i worry about you so much

anonymous asked:

Hello! I love your blog and I want to ask you. In the chapter 113, in one of the frames, Sebastian is speaking with Abberline and behind Abberline is the man in the hat. When I saw this frame I thought: his hairstyle looks like "updo" behind his hat! Maybe he is UT?! And while I was reading 121 chapter I saw this frame again. What do you think about the man in the hat? P.S. Sorry for my bad English, it’s not my first language. And sorry if someone asked about it before.

Hey, Anon! Thank you so much! And no need to worry about your English. :)

You have a good eye, I didn’t even notice that guy but yeah, now that you mention it he does remind me of UT’s disguise during the Weston arc.

And he appears several times throughout the arc.

Here’s how Undertaker looked in the Weston arc:

So there really is a similarity. However, it’s really hard to tell since there are also other guys wearing a top hat:

But if UT is the real mastermind of the cult (which I think is likely) there’s a good chance he’s not only working behind the scenes but observing himself what’s happening. So maybe you really found UT. ;)

Your child is mix raced and have to deal with bullying (Vixx)

N: -your son was never like the others. He knew it and overtime you two were hoping he was going to block it out- “he’s different but he’s not an alien”

Originally posted by bottomhakyeon

Hongbin: -he would actually hear someone say something about his little girl and try to remain calm- “what’s wrong with my baby girl?”

Originally posted by saltykong

Leo: -he would listen to his daughter talk about how rude people are to her- “I mean people are mean but you’re perfect and you don’t have to worry”

Originally posted by taekwoonkeety

Ken: -he would try to remain calm because nothing pissed him off more than his little girl being sad- *gif*

Originally posted by ravisass

Ravi: -he didn’t know what to do. Your son obviously didn’t deserve it-  “he’s so young and gets picked on so much for having different looks”

Originally posted by thisisjustforfunval

Hyuk: -he would look at you worried for your son and how his school life would go- “our son deserves the better you know. He didn’t do anything wrong and he’s already being teased”

Originally posted by taekookie-bts

anonymous asked:

okay, here's what I'm thinking of. NBC's Hannibal took what could have been queerbaiting and turned it into canon text. bryan fuller took the risk and made it explicitly gay, and Hannibal was then canceled. mark had a choice: face the possible loss of viewership and ratings and a potential cancellation or try to glean as much money as possible by going back on his subtext. it wasn't really about us... it wasn't about love of Sherlock. he let his hunger for success ruin what could have been.

You’re probably right. It’s just so stupid. The show is hugely successful now, and they were already worried that this was going to be the last season. They could have just made it canon in the finale. I really dont get it.

shiv

///


November 14th.
In the coffee shop,
the man in the
Make America Great Again hat
smiles at me, so I take this
as an invitation.


“Pardon me, but I have to ask—
do you think Trump’s
ideologies keep every person
in this country safe?“


He doesn’t hesitate.


“Ma’am, I can’t get wrapped up
in identity politics, all I can
worry about is how
I’m going to feed my girls.”


///


At my 40th birthday party,
an acquaintance asks
why we have “so much
Mexican art in the house.”

“It might be because I’m Mexican,” I say.

“No,” he laughs, “you’re not Mexican.”

“Yes. I am.”

“No,” he continues, reassuringly,
“and if you are, you’re only, maybe, 17%.“

The winter air stiffens between us.
An old, familiar pain.


///


There was a time when I
would have thanked him.


The early years,
when I wanted only to pass,
to rid myself of my last name—
the dead giveaway,
its muddy lineage


crawl out from the burying shame
that held me down every time
my father picked me up
from school in our shitty car,
his bushy mustache
& brown face
magnified by the sun.


///


A local white woman
posts a photo of her new tattoo:
a Mayan god etched eternal
on her flesh. When I point out
the disrespect, she assures me
she speaks Spanish fluently,
spent three years
in South America.


For the next six hours,
I argue with her friends.
They demand I quit being so
divisive. Judgemental. Close-minded.


“We have a racist running for President,
and you’re complaining about a tattoo?”
asks the white boy, who spray paints
murals all over this city
with impunity.


O, to be permitted the luxury
of only worrying about one thing at a time.


O, to be white in America,
to wake up knowing every god is your god.


///


When you never see yourself,
you search for yourself all the time.


You know the white girl
in the sombrero isn’t you.
The bro dude in Calavera makeup
isn’t either, not the ponchos
and glued on mustaches,
not the lowrider Chevy
in the Disney movie
or the hoochie-coochie
sex pot on the Emmy
award-winning television show.


Maybe you are only this:


the scorched bird pulled
from the chimney,
covered in soot.
Not the actual bird,
its velvet sack
of jigsaw’d bones,
but the feeling
of recognition.


