i'll make it up by saving him

Reaper 76 Headcanons #2

-Some family au blurbs!

  • After they came home from being overseas, both Jack and Gabe had nightmares and some forms of PSTD so they would wake up and hold each other…they would both cry but Gabe was hit the hardest and would sometimes sob uncontrollably. This went on for years.
  • Jack loves camping and Gabe and the kids don’t, not really. It reminds Gabe of being in the military and he can’t really relax…but he does it because his husband loves it and the kids did when they were young for awhile. Jesse had a traumatizing (he thinks) time in boy scouts when he was a teen. Gabe prefers calm walks at the beach or a marked path.
  • Jack knits a lot as a hobby he took up and he likes to make stuff animals and pillows. Bean Gabe loves all his creations. 
  • Gabe is a subpar cook because of his privileged upbringing but he keeps trying anyways. His husband actually went to school to study culinary arts and has peach cobblers that are to die for. 
  • Gabe loves and reveres naps. Jack eventually joins him. Cuddles with bean Gabe are not uncommon.

disastrousnonsense  asked:

A Utah family's cat named Sage was tortured by someone just recently, and he passed away. There's currently a reward for whoever comes forward or finds the person who did it, and the family is holding a ceremony with candles and stuff for Sage on Sunday at 4 pm, mountain time. I'm in a different state but I'll have some candles around my Bastet statue, I was wondering if you had any ideas for a sort of prayer for him (I'm pretty bad at coming up with things to say) Thank you

First of all, I would like to personally torture and murder whoever did that to your cat. I have no idea what makes some people so evil and I am so, so sorry for you loss and for Sage’s suffering.

One of my favorite pet head stone says: “If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.”

I also know that there’s a nice poem I liked. I think it went:

“If tears could build a stairway

and memories a lane

I’d walk right up to heaven

and bring you home again”

I don’t know if you want one more diety-centric but there are a lot available.

I also have a pet funerary spell that I wrote about 6 months ago for my dog who passed on if you would like to use it (I actually used the headstone mentioned above in the spell post).

Please stay strong. I believe that pets live on in one way or another and Sage isn’t in pain anymore. Know that I am sending the family and Sage so much love; tears have been shed while writing this response. 

