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13/10/17 (aka THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE)

okay so where do I begin…WOW.
okay so… on Monday October 3rd at 10:25pm, I was sitting on my phone in my room listening to holy ground and I was on twitter and BOOM. “TAYLOR NATION SENT YOU A DIRECT MESSAGE” I STARTED SHAKING AND CRYING WHEN I READ THE CONFIDENTIAL MESSAGE I WAS SO CONFUSED BECAUSE THEY DONT EVEN FOLLOW ME (yes I’m still trying to work out technology ok) AND I FLIPPED OUT AND I RAN INTO MY MOMS ROOM SOBBING AND I TRIPPED OVER THE HOOVER BUT ITS OKAY. MY MOM WAS SAYING ALL SORTS OF THINGS LIKE SOMEONE MAY HAVE HACKED INTO TAYLOR NATIONS ACCOUNT (?????? idk). Anyway I died and my mind was a mess and I couldn’t control myself at all, I had knew what it usually meant when people got these messages and I explained everything to my mom ( she is genuinely worst-case-scenario-Christine ) and she started crying with happiness for me. THAT DAY WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.

The next day October 4th at 5:27pm, I was (trying) to study when BOOM. I RECEIVED THE CALL. Ali phoned and told me about a special secret event on Friday the 13th of October and I was shaking so so much and could barely even talk but she was honestly the nicest ever (I noticed she said “wonderful” about a million times and I’m now so in love with that word). Side note: My mom still wasn’t really convinced this wasn’t a set up to get me kid napped but SHE FINALLY CALMED DOWN A LITTLE AND MEANWHILE I WAS SHAKING, CRYING AND BASICALLY DEAD.

Okay so then it was the waiting game…the days DRAGGED in as I found out a whole 10 DAYS before the event and I saw Taylor lurk people on tumblr/Instagram AND she liked the post about me and my best friend Eve. PEOPLE WERE ALSO TALKING ABOUT WHAT COULD HAPPEN ON THE 13TH AND I WAS JUST SITTING THERE LIKE HELP ME WHATS GON HAPPEN.

Fast forward to Friday…so because I live in Glasgow I had to fly to London… I COULDNT SLEEP AT ALL AND I ONLY GOT 4 HOURS SLEEP LOL BECAUSE I GOT UP AT 4AM. We went to the airport and I was genuinely so nervous and excited about what could possibly be happening. We then got a bus and then a tube and wandered about Covent Garden and EVERYTHING kept reminding me of Taylor. We then got a tube and another bus ( NUMBER 13 ) to our hotel. I got really stressed out because I opened up my case and there was makeup spilt on my dress BUT MY MOM CAME TO THE RESCUE AND FIXED IT FOR ME. I curled my hair and fixed myself up then I went to out to the secret meeting point and recognized so many people from tumblr/twitter etc and it was SO surreal. ALSO A FEW PEOPLE CAME UP TO ME AND WERE LIKE OMG ABBIE I KNOW YOU AND THAT MADE ME FEEL SO SO SPECIAL SO I LOVE YOU FOR THAT IF THAT WAS YOU. We checked in and got really cool wristbands saying United Kingdom (IN THE REPUTATION FONT) I WAS ALREADY DEAD.

We went to drop off our bags and me and I met 2 beautiful, amazing girls called Emma ( @taylorsmusic ) and Flora ( @spoookyswift ) and we were FREAKING OUT TOGETHER. We just couldn’t comprehend that we could potentially meet our idol. We talked about everything and I genuinely think I have 2 new best friends for life. I LOVE YOU GUYS. We were on the last bus to leave so we waited foreverrrr and my nerves were building up so much and I was FULL ON ALL OVER SHOOK.

Everyone on the bus was SO EXCITED and we were all dying together. It was such a combination of nerves and excitement like I can’t even describe it. So we FINALLY arrived at our secret destination and were escorted to the entrance to be searched etc (there was a big box of socks for some reason and it made us laugh so just thought I’d add that in and also a few half finished smart water bottles👀).

Okay so then we went through to TAYLORS HOUSE. It was beautiful and there was so much food laid out and I had a REPUTATION COOKIE and CUSTOMIZED REPUTATION M&MS and CHICKEN TENDERS. Taylors playlist of the songs she loves was playing in the background and we were LOVING LIFE. (Side note: my mom loved the olives you put out taylor so thanks for that) So basically me, Emma and Flora were chilling together (we were not chill at all tho) and everything was fine THEN Flora goes “oh my god, that’s Scott” AND IM LIKE WTF AND WE ALL LOOK OVER AND DIE LIKE WHAT WAS HAPPENING BEFORE OUR VERY EYES THE KING OF GUITAR PICS WAS HERE. We went and spoke to more amazing people and life was good…THEN TREE COMES THROUGH AND IM LIKE WHATATSTSS THATS A LEGEND THEN NOT LONG AFTER THAT WE SEE ANDREA AND WE ALL DIED. I CRIED WHEN I SEEN ANDREA IDK WHY IT JUST GOT TOO MUCH AND SHES MY QUEEN. IT GENUINELY FELT LIKE A DREAM LIKE SURELY THIS WAS NOT REAL.

Finally, after a while, we went through to THE LIVING ROOM. YES. A CHAIR. A SPEAKER. WE ALL KNEW WHAT THIS WAS. ME, EMMA AND FLORA HAD A LITTLE SUPPORT NETWORK GOING ON BECAUSE WE WERE ALL HOLDING HANDS BECAUSE WE WERE NOT PREPARED AT ALL. I cried - yeah she wasn’t even here yet and I cried. So anyway THEN I’m like I can’t even do this and my heart is beating abnormally fast. And that’s when she appeared…

I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EYES. MY ANGEL. MY EVERYTHING. GENUINELY LIKE A METER AWAY. NO WAY. Okay so then I SOBBED even more and I was uncontrollable (I finally did calm down but omg it was so hard I couldn’t stop crying) - thank you Emma and Flora for helping me LOL. Side note: her hair was so curly and pretty and she wore this camo dress thing and SNAKE BOOOOOOTS and a snake ring and yeah I was like GO GURLLL. IN THAT MOMENT I DIED IT WAS ACTUALLY HAPPENING.

On to the album, obviously you guys understand I can’t say much at all BUT REPUTATION IS MY FAVOURITE ALBUM BY FARRRRR. Like it’s genuinely so different but so genius - it’s incredible. She’s so talented and you can tell she’s worked so super hard for it and I can tell she’s happier than ever through the way she talks and she just seems so content with life and it makes me so proud and happy of how far she’s came. It’s so emotionally complex and THE LYRICS (she’s a genius okay). But there was one song that made me full on SOB and everyone in that room felt something…ANYWAY Taylor herself, during the whole of the session, she was so funny and she’s just so genuine…it was unreal. UNREAL. Some highlights that stand out to me include when during one of the songs she looked right at me for about 20 seconds or so and we just danced and smiled at each other. IVE NEVER FELT SO LOVED IN MY LIFE. To say I’m proud of her for this album is an understatement.

okay so then….IT WAS MEET AND GREET TIME. We were all sitting reading the magazines and talking to each other and it was adorable and even though I was a nervous wreck, everyone was so nice and amazing towards me. When it was time for the picture I was at the waiting point I can’t tell you how I felt. It was indescribable. I seen the 2 girls before me hug Taylor goodbye and it was my turn. I ran up to her and hugged her so hard and she looked at me and went “ITS ABBIE ISNT IT?” AND I WAS NODDING AND I WAS LIKE YEAH ITS ME and she was like “NO WAY I CHOSE YOU LIKE A YEAH AGO LIKE SOOOO LONG AGO” and I was like NO WAY and then I was like “THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE HELPED ME THROUGH, YOU’VE HONESTLY GOT ME THROUGH SO MUCH” and she was listening so intently and she smiled at me and hugged me and we held hands for a few seconds which was BEAUTIFUL and she was like “you are SO beautiful like SO beautiful and you are SO funny like you’re posts are hilarious” and I started shaking and I told her she was like a big sister to me and then we got a really cute huggy picture and then we got one with my mom which was cute and THEN (THIS WAS THE FUNNIEST MOMENT) the camera guy said to my mom “do you want a pic alone with her” and my mom was like “oh it’s okay I’m just her mom” and TAYLOR WAS LIKE" OH WELL THANKS" IT WAS SO FUNNY. THEN I told her I loved her and she was like I LOVE YOU BUDDY and I gave her one final hug before I left which was MAGICAL (I swear we hugged about 27468273 times).

