that fanfic is on fanfiction.net give it a read if you like)

I’m werehogdog on ao3 and fanfiction.net so went I make this hide and seek fanfic I would probably post it on ao3 first and then fanfiction.net too.

It is scientifically and mathematically probable that we are not alone in the universe.

On another planet, a child is learning to talk. Thousands, millions, billions of light years away, a man is talking about the one true God. Maybe he is the same God that created our world. Or maybe there is no God, and both planets share a certain, peculiar fashion of ordering the observable universe. The stars on that planet are different, our constellations and theirs completely incomparable. Our speech, not the same, our cultures and creatures not the same. But out there somewhere, there is a child learning to talk, and they will ask the same questions we do.

—  to the edge of the universe

So Iwaizumi is used to Oikawa being confessed to, it happens all the time. And he’s heard them all. “Oikawa-san, please go out with me!” He knows it all too well. Sometimes, they’ll even ask Hajime for help on confessing their love to Oikawa. So when a rather pretty setter going by the name of Akaashi Keiji starts getting suspiciously close to them, Hajime of course assumes he’s in for his best friend.
Akaashi Keiji’s quiet, smart and honestly refreshing to be around, but Hajime’s awaiting the day that fateful question comes, “Iwaizumi-san, do you know if Oikawa-san is seeing anyone right now?”
Poor Akaashi, he thinks,
Oikawa says poor Iwa-chan, Hajime still can’t figure out why

Never feel pressured.
If you’re not comfortable,
Don’t do it.
No one controls what you do,
You’re your own person,
You’re not anyone’s property.
If they tell you “if you loved me you would.” That’s bullshit.
If they really loved you they wouldn’t force you into these things, love isn’t always physical.
If they tell you “it’s just one, it won’t harm you.” That’s bullshit.
You could react differently to them, and who knows, they might not have even tried it themselves.
If they tell you “don’t try to get into that school or job, you won’t get in.” That’s bullshit.
You know your capability and determination more than any of them, they can’t see how strong you are.
If you have your mind set on what you do and don’t want to do, don’t change it for anyone but yourself.
No one should be told how to live their lives.
—  E.B // you own your own mind