❣️

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Artemis Fowl books summed up
  • Artemis Fowl: wow who is this asshole
  • Artemis Fowl The Arctic Incident: wow son don't be an asshole
  • Artemis Fowl The Eternity Code: probably the tesseract
  • Artemis Fowl The Opal Deception: he lost his memory but saved a thing to make him remember wow how smart
  • Artemis Fowl The Lost Colony: let's throw a bomb in a volcano, don't do this at home kids
  • Artemis Fowl The Time Paradox: i'll kick my own ass
  • Artemis Fowl The Atlantis Complex: double the genius mastermind and double the fucking crazy
  • Artemis Fowl The Last Guardian: don't even talk to me, no one is over this yet
  • Me, writing ir fic/drawing ir art: shit am I making Ichigo too sappy in thi-
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: I'LL PASS THROUGH 100 MILLION BLADES TO SAVE YOU
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: THE POWER IN MY HAND WAS GAINED FOR HER SAKE
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: THAT'S RIGHT NOTHING ELSE CAN CHANGE MY WORLD
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: THANKS TO YOU IT'S FINALLY STOPPED RAINING
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: I REMEMBER WHY I WANTED TO SAVE YOU SO MUCH
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: *farewell swords happens*
  • Kurosaki Ichigo: CAN I KEEP UP WITH THE SPEED OF THE WORLD WITHOUT YOU IN IT
  • Me: ...............
  • Me: fuck im not making him sappy ENOUGH
Mass Effect 2 - a (not so) short summary
  • Shepard: this is a routine mission
  • Joker: yeah we are just chillin in the empty calm space without worries that is the life eh
  • Shepard: tru homie no danger in sight we are just like little bugs in the infinite field of the universe
  • Collector's ship: DID SOMEONE SAY BUGS *destroys the Normandy*
  • Shepard: OH DEAR MAKER WHAT'S THAT
  • Shepard: sorry wrong quote
  • Joker: let me save the ship
  • Shepard: let me save your fragile ass
  • Joker: Shepper nooooooo
  • Shepard: Shepper yooooooo *crashes into a planet like a comet and dies*
  • Joker: look at that lemme make a wish real quick
  • Joker: I wish one day I'll fuck a robot
  • ---
  • Miranda: Allusive Man we found Shep's corpse
  • Illusive Man: nice now let's spend a shitload of money to resurrect him/her
  • Miranda: cool let's make him/her our slave by modifying the brain
  • Illusive Man: damn girl what is your problem we can't manipulate someone's mind that's fucked up shit
  • Illusive Man: anyway how is the project of turning Grayson in a human reaper going?
  • ---
  • Shepard: *wakes up after a 2 years coma*
  • Miranda: Shepard we're under attack stand up and fight u inferior slut
  • Shepard: aw shit I can barely move *runs like a leopard* *fight like a demon from hell* *tears shit up*
  • Jacob: hurry up commander
  • Shepard: wait I need answers
  • Jacob: Shepard for the love of god we're in the middle of a fight mechs are shooting at us we can't talk rn
  • Shapard: so how was your day?
  • Jacob: OMG it was nice thank you, I wake up and had a toast then I did some push ups then...
  • Miranda: let's get out of here gossip girls
  • ---
  • Illusive Man: hello I'm Cerberus' boss listen to me you have to find out why humans are disappearing
  • Shepard: fuck you Intrusive Man I don't work for you
  • Illusive Man: I revived you
  • Shepard: oh fuck ok then
  • ---
  • Tali: holy fleet Shap is that u
  • Shepard: ye it is me Tali I missed you so much
  • Tali: cool bye
  • Shepard: no wait Tali join my squad
  • Tali: nah better later I got stuff to do now
  • ---
  • Mordin: *fast shit-talking*
  • Shepard: haha I like you I'll make sure nothing bad will ever happen to you trust me
  • ---
  • Kasumi: god I miss Keiji so much I will never love again