As soon as I left the room, I BURST INTO TEARS I COULDN’T BELIEVE I HAD JUST MET MY IDOL AFTER LIKE 6 YEARS OF LOVING HER AND FANGIRLING OVER HER. My mom went to talk to mama swift and she said to her “thank you so much for making a beautiful, amazing role model for my daughter” and mama swift was like AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH THEN MY MOM GAVE HER A HUG AND THEN I GAVE HER A HUGE HUG AND MAMA SWIFT WAS LIKE THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING HER AND DOING THE CRAZY THINGS SHE MAKES YOU DO AND I CRIED MORE.


Thank you so so so much for inviting me to your London Secret Session - it was an HONOR to be there. I can’t believe I was given such a beautiful, amazing opportunity and I meant everything I said to you in there and it truly came from the heart. I love you so much and I can’t wait to hopefully see you on tour. You mean the world to me and I can’t wait to hear reputation again and DIE ANOTHER MILLION DEATHS.
I love you so much girl.

Abbie x @taylorswift

My Reputation Story Guess

This could get messy, y’all, but I’m going to attempt to see if I can piece together a narrative if the right to left “15 Taylor’s” theory is true. I’m looking forward to looking back at this in November and seeing if I was totally off or not. 

I stand by the idea that each of these songs are likely character perspectives, but I do think they will tell some sort of overarching story. 

1. Ready For It 

If this theory is correct, RFI would be the first Taylor on the right. It makes sense, as some have already noted because the lyrics play on many themes of jail. He can be my “jailer”, “knew he was a killer”, “knew I was a robber”. 

The interesting thing about the song is that if we take the narrative in the video literally, she’s being trapped by the man in the song. Him being the “jailer” and her being locked up means she’s ready to, well, break out of there

2. Snake Taylor breaks out 

Once her character is defamed and she’s called a snake, she comes out to attack those who have wronged her. She’s ready to get revenge, hiss, bite and take back the narrative. 

Snake Taylor makes sense here, as the second song on many albums are generally pretty up-tempo.

3. Shake it off Taylor tries and misses 

I think it’s pretty telling that “Shake It Off” Taylor is right next to Snake Taylor because a lot of people expected her to “shake off” the Kimye situation or any of the other manufactured drama the press has created. 

Shake It Off Taylor also has a nasty attitude in the music video, making me think she tried to move forward but didn’t. Which ultimately…

4. Killed her. She couldn’t handle it

 I don’t think it’s coincidental that OOTW is the 4th track of 1989 and the 4th Taylor from the right. I’m going to take this one step further than “she never made it out of the woods” though, I genuinely think she kinda killed her own reputation. 

In her attempt to correct her mistakes and move forward, everything only blew up in her face and now she’s totally lost herself ( a contrast from her “finding herself” in OOTW). She got lost and dragged herself down in the process. 

5. You Belong With…Friendship?

This is one of the most hopeful Taylor’s. In this song, She’s trying so hard to get a man but he won’t notice her. To me, it seems like friendship is an important theme, as the “Junior Jewels” shirt has all the names of her more modern friends. 

Maybe she is relying on friends to help her find herself again. So she can become the Taylor we all know and love. 

But, when that doesn’t work and some of her friends betray her…

6. Someone makes her do..er…something?

The interesting about LWYMMD is that Taylor doesn’t tell us who she’s talking about, which is both strange for Taylor and weird in general. Why keep a statement like this so open-ended?

Well, I think it’s a response to those she felt were on her side and really weren’t. Lashing out at the media, those who hurt her and the evil person people made her out to be. She’s had enough and she’s coming for blood. Reborn and ready to get revenge. 

But like I’ve said in the past, this is almost certainly a character.

7. Glamorous Ditz 

This really threw me for a loop, but I think the way she portrayed Met Gala Taylor in the music video is really telling.

She plays her as an overdramatic airhead. Which I think means she’s now acting innocent but knows exactly what she’s doing. She’s playing dumb but is ready to carry out her mission of getting back at people. 

Although then we have…

8. Reflective VMA Taylor

A lot of the drama around Taylor Swift began with Kanye’s interruption of her. It seems pretty interesting to me that this comes right in the middle of the album and after LWYMMD Taylor. Could this be a song about how Taylor never wanted any of this, but she’s had to deal with it anyway? 

In this narrative-arc (that I’ve completely guessed about), this seems like a good point of self-reflection upon the past. Maybe she is re-thinking how she handled things at VMA’s.

Or maybe, just maybe, she’s mad that she didn’t stand up for herself more. Because, as we know, her “I’d like to be excluded from this narrative” note on Twitter was one of the first times she’s had to publicly defend herself. 

And this Taylor says that same line in the music video. Suspicious.

9. Gossip Girl Taylor

I say “gossip” because this Taylor is central to all of her feuds. It almost seems like this is the version of her people believe purposefully gets into these feuds for attention and album sales. 

Story-wise, I’m not sure exactly what’s going on here, but I think it’s going to be a fascinating song. 

10. Fearless again?

Ah-ha! Remember how innocent and fearless she was? This Taylor is emotional, happy and bubbly about everything. I’d expect to hear another country song here and maybe a reflection on a time where there was no drama in her life and she could be her happy, country-loving self. 

What a time

11. We Are Never Ever…Going back to our old selves? 

I think it’s fascinating that “We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together” Taylor would be the last Taylor from any past Taylor look. Which says to me that tracks 12-15 are new Taylor personas. Parts of her persona that we haven’t quite had a good look at yet, but we’ll get to investigate further. 

But first, she’s gotta say goodbye to her old selves. 

12. Reputation Taylor, the one who comes out on top

It’s interesting, isn’t it, that Rep Taylor is the Queen of The Mountain? Did you ever play that game as a kid? Here it almost seems like she’s saying that she’s coming out on top of her past lives. 

She is in control of her reputation because she let the others go. Rep Taylor seems a little nasty to me, but maybe she’s just headstrong and misunderstood.

13. “Blind For Love” Taylor can see perfectly well

I’ve written before about genuinely believing this will be a Kesha collab. Why? The tiger on her shirt looks exactly like Kesha’s tattoo on her old Instagram post. 

I thought it was far too coincidental to see “roses” right above the Tiger on that shirt since Kesha’s last name is “rose”. That’s a huge coincidence if true. 

And further, look at the font! That looks just like the reputation font. 

As far as story, I’d guess after “Rep” Taylor made it out on top, she’s now having fun with her newfound power. She could also be single during this time, meaning she can say “Blind For Love” because it doesn’t hurt her anymore. 

14. Stay with me here…Taylor goes full feminist bad*ass

I honestly stan Biker Taylor and I haven’t even heard the song. I love the look and the way she portrays aggressive sexuality with the slit in her dress. I’d also like to highlight what she says in the music video:

“There she goes, playing the victim again” 

This is quite telling, as many people these days like to argue that she’s always playing the victim. This makes me think she’s not only on the offensive, she’s taken that victim identity and completely shoved it to the side. And once she’s dealt with that…

15. She shows us exactly who she is now.

Stronger, more powerful and confident in herself, this Taylor reminds me so much of a phoenix rising from the ashes from the short glimpse we’ve seen so far. She’s dressed in red (an important color in Swiftie-land) and the dress seems to have flowers or feathers all over her costume. 

Taylor is well known for closing out albums with a sense of hope and positivity. Long Live, Change, Begin Again and Clean were all very forward thinking

I expect this to fall along the lines of “Clean”, except this time she’s not cleansed of her exes. Now it’s all about moving on from the past. 

And honestly, that’s probably why she’s not saying a word until the album comes out. She wants the story of Reputation to speak for itself. A story of losing yourself in the personas people portray of you only to realize you are so much more than that. You are a complex, beautiful human being. 

 Look no further than the 1989 “Clean speech”:

But, you know, this is all just a fun, educated guess! 

anonymous asked:


ok ok ok so i dug through my ask box i’m sorry i’ll answer stuff eventually to find this because!!!!! 

since i was thinking no powers for this au i haven’t figured out everything but i have figured out adrien’s music channel in great detail. faaaaaar too much detail

this got like so so so long so under the cut we go!!!!

  • ok so when he’s like eleven he finds an old video camera lying around his house
  • he kind of wants to test it out but feels super awkward talking in front of the camera (getting photographed is one thing, vlogging is another) so instead he records himself practicing a piano piece
  • but since he doesn’t have a tripod, he just sets the camera on the side of the piano and records his hands
  • he records a few of these and then decides he should put them somewhere so he can track his progress
    • aka look back and cringe
  • he uploads them to youtube with nothing but the piece name in the description
  • the channel name is probably some super cheesy music pun
  • anyway he does this for a while and he gains some traction, mostly because a lot of the pieces he practices are pretty famous
  • by thirteen (when he’s actually allowed to have a youtube) he’s got a small but decent following but doesn’t think much of it
  • when he’s fourteen, he posts his first original piece
    • he doesn’t think it’s very good, but if this is a channel tracking his progress it needs to be up
    • people love it and it catches him a bit off guard 
  • not long later, he posts a piano cover of a popular song
    • he doesn’t think he’s much of a singer, especially not when it comes to english, but he does his best
    • this is the video that really blows up 
      • he still doesn’t understand why
  • now that he’s got a steadily growing audience, people start to want to see his face

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Karma’s A Bitch, And I’m The Biggest Bitch Around

Originally posted by admiringjensen

Characters: Y/n, Sam Wesson, Dean Smith, OC James


Warnings: Fluff, past cheating, present cheating, angst, smut, unprotected sex, somewhat breeding kink, biting kink, revenge, bitchy reader, destroying peoples marriages and careers, happiness for the reader at the end

Word count: 2628

Summary: Being called back to film NotNatural gives you a chance to get back at Sam for breaking your heart.