The ash of knowing.


///


A white comedian tells this joke:
“I used to date Hispanics,
but now I prefer consensual.”


The audience laughs.
And you do, too.
Until the punchline hardens,
translates into a stone
in your throat.


You swallow it, like you always do.


You don’t change the channel,
but you also can’t remember
a single joke she tells after that.


A few months later, the comedian’s career
blows up. She’s so real. So edgy.
Such a hardcore feminist.
When someone writes an essay on
her old stand-up routines—
noting her blindspot when it comes to race,


her response is:


“It is a joke and it is funny.
I know that because people laugh at it.”


///


If two Mexicans are in a car, who is driving?
A police officer.


How do you starve a Mexican?
Put their food stamps in their work boots.


What’s the difference between a Mexican and an elevator?
One can raise a child.


What do you call a Mexican baptism?
Bean dip


How do you stop a Mexican from robbing your house?
Put a help wanted sign in the window.


What do you call a Mexican driving a BMW?
Grand theft auto


What do you call a Mexican without a lawnmower?
Unemployed


What do you call a building full of Mexicans?
Jail


How do you keep Mexicans from stealing?
Put everything of value on the top shelf.


What do you call a bunch of Mexicans running downhill?
A mudslide.


Why don’t Mexicans play Hide ’n Seek?
No one will look for them.


What does a Mexican get for Christmas?
Your TV.


What do you call the Arizona man shot to death
by his white neighbor, screaming, “Go back to Mexico!”
Juan Varela


///


November 29th.
For weeks, I’ve avoided
eye contact with strangers.
My face is a closed curtain.
My mouth, the most
decorated knife.
I pay for groceries,
grab the receipt &
let my half-hearted
thank yous trail like smoke.
I no longer want to see
who refuses to see me.


Anyone is everyone.


///


December 1st.
I keep waking up.
There isn’t anyone
white enough to stop me.


Pantomime the living until
the body remembers:
wicked bitch. Bloodwhirl.
Patron Saint of the Grab Back.


Still. Still. Still. Still. Still. Still here.


///


I etch my own face upon my wicked flesh.
I am my own devastating god.

 


Rachel McKibbens, Dec. 2016

anonymous asked:

hey! would you please do nurseydex, number 7 from that asofterworld prompts list?

“I know your weakness. It’s kisses. You are doomed. (Don’t worry. We’re all doomed eventually).”

this is so soft, i’m so sorry. 

Nursey was sprawled out on top of his bunk, chin resting in his hand as he stared blankly down at the textbook sitting in front of him. He had probably re-read the same sentence at least five times in the last minute, but it wasn’t making any more sense than it had the first time he read it—his brain felt like fuzz.

Just as he was about to flip the book closed and take a much needed break, the door to the attic opened and a little smile found its way onto his face.

Dex had just gotten back from his last class, backpack flung over his shoulder and his scarf still wrapped around his face. His red hair was messy from the beanie that had been on his head and there was a bright flush to his cheeks from the cold.

“Hey,” Dex said as he walked in, his voice drifting up to where Nursey was lying on the top bunk, offering a quick glance up at him before he moved to toss his backpack onto the floor and place the slice of pie he had been balancing in his hand onto his desk.

“Hey,” Nursey replied with a lazy grin, his eyes watching Dex as he moved across the room, eventually following his arm to the plate he had just set down.

There was a split second of silence before Dex turned his eyes on him and glared, brows slightly furrowed, “Don’t even think about it.”

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I was so frustrated about the out comes of tfp and my family was like why do you care so much and I finally told them I’m bisexual and they accepted it. I was worried that they’d be angry because I’m an Indian-Asian and our culture and what not but they said how could you think we’d hate you?!? We love you and you’ve had the freedom to say what you want and so you have the freedom to be yourself and we love you no matter what. I feel like a weight has been lifted.

yuuri: *lounging on a sofa reading a book* *feels something dropped on his lap*

yuuri: *sees a dead mouse* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE HELL!!!!! *sees little yurio running away into the other room*

yuuri: *sweatdrops*

*incidents continues as yuuri keeps getting dead small animals from little yurio*

yuuri: *tears up* “victor…d-does yurio hate me? 

victor: WHAT???? NO NO!!! BABY NO! yurio doesn’t hate you! he loves you so much! why would you say that love?

