i wont recover from that

My dad has recently been diagnosed with secondary liver cancer. He was supposed to have it surgically removed, but during the operation they found that it had spread, so has just started chemotherapy. I’ve never been a religious person, as I strongly believe in science, but I’ve found myself praying for him. Not to a God, as I don’t believe that there is one, but when I’m going around my daily routine, in my head I pray that he will recover from this, and that we wont lose him. And now I understand why people strongly believe in God - because it gives them something when they have nothing else left. Maybe that something is hope, or maybe its a piece of mind, but whatever it is, its comforting. 

Dear friends~

Sorry that I haven’t been around for a while, I just had a huge emotional breakdown last week and i’m just now starting to recover from it all. I wont get into all the details but I was betrayed and lost my love and my best friend of 11 years all at once and I can honestly say it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I’m picking up all the pieces and trying to move on into a now uncertain future, but I think i’ll be alright. Thank you for watching me, new art will be added as I get to it.

<3 - Katch

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