i'll do more of this in the morning

I have grown too soft for these
harsh winter mornings.
I have become too tender
for its whipping winds.

Let me be, for now.

I do not want to wake up.

—  “My bed is warm, and the cold is not
helping the ache in my head”
remnant-thoughts
I’m so scared.
Scared that you’ll get over me so fast.
That I am just a pass-by, a fling for you.
That you do like that girl that comments on all your instagram pictures more than you like me.
Even though you said you don’t.
That you’d prefer a girl who does look good in the morning when she just woke up,
without having to conceal the dark circles under her eyes.
That every moment with me would easily be replaced for moments with others.
That even though you say you love me, you don’t do nearly as much as I do love you.
— 

Please don’t leave

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write.

Grell appreciation post

Things that need to be appreciated about the blood red reaper a bit more:
- She’s a canon transgender person
- Luscious hair… So beautiful
- Very strong and resilient in fights and in her work
- Very smart (A average)
- Lovely taste in shoes

Things that we should imagine her doing:
- Grell, waking up in the morning at 5 AM to work out. She beats up a punching bag and does 100 pushups and situps to keep herself in shape and keep up her stamina

-Grell taking a long hot bath with her hair up in a towel after a long day, soaking in water with sparkles and pink tones from her rose bath bomb

-Grell testing nail polish colors on Ronald (and him loving it)

-Grell, French braiding Her hair and wearing a large sunhat and overall shorts so she can tend to her little garden where she grows roses in the spring and pumpkins in the fall (on her day off, of course)

-Grell, calling Ronald and crying because she’s lonely on valentines day. Ronald leaving his party to come to her house to wipe her tears, eat chocolate dipped strawberries, and watch ‘sex in the city’ on repeat.

-Grell crying softly as Ronald graduates reaper academy, because she’s so proud

-Grell singing quietly to a German love song as she dances through the kitchen, making breakfast for herself (or a guest.. ♥)

-Grell. Just her as she is, a beautiful, strong woman.


I love grell sutcliff more than I love myself. She is the sun and the moon and the stars.

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Seunghoon and kids waking Seungyoon up in the morning…

Niall Friends to Lovers fics

I am a sucker for friends to lovers stories so a little while ago I wrote a post of the stories I’d read.  It has been a while so it’s time to update it again. 

Firstly, you should read everything these talented people wrote! 

- Let me Live in your city by @adultfansofonedirection - you really should just follow these lovely ladies

- Betting on more by @niallandharrymakemestrong - massively biased about this one but read it, trust me.

Unlikely by @lucyvanpelt78 - finished but Lucy posts new drabbles from time to time 

Good Morning by @squirrely83​ also read Over Again - frat boy Niall, lovely!

Love Ridden - @dibsonthat1d also I really recommend reading Whiplash too

No Need to Regret by @my-fanfic-soul (be warned Chapter 14 is gonna make you angry)

12 Pubs by @rlwrites (and check out Voice of your eyes for a great Harry story)

@sweetniallofmine has a couple of different friends stories.  

High Society by @americanowrites 

@irish-nlessing - Shelby has lots of stories and she is writing a long form friends to lovers soon. 

There are lots of other lovely people who write wonderful Niall stories, not necessarily friends to lovers but stuff it, I’m going to share them too - @punkcupcakestyles; and @wdmsusie  (for a declared Harry girl she writes about Niall an awful lot!)

Unfortunately some awful people forced Shanna to delete but I’m delighted to say that she’ll be reposting all her old stories under @nialledfromfics​  My particular favorite and friends to lovers was Something New and I’m told it will appear eventually.   

I’m sure there are more, and I will update this list again once I find more and as before I am in awe of all these lovely talented writers!

To the Anon who asked @irish-nlessing  - I hope you find something new to read in this list.

“Catch me when I fall” - HunHan

“The movie’s storyline will stop here for today
When the dark night becomes silent
Leaving me alone”

The end of the movie’s storyline suggesting an end of an era, dark night and silence reflecting the loneliness and isolation Luhan may have been experiencing post-leaving EXO.

