i'll never be morgane

my favourite pastimes include googling my favourite actors and crying when I realise they’re too old for me to realistically date

At this point, I think I’m more in love with the thought of you than anything.
Seeing you so happy with her when you struggled to love yourself with me…
I’m amazed.
And yes, it hurts to see you so easily happy,
But at least you have that chance.
At least you have someone that makes you so easily happy
I wish you both the best
Because as hurt as I am, I can never hate you.
And maybe that’s why I hate myself so much
Because no matter how hard I try, I can’t hate you.
I can’t not love you.
And now I know you’ve moved on and meant it.
And I moved on only to try and stop the hurt of losing you.
—  It didn’t work. It never works anymore//m.m//