“how did you know that it was over? that you should leave him?”, she asks her best friend.
“simple. i asked myself two questions: do i love him? and, does he make me happy?”
“yes, yes i love him. but no, he doesn’t make me happy. and just being in love with someone isn’t enough. if that someone can’t make you happy, all the love in the world can’t help you. you will just end up destroying yourself for someone who isn’t even worth it.”
e.s. // all the love in the world can’t help you.
I’ve missed your calls for months it seems
Don’t realize how mean I can be
‘Cause I can sometimes treat the people
That I love like jewelry
‘Cause I can change my mind each day
I didn’t mean to try you on
But I still know your birthday
And your mother’s favorite song
So I’m sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry that I can’t believe that anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me
Sorry to my unknown lover
Sorry I could be so blind
Didn’t mean to leave you
And all of the things that we had behind
I run away when things are good
And never really understood
The way you laid your eyes on me
In ways that no one ever could
And so it seems I broke your heart
My ignorance has struck again
I failed to see it from the start
And tore you open ‘til the end
I know one day someone will love you,
Better than i ever did,
Better than you deserve,
Sorry to my unknown lover,
All i want you to know,
Okay maybe I’m just being paranoid but I have a bad feeling that Navy isn’t gonna stay innocent and sweet.
Hear me out! I slowed down the clip right after she landed and noticed this:
She doesn’t look desparate or innocent in these. That’s realization and then anger. She recognizes them and hoo boy she’s not happy. Only after the bubble is put up does her expression change to innocent.
And then there’s this:
That’s clearly the entrance to the Rubies’ ship which, if I’m not mistaken, is still at the barn where Lapis and Peridot are.
Where are Navy and Steven in the majority of the leaks?
You bet. It’s the barn.
Steven’s expression says it all – he looks betrayed and terrified (because, I mean, he’s slipping out of the ship. who can blame him?).
Of course, there’s every chance that I’m overthinking this and that Navy will stay and become a Crystal Gem, but the previous angry frames combined with the screenshot are leaving a bad taste in my mouth.
Something in this episode is gonna be a gamechanger and I have a feeling this episode’s not gonna end well.
hey junky, I know you already apologized for the post (which really, nothing to apologize for), but I just wanted you to know that your version of G is my favorite, and I can't tell you how happy I am to have it continuing. I know that probs sounds like bs to make you feel better, but I truly mean it!! Stone g is literally my favorite version of ANY AU, so I hope you know how much people love it next time you don't sleep! I know all things must end, but I'll be heartbroken. Thank you for it!!!❤️
oh thank you ;_; I hate leaving things unfinished, so I will try to finish it (even if it will take an extremely long time, which is the problem with this ^^;;;), but it’s always great to still have readers, even if one day i know no one will be around anymore, but I am thankful for you guys now. so, thanks ^^
You know that feeling of relief when you realize this day will leave and better is to come. When you know that there is another bright morning, when you understand that there is a better future. You may feel low or uncertain but always keep this with you, keep it within you
because there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Believe me the best is yet to come , just chill and be ready.
you and shawn had met when you were sixteen. his career was just beginning to take flight, but he couldn’t resist direct messaging the pretty girl he had stumbled upon through twitter. truth be told, when you first met, you had no clue who “shawn mendes” was. nevertheless the two of you got to talking, and soon became inseparable. he would fly you out to wherever in the world he was whenever you were available, and you could almost always be found backstage at a weekend concert of his. although you had a celebrity boyfriend, your school work was still very important to you. throughout the hectic traveling and ridiculously early call times shawn had, you still managed to finish high school with a 4.0 GPA.
the summer after graduation, you joined shawn for the north american leg of the “illuminate world tour”. you knew you were to be attending college in washington, d.c. in the fall, so you hoped to make the most of what could be your last summer with shawn. as the weeks led up to the final show, you knew you had to make a decision. go back to the long distance, and virtual relationship you and shawn once knew? or end things after a beautiful summer of love and touring? your classes were starting in just a week. the thought of leaving shawn made your heart more than anything, but you needed to focus on school work.
shawn was on a high after his show in boston. it was the last american date of the tour, and he was excited to have a bit of time off. while you were happy for him, you knew it was time to force yourself to decide. being long distance with him was how you guys started, but it was also how you almost ended. the both of you often felt the stress that a long distance relationship can bring. though you didn’t want to leave him, those memories helped you decide that it would be for the best. you told andrew and geoff your decision, begging them to not let shawn know. they understood and helped you book a flight home secretly.