“Once we see more of the morning
We will instead become more unaccustomed”

Suggesting that perhaps, with passing time, Luhan will grow used to how things are now.

“Forgiving me will hurt, will be a guise, will make you hesitate…But I don’t wanna let you down, let you down”

“Forgiving” being a reference to how he feels as though he abandoned them, speaking about how leaving the past behind can be painful, for both parties, but necessary in order to progress in life. Not being able to progress would lead to failure, letting everyone he cares for down.

“They keep telling me that I’m the chosen one
So I have to act like the one
All the time”

Pretending like things are okay for the sake of his fans and those he loves.

“Dear world, please wait
There is still someone wandering along the street
Let him finish this song…I believe some day I will turn back”

Feeling as though the world is moving too fast, possibly referencing how Sehun continues to grow with EXO’s grossing success. Wanting to turn back to the past (people that he loved, the life he used to live) and believing someday he will.

“We are the same
Will get hurt, know how to disguise, will hesitate”

Lamenting on both parties continuing to pretend, to disguise their pain, and contemplate the past. 

anonymous asked:

50!

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

Daiso at one point published small PC games under the label ザ・ゲームシリーズ (literally “The Game Series”), and ever since I was a kid I always went to check them out. Some of them are just like, board games and card games, but the rest of are a big variety of obscure Japanese indie games. I’m really enamoured with them today because it’s sorta like this whole other world that a good majority of people have never even heard of. Unfortunately I only own a few of them, and some of the ones I had as a child got lost, but I still hunt them down when I can, and one day I’d love to archive them for an English-speaking audience.

Here’s pics of the ones I have:

Thanks for asking!

Violet laid on her stomach, propped up on her elbows with her laptop infront of her as she waited for the other person to pick up the skype call. Grinning widely when their face appeared on their screen, she moved a bit closer, securing her headphones in her ears. “Love! How have you been?” she asked, grinning widely and appearing happier then she had in weeks.

“Laurens, I like you a lot..”

Maybe it’s just me, but it’s wack when it feels like all you can attract is jobs that you don’t want to do rather than jobs that you have experience in, jobs that interest you, and jobs that you really want to do and you know you can excel at if given the opportunity.

My actual sleep schedule

3pm: wake up

3pm-4pm: morning routine

4pm-6pm: dither around on the Internet, checking emails, checking social media feeds, etc., because it’s too early in the morning to be doing any work

6pm-8pm: get a small amount of work done

8pm-10pm: bored of work, dither around on the Internet some more

10pm-12am: continue dithering around on the Internet while deciding whether to go to bed, given that I feel exactly 0 tiredness and also, sleeping sucks

12am-2am: OK, I’m not going to sleep any time soon. I should just stay up all night! That’ll give me loads of time to get work done, and it’ll allow me to maybe go to bed early tomorrow and maybe get back to a normal sleep schedule! In fact, I’ll have so much time that I can spend the next 2 hours continuing to dither around on the Internet!

2am-4am: I should do work now but… I’m actually getting pretty tired. Should I do work? Or should I admit defeat and go to bed? I don’t know, but I’ll spend 2 more hours dithering around on the Internet while I decide.

4am-5am: OK, I’m too tired. I’m going to bed. i’ll just have to save all the files i was working on… and finish reading anything interesting I was reading… and maybe make a to-do list for tomorrow…

5am-6am: *lying in bed*

6am-3pm: *asleep*

today feels like a tumblr day

so im gonna work on my nav page some more, finish a few more requests, maybe even make a few edits. i’m most certainly encouraging nosy anons or anyone coming by to chat, and i’ll be doing some of the things i’ve been tagged in, reblogging ask games, and maybe even doing some blog rates????

who knows not me (never me tbh)

so yeah HI HOW ARE YOU DOING I HOPE YOUR MORNING / DAY / NIGHT IS GOING WELL!! let’s talk about it or hp or anything really