The worst feeling you can ever feel is when you try to forget him while you are with another person now. You don’t like to be touched as he used to touch you before, you flinch. It’s like he has written a curse over your body before he left. You apologize, you say you don’t like to be touched there or maybe tickled. And as innocent tickles are, they’re filled with awfully beautiful yet destructive memories. Nothing is the same anymore and you pray that this new person in your life doesn’t notice that you miss the previous lover more than anyone you’ll ever miss in your life.