yuuri: cause i keep getting dead animals from him…. that just means he hates me……

victor: *sighs* baby.. maybe its just the way he shows how he loves you. Wait a second!!!! *victor googles something*

victor: *shows yuuri an article about how cats brings gifts for their owner in the form of a dead animal/insect cause they are worried that they aren’t eating to well*

victor: see he doesn’t hate you, he worries and cares about you

yuuri:*tearing up from joy*

yurio: *walks in their living room giving yuuri another dead insect then jumps on yuuri’s lap and snuggling to his stomach*

yuuri: oh yurio! i  love you so much!!! *hugs yurio tightly*

victor: *watches his son and husband with a happy smile*

anonymous asked:

honestly screw all the people who send you negative comments. "what are you doing on tumblr?" you're doing an amazing job. you are showing to young trans people that things do turn out okay and that they are valid and there is hope. you and olivia are incredible. you don't deserve any of the hate. thank you -a fan

Thank you very much! And don’t worry about the hate, it doesn’t get to me, so I’d rather it come my way than anyone else’s. :-)

anonymous asked:

Hello! I'm pretty sure I'm not only speaking for myself, but don't stress about not getting to the sketch prompts so quickly. You weren't paid for it nor did you promise us a time you'd get it done by, so don't worry about it! Just take care of yourself first and foremost and do it at your own leisure!

Aaaaaaa thank you so much for the kind message ;w; and thank you for understanding ♥

anonymous asked:

Oh my gosh. I really need to unfollow you. You're making me too excited and I'm afraid BotW will suck if I expect too much!

Don’t worry! I really don’t think Botw, I have faith. But I understand your apprehension, so instead of focusing on expectations, focus on the facts. So far, we know that:

  • The game is hella big and hella pretty
  • So far, it has very good music
  • Link has a ponytail (remember the days when we were all freaking out about that? Yeah, I’m still not over it)
  • There’s a day/night cycle as well as weather
  • If you have a Wolf Link amiibo, then he can join you in the game
  • DOGS
  • Zelda is there, looking fab
  • You can beat up an enemy with its friend’s own arm
  • If you like RPG games, then there’s a lot of those types of features such as cooking and weapon upgrades
  • You can play the entire game shirtless
  • Voice acting
  • Link and Zelda hugging
  • “You can climb the mountain!”
  • L A S E R  A R R O W S
  • Snowboarding
  • You can set things on fire

And there’s a lot more that I know I’m not thinking of, but this is just a short list off the top of my head. For me, I’m usually pretty easy to please, so even if the game isn’t as great as it looks I’m sure I’ll still love it. Because I adore games with lots of exploration, which I why I like this franchise so much in the first place, and Botw really looks like exploration is the major theme/point of emphasis.

So I completely understand your trepidation of getting too excited, but at the very least if you’re excited about the things you know will be there, then at least in those aspects you won’t be let down!

“Nate? You look kind of messed up…” Wendy opened the front door to see Nate completely out of breath, disheveled, with his forehead covered in sweat.

“I need to see Tobias right now, Wendy, please,” he begged. “Where’s he?”

“Actually, Tobias… he’s gone a few hours ago, and no one knows where. I’m so sorry, Nate. I know it’s not something you wanted to hear… and we’re all worried about him so much.”

vampyrequeen3  asked:

I love that you use shells to smoke from! How is the intake? Do you get much in the way of ash when you inhale?

They’re pipes that were gifted to me from a company called ocean tokes which sells them online! They have screens so you don’t need to worry about ash, they’re pretty smooth and function just as well as any other pipe 🐚👌🏼😘✨

anonymous asked:

Gah sorry I just read ur little note about the prompt thing, sorry!! Have a nice day though! (Honestly all these prompts are helping me get through this major artist block I'm having, THANKS SO MUCH)

No worries haha, happens everytime we post an art meme/challenge xD 

And thats awesome to hear, glad you’re liking the blog! <3 

200+ Followers

Originally posted by neksuz

// OMG
I never actually thought I would get too many followers on this blog. I know just how much Seto Kaiba is loved as a character and if I’ve to be honest I still am a little worried that I’m just not doing him the justice that he deserves - so it means a lot to me that there are over 200 of you out there who are following this ass of a muse. He’d definitely the hardest one to write and who I need to learn more about. Sometimes he takes even me by surprise xDD

So a huge thank you to you all! I actually hit this target when I was over in Seattle but didn’t have the time to write a post up. My sideblog is also about to hit 100 on my Priest so that’s also nice :) I seriously hope that you all continue to enjoy this mess of a muse and that you enjoy my take on him. Seto is very complicated and hopefully that comes across clearly enough ^.^

Huge thank you to the following for helping to both encourage me in writing this muse as well as helping me to develop him more as a character:

@godxofxegypt @snowflakeryo @xmeldedsoul @kisarabewd @guaardian @etiolxte @xcry-of-kingx @roland-isono @dimensionthosesexydice

Thank you to everyone though who’s written with me and I hope to write with more people soon! I know how hard this ass is to work with :) So thankies for putting up with him when you can xDD

alkja replied to your post: Hah! Chancellor Obi-Wan is the best thing ever….

