i'll never be too old to watch this movie

I miss the days of being a little kid. You could just walk up to someone and instantly become their best friend. There would be this instant click of trust and friendship, and you were playing like you’d known each other your whole five-year-long life. 

There were no fights over boys or worries about how much you weighed and you didn’t worry about which friends you could trust; you trusted all of them and they all trusted you. Everything was black and white; no moral dilemmas over a situation, no real issues. 

Now? It’s all a blurry myriad of colors, so much that I can’t decide if the resulting mess is beautiful or tragic. Sometimes, all the available choices are the wrong ones, and we can’t always fix everything with a hug or an “I’m sorry” anymore. People change and come and go, yet we all stay the same and wish that everything around us would, too. We learn to hate food and ourselves and each other because society says so. We fight over boys like the world would stop turning if we stopped fighting, and sometimes we don’t know who we can trust.

I guess this is just one of those days where I really want nothing more than to be five years old again.

—  let’s build a blanket fort and watch disney movies and drink hot chocolate with too many marshmallows, just like the old days // an excerpt from a book i’ll never write #22
5sos Sleepover
  • Luke: we need pizza and popcorn and movies and drinks-
  • Ashton: Luke calm down we've had loads of sleepover's before
  • Luke: but I want this one to be special!
  • Ashton: sigh
  • Calum: I'll order the pizza
  • Michael: ok Calvin
  • Calum: don't fucking call me that Michelle
  • Luke: OH DAMN
  • Ashton: this is getting us no where ok so Calum, go order some fucking pizza, Luke go and choose some movies and I'll come and help, and Michael-
  • Michael: WE CAN GET DRUNK!
  • Ashton: no mikey
  • Michael: why not, Luke's 18
  • Luke: WE COULD WATCH HSM
  • Calum: guys what do you want on your pizza
  • Ashton: Luke we're not watching HSM
  • Michael: beer or wine
  • Calum: guys
  • Luke: WHY NOT
  • Michael: I'm thinking wine
  • Ashton: WE'RE TOO OLD FOR IT
  • Luke: *gasp*
  • Michael: *gasp*
  • Pizza guy on phone: *gasp*
  • Beyoncé: *gasp*
  • Calum: Beyoncé's back again
  • Ariana Grande: *gasp*
  • Harry Styles: *gasp*
  • Ashton: I'm just saying
  • Michael: JUST SAYING
  • Luke: YOU'RE NEVER TO OLD FOR HSM
  • Calum: GUYS WHAT DO YOU WANT
  • Ashton: Luke we are not watching high school musical
  • Luke: please
  • Ashton: no
  • Luke: please
  • Ashton: no
  • Luke: *puppy eyes* please
  • Ashton: fine, but only because you're being an adorable fuck
  • Luke: yay
  • Michael: I'm thinking beer now
  • Calum: WHAT FUCKING PIZZA TOPPING DO YOU WANT ON YOUR GOD DAMN STUPID ASS PIZZA
  • Luke: calm your tits bro
  • Ashton: I'll have the usual
  • Luke: same
  • Calum: right, Michael what do you want
  • Michael: I want the usual with beer poured all over it
  • Luke: um
  • Ashton: what
  • Calum: we'll all have the usual thanks....okay bye
  • Ashton: I feel like this was a bad idea
  • Luke: it's going to be great now we have high school musical *pounces on ashton*
  • Michael: fuck it, we'll drink both