i would be grayson's big spoon

The Picture - Grayson



My palms had been sweating crazy as the room kept spinning around me. My head had been all over the place by time I saw the picture. The picture that had my boyfriend and some whore in it kissing. I couldn’t bring myself to just ask, my body wouldn’t let me. My body just wanted to stay put right here in this dark room. In my head was a whole different story as tears fell onto the carpet on my bedroom floor. As my breathing became harder my hands found their way to my hair and clenched onto pieces.

I was having a panic attack but my head didn’t know that. My brain couldn’t understand what was happening, because, it was stuck still on the picture. The picture. Gray. The picture. Cheater. The picture. Fuckboi. The picture. The picture. The picture.

“Fuck!” I screamed falling to the ground. My hands fell from my head to the carpet and then clenched onto that. He knew it was hard. He knew. But then, oh then the picture. The freaking picture. I knew from a fact this picture was coming to haunt me of my bullies. I knew it very well. The same kissing.

Besides my loud tears I heard a very faint ding over and over again. Most likely my phone. But I didn’t care. I was in so much pain I felt like I was dying. Seeing the one I fell in love with kissing another broke me. My precious heart can take so much and it felt like it could never be fixed-

His hands clenched onto my shoulders as he shook me violently. I looked up at him with snot running out of my nose with the tears adding to the disgust. He knew immediately what was happening and got up quickly. I looked back down at the ground and continued to cry until he found his way back in front of me holding the pills in his hands along with a glass of water in the other. His mouth opened but I couldn’t work out what he was saying for I couldn’t hear at the moment. By this time his eyes were just filled with worries filled to the brim.

His hand found mine and brought it out to him placing the pills in my hand. I then understood what he wanted to do. I placed the pills in my mouth and he handed me the water. I took the water and gulped it down along with the pills and placed it down on the floor. My breathing was slowly coming back to normal as he wrapped his arms around me bringing me up onto his lap.

I placed my hand against his chest and he stroke my hair, sometimes, kissing my head. My eyes later closed as my chest was violently moving up and down from my breathing and tears. We stayed there at least half an hour to when my breathing was back to normal and I was calming down. I could finally make out what he was saying and wiped my face on my hoodie.

“W-why?” Was what I had ask not daring to move my head. “Its all fake I promise princess. I wouldn’t dream of cheating on you. It’s probably some fan who photoshopped it. Don’t worry about it because I couldn’t be any happy with someone else. You make me more then happy. I love you. Not her. I love you with all my heart.” Grayson read out. This caused me to finally move and look at him. “Promise?” I asked. He nodded and smiled. “Promise beautiful.” He said. I nodded and stuffed my head in the nook of his neck.

I wrapped my arms around his body slowly and started to kiss his neck. But not in a sexual way. Sex was the last thing I wanted right now. All I wanted was to be in Grayson’s arms.

“I love you too.” I replied back after realizing he had said that he loves me. I felt his lips formed into a smile against my head as he kissed it. “Would you like to stay in and cuddle while we watch movies today?” Grayson asked. I nodded against his chest and he picked us both up and dropped me softly onto my bed and got in beside me. “What would m’lady like to watch?” He asked.

“Can we watch Finding Dory please.” I asked nicely. “Of course. Would you like some ice cream and tea as well?” He asked knowing my weird cravings every time we do this. “If it’s not to much to ask.” I said. “Nothing you say is.” He smiled getting up and leaving the room. This have me time to think again. His fans all loved me, so why would they do this. I haven’t done anything to cause them to hate me. I’m a very friendly person.

Before I knew it Grayson came back holding the container of chocolate ice cream and one big spoon along with my mug that was an elephant. He smiled and placed the mug on my bedside table and handed me the ice cream and spoon. “Thank you Grayson.” I thanked. He smiled at me. “No problem y/n.” He replied joining me in bed and turning on the TV to put on Netflix. Finding the movie I wanted to watch and put it on. I cuddled into Grayson’s side as I placed the spoonful of ice cream in my mouth. He wrapped his strong arm around me giving me arm a small soft squeeze.

I was in love with this boy.

Date (preference)


Grayson would be the kind of boyfriend to really try and impress you with the dates he plans. Even when you had been dating for a while he would still go out of his way to plan something amazing because he would always want to make you happy. Sometimes he would do something really adorable and romantic with candles and good food, although you would never be seen in a restaurant type setting. He would take you somewhere so random like you would have dinner at the top of a mountain or something similar. Most other times he would plan a really fun and adventurous activity that you could do together like a hike or dirt biking or something else that you both loved and would have the best time doing. Some dates would just come out of nowhere, he would text at like 1AM saying he was bored and wanted to do something so the both of you would roam around the city for hours just talking. Of course all of these dates would end up back in his apartment, cuddling until he would fall asleep on top of you with his head on your stomach as you played with his hair.


I think Ethan when he is in the mood would take you out somewhere for an adventure whether that was just to the beach or driving and exploring a new town. I think he would be different to Grayson in the fact that on special occasions he would love to wine and dine you, he would take you somewhere amazing and treat you like his queen the whole night. I feel he would be a big fan of breakfast dates, even though you would spend like an hour trying to wake him and you almost miss getting there while they are still serving breakfast. It would be a secluded little cafe so no one would find you guys. He would be so cute and cuddly at breakfast and would order the most ridiculously un healthy thing on the menu. Like Grayson I feel he would be a big fan of lots of cuddles to end these dates, but he would definitely be the dominant cuddler. He would always be big spoon and always be pulling you on top of him with his arms around you super tight.