A/N: Ok, so, I never usually do cheating. But this idea just refused to go away…I don’t know why, but it happened. Also, this is an AU where it’s basically real life, but instead of Jared/Jensen and whatnot, it’s Sam/Dean as the actors. And instead of Supernatural, it’s NotNatural…I don’t know, that’s how it happened. Hope u like it!!

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“So, can you come back?”

You groaned, chastising yourself for not knowing that this would’ve been why he wanted to meet.

“I don’t know, James”.

“Oh, come on, y/n. It’s the 200th episode. We want basically all the cast back with us”.

“I know that. It’s just…it’s gonna be uncomfortable for all of us”.

He looked around the bustling café, leaning in closer to you.

“Cos of the breakup? No one even knows about that, apart from me and Dean. Besides, I thought it was an amicable one? That’s what Sam said”.

You scoffed, leaning back into your chair and shaking your head.

Of course that’d be the story he went with.

Keep up his saintly image, so his fans wouldn’t realize the truth about the man they idolized.

God, you hated the asshole so much. You wondered how you ever fell for him in the first place.

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SPIDERLING 200 Imagine #7!

Requested by @wndas-romanoff
Part of my 200 followers celebration!

A/N: Hey, Mayy! Thank you for being so patient and sweet and I really, really hope you like this <3 

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Soulmate AU!Seventeen -- Jeonghan + First Word Tattoo pt. 1

 AU where the first words you hear your soulmate say are tattooed on your forearm -

A/N: So I’m really excited to post this! I wrote both parts already, so expect part two to be up on Friday!  I hope you enjoy! Let me know what you think and who you want to see next. This is 1.5k+ words, but the next part is longer!

Quick note, pronouns for the reader aren’t used, but you have a best friend that’s a girl. Also, [F/N] means “friend name” and [Y/N] means “your name”.

“턱 끝까지 차 올랐던 그 말을 내일 꼭 하겠어”

Those are the words written on your forearm. They’ve been there since you were born - a constant part of you that you could never understand.

The words looks beautiful and you wished you could understand them, but you’re 13 and haven’t gotten around to even figuring out what language they were in. You always felt self-conscious about them, since your friends often compared quotes and dreamed of how they’d meet their soulmates. One of your friends even lucked out and had their soulmate’s full name in their quote!

But you weren’t so lucky. Instead, you had to fend off questions about your soulmate. There were always pitying looks and “I’m sorry”s.

You weren’t sorry. Your soulmate was yours and would love you someday. They were your other half. You weren’t going to let a language barrier get between that.

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anonymous asked:

How are Harry and Louis from never be doing? Did Louis get summer Harry?

It’s mid-July and New York is burning hot. Record temps, they’re saying. This part of the state hasn’t seen a heat wave like this in nearly 80 years. It’s hot enough for Louis to call out of work twice this past week to work from home, because the idea of sitting on the subway with a handful of sweaty strangers is enough to make him well up with tears. Harry snorts when Louis tells him he isn’t heading into the office again, shaking the bath water out of his hair as he says, “It isn’t even that hot, Louis. You’re being dramatic.”

Louis flips him off on his way to the kitchen and calls out over his shoulder, “I hope you burst into flames once you walk outside.”

“Thanks, love you, too.”

After Harry leaves for work, Louis makes himself comfortable - and half naked - on the couch, air conditioning blowing as cold as he can make it, his work documents scattering across the floor from the breeze. He groans, wipes his brow with the back of his hand. Fuck it. Work isn’t happening today. It’s not meant to be. Global warming is against him, and who is he to fight Mother Nature?

He hasn’t heard from Harry all day, which isn’t out of the norm. He’s been insanely busy over the past two months, projects taking over his life from 9-5, sometimes spilling into his down time at home. And Louis thought he’d be bothered by Harry bringing his work home so frequently, but he likes being able to see exactly what he’s doing during the day, likes being involved in it. Harry takes the time to explain, asking Louis for his honest opinions, and Louis has no problem turning the TV’s volume way down just so he can play along.

“Really, Styles? Times New Roman with italics? This isn’t a barn.”

“That’s… not the point of what I’m showing you.”

“Well, it should be.”

Harry furrows his brows and looks down at his laptop, and Louis can tell he’s changing the font without being able to see the screen. He bites back a smile, goes back to pretending he’s watching something stupid on The Food Network, ready for Harry’s next question or explanation.

It’s been ten months since Harry moved back to New York, and though he has his moments of missing his family and his old friends and his home, most of their time together is easy, feels so natural that Louis can’t believe he almost let this get away from him. He catches himself staring at the concentrated look on Harry’s face when he replies to emails, his smile when his mom calls him up, the way his fists clench by his sides when he’s fed up with Louis’ bullshit, when he’s overly focused on the football game, when he wants Louis and he’s about to break, and Christ, Louis feels so unbearably lucky that he’s allowed to know Harry inside and out, know what he’s thinking, know how he feels. He doesn’t often tell Harry this, but fortunately, Harry seems to know what Louis is always thinking, too.

He contemplates ordering out for ice cream for dinner - anything hot to eat sounds laughable - but settles on sticking his head in the freezer as an even trade. And that’s when Harry walks in, kicking the door shut behind him.

“It’s 41 degrees outside,” he shouts, his belongings thumping to the ground, “and I dealt with miserable fucking people from LA today and I’ve sweat through my good suit and why the fuck are you in the freezer.”

Louis steps back, already failing to bite back his smirk. “You live in America now, my dear, it’s 105 degrees today.”

“Bite me.”

“Aw.” He makes his way over to Harry, twisting his finger through one of his curls. It’s damp. “Remember this morning when you said I was being dramatic? And now you’re the one throwing a temper tantrum?”

Harry makes a face. “I still think you were. I must be delirious from the heat.”

“Listen, when I said I wanted ‘Summer Harry,’ this was not what I had in mind. This Harry is obnoxious.”

He rolls his eyes, but he laughs, regardless. “It’s hard to be in good spirits when I’ve been dealing with prick heads all day. And then the air con on the subway broke and some woman passed out and.” He trails off, presses his forehead to Louis’ and closes his eyes. “I was at work for about ten minutes before I decided I should have stayed home. Today was terrible and I hated everyone and all I could think about was coming home to you.”

Louis laughs, pressing his palm to Harry’s chest. “Harry. Was the woman okay.”

He hums, his eyes cracking open. “She was.”

“Think you’re gonna stay home with me tomorrow?”

“What’s the forecast?”

“Does it matter?”

Harry smiles just before his lips drag across Louis’. “Not really, no.”

Louis has had a lot of firsts with his boy; first time sharing a home with a partner, first time feeling hopeless, first time feeling invincible, first time being able to experience his world through new eyes. Harry is Louis’ first agonizing love. And now, they’re experiencing their first summer together, one that Louis dreamt of for too many weeks last year during their time spent apart. It’s nothing like he thought it would be. They haven’t made it to the beach yet, they won’t have any time off together until August, and Harry still hasn’t made it to Vermont, a state Louis has been promising him since the end of April.

But right now, Harry is stripping off his shirt and walking Louis backwards to the fridge, mumbling something about making ice cream sundaes for dinner, and Louis thinks that no, this summer hasn’t been planned out the way he wanted, but it’s probably better.

Harry pulls a carton of mint chocolate chip ice cream out of the freezer with his left hand, right hand firm on Louis’ waist, holding him steady. “Is this good, or do you want me to run out and get black raspberry? Or peanut butter?”

“It’s too hot for you to go out again.”

Harry shrugs. “If you want something else, I don’t mind. Really.”

Louis just shakes his head, reaching for the mint chocolate chip.

Definitely better.

Tequila Ink (Trixya) - Marlene

Summary: Trixie has a wild night out and wakes up to a hangover and a tattoo dedicated to her girlfriend, who is might be very scared of commitment and the concept of things that last.

AN: Alright, so this was the first fic that I have ever considered publishing, so I’m hoping you guys could give me a light whether this is good or not, and maybe you could give me tips? In addition, English is not my first language, so I’m already sorry for the mistakes you’ll find here. This was a prompt I couldn’t get out of my head, and I hope you like it! Yay.