SC!Obi-Wan having to listen to senators squabbling on and on trapped in his pod and going “mmmh, you know, I hear Tatooine is… less abysmal at this time of its year. Maybe I could run away there? A nice hermitage in the desert with only Tusken Raiders and Jabba’s thugs to worry about… Sounds lovely, so quiet and peaceful, plenty of time to meditate, just me and the Force…”

(of course he realizes he cannot actually do it: duty first and anyway Anakin would throw about 200 hissyfits if he absconded to Tatooine of all places, but… peace. And quiet. It’s a nice dream) 

lol. Obi-Wan deserves so much peace and quiet. Not that he’ll get it. Not yet at least, muahahha

anonymous asked:

To anon who said "I can't deal with SBers and fake Barry haters right now" but we are seasoned pros at this. When would u ever expect anything different from them? When WA kissed 1x15 they took the moral high ground and were worried about Eddie. Giving SBs the attention they so desperately crave is the problem. "How you can hate from outside of the club?" is our motto, stop stepping outside the club and looking at what those at the back of the line are doing! Get back to the VIP section sis!!!

It wasn’t just SB shippers *worried* about that kiss, I remember so called WA shippers freaking out about it, too. I had an entire series called “but what about Eddie” about how much Iris didn’t care about his ass in that moment. LOL, good times. 

anonymous asked:

SFW Match up? I'm a Sagittarius and 164 cm. I'm reserved at the beginning and quiet (but I love to talk when it's something interesting). I can be really sarcastic and seem a little cold but I'm actually kind and polite most of the time. I love [1/3]

(2/3)reading, music and animals. I’m good at giving people advice (some of my friends say that I have a calming aura) and making people laugh. I’m smart, honest and love to learn new things when they seem interesting. I’m insecure, 

(3/3)a little chaotic, overthink to much and can be a little lazy. Also I can’t talk about my feelings very well and will tell everything is ok so people don’t worry about me


Your partner is Jaehee Kang

Originally posted by reishikiz

Jaehee will see past your bullshit. She knows that you are not okay but she knows how it is putting that wall up. She will love to learn new things with you because she enjoys making memories with you. When you are overthinking, she will give you a cup of coffee/tea and help you calm down and rationalize your thoughts. She will wait forever just for you to open up to her but just know shell be there waiting for you with open arms 

anonymous asked:

ok even if i dont know you much, cause im just a stalker who loves your blog jhksdjhfkjshf thank u. please stay strong bc you're just amazing and your words literally dry every tears that flows through my eyes and its just beautiful how close this fandom is to one another. so pls stay strong <3

Thank you that is a kind thing to say 💕 please know that there’s no reason to worry about me though I am perfectly okay just like. Disappointed and angry

easyseabreezy  asked:

How long have you been drawin' for? I wanna get a start but hoo boy that's tough when you're unreasonably hard on yourself.

Well that goes for most artist, a lot of us are probably more hard on ourselves then anyone else. I’ve been drawing for almost 7 years now, but to be honest that doesn’t mean much. What’s important is to try to have confidence in your art and get it out there.

Art is something I hobby, it’s for fun and it always has been, but like everything it takes time and practice. You are NOT going to get the results you want right off the bat, unless you got mad crazy talent, so patience is huge. Learn from others to build a style of your own, make friends to share ideas, others opinions can greatly improve your art and build confidence.

In short don’t worry about the start, draw what you want and what you enjoy. Trust me, if your enjoying your work, some people are bound to like it too, so don’t get discouraged and get out there.

platypusnoisesinthedistance  asked:

Can i have a match up please? Ok so im a 13 yr old advanced student. Im constantly on my computer or i pad working, drawing or writing. I tend to spend a lot of my time in my room thinking and crying. Im very insecure about myself. But i do have a lot of friends who act super wierd with me and binge eat crap food. ( plz ignore the first match up i sent lol)

yup ofc, hun<3 

your perfect match is 

~drumroll please~

yoosung!

you´re both addicted to your computer/ipad, so no judging. 

he would think your writing and drawings are the coolest things ever, gonna hang them on the fridge! 

you´re both very sensitive people who is very prone to let things happening around you, in the news, to your friends or your family, get to you. because you both worry so much. the one thing none of you are insecure about tho, is your love for each other! you two reminds each other of how much you love and appreciate each other all the time! 

yoosung loves cooking for your both, so that would definitely better both of your diets. 

i hope you´re satisfied with your matchup!