  • Jacob: hey
  • Kasumi: yooooooooooo
  • ---
  • Shepard: Zaeed you squinter swine you set fire to a refinery just to find your boyfriend we are all going to die
  • Zaeed: that fucker shoot me in the head
  • Shepard: aaw isn't this love
  • ---
  • Grunt: Shepurd I feel strange I just want to kill everybody and destroy everything
  • Shepard: oh Grunt baby it's perfectly normal you're just becoming a woman
  • Wrex: Shep he is a krogan. Male. It's like our puberty
  • Grunt: do you mean I don't need this XXXXL tampon?
  • ---
  • Thane: my son is in trouble and my wife is dead
  • Shepard: k
  • Thane: "The fire has gone to be kindled anew.” He begs them not to take her away. They let her body slide into the water. He hits me. “Don’t let them! Stop them! Why weren’t you–” It rains. It always rains on Kahje. Warm water pours down his face.
  • Shepard: Cole is that you
  • Thane: what
  • Shepard: what
  • ---
  • Jack: fuck you and fuck everything and fuck Cerberus in particular
  • Shepard: girl put a shirt on it's raining cats and dogs
  • Jack: fuck shirts fuck cats and dogs and fuck me
  • Shepard: kinky
  • ---
  • Samara: help me kill my daughter
  • Shepard: shit why everyone in my squad are psycopath or have tragic stories and why do I have to solve everyone's problem?
  • Samara: so you won't help me?
  • Shepard: sure I'll help you let's do it girl
  • ---
  • Garrus: guess who's fucking back and ready to be romanced
  • Shepard: fuck yes I'm gonna date the shit out of you
  • Garrus: ...
  • Shepard: so-
  • Garrus: shut up I'm calibrating
  • ---
  • Shepard: why do you have a piece of my armor you creepy weirdo
  • Legion: there was a hole
  • Shepard: are you telling me you just have to close every hole you see?
  • Legion: yes
  • Shepard: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • ---
  • Shepard: all right let's go kill all collectors as requested from the Incisive Man
  • Harbinger: we are the beginning, you are the end
  • Shepard: yeah I'm YOUR end
  • Party members: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH SNAP!
  • Harbinger: this hurts me
  • Shepard: fuck my second life what is that big ass blue motherfucker
  • EDI: it's a human reaper
  • Shepard: woah tough shit better destroy this ship and everything in it
  • Illusive Man: wait Shepard don't do it we need this technology
  • Shepard: shut up Disquisitive Man I do what I want and I want to tear this abomination up
  • Illusive Man: damn no I should have enslaved your mind when I had the chance
  • Miranda: called it
  • Shepard: well too fucking bad Dispositive Man let's do this homies
  • ---
  • Shepard: and that's how I saved the day once again
  • Hackett: Shepard you gangsta you forgot to say you killed 300.000 batarian in the process
  • Shepard: I do it for a good cause
  • Hackett: what cause
  • Shepard: peace
  • Hackett: *cries* this is beautiful
  • Shepard: I know buddy
  • Hackett: you're under arrest
  • MC: I'll make the coffee just like you!
  • 707: Bitter? Tasteless? Dark? Not up to societies standards?
  • MC: ...I meant sweet
  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: AFTER GETTING HIS WING'S CHOPPED OFF BY URIEL'S FOLLOWERS, AFTER TRAVELLING FOR DAYS ON FOOT LOOKING HELPLESSLY AT THE SKY CARRYING HIS WINGS IN HIS ARMS, AFTER LAYLA TRICKS HIM AND ATTACHES BELIEL'S DEMON WINGS WHILE BELIEL GETS HIS SNOWY ONES, AFTER HE HUNTS DOWN BELIEL AND RIPS HIS WINGS OFF, AFTER HE FINDS A HUMAN DOCTOR TO SEW HIS ACTUAL WINGS ON EXCEPT THE DOCTOR GETS PULVIERIZED BY A MOB, AFTER LAYLA COMES AROUND AND FINALLY DECIDES TO FINALLY MAKE AMENDS AND SEW HIS REAL WINGS ON, RAFFE STILL ENDS UP LOSING THEM. HE SAID THAT HE WOULDN'T TRADE HIS WINGS FOR ANYTHING AND HE DID TO SAVE PENRYN, HIS DAUGHTER OF MAN. I'LL NEVER BE OKAY AGAIN.