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  • supernaturalhappenings
  • southeastparanormalresearch
  • letsgetparanormal
  • strangeaccounts
  • paranormalplanets
  • pumpkinspiceandeverythingspooky
  • cryptidchronicles
  • myparanormal
  • spookymrsboo
  • extreme-paranormal
  • paranormalnight
  • paranormalbeat
  • veryoddnews


  • make your own video game sounds
  • text bubble generator
  • make your own planet
  • acapella band maker thing
  • paint your own friggin nebula


  • healing herbs
  • moar herby goodness
  • DATE IDEAS (perf)
  • nature survival
  • learn new languages ok
  • more languages stuff
  • covering up tattoos using makeup
  • keeping your shit together when you’re depressed

gender/sexuality/personality/etc. stuff~

  • gender-neutral Facebook
  • chest binder tutorial
  • personality test
  • the asexual spectrum
  • deepening your voice for pre-T trans dudes
  • ya friendly books about/written by trans* ppl
  • atheism vs theism vs agnosticism vs gnosticism

text effects~

  • Full  width.
  • Za̢͞ĺ̷go͢͏ ҉̴͝t̡̛͘ȩx̢t҉̵͞
  • uʍop əpısdn
  • unicode text
  • drawn letter recognition


  • ultimate fictional world/people designer thing


  • emoticons
  • and some more
  • more!!!
  • and cat ones omf


  • this page is strange
  • another weird page ok
  • ANONYMOUS search engine; no hacking/saving/etc.
  • crouton.net
  • it plays animal crossing music according to the time!??!
  • loads of cosplay help stuff!!!
  • list of paraphilias
  • different tattoo styles

making gifs~

  • gifs for begginers
  • gif making
  • easy gif tutorial for Mac
  • blur effect
  • tweening frames
  • transition tutorial
  • How to add transitions to gifs
  • Reducing the amount of color on your gif
  • How to make a 500px x 500px gif
  • Two gifs on one canvas
  • Multiple animations with continuous effect in one image


  • make a cool eyeball shirt
  • moss graffiti
  • origami diamond things
  • cool ways to tie your shoelaces
  • wig care um??
  • turn mountain dew into a glowstick
  • glitch effect

reaction gifs~

  • ok
  • fuckyeahreactions
  • reddit is the best
  • reactiongifsarchive
  • manatopia

online photo editors~ 

  • fotoflexer
  • picmonkey
  • befunky
  • pixlr
  • kawaii
  • lunapic
  • phixr


  • hughswagman
  • ritzies
  • rapbattles
  • toukos
  • snaappy
  • merps
  • rnioda
  • a download
  • pink bgs

themes (ones I like, anyway)~

  • tyronepines
  • modernise
  • vervainnecklacethemes
  • forenkladthemes
  • theme-hunter
  • arcanjas
  • atonals
  • zeldathemes
  • themesbyjames

tumblr stuff~

  • note eraser
  • recover your old themes
  • browser extension
  • tags within tags
  • ‘yamblr’ logo
  • get the old Tumblr post layout
  • multiple lined tags
  • dashboard themes
  • post limit info
  • download audio posts from Tumblr


  • ofabeautifulnight
  • accio-glow
  • sesatdijalan

tumblr theme help~

  • fandom scarves
  • white follow button
  • basic codes
  • ponies wow
  • moving title bar
  • scrollbar with image
  • adding a favicon
  • creating a custom theme
  • general stuffs
  • music player 1
  • music player 2
  • music player 4 haha betcha didn’t see that comin
  • moving the ‘follow’ and ‘dash’ buttons
  • create a coundown clock
  • fabulous sparkling cursor
  • welcome message
  • online users counter
  • falling snow
  • cus bby ur a firewok
  • mouseover effects
  • search box
  • moving words on tab
  • scroll to the top buttons


  • catgasmic
  • totallylayouts
  • the-cursors-vault
  • snazzyspace


  • alltimepixel
  • pixelatedpug
  • iheartpix3ls
  • pixelian
  • 16bitty
  • pixelstuck
  • ilovepixels
  • pixelshiba

pixel tutorials~

  • supajackle
  • pixeljoint
  • finalbossblues
  • drububu
  • alexhw
  • natomic
  • pixel patterns
  • try using this

inspiration stuff~

  • daily themes/challenges
  • object head generator
  • ideas
  • more ideas
  • video game name generator

colour palettes/schemes~

  • colour scheme designer
  • make colour palette from a picture
  • makin ur colour scheme more interesting
  • creating a colour palette using MS paint

art/crafts tutorials~

  • geekcrafts
  • how to draw chibis
  • loads of art tutorials
  • 8-bit heart popup card

drawing refs~

  • nude bodz
  • clothing
  • ice
  • heads from different angles
  • anatomy and rotation of the head
  • human anatomy for artists
  • speed drawing studies
  • hands
  • arm and wing movement
  • beer bellies
  • body types
  • noses
  • box and egg/run of the stroke
  • a trick for arm proportions
  • body diversity
  • anatomy of the waist
  • feet
  • hands and forearms
  • knees
  • fur
  • noses
  • faces
  • an entire friggin blog for refs


  • fractured-sanity
  • brushlovers
  • iconlove
  • designfruit
  • getbrushes
  • at0mica


  • abstractfonts
  • dafont
  • fontfreak
  • urbanfonts
  • creamundo
  • azfonts

films/tv shows~

  • p much every film ever
  • these are all fab films I have watched yes
  • Studio Ghibli
  • Supernatural
  • Hannibal
  • Disney
  • Disney Pixar
  • Game of Thrones
  • Doctor Who
  • Teen Wolf
  • Adventure Time
  • Hetalia
  • How I Met Your Mother
  • The Walking Dead
  • Merlin
  • The Big Bang Theory
  • Dexter
  • Teen Titans
  • Digimon
  • Halloween movies
  • Horror flims
  • Pokemon
  • The US President’s Secret Book
  • Brainman
  • Archimedes’ Secret
  • Galileo: Genius
  • OBEs, Other Dimensions and Astral Travel
  • Automatic Brain: The Power of the Unconscious
  • Theory of Everything
  • Body-Soul and the Subconscious Mind
  • The Awakening
  • The Genius Sperm Bank
  • Multiple Personality Disorder
  • Consciousness
  • God’s Existence
  • How Does Memory Work
  • Holographic Universe
  • The Signs of God’s Existence
  • Mind Science Kept Hidden
  • LSD, Magic Mushrooms and CIA Mind Control Experiments
  • Kim Peek: The Real Rainman
  • The Secret Life of Chaos
  • The Unknown Genius of Nikola Tesla
  • Conspiracy of Silence
  • The Dark Ages
  • The Life of the Buddha
  • Dark Fellowships: The Nazi Cult
  • The Da Vinci Code: The True Story
  • Atlantis: Lost World (History Channel)
  • Abraham Lincoln Biography (History Channel)
  • Genocide: Worse Than War
  • Atlantis: The Lost Continent
  • Physics: 100 Greatest Discoveries
  • Inside LSD
  • Mermaids: The Body Found
  • The Truth of Troy (BBC)
  • The Universe: Beyond the Big Bang
  • To Infinity and Beyond
  • Time Trip
  • Pearl Harbor: The Untold Story
  • Biography: Albert Einstein
  • Sun Tzu’s “The Art of War”
  • What Are Dreams?
  • The Real Count Dracula
  • Serial Killers: The Real Silence of the Lambs
  • Mein Kampf: The Story of Adolf Hitler
  • Secrets of Egypt: Cleopatra
  • Lord of the Rings: Facts Behind the Fiction
  • Book of Secrets: Freemasons
  • Who’s Afraid of a Big Black Hole?
  • The Real Eve
  • The Secret You
  • The Surprising History of Sex and Love
  • The Missing Secrets of Nikola Tesla
  • The Revelation of the Pyramids
  • Steve Jobs: Billion Dollar Hippy
  • The Long Walk of Nelson Mandela
  • The Genius of Beethoven
  • The Ghost in Your Genes
  • The Hunt for the Higgs
  • The Secret
  • Van Gogh: Painted With Words (BBC)
  • Albert Einstein: How I See the World (PBS)
  • Around the World in 90 Minutes
  • Da Vinci: The Lost Treasure (BBC)
  • Darwin’s Darkest Hour
  • Do You Want  to Live Forever
  • Einstein’s Biggest Blunder
  • Examined Life
  • Faster Than the Speed of Light
  • Fractals: The Colors of Infinity
  • History of the World in Two Hours
  • How Does the Brain Work?
  • Impressionism: Revenge of the Nice
  • Miracle Cure? A Decade of Human Genome
  • Newton’s Dark Secrets
  • Nice Guys Finish First


  • FILMS: 500 Days of Summer, Alice In Wonderland, Avengers, The Amazing Spiderman, Avatar, A Walk To Remember, Batman, Black Swan, Clueless, Easy A, Grease, Harry Potter, Hercules, High School Musical, Iron Man, Mean Girls, Mulan, Pirates of The Caribbean, Sherlock Holmes, Star Trek, Tangled, The Hobbit, The Hunger Games, The Lord Of The Rings, The Lion King, The Little Mermaid, Titanic, Twilight Saga, UP, X-Men.
  • TV SHOWS:American Horror Story, Arrow, Awkward, Bones, Dexter, Doctor Who, Friends, How I Met Your Mother, Modern Family, My Mad Fat Diary, Nashville, New Girl, Once Upon A Time, Pretty Little Liars, Revenge, Supernatural, Teen Wolf, The Vampire Diaries, The Walking Dead, Wizards Of  Waverly Place.