it was 5 o'clock in the morning when you departed the tour bus to get on a flight home. you had written shawn a note, professing your love and explaining your decision. you were positive he’d be able to see the drops of your tears on the scratch paper you’d used. with a final sigh you placed a small kiss onto his forehead and left the vehicle you’d known as home for the past three months. geoff drove you to the airport, silent sobs falling past your lips the whole ride there. geoff’s voice occasionally broke the silence, reminding you that you didn’t have to do this, that he could turn around and bring you back the second you said you wanted to. he didn’t know how many times you almost begged him to return you to shawn. but you always ended up closing your lips.
eventually you parted ways with geoff too. you knew shawn was most likely already awake, pacing around and trying to figure out ways to get you back. your fears were confirmed when you heard his ringtone play from your phone as you went through airport security. it broke your heart to let it ring out, but you knew you had to. simply silencing the device would’ve been too much for you. as you settled into your seat, you wondered what shawn thought of your letter. the words you had debated writing still tattooed into your mind.
dear, shawny, i’ll be long gone once you read this. i tried for weeks to figure out how we would work once i went to washington. no solution was full proof and i couldn’t bare to leave you with a girlfriend who couldn’t be with you all the time. that’s why i’m flying home and ending us here. i’ll still listen to your music and buy your merch, i’ll never stop supporting you. i hope you find a girl in hollywood that can understand you better than i could. i love you and i am always yours.
A friend of mine once tweeted “idea for a story: accidental road trip with your lyft driver” and my brain immediately jumped to a TRC AU in which Blue is an Uber driver and ends up with Gansey and Henry in her Uber pool and for some reason the 3 of them end up on an epic impromptu road trip and they all fall in love even as she’s threatening to leave their pampered asses by the side of a desolate backroad in Pennsylvania.
Every year we visit my extended family in France and stay at their farm. Last trip they had an exchange student from southern france staying with them and of course he was so fucking sexy. On the last night me and my cousins drank but they got drunk too quick and went back to the main house, leaving us alone in the guest house. We ended up having the hottest rough sex, he ate me while fingering my ass for ages. Never talked to him again but it was the best sex i think i'll ever have, came 3x.
empty-handed, full-hearted – if there was ever a way to invent, this is it. i hold you in my hands and that is all – the stars for company and the crickets for symphony. let’s forget it all, lover – run and don’t look back. run and tell me we can make it to the ends of the earth. home is with you.
For the "SEND ME A FIC AND I'LL TEL YOU..." thingy, Otayuri! Thank youuuu
Sure thing! ^_^
Who said “I love you” first?
They’d both been thinking of saying it for a while, and on one of their dates, they ended up saying “I love you” at the same time.
Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background?
Otabek. He doesn’t mind that Yuri does not have a photo of him as his phone background because Yuri’s phone background is a photo of their beloved children cats, all 5 of them.
Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror?
They both do it, but Otabek does it more simply because he wakes up earlier in the morning and showers first most of the time. On the few occasions that Yuri showers first, he always leaves a note.
Who buys the other cheesy gifts?
Again, they both do it, but the patterns differ. Yuri buys gifts on the most random of days, saying something like “This reminded me of you, so I got it.” Otabek saves the cheese for important dates, like birthdays and anniversaries.
Who initiated the first kiss?
Otabek. It was right after they’d confessed their feelings, and Yuri was blushing like mad, looking at anything in the room except Otabek, so the latter gently leaned into his line of vision, and after confirming that it was okay, kissed him.
Who kisses the other awake in the morning?
Otabek. Because he wakes up earlier (I headcanon that Yuri is a night owl). Plus, it’s the least risky way to wake Yuri up (all other methods have resulted in angry, nearly violent reactions.
Who starts tickle fights?
Yuri. He gets a mischievous glint in his eye, and Otabek knows he’s toast.
Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower?
Both of them. Although, most of the time, they just join the other person without saying anything at all.
Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch?
Neither of them. They both do train together in the same rink, so this doesn’t really apply in their situation lol
Who was nervous and shy on the first date?
BOTH OMG Otabek would be super stiff, and Yuri would fumble over everything he said.
Victuuri followed them to the first date and Victor just kept shaking his head for a long time like “Yuri, where did the smoothness and deftness from the ice go? Surely you learned something from watching me” (”Victor, showing up in a foreign country out of the blue and having your first conversation with the person of interest while naked is not something Yuri should learn from you at all” is what Yuuri said). Finally, Victor went up to the couple (very poorly disguised) and left a list of conversation starters, fun facts about each other, and some… stuff that no one ever brings up afterward. Yuri and Otabek both recognized him immediately and spluttered, but the element of comical surprise led to them laughing and easing up. Till date, Yuri refuses to accept that the date was a success because of Victor. Yuuri, who witnessed everything, refuses to comment on the matter.