So I finally watched S5E6 and I have a few things to say

– Ashi, I am simultaneously so sorry for you and so proud of you. Your childhood was utter hell and you overcame that. You saved Jack. You done good all around.

– oh my gods I can’t believe the number of folks we met again, there’s cameos GALORE (including ones that make no godsdamn sense, like Demongo of all people)

– Of heckin’ course Scaramouche survived. 

Steven Universe {Sentence Starters}
  • "I wanted all of us to have breakfast together."
  • "It uh... doesn't seem to wanna go away."
  • "Everyone’s counting on you, you can’t just be useless!"
  • "Well of course I can, I'm perfect!"
  • "Looks like we're gonna have to split up."
  • "It’s extremely powerful, we shouldn't have even brought it home."
  • "We’ll figure out something else, something even better."
  • "The doors and rooms here make no sense! They all bring you back here!"
  • "But remember — this is a serious mission."
  • "Ah, it's fading! How do I make it come back?!"
  • "We should've done this in the first place."
  • "Whoa! What magical place of mysteries is this?"
  • "In my defense, I forgot."
  • "Fine. Move aside, I’ll take care of this."
  • "I certainly hope that's not the attitude you have during battle."
  • "Are we really going to let him keep that?"
  • "That pizza wasn't even good."
  • "Maybe you should take the day off."
  • "I'm sorry! I shouldn't have yelled! But I can't stand to see you freaking out like this!"
  • "I know where you are. It's where you're going that concerns me!"
  • "What's the point of saving people if they're just gonna ban you from their pizza shops?"
  • "Humans find such fascinating ways to waste their time."
  • "No whining. We need to start cleaning up the debris."
  • "So what?! I'm not strong enough?!"
  • "I'll make them understand. I'll make them all understand."
Pierce the Veil RP Starters
  • possible triggers include: suicide, self-harm, depression
  • "Bet you never had a Friday night like this."
  • "I don't want this anymore."
  • "The though of you's no fucking fun."
  • "You want a martyr? I'll be one!"
  • "Enough's enough, we're done!"
  • "You told me think about it, well, I did."
  • "Now I don't want to feel a thing a anymore."
  • "I'm tired of begging for the things that I want."
  • "You make me sick."
  • "Scream. Until there's nothing left."
  • "Imagine living like a king someday."
  • "I laid down. I drank the poison then I passed the fuck out."
  • "Now lemme tell you 'bout the good life."
  • "Can we create something beautiful and destroy it?"
  • "This is my imagination."
  • "What am I doing here?"
  • "Remind her/him/them that the future would be nothing without her/him/them."
  • "Never lose her/him/them."
  • "I'm afraid."
  • "Better think of something good to say."
  • "But it's all been done more than once."
  • "I'll keep on trying."
  • "Oh, God, don't let me be the only one who says ____"
  • "There's no such thing as too young."
  • "Second chances won't leave you alone."
  • "Then there's faith in love."
  • "If you kiss me good night, I'll know everything is alright."
  • "The future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster."
  • "I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away."
  • "It was the best time of my life."
  • "Darling, don't wake me up."
  • "My thrill is gone."
  • "Say I'm wrong."
  • "I wanna hold your hand so tight, I'm gonna break my wrist."
  • "I'll sing along."
  • "I don't know any other song."
  • "I'm barely hanging on."
  • "By the time you're hearing/reading this, I'll already be gone."
  • "This isn't fair!"
  • "Don't you try to blame this on me."
  • "So what if I was just a painter?"
  • "Would you ever try to leave me for somebody who deserves you most?"
  • "I've broken bones for you."
  • "We just can't keep this home."
  • "We can run."
  • "You tried to kill me with a shotgun!"
  • "She hates all of the guts and blood."
  • "Your doctor won't stop calling me."
  • "Some things don't work out the way we planned."
  • "Maybe we're meant to lose the ones we love, but I'll fight for you till then."
  • "Told you why I see no need for the sun."
  • "Don't bother, 'cause this love is a lie."
  • "Smile. Smile for me."
  • "If there's a God, then I'm letting him go. All for you."
  • "Come at me with everything you've got."
  • "Does it even make a difference?"
  • "Separate me from my own two hands. I've killed so many times."
  • "But I can't save the world from creatures that don't die."
  • "Baby, please come home. I need you here right now."
  • "Darling, it's cold outside."
  • "You said you ended up in Palm Springs dancing on table."
  • "Well, fuck, what? Am I suppose do be impressed?"
  • "Hope you had a really good time."
  • "I will soon forget the color of your eyes, and you'll forget mine."
  • "Let's go outside."
  • "It'll be alright."
  • "Maybe I'll pretend right now."
  • "But I swear to god, I'm gonna change the world."
  • "Oh my god, this is paradise."
  • "Baby, this is paradise, and it's so goddamn good."
  • "I'm not meant for this world."
  • "I just don't see the point."
  • "Don't think about it. Don't overthink about it."
  • "Life is a joke."
  • "Everything's riding on me tonight."
  • "You'd better hide the bullets."
  • "I only pray when it all goes down."
  • "I've been up here so long, I'm going crazy."
  • "We ended up on the ground."
  • "This love was out of control."
  • "Don't be crazy."
  • "Yes, now, of course you can/can't stay here."
  • "I know what it's like to feel burned out."
  • "We've all been there sometimes."
  • "Tonight, I'll make you feel beautiful once again."
  • "You're just wasted and thinking about the past again. Darling, you'll be okay."
  • "Darling, you'll be okay."
  • "I can't take it anymore!"
  • "Everything's not alright!"
  • "I still think you're beautiful."
  • "I don't ever wanna lose my best friend."
  • "God, you vulture!"
  • "Bring her back, or take me with her!"
  • "How does it feel?"
  • "It feels like I'm on fire."
  • "Wake up, I know you can hear me!"
  • "I never want it to be this way."
  • "Pretend like I don't entice you."
  • "You traitor!"
  • "I'll never be taken for granted again."
  • "I know that you're in pain."
  • "Oh my god, we're not gonna make it."
  • "She's/He's/They're mine!"
  • "Stay away from her/him/them!"
  • "It's not her/his/their time!"
  • "Fuck it!"
  • "Can you come over to my L.A place?"
  • "I have something to tell you and it just can't wait."
  • "Do you still love me?"
  • "I'm dying to know."
  • "Did you forget what we shared?"
  • "I've been inside your bedroom a thousand years."
  • "I want you in the most unromantic way."
  • "I thought we had a good damn thing."
  • "Baby, stay away from my friends."
  • "Now you only call me every Christmas and my birthday."
  • "But you don't know what it's like to wake up in the middle of the night, scaring the thought of kissing razors!"
  • "Why the fuck didn't you say something?"
  • "I'm the killer who burned your home."
  • "You'd better not get back up."
  • "I'm tired of holding up your backup plans."
  • "You know I've never held a gun in my life."