PS helpblogs~

  • yeahphotoshop
  • kyungsumption
  • heartitactions
  • 009095
  • photoshop-addict
  • fyeahphotoshop
  • fuckyeahresources
  • nanresources

for when yo sad~

  • the nicest place on the internet
  • make everything ok
  • happy news
  • calming manatee 
  • calm
  • 1000 awesome things
  • calmsound.com
  • the quiet place
  • is it going to be ok?
  • 90 second relaxation exercise
  • gives me hope
  • rainy mood


  • cute baby fix
  • watch penguins being adorable
  • cute overload
  • perfect
  • cute animals

(via germball)

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Pairing: Randy Orton/You

Summary: At one time in your life you’d thought that Randy was your happily ever after. Things changed but maybe all hope is not lost for the two of you.

Tags: @the-geekgoddes @wweobsession1029

Catering is where you like to take a little bit of down time. You eat whatever looks best that day, sit quietly by yourself or with some friends and take the ten or so minutes you’re there to catch your breath.  Really all you want while you’re there is to enjoy your food before you have to go workout but on this particular occasion you’re joined by the Bellas.

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Primal - Part Six

Summary: Sam really messed up their last hunt. He’d had multiple chances to take out the werewolf they’d been hunting, the werewolf who’d been killing people for almost a month, and yet he never once pulled the trigger.
Now, he’s left conflicted and desperate to try and work through whatever hold it is she has over him, while trying to keep her off of the radar and wean her off of human hearts.
Why? Well… only time will tell.
: Alpha!SamxOmega!Werewolf!Reader
: 715
: A/B/O Dynamics. None beyond this.
AN: This is the final part written for A/B/O Appreciation Day. There is more to this series!!! It will be written and posted at a later date!
I gotta say a massive thank you to @winchesterprincessbride for this one, as a few months ago she gave me a lot of help fleshing this series out. Seriously, I wouldn’t even have attempted this without her help. Also, a shout out to @skybinx-blog for reading this over (and over and over and over…) for me! Pretty sure I’ve been nagging her about nothing but this series for at least two weeks… probably more  XD

This part is written in the form of text messages. 
The reader’s texts are in italics and begin with ‘-’.
Sam’s texts are in normal font and begin with ‘~’.
The ‘to’ and ‘from’ should also help you keep track of this. 
Constructive Criticism Welcome!!!



12.38pm from Whitefish Girl:
- Hey, would you be able to bring down some fresh sheets?? I have NO idea what those stains are, but I’ve decided I’m staying on the sofa until they’re changed…

12.41pm from Whitefish Girl:
- Also, a new mattress would be great if you plan on keeping me hostage here for a while. That ratty old thing may as well not be there when you’re lying on it

1.11pm to Whitefish Girl:
~ Noted down the sheets. I’ll see what I can do about a mattress. No promises, though.

~ You’re staying there until I think you’re safe with humans.

1.13pm from Whitefish Girl:
- Nice. It’s almost like you don’t trust me, Sammy…

3.12pm from Whitefish Girl:
- would you bring me a deck of cards or something. otherwise I think I may die of boredom…

8.26pm from Whitefish Girl:
- Sammy… you know how much I’m LOVING the animal hearts, right??  -.-
Next time, just stick with the lamb ones. They’re the nicest

9.08pm to Whitefish Girl:
~ Noted.

~ And it’s Sam. Not Sammy.

9.57pm from Whitefish Girl:
- Sooo… can you invest in some white paint?? And a toolkit?? And maybe some sandpaper and wood varnish?? Not to mention some industrial strength cleaning supplies

10.02pm from Whitefish Girl:
- …are you ever going to just chat with me, Sammy??

11.49pm from Whitefish Girl:
- I’ll take that as a no…  :(

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for all the petals

pairing; namjoon x reader

genre; angst 

word count; 4.4k 

a/n; honestly this was one of the quickest story i’ve ever written omg

summary; a story in which you met him in the spring, fell in love with him in the summer, but he left you in autumn and how you missed him in the winter. 

If you were given a question to choose between your favorite season, it would have been spring.

Despite the bad mouths of anti-spring-lovers and the constant spread of allergies due to the spread of pollen, you didn’t think it would be as bad as the other seasons. Summer was too hot and humid for you, autumn was always a time for a lot of leave-raking and mud splashing, and winter gets colder every year.

Maybe you were just a pessimistic about the other three seasons, but they have their perks as well.

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anonymous asked:

Hope this isn't too personal or out of bounds to ask but I was wondering what being ace means to you? As I know it can mean different things to different people and there is a spectrum of sorts

Hey! Not personal or out of bounds at all. In fact this answer is probably a million times more detailed than you were hoping for or expecting. I try to be really open about it because ace narratives are few and far between *particularly* if you’re a nominally straight guy. Most narratives I encountered in the process of working it out were largely female or LGBT (other than the A that is).

The short version is I’m not really sure and it’s pretty new for me to use the ace label actively. (Maybe 4-6 months?) I’d dabbled with labels and called myself demi on and off for a while. If I had to turn it down to a label at the moment I’d probably say sex-indifferent asexual demi-something not romance but not not romance.

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i miss you pt.1 / rafinha

“I’m stressed Rafa, what do you want from me? I have a life too you know!” I argued with him for the fifth time that week.

“ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS THAT STUPID HOSPITAL AND YOUR PATIENTS.” He yelled. “ITS MY OBLIGATION. I TOOK AN OATH. I KILLED MYSELF FOR YEARS AND I MADE IT. You have to understand this is my job Rafael.” I glared at him, my face extremely warm and my voice hoarse from all the screaming.

He stood there quietly, clearly not knowing what to say next. I sighed sitting down on the bed. Our bed. In our house. “What are we doing?”

“I don’t know why you always have to make a big deal out of this Rafa. You work, you travel, you’re always at practice. I know you work, why can’t you understand that?” I pleaded for him to hear me, to make it clear that I wasn’t avoiding him.

“I just miss you. You’re always on call. We never talk anymore.” His voice came as a whisper now. He looked tired, he seemed weak.

“I know but we can make this work Rafa just-” He cut me off before I could continue. “No we can’t. You’re married to your work just as I am. We can’t go on like this. It’s time we ended things.” I couldn’t believe him, but I wasn’t so surprised.

“It’s just like you, isn’t it Rafael Alacántara, always looking for the easy way out. But I understand, you always loved soccer more than me. You’d drop the world for the sport. I get it. Trust me this time I do.” I raised my voice, finding the courage I needed. He looked up at me, shock evident on his face. “Don’t even start. You know that isn’t true.” I didn’t let him finish, before turning around and walking out. “Yeah I’ve heard it all before.” I slammed the door shut behind me as I left that room, that house, and that relationship.


It’s been 7 months since our final argument. I moved out the same week. My job, a surgeon at the local hospital in Barcelona, didn’t allow me to spend much time home so I got a nice apartment close to my job. I was constantly busy and without a relationship I could focus more on my career. Of course that didn’t stop me from missing him. He was constantly on my mind.

“Y/N we got a patient coming in, he’s in excruciating pain, we might need to perform on him right away.” One of the other surgeons said to me. I nodded, “Book an O.R ahead of time.” They ran off. The doors burst open as a swarm of first responders and emts came rushing in. A nurse, a close friend of mine looked at me and handed me the patient’s chart. “Prepare yourself.” I looked at her strangely before briefly scanning his sheet. My heart stopped. His name stood out as if it was written in size 36 bold font: Rafael Alacántara.

I quickly read over his vitals and events leading to injury. He was playing and seemed to pull a few ligaments in his right knee. Despite our past I had to remain professional. I approached him, not looking at him once as I continued to read off more information about him, as if I didn’t know it all already.

