i would be rly happy actually wow

artsyfartsyteen  asked:

How would you describe the way Mitch feels about Joey and vice versa? I am just wondering what they see in each other.

oh man as someone who is extremely emotionally-constipated this miiiight be a bit of a challenge for me to explain but bear with me

mitch has had a crush on jonas practically since they first met as TWEENS, before he even fully realized he was gay. he,, thinks the world of jonas. practically obsessed LOL. as far as mitch is concerned, jonas is perfect mostly because he is nothing like mitch. he sometimes has trouble conveying his feelings tho. here is a handy diagram of what goes on in his brain

as a boyfriend, mitch is a bit smothering and anyone else might find it a little uhhh Too Much but for jonas its ideal

jonas comes from a weird place and kinda reacts to relationships in a different way. he and his sister were abandoned as kids and grew up in a household with not a whole lot of outward and obvious love? so he attaches somewhat quickly to people who show him real affection, but also has frequent fears of ppl he cares about leaving him. he’s pretty needy and needs to be constantly reminded that he’s loved and won’t be abandoned or forgotten. AND even though he’d probably never admit it he needs to feel safe and protected LOL he’s a very soft wimp (when he cant use his powers in public etc) and mitch keeps the scary ppl away. bc       hes scarier

they also balance eachother out quite a bit. mitch is a lot more conscious of how he acts and mellows out when he’s with jonas, while jonas becomes a little more self-confident!

SO UH jonas is afraid of ppl leaving him, and mitch has a rly hard time accepting the idea that anyone would actually love him (oh my god im sorry) THEYRE A MESS but they make it work and they make eachother happy so thats whats important

anonymous asked:

do you have any good chardee fic recs?

i do!!!!

i’m on mobile rn so linking isn’t gonna be a thing rip but here are the titles of some of my faves (all on ao3 and in no particular order)

  • electioneering - 50′s au with such a wonderful attention to detail; does a great job of adding a dramatic edge to these characters in ways that weren’t ooc; mostly macdennis but the chardee bits are so beautiful and have made me tear up on multiple occasions.
  • bee stung tongue - tw for suicidal thoughts; god i love this angst and comforting shit like… wow it’s gorgeous here; set right after the gang goes to hell.
  • frank buys a cabin - honestly one of my all-time fave iasip fics in general; SO well written and the author really captured the character voices of everyone so well; chardee and macdennis are both equal amounts of cute; there is some murder and running from a spooky killer in it which is unusual and i personally love it to death (heh); it’s made me actually laugh out loud and wanna cry at certain bits, which is exactly what the show does tbh.
  • what, like it’s hard? - legally blonde au that you didn’t know you needed until now; very realistic and well paced relationship building; cool court trial settings; and even some adorable macdennis tossed in there.
  • mama i’m in love with a criminal - mafia au and it’s wonderful; it has just the right dire stakes with comforting and cute fluff as i need which is super rare; i’d say chardee and macdennis share a pretty even half of this fic; i would die for mafia au.
  • let’s trash our whole afternoon - literally the perfect au for me; paranormal investigators au; i rly connect to charlie and i’m also a tarot reader who makes my own decks so this made me SO happy; very cool welcome to night vale kinda vibes; super sweet and adorable.
  • fade into you - god this one does some major things to my heart like…. wow; the amount of emotions here is absolutely perfect; everything is in character.
  • what they don’t tell you in churches (saints are sinners too) - canon divergent where charlie actually was the father of dee’s baby (please this is all i want in the world) and it’s heartwrenching and ahhh; also some very deep and intense macdennis; tw for implications of rape.
  • splifficated - 1920′s au; i’m so obsessed with chardee in the 20′s running a speakeasy you have no idea; these two authors write these characters so well, despite them being in a totally different time period; again, i would die for this au.
  • unaware - a soulmate au where you can feel your soulmate’s emotions; holy fuck soulmate aus are truly the real way to my heart; beautiful writing of when dee and charlie first met.
  • charlie and dee hit the road - they run away together (minus peter nincompoop) and god it’s so good and real and emotional i’m dying.

god and this isn’t even NEAR all of my faves like even though there aren’t a ton of chardee fics, most of the ones out there are fucking fabulous. but if i sat here all night typing up ALL of the ones i love so much, we’d be here all night.

anonymous asked:

Random question, but how did your blog originally start off as? Like what did it look like (like the avatar or the banner)? Just wondering since I was looking at your old drawings and such (you’ve improved sooo much btw!!! Good work!! I love your drawings ❤️❤️❤️)

Uaaaaaaa YOU ARE??? Looking at my old drawings?? ahhh o<-< to be honest I deleted a lot of it because I got rly embarrassed seeing them ‘v’;; and I may go back and, take care of some more my old drawings later.. mm;;// thanks for the kind words! I’m happy you feel I improved and it lifts my spirits!

I don’t remember how my first avatar looked like, actually.; but when I first joined tumblr back in 2013 (wow) I was into kagepro! So I think it would have been a screenshot from one of its pvs. It’s fairly recent that I started using my own drawings as my avatars! If you’ve look at my oldest drawings (I’ve kept some) you’ll see some fanarts left from that era. I’ve deleted like 90% of my works from that time.; I would have left it, but they looked really really.. bad in my eyes. I feel my current works may feel that way to me over time! I posted drawings from the beginning, so my blog wasn’t too different from what it’s like now. Drawings and reblogs of fanarts/posts I’m interested in

I’m pretty sure my first blog theme was one of those tumblr default themes and then I switched around a few times.. Once I even got a blog layout as a present from a friend who knows how to code, (it was so pretty btw) but one of the banner images started acting up and I decided to change it to my current blog theme after I moved fandoms. I like my current one too! Simple is nice and I remember struggling to find themes that are minimal with reasonable post sizes..!

hearin ppl call me my real name is weird. saying my real name myself is weird. i don’t like it, bc it just doesnt feel ?? real?? i don’t mind it actually bein my name but i feel so much more comfortable bein called “reck” (short for reckless)