“You’re not too messed up”

“Really? Then fix me.”

“I’m fixing you piece by piece everyday. I make little tweaks.”

“Why?”

“Because I love you and I believe no one is too messed up that can’t be fixed.”

Little did he know that’s not what I need to hear. I needed to hear that I was already perfect that I didn’t need fixing. I needed to tell him that I was fine that I was okay because that’s what would’ve made me feel better. I don’t want to be that girl who needs saving.

—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #118
BTS as Family Pt.3 "Shopping"
  • A/N: Other parts are on my masterlist.
  • Jin: Ok my sad-excuse-for-a-family, we're all going to spend quality time together. So we're going shopping!
  • BTS: *ignoring Jin*
  • Jin: Ahem... I said, we're going shopping!
  • BTS: *still ignoring Jin*
  • Jin: YO MOTHERFUCKERS! Y'ALL BETTER GET IN THE DAMN CAR RIGHT NOW BEFORE I KILL ALL YO' ASSES!!
  • BTS: *scramble to car*
  • - @ the store -
  • JungKook: I want to sit in the cart mommy!
  • Jin: Ok baby *lifts up JungKook*
  • Jimin: I want to get in too mommy!
  • Jin: Boy you're 7 stfu.
  • Jimin: *crying, makes RM carry him*
  • Hobi: I'm going to the pharmacy section.
  • Jin: Why?
  • Hobi: So I can cure all the sick people with my godliness *heavenly lights shine on him* I'll also save them money on the medicine. *more heavenly lights*
  • Suga: Uh-huh, sure weido now stop people are staring.
  • Hobi: Let them stare for I am- *gets knocked out my Suga*
  • Suga: I SAID STOP!
  • Jin: *moves kids away* Ok children nothing to see here.
  • RM: Honey can we go down the condiment aisle?
  • Jin: Why we have enough condiments @ home.
  • RM: Yeah but Jimin says he wants to get some jams.
  • Jin: *stares narrow-eyed at Jimin*
  • Jimin: Daddy, mommy's scaring me again. *burries face into RM's shoulder*
  • Jin: Where's Taehyung?
  • JungKook: He said he was going down the ice cream aisle, because that's what his kind eat.
  • Jin: Namjoon go get your child.
  • RM: Don't you mean "our" child?
  • Jin: No I mean YOUR child. This is my baby *points @ JungKook*
  • - 5 mins later -
  • V: I don't understand why I can't just go and live on my home planet.
  • Jin: Because I said so, now JungKook baby get out the cart so I can-
  • JungKook: No.
  • Jin: What did you just say?
  • JungKook: I said no mommy. Are you deaf?
  • Jin: Boy you better-
  • Police: Ma'am is this your child? *holds up V* We found him in the dairy aisle eating ice cream without paying for it.
  • Jimin: Yeah we know him! That's my little bro-
  • Jin: NOPE! I have never seen that kid in my life.
  • V: But mommy I-
  • Jin: Maybe you should find his real parents.
  • Police: *drag V away*
  • RM: Why did you do that?
  • Jin: Because he's technically not my son, only JungKook is.
  • RM: *facepalm*