“Good afternoon Mr. Alcántara. I’m doctor y/l/n and I’ll be assisting you today. Could you rate your pain on a scale of one to ten?” I didn’t look at his face as I took notes on his vitals. “Ten.” He said through gritted teeth. I nodded and turned to the nurse. “I need x-rays before I can perform any surgery. Get those done immediately and then call me.” I gave her his chart and turned to him. For the first time in seven months I was face to face with him again and I didn’t expect this to be how we would meet again. “Alright Mr. Alcántara, we’ll be taking some tests so we can know more on your injury. It seems like you will need surgery on your right knee but I can’t declare anything just yet. If you need anything don’t hesitate to let me or any of the nurses know.” I finished quickly and was about to make a safe exit before he spoke up. “Y/n.” I hesitated before turning back to him. “Yes?” He looked up at me, bloodshot eyes, “How long am I going to be out for?”

Seriously? He could’ve been seriously injured and, STILL, all he can think of is soccer? Amazing. Things never change. “I’m not sure right now Mr. Alcántara. I’ll have an answer for you soon.” I assured him. He chuckled, not genuine but cold. “You used to call me Rafa.” “Well some things do change. Excuse me.”

I walked out quickly turning the corner of the hall, panting. Don’t cry, not here, not in front of these people. I looked about and all my fellow coworkers gave me apologetic looks. “Well? Where are my results? C'mon people. This isn’t a novela.” They all ran about, continuing their everyday commotion. “With your life? Damn right it’s a novela.” Another one of the surgeons, a very nice and attractive young man said, winking at me. I laughed before heading off to do my routines.

When I didn’t have any surgeries booked I liked to help the nurses with their rounds, I had nothing better to do anyways. As I was finishing with a patient, the nurse returned with the x-ray results. She clutched her side, out of breath, “Here.” She handed them to me, I pursed my lips before heading to his room.

I pushed the door open and saw Neymar and Dani rise to their feet. “Y/n?” Ney asked. “Hello Neymar, how are you?” I asked politely, making small talk. “What are you doing here?” He asked disregarding my question. I raised my eyebrows, gesturing to my outfit. “I kinda work here.” “Oh yeah sorry.” He said turning bright red and sitting back down. I laughed and shifted my attention to Rafa.

“I have the results from the x-rays and it seems like you will need surgery. We can perform it today or tomorrow morning. It’s your decision.” I hesitated before continuing. “It could be a six to eight month recovery.” Dani cursed under his breath and Neymar reached for Rafa’s shoulder. “I’ll give you time to think this over.”

My friends were outside the room. “So?” They asked eagerly. “So what?” I looked at them confused. “Do you still get butterflies when you talk to him?” I rolled my eyes. “Oh please the only butterflies she gets is when she’s around me.” The surgeon from earlier, Zach, said. I laughed. “Oh please, in your dreams. Get his vitals for me okay Jas?” I said to the nurse who was my closest friend, Jasmine. She nodded, before running off. “Oh and Jas?” She turned to me quickly, “Yeah?” “Don’t try getting at Neymar please.” She blushed profusely and went to the room.

I laughed to myself and went to get a team together for his surgery. I told them I wasn’t sure of when he would want it and they all wanted an answer soon. I was going to speak to him when I was interrupted by Jasmine. “Yes?” I asked her impatiently. “I heard them talking about you.” She giggled like a school girl. I laughed and grabbed his chart, “Oh really? What did they say?” I asked playing along. She stayed quiet and I looked up, raising my eyebrow. “He-He said he still loves you.” She stuttered. “He said it’s not easy and he-” I cleared my throat. “That’s enough, thank you Jas.” She nodded and I proceeded to his room, a bit hesitant.

“Do you have an answer yet?” I asked him as I walked in. “I don’t want to pressure you but we need an answer.” He looked at me, “We?” Before I could evaluate, Zach interrupted me, “Yeah us. The team that will be working on you. I’m one of the other surgeons, Zach. You must be the infamous Rafael. It’s a pleasure. So is tonight the night? Or will you wait until tomorrow?” I didn’t hear him come in but he usually helps me break the news to patients or evaluate their injuries.

Rafa didn’t move his eyes away from him once, and gave the answer to him only. “I’d prefer to have it tomorrow.” Zach replied, “Good choice. The surgery is not urgent but we should do it soon. We’ll have it scheduled for tomorrow morning.” He then turned to me giving me his ever so charming smile, “I’ll let them know.” He walked out and I went to follow before I was once again called by Rafa. “So you guys seem to be close.” I was angry that he would imply anything about me and Zach, but I couldn’t raise my voice, Dani and Ney were still here. They sat quiet, avoiding my stare. “I work with him. He’s my second in command. But my life no longer concerns you.”

I was highly annoyed and left to do my final rounds. Neymar and Dani walked out after visiting hours were over. Dani gave me a hug and a quick goodbye. Neymar, on the other hand, stayed behind. “You know he misses you. There’s nothing he regrets more.” He said quickly. I looked away, “Neymar I don’t need this right now. I’m tired.”

“Just hear me out,” he continued “he loves you. All Rafa does is talk about you. Give him a chance.” I looked at him, “Then why won’t he tell me himself?” He shook his head and kissed my forehead, saying goodbye. When he was gone Zach approached me. “Is there any other guy I should know of?” I scoffed and pushed passed him. He grabbed my arm and spun me to face him, “Hey I was just kidding. What’s wrong princesa?” I shook my head as if to say nothing and pulled away.

These past 7 months Zach and I got very close. He was a good friend and he was there for me through the breakup (not to mention he was hot). But it was clear Rafa still owned my heart. I tried moving on, especially after all the rumors of him partying with his friends whenever he wasn’t training. He moved on, so why couldn’t I?

I fell asleep that night, alone, in my lonely apartment, with thoughts only of my rafinha.

My alarm blared and I looked over to see 5:00am shining bright red. I sighed, showered and got dressed. I drove to the hospital, despite how close it was I could get out late and it wasn’t safe to be walking around at such a late hour. With my coffee in hand I listened to my second in command tell me today’s plans. Zach droned on until he noticed I wasn’t paying attention. “You should’ve told me you didn’t care.” I turned my attention to him. “No, I do care. I’m just tired, that’s all.”

He didn’t say anything else and I knew he was upset. I didn’t have the time to go into detail so I told the nurses to prep Rafa for surgery and we alerted the surgical team we were ready. I scrubbed in and walked into the horribly white room. “Morning Mr. Alcántara.” I said to him. Zach stood across from me on the other side of Rafa, glaring at me the whole time. “Morning y/n.” He looked between the two of us and grinned. “You and your boyfriend had a fight?” I cleared my throat and ignored his comment. I signaled the anesthesiologist that he could begin. Rafa quickly reached for my hand and squeezed it, he was nervous. He gave me a shy smile but didn’t let go.

“You have nothing to worry about. You’re in good hands.” He nodded before drifting into unconsciousness. I nodded at my team. “Let’s begin.”


“We made sure he didn’t have a concussion or any brain damage from his fall. He does have bruising. The surgery was a success. As long as he takes care of himself he should be recovered in at least six months.” I assured the team that had all come to visit him. There shouldn’t have been this many people but they all insisted in being here. His mother and father burst through the room, followed by his brother.

“Y/n!” Both parents greeted me with hugs and kisses. I was very fond of them both and returned the gestures. “It’s nice to see you, we’ve missed you so much!” His mother began. “Ay that Rafa, I told him he made a mistake of letting such a fine girl go!” His father said. Thiago rolled his eyes, “Papa ya, leave the poor girl alone.” I laughed and gave them a smile. “It’s no problem at all. Now if you’ll excuse me I have to go. I’ll be back to check on him soon.” The chatter continued as I left the room and I bumped into Zach in the hall.

“Zach about earlier-” I started. He raised his hand. “No need to apologize. I knew you weren’t over your ex, it’s my fault for falling for you.” He gave me a small smile as if he didn’t just reveal his feelings for me. “See you around.”

I stood there shocked and Jasmine came behind me. “Wow two super hot guys like my best friend! One a famous soccer player and another a famous surgeon! How exciting. Hey this is like a novela!” She said before walking off.

Let me know if I should continue to post my imagines from wattpad on here. I would love to hear your opinions, feel free to send in some requests as well. Thank you!

Ice Cream and Van Gogh - Jason Todd x Reader

@nightwing-rules asks: “Can I request a story where Jason and his S/o spend some good quality time on his day off?” I hope you enjoy this!

Warnings: swearing

                Sun shines in from the small window in your bedroom. It’s a welcome feeling, there aren’t many sunny days in Gotham, you rarely ever feel the sun on your skin. Turning around you look at your boyfriend Jason. He’s pure perfection in this moment, his face is peaceful, not worried or preoccupied for once in a long, long time. The white streak in his messy hair looks yellow due to the glow of the sun in the room, and you wish you could run your hands through it, but you knew that he needed rest. It wasn’t often that Jason got a day off, so you decided to let him sleep as long as he wanted, although you did have some plans for today.

