keith stares at his boyfriend hunk for a while with a smitten smile on his face, thinking about how much he loves him. hunk notices, “um… keith, babe? you’re kinda… you’re kinda… you know.” keith shakes himself from his (gay) trance, hurrying to apologize, “sorry, sorry– you just– you look so beautiful right now, i mean, you always do but… you look really beautiful. and you don’t just look beautiful, you act beautiful too and– you’re beautiful.” hunk has that sheepish smile on his face. he laughs that beautiful laugh, not out of malice, but because he can’t believe what he’s hearing and is overjoyed to hear it and his mind and body aren’t sure what other way they should respond. keith falls even deeper into love with him. keith’s mind replays ‘i can’t believe i said that! i can’t believe i said that. i can’t believe i said that. i can’t believe i said that.’ over and over on a loop, and in that moment keith knows that he can do anything.
Hi, I'm a bit confused, maybe you cab help me. I'm not sex-repulsed but I'm 21 and I haven't had a physical/romantical relationship or a crush on someone. I wouldn't mind being aro/ace but I don't know if I am? The whole 'no sexual/romantic attraction' thing really bugs me. How do you know you're not feeling something if you don't know how it would feel like? Like, how do you know you're sexually attracted to someone? I just don't understand the concept, all the definitions sound just so empty..