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Soul Shattering

Soul shards are the result of the Soul shattering. This is caused by any number of things, but more commonly it is caused by a very traumatic event or by leaving pieces of your Soul in the Astral Worlds when you travel. These happen unintentionally and result in the same general effects, which are typically: feelings of being lost, scattered, depressed, tired, or feeling disconnected. Often the person feels more and more like they are ‘not here’, depending on how many shards are lost in different parts of the Astral World.

Reckless Astral Travel is not necessarily the most common cause of Soul shattering, but when it is, typically it is due to poor grounding techniques. Typically the person returned from a journey inappropriately by means of waking themselves too suddenly, accidentally leaving a part of their essence, or a Soul shard, in the Astral Realm. Sometimes this can go unnoticed, other times, this is immediately noticed. The person may awaken to feel like they are still in a dreamlike state, and they are just not able to shake it.

A misconception surrounding this is that Astral Travel is always deliberate. This is not the case. Sometimes we do this when we sleep, completely unaware that we have done this. Sometimes we are aware, those of us that are more connected to our Subconscious workings, and know that we get tapped to do some extra work when we lay our corporeal Selves down to rest. If when we are ‘Dreamwalking’, we are jolted awake by something suddenly, this too can cause a fracture of the Soul.

Cases where the Soul is fractured by traumatic events are further more tricky, because this can be caused by a wide array of events. These are typically deep traumas, and the fracture usually burrows deep, often complicating its retrieval. A person’s Soul can fracture from traumatic events only once per event, but can fracture for a similar event later under a different circumstance.

The more this happens, the worse the effects become. This can start to have a mood impact, leading to shifts in mood, feeling lost, feeling scattered, confused, in disarray, and drops in energy. These can be repaired once the Soul Shards are retrieved, either by the one whose Soul was shattered, or by a practiced Astral Walker. Bridging sessions can retrieve the Soul Shards, then unify them once more with the sufferer. A Bridging Session is a session where the sufferer and the practiced Walker travel together to retrieve the Shards, which can take up to a few hours, depending on how many and how scattered the pieces are, and how receptive the sufferer is.

my biggest fear in life is that by the time I finally get the money to go to playlist live or vidcon, dan and phil will have stopped doing youtube

Hmm trying to figure out if the minor in aerospace studies is like a minor in aerospace engineering or like are they two entirely different things??? Bc it looks like aerospace studies is a lot of US Air Force history but why would u take like fifty classes in airplane battle history I don’t understand it’s just a bunch of *gunshots gunshots* vrrrrrow vrrrrrrrrrwoww *boom* idk

The Christmas special. I was just laughing out loud, and I was on a plane! Yet again, my lines, so brilliant!
—  Alex Kingston, in response to fan question, “Did you ever get a script that was so suspenseful, you couldn’t wait to turn the page?” - New York Comic Con (October 6, 2016 - Tales From the TARDIS panel) [x]