            “You know, it’s not polite to stare Y/N.” Jason murmured, his morning voice holding the most beautiful gravelly tone. You chuckle, because of course he doesn’t say good morning, or that he loves you, he reprimands you for staring. Things like that were one of the many reasons you loved him though.

            “Well then Jaybird, don’t be so beautiful and I won’t be so impolite.” You replied, running your fingers through his hair as you did. Your eyes may have deceived you, but you could’ve sworn that he was blushing as he buried his head in the pillow. “C’mon love, if you’re awake we have to get going.” You urge him, slightly tugging on his arm.

            “Why? Can’t we just lay in bed all day and do nothing? I haven’t done nothing in forever.” Jason whines, turning his head to face you. You contemplate his request, he really hadn’t done nothing in forever, but what you had planned was better than nothing, as least in your opinion. Maybe a bit of persuasion would convince him to get up…

            “Well, I had plans for us today baby, and the first item on the list was supposed to be ice cream and breakfast from IHOP but, if you really wanna stay here…” You trail off, waiting to see his reaction. And it doesn’t disappoint. Jason whips his head up from the pillow, mouth open slightly and eyes wide as saucers from what you think is disbelief.

            “We can get ice cream before breakfast?” He asks, still in shock. “Well, I was thinking ice cream during breakfast. You know, like we order pancakes and ice at the same time, and then we take turns eating both?” You answer, smiling at the man who had basically just turned into a child in front of you. Your play to get him to do anything was ice cream, Jason really, really, loves ice cream.

            “Okay let’s go, let’s go, hurry up and let’s go!” Jason exclaims, jumping up from the bed and rushing to grab some clothes from the closet you two shared. His reaction made you go into a laughing fit, because here was this 6’4, extremely well-built man, who also happen to be the Red Hood, and he was jumping about the house at the promise of ice cream. He was really just a living, breathing contradiction and you loved it.

            “Oh Jesus, this is the best idea you’ve had in a long time.” Jason moans through a mouthful of strawberry ice cream and blueberry pancakes. You giggle, watching as he puts a scoop of the ice cream into a slice of the pancake, making a sandwich of sorts, before he stabs the thing with his fork and eats it. You had opted for a less complicated way of combining the two foods that Jason had labeled as “God’s gift to this wretched world”. Your method was taking a bite of the pancake, then shoveling a spoonful of ice cream in your mouth.

            “Thanks, I figured you’d enjoy it. Oh and if you want a small tip on how to make the pancakes even more, how should I put this, ice creamy? Well, if you’d like them more ice creamy spread a small piece across the pancake, sort of how you would with butter.” You suggest, as you steal a spoonful of his strawberry ice cream. You had gotten pumpkin spice ice cream as an experiment, against Jason’s advice, and it didn’t end well, so here you were stealing your lovely boyfriend’s strawberry ice cream.

            “That’s genius, I’m gonna try it.” Jason mutters, concentrating now on spreading the ice cream along the pancake. He was so cute, actually he was downright adorable (a/n someone please get this reference I had to add it), and you were absolutely loving that you got to see him in this little puppy dog state, you knew it was a privilege no one else got.

As breakfast came to a close, you ticked it off the list that you had made on your phone. Up next was something you knew he’d love, he always was a bit of an art nerd…

            “Please tell me why the fuck I’m blindfolded. I don’t exactly have pleasant memories of this.” Jason grumbles, as you two drive down to New York City. Well he didn’t know where you were going, hence the blindfold. Really, you didn’t want to have to blind him, but he was too damn stubborn to just keep his eyes closed, so you did what you had to do.

            “You’re blindfolded because I have a surprise for you, and I know you don’t have particularly great memories of being blindfolded but you trust me right?” you pause, awaiting his response, which you got with a nod, “Well, then you’ll know that I’m only doing this to make your day off special, ok?” You finish, squeezing his hand a bit so that he knew you were there.

            About 30 minutes later you arrived at your destination. “Okay Jay, hey that rhymed, okay anyways you can take off the blindfold now.” You exclaim, excitement coursing through you. Jason rushes to take off the blindfold, and when he finally gets it off and sees where you are he replicates the mouth agape, wide saucer eyes, shock look from earlier. Pride filled you, seeing that he was excited about what you guys were doing.

            “You-you brought me to the Metropolitan Museum of Art?” Jason stutters, eyes still wide. You nod in confirmation, smiling widely as you look at your awestruck boyfriend. “Well, c’mon Jay let’s go!” You yell, as you drag him out of the car.

(Time skip cause the Metropolitan Museum of Art is huge and writing that out would make this a book)

            The sun had already set when you guys exited the museum, that place was huge and there was so much art to see. You and Jay had gotten into debates and deep conversations over the meaning of some of the works, and all in all it was a really amazing experience. However, the talks had taken a, ahem…strange turn.

            “Listen, babe I’m just saying I would cut off my ear for you too!” Jason exasperates, as you both get in the car. “Okay, but Jason Van Gogh literally sent the ear to his lover as a gift. How the hell does that work?” You respond, equally as exasperated. “Yeah well, I can’t explain that but let’s focus on the fact that he went through that pain for her! That’s the sign of true love.” He concludes, trying to persuade you to agree. “Fine, but Jay, please don’t cut off your ear and send it to me.” You jokingly plead, starting up the car to head back to Gotham and enjoy the rest of Jason’s time off relaxing.

            “I’m not making any promises.” Jason mutters, causing you both to laugh a bit as you continue to discuss famous works of art for the entire drive home.

Summary: Katniss Everdeen is in Manhattan for one night. Her wedding ring is off, and she’s planning to make this Valentine’s Day unforgettable.

A/N: Modern AU. A one shot originally written for The Love Games. With many thanks to @fyeah-everlark for hosting, to my amazing betas and homegirls @dandelion-sunset, @jennagill, @myusernamehere, to everyone who read or voted for my story, and last but not least to the ridiculously talented @loving-mellark for making a banner that is, once again, way sexier than anything I could write. I don’t question how you do what you do… I’m just thankful for it. Ich liebe dich, chica. <3

Rated E for explicit language and sexual situations. 

Trigger warning: Infidelity

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“Excuse me, madam?”

Her gray eyes flit over to the source of the voice before making their way back to the window, looking out to the same spot where they’ve been anchored for the past twenty minutes, watching for some sign of him.    

She hates how obsequious and polite that voice is, how its owner is reduced to servile smiles and ingratiating nods and bows. Some part of her feels compelled to tell him to relax, that he’ll get his twenty percent, that no one should have to dehumanize themselves to earn their bread.

“Yes,” she answers instead, her eyes surveying the wintry scene outside, taking in the sight of the whirling eddies of snow floating languidly through the air and the taxis inching their way through the heavy evening traffic, crawling slower than the pedestrians slipping along on the icy sidewalk.

“Can I get you another glass of wine while you wait?”

She runs her thumb around the rim of the stemless glass, smudging the lipstick traces she’s left on it, and considers the question.

He’ll show up. She knows that. Of course he will. Why wouldn’t he? Unless something’s happened to—

No. She’s sure there’s a perfectly reasonable explanation as to why he’s running late. He’s probably even texted her to explain. She bites the inside of her cheek, frustrated at herself for leaving her phone back in her hotel room. She’d just been so eager to get here—to see him—that she didn’t think to grab it as she dashed out the door. She imagines it on the bedside table, its screen uselessly lighting up the empty room with messages from him: I’m on my way. Hang on. I’m so sorry. Don’t run off with someone else. ;) And then, because it’s been far too long: I need to be inside you. I miss you

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Final Fantasy XV, aka ‘Please, Hajime Tabata, Stop It.’

I just spent the last few hours of 2016 finishing FFXV. 

Do I have feelings? You bet. A LOT OF FEELINGS. 


Ah, Final Fantasy XV. Development hell resident. The forever-morphing former member of the Fabula Nova Crystallis collection. Formerly known as Versus XIII. We’ve been through a lot. You gave us all you could, but we all know that you could have given us so much more. 

You had it in you.  

(This is going to be a long one. A LOT of spoilers inside. EDIT: now with MUSIC portion!)

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I really wish I could say I’m surprised when I find out that people have stolen things on this website but every time I decide to have a little faith suddenly shit hits the fan. I recently discovered MY gifs reposted on someone else’s blog. I sent them a fairly decent message asking them to take it down, figured it was their first time stealing and just wanted to ward them off. THEN I discovered that most of their content was stolen. I have messaged most of the original gif owners that I could find and I will be providing my proof below the cut. 