Who kills/takes out the spiders?
Yuri. Otabek won’t completely freak out, but if there was a spider, he would just go to Yuri, tell him with the straightest face on, and then not go to the room where he found the spider for the rest of the day.
Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk?
Definitely Yuri. Otabek doesn’t need to drink to be open about his love for Yuri (”so embarrassing” is what Yuri says in response), but Yuri doesn’t hold back when he’s drunk.
Do you know what it’s like to love
with heart and soul?
Being trapped in someone’s hold
and your skin is alive;
burns at their slightest touch.
And a fire settles in your eyes
with a single glance.
A combustion takes place in your heart
at the sound of their laugh
and you’re reduced to eternal tears
because you’re worried they’ll leave you there.
A never ending fear.
Pieces of darkness filling in the gaps of your mind.
Feeding the fierce fear that follows
forcing you to fall;
victim to the vicious.
Then everything slows down,
words of woe simply follow
and you’re left stranded.
Do you know what it’s like to love
with heart and soul?
Only to lose it all?
Please tell me more about metis and aura. I rly rly wanted them to be together (im crying for aura shes so bitter and sad) and i feel like i want evidence but i cant find it. Please!! Tell me how aura x metis is real!! Pls!!!
HEY HEY SO i want to apologize for not responding to this for literal ages but i wanted to finish my dual destinies replay before i did so i had the best memory before responding alright so
the game makes it pretty clear that aura was in love with metis and there’s a bunch of stuff that leads up to that where the ‘’reveal’’ (i say it like that bc i feel like the game heavily hints at it and then the actual confirmation is after)
some of the little stuff is like this:
the way she talks about metis… isn’t really the way someone would typically talk about losing a friend or even a very close friend, i feel? it feels very romantic? and like phoenix mentions that she like, changes her demeanor when they start talking about metis and she has that really dreamy sprite (where she’s holding the drill up to her face) on, too
and below is that ‘confirmation’ i was talking about earlier
so like, the game really really… really heavily implies that aura was in love with metis which i think sort of is the direct intention? like people that say ‘oh but maybe she wanted to be close friends?’ or the worst interpretation i’ve seen that was ‘i thought aura saw her as a mother figure’ because like, it’s… pretty heavily implied aura loved her and people wanna gloss over it which is lame but you know
(and for the record @eatingfireflies helped me out on this one so i can only say what they told me which is in the japanese version of the above text, simon sort of implies that metis was very hard to work with? but she chose aura very very purposefully?)
and i think (this is like me gripping your shoulders and saying ‘i know it doesn’t seem it but HEAR ME OUT’ thing going on here) that metis also loved her back, too? and i think that bc the game gives more evidence for metis reciprocating those feelings than it does against it? so like, take this dialogue with apollo:
and in addition to that, ponco and clonco call metis and aura ‘mommy metis’ and ‘mama aura’ respectively? which is also very telling? aura later changes this, but it’s out of grief rather than anything else– clonco says it hurt her to be called ‘mama’ after metis’ death, but their robots saw them both as mothers? come on. come on.
it’s just such purposefully written? apollo’s saying that he can see metis put aura above almost everything in her life (and remember simon said that metis was incredibly devoted to her research + the robots and cared about it immensely so much so that she was difficult to work with because she was very (i’m assuming) serious and intense about her work) aside from her daughter? like in my interpretation, he’s sort of saying that athena and aura were the two most important things in her whole life? plus he uses the word ‘love’ which i know doesn’t really ‘say’ anything on its own but in this specific circumstance it feels very very telling? the game goes out of its way to say this, the phrase ‘almost as much as she loved you’ gets its own text box, like you can really feel the tension they’re building up there? and they didn’t have to include that! it’s not vital to the story progression?
and like i feel like the game gives way, way more evidence that metis did love aura back than to say she didn’t? i think it would’ve been incredibly easy to confirm that yes, aura did love her (keep all of aura’s dialogue the same) but include something about a father for athena? or some sort of relationship that she was in? at all? but they don’t, they leave it really open ended!
and like tl;dr i think that it’s entirely plausible (and i know i keep repeating it but i do think that the game gives more for it than against it) for metis to love her back! it all boils down to ‘they don’t say it outright but it would be doing a disservice to the characters to try and knock the relationship down to ‘just friends’’