Maybe it’s okay if you don’t save the world,“ she said to him.

His eyes shifted to her face, lit up only by the light of the moon.

She bit her lip. “No… it’s absolutely okay if you don’t save the world.”

He shook his head. “You don’t under-.”

“Stand?” She finished for him. “Maybe I don’t. But maybe you weren’t put here to save lives and make differences for people. It’s okay if you just save one person… it’s okay if.. you save yourself.

—  D.N. // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #59

am i like the only one who honestly thinks that aomine could fall for kagami? aomine was looking for kagami for a very long time. theoretically you could argue that “he was just looking for a rival” and “all he wanted was to play basketball with someone”, but?? so what?? so what if that was his original reasoning?? 

point is aomine was looking for someone that would make him love again. basketball or not, he was looking for someone that could make him happy. momoi was looking for someone that would make him become his old self. kuroko was looking forward to someone that would make him smile again.

so don’t pull the “it’s just basketball” bullshit on me. it’s not just basketball, it’s something that aomine loved above everything else, but gave up on because no person could make him love it again. aomine turned so bitter after he lost what he loved. he changed. everyone knew it. but guess what happened? kagami. kagami happened and 

this

changed to this

that’s not about aomine compartmentalizing basketball. that is kagami showing up and changing him for the better. that is kagami honestly saving aomine from misery and isolation.

and to be entirely honest, i don’t think it’s a stretch for fujimaka to have aomine fall in love with kagami, if he’s not in love already.

Why did you ever ask me to give you a chance when you know you’d easily give up? Why did you ever promise you’ll always be there when in the end, you’ll only walk away?

Why did you ever make me fall in love with you when you never had the plans to catch me at all?

—  EL // You could have saved me from this heartbreak

anonymous asked:

So even wiping Bucky's memory, Pierce basically had to tell him he was saving the world on these missions. Hydra pretended they were the good guys, and with no memory, Bucky didn't know any better. But they were scared to show their true selves to a man with a wiped mind. I'll leave you alone now.

First, saying you’ll leave me alone now implies that you’re bothering me by popping up in the first place. Not cool, anon. Not cool. My ask box remains open for a reason. Unless you’re spewing hate and being a jerk you’re always welcome. 

Second, you make a very astute observation. Brainwashed or not, there are things about Bucky that remain true. He has always been something of a protector.

He won’t shy away from doing the dirty work if he believes he’s doing it for a good cause. Whether the cause before was actually winning the war or just trying to protect Steve from the darker stuff, that willingness has always been there. 

HYDRA contorts this willingness by wiping him of the memories and conditioning him that they are the good guys. That he is shaping the world into something better. Before Steve kicked off his cognitive recalibration he thought he was one of the good guys and he was going to do his part to the best of his abilities.

Unfortunately for HYDRA they didn’t count on Steve thawing out and undoing all their programming.