My goal here is not to hate but to simply let everyone know that this cannot and will not be tolerated. Honestly nothing in this world is worse that creating something that you probably spent time and effort on and seeing someone else get praised for your work. THAT IS YOUR WORK. No one should have the right to repost your content. NO ONE

With that being said the blog that currently has stolen gifs is @avocado-heda​. PLEASE DO NOT SEND HATE BECAUSE OF THIS POST. All I want is for her to delete her current stolen gifs, issue an apology (doubtful, but something that should be done) and not steal anymore gifs. Since this will be a long post, I have evidence below the cut.

—-Update 1: As of 5:30AM (05:30) EST my bob morley beach gifs were removed. I have not received a response from her. 

—-Updates 2:As of 6:00AM (06:00) EST the owner of the Bob, Eliza and Lindsey gif contacted me. Her response is above. She requested that the gifset be taken down from the site. Instead, the owner of the blog put her as a source in the caption. The link to her edit original edit is here

—-Update 3: At 2PM (14:00) EST the owner of the Bob Morley in the blooper reel contacted me and has allowed me to add her to this post. The original maker was @morleybell and here is her original blooper reel post! 

– Update 4: At around 5:45PM (17:45) EST I noticed the blog owner added another source credit to the Bob Morley in the blooper reel post.

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Tattoo Artist!Jin

So before I start this, I just wanna say a hu g e thank you for 3,800 followers my mind is completely blown I can’t thank you all enough, I do have some things planned for the next celebration, whatever it will be, I have some things waiting for it so for now I’ll just say thank you from the bottom of my heart, onto the post, I’ve gotten a couple requests to finish the tattoo artist series so I thought I would do that today, to start us off as he always does is our beloved oldest member, the sweetie pie with the cutest laugh like I love when laughs are really unique and goofy and I love his laugh with all of my heart tbh, Kim Seokjin aka Jin

  • So for this series, Yoongi, Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook’s parts have all been done so I’ll just be finishing the series off with the remaining hyung line and Tae
  • I’ll be starting with visuals as I usually do bc I love visuals they help paint the story, especially with something like this
  • So I gotta bring in black hair!Jin bc that shit is so nice it’s top quality like the Japanese MV for Danger is still one of my favorite looks on Jin they did that boy righT
  • I mean let’s be real Jin always looks good like he’s sat out in a jungle looking niCe and being a super cutie but black hair!Jin just has a special place in my heart 
  • But also pink haired!Jin makes a lot of appearances in tattoo artist!Jin’s world bc that was a l o o k will I ever be over it probably not
  • Onto the tattoos portion, he does have quite a few tattoos, each and every single one means something to him and their placement is for a very specific reason he’s never gone out and just been like give me something random wherever
  • Lil head canon that Namjoon is the one that gives him his first tattoo bc Namjin
  • He’s got one full sleeve and then his other arm has a half sleeve that he’s still working on he isn’t sure if he wants to complete it yet so he’s taking his time with it (hi remember that one recent gifset of Jin in a tank top just envision that for a second add some tattoos and join me in my internal screaming) and probably a leg tattoo like one on his calf and another on his ankle
  • He has a lip piercing bc his lips are so cute and pouty and if you look up punk!Jin edits pretty much every single one has Jin with a lip piercing it’s such a good head canon
  • Most people don’t even know Jin has tattoos bc he wears a lot of long sleeves, he isn’t hiding them at all, he’s just cold but he’s more than happy to sit down with them and explain some of the tattoos
  • His tattoo shop would be s o fucking cute though
  • I feel like Jin has more of a modern meets tradition vibe going on so it’s got a modern base but then vintage accents like the paintings on the wall are all vintage but then he has top quality computers that were given to him from the boys as their gift to him for opening the shop
  • I also feel like that would be reflected in his tattoo style, either a more classic tattoo with modern twists or vice versa
  • He does a lot of written tattoos, he does a lot of floral tattoos, some portraits here and there
  • Jin is a really friendly person Jin is that person you can just sit down next to and start talking to like he’s got this really warm look to him his eyes are really warm and his smile is soft and his voice is soothing so he can make customers feel right at home
  • That’s one of his major goals, he wants people to come in and be calm he wants them to be able to sit in the shop and just relax and not get too nervous bc getting a tattoo is obviously a huge deal for a lot of people, especially when it’s the first tattoo
  • He’s always really really patients with his customers, if they decide halfway into the design they don’t wanna do it anymore, he totally understands, he tells them he’ll save the designs if they ever wanna come back and do it like he never flips out of them if they change the design while he’s making it or they decide they want it in a different place right as he’s setting all of the inks up
  • He knows how it feels to be on the opposite side, he knows how nervous he was for his first tattoo and that if it hadn’t been Namjoon who did it, he probably would’ve never gotten it 
  • Lil head canon here that he always has snacks around the shop like cookies
  • You two meet when your best friend decides to get a tattoo so you go along for support plus you’re kinda curious about the cute tattoo artist you’ve heard so much
  • Anyone who’s gotten a tattoo from Jin is forever going on about how nice he is and how handsome he is and how it looks like a model is doing your tattoo for you so you’re pretty damn interested in seeing what he looks/acts like
  • They definitely weren’t exaggerating though bc once you see Jin you get it, you get all of it you understand every single compliment they ever gave him bc he’s so nice in every way
  • Not only is he beautiful but he’s also super sweet and he spends like an hour just talking to you and your friend and making the both of you feel comfortable and getting the full description of what your friend wants and he offers up a few different designs
  • He’s just really calming to talk to bc you can tell that he’s genuinely curious about your answers, he really does wanna know what your hobbies are
  • He doesn’t start the tattoo until your friend gives the okay and he keeps talking to the both of you the entire time and he plays some music to help distract your friend bc tattoos can hurt like a bitch so anything you can do to help keep a beginner entertained is a good thing
  • He’s also pretty quick about the tattooing, your friend wanted a written tattoo which is why you guys went to Jin bc he’s pretty well known for being able to come up with some cool fonts and interesting ways to add in lil accents of personality into them like sometimes he’ll have the person write it in their handwriting or he’ll try to pick a font that he feels would match their personality best (which is why he spends so long getting to know them prior to the tattoo he likes to personalize each tattoo)
  • The entire experience doesn’t take nearly as long as you’d expected it to and you’re hesitant to say goodbye bc you’re trying to think of excuses to come back and see him again but the only real way to do that is getting a tattoo
  • Thankfully as you’re walking out to the front area, Jin gives the both of you hugs and he stops you to talk to you while your friend is paying
  • “I would love to hear the stories of your tattoos”
  • “Well maybe if you meet me here at five on Saturday and let me take you to dinner, you’ll get to find out”
  • “That sounds like a fair deal”
  • “Then I’ll see you on Saturday”
kate beckett sentences.
  • ❛ alakazaam, jackass. ❜
  • ❛ why did you steal his head did you miss him ?
  • ❛ are you having a breakdown ?
  • ❛ it’s accompany and observe, not participate and annoy. got it ?
  • ❛ please, let’s just stick it in and get this over with. ❜
  • ❛ there is this one hot, wild, kinky thing that i do like doing… ❜
  • ❛ now who’s the sucker. ❜
  • ❛ poke you ? i wanna kiss you !
  • ❛ sleep with whoever you want! the more, the merrier. ❜
  • ❛ i need to go…over there. ❜
  • ❛ if it’s so adorable why didn’t you sleep with me. ❜
  • ❛ you do know that i’m wearing a gun, right ?
  • ❛ it’s a stripper name. ❜
  • ❛ okay, if we’re married, i want a divorce. ❜
  • ❛ you can’t just say night ?
  • ❛ zip it, kitten. ❜
  • ❛ take your hand of your tool, ___ !
  • ❛ you have the right to remain silent. so shut the hell up. ❜
  • ❛ i don’t cross the line, i put myself on it. ❜
  • ❛ don’t make me shoot you. ❜
  • ❛ sunny with a chance of asskicking. ❜
  • ❛ i do this one thing… with ice cubes. ❜
  • ❛ i ain’t afraid of no ghosts. ❜
  • ❛ i’m gonna kill you !
  • ❛ button up, kitten. we’re going home. ❜
  • ❛ it’s one of the things i love about you. ❜
  • ❛ shut the front door. ❜
  • ❛ i remember everything. ❜
  • ❛ stop, police
  • ❛ he touches things. ❜
  • ❛ that’s gonna leave a nasty scar. ❜
  • ❛ every time you see it, think of me. ❜
  • ❛ i know what it’s like to lose someone that you love. ❜
  • ❛ i’m thinking… i need a cup of coffee. ❜
  • ❛ i’ve gotten used to you pulling my pigtails. ❜
  • ❛ i’m not a cop today, honey. ❜
  • ❛ did i say you could talk ? did someone give you permission to open your sorry little mouth ? no !
  • ❛ sit down, shut up, and listen !
  • ❛ don’t be so driven by the past that you throw away your future. ❜

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