BTS Reaction × Lost feelings found × Angst 🌧
This is a continuation of BTS Reaction to falling out of love, and has been requested so I hope you like it!
When he sees you happy, Rap Monster would be too angry at himself and too ashamed to be jealous that he isn’t the source of it. He would think “How could i put her into so much pain when I wasn’t sure of how I felt” and wouldn’t try to tell you he somehow still loves you because of the pain he put you through thinking perhaps it’s his turn to feel the pain of losing a lover.
Having told you that there was no way to make your relationship work as he lost his feelings for you, when he sees his friend and his girlfriend giggling at a photo they took while at holiday he would instantly think of you and realises the feelings of nostalgia and affection he has for you when you spent time apart. He would call you that night drunk and try to convey his lost feelings to you.
Suga had gone through a hard time following his confession of lost feelings towards you. When he sees you at a friends reunion, you conversed to everyone present but him remembering the harsh words he told you when he left you that night. When people started to leave he caught your wrist as you were walking out asking you why you are avoiding him, you let go of his strong hold to walk away triggering in him feelings that he thought he lost forever. Knowing this, Suga chased after you to fight for his love back.
When you confronted Jhope on why he was avoiding you, he told you it might be time to end your relationship. Months later, both of you were still unhappy. He thought that the reason for unhappiness was your relationship, when he realised he was wrong and that he misses you everyday he walks to the cafe you two used to visit often, finding you sitting there like you always do with your favourite coffee. That’s when he walks to you and begs you for forgiveness.
When you fell out of love with Jimin, he soon began that he misses the affection you always showered him with. The day he saw you with another man, who he heard was now your boyfriend he regretted it so much, knowing that he had never lost his feelings for you. With his ounce of confidence he tries to get back to you by texting you small messages, reminding you of the days that nourished your friendship with him to something more. But even then, you were not in love with him anymore, and you two became “just” friends.
When Taehyung was abroad, you were constantly on his mind, he would think it was because of his lack of honesty towards you but when he came back to Korea, he realised that his constant thought about you was because he missed you. He tries to get back with you by trying to do you right which involved constant apologies and a lot of tears.
It would take Jungkook a while to realise he fucked up. He would slowly realise that he still loves you when he realises how many white shirts were flooding his room with no sight of your clothes in between, how he had no distractions when he plays overwatch, and when he did not have a partner to eat and be happy with. As he isn’t experienced with relationships he would struggle to get you back, he would start texting you to check up and your replies would build his confidence to open up to you about his feelings that he found for you.