# i wonder what number 1 is

I know a lot of people will say “Don’t give in. If you do, the bullies win.”

No. That isn’t how this works.

Keep yourself safe. Don’t endanger yourself for the sake of keeping the bad guys from “winning.”

If you have to pretend to be something you’re not to stay safe, that doesn’t mean you’ve “given in.” It doesn’t make you weak.

If you feel you want to be loud and proud about who you are, I’m glad! You do you!

But if you’re sitting there wondering if maybe you shouldn’t be so obviously you for your safety… I’m telling you, that’s fine. It doesn’t make you a bad person.

Your safety is my number 1 priority. So I’m telling you, do what you need to do in order to feel safe.

so according to my vague recollection of stats:

seventeen has 13 members, and you have one bias, which means there’s a 12/13 chance you’ll get someone else’s PC. the formula, then, for the chance that you’ll get your bias’ photocard is 1-(12/13)^n, with n being the number of albums you intend to buy.

if you plan on buying three albums, you get a probability of .2134, or a 21.34% chance that you’ll get your bias’ photocard in at least one.

buy one? 7.69%. two? 14.79%. six? 38.14%.

having two biases is better than all of that - buy three albums and there’s a 39.42% chance you’ll get one of one of them. three biases tips the odds into your favor at 54.48%.

or you could just love all of seventeen equally and have a 100% chance of satisfaction, but math is more fun, isn’t it?

Can you imagine what it must be like to have Taylor want to meet you? To have her see something so special in you, that she needs to see that light in person. For her wanting to say thank you for always supporting her, even though she has done more for us than she will ever know. What a concept. What a dream. What it must feel like to have THE Taylor Swift personally request to meet you.

Here we are one more week with episode 5! For the record: I’m not ready. I have zero knowledge of Japanese regionals (in fact, I only learned about their existence when I watched episode 4), so let’s see what I can learn!

[If you’re curious about the previous mega-posts, feel free to read them here:

There are always fandom ask memes circulatin’ round Tumblr, but I wondered: why not make a Sonic-related one? Here I made 100 questions that you can ask any other Sonic fan or blog. I tried making them as broad as possible to appeal to as many as possible, but if I missed or omitted anything, I apologize.

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1.) Who was your first favorite character? Are they the same character as your number one choice as of today?

2.) Pick a villain, any villain. You are now that villain. What are you going to do and why?

3.) Describe your favorite game in a haiku.

4.) The last Sonic game you played is now your life. How awesome is this adventure gonna be?

5.) Post a photo of the Sonic object that is nearest you right now. Can be merchandise, plush toy, comic book, game, etc.

6.) Post a sprite of your favorite character.

7.) How would you react to seeing your OC in a Sonic game?

8.) Post a random Sonic quote and a reaction gif.

9.) (for all universes and adaptations) How would you have written your most hated scene differently?

11.) Top five stages.

12.) Worst five stages.

13.) What are some tropes you’d like to see implemented in future games? What are some tropes you think are overused?

14.) Do you know any fans in real life? Describe your RL fandom interactions here.

15.) Do you know any fans online? Describe your online fandom interactions here.

16.) (if you read fanfic) What are some fic tropes you love? Ones you hate?

17.) (if you write fanfic) What’s the most difficult thing about writing Sonic fic, in your opinion? The easiest?

18.) How closely does your favorite character act like their RL species?

19.) Favorite soundtrack?

20.) Least favorite soundtrack?

21.) Tell us a funny Sonic-related story.

22.) Have you ever had dreams related to Sonic? TELL US ABOUT THEM. IN LUDICROUS DETAIL.

23.) What would you say if you could say one thing to your favorite character?

24.) What would you say if you could say one thing to your least favorite character?

25.) Top five boss fights.

26.)Worst five boss fights.

27.) Send me a character and I’ll tell you their ultra-lulzy embarrassing nickname.

28.) In your opinion, in which game(s) is it the most difficult to obtain all 7 Chaos Emeralds, and why?

29.) Do you have Chao? How evolved are they?

30.) What’s your favorite console to play Sonic games on?

31.) Tell us a Sonic-related story that will give us feels.

32.) Most underrated character, GO

33.) Most overrated character, GO

34.) Guilty pleasure game?

35.) Guilty pleasure ship?

36.) C’mon now. How many ships do you have? :P

37.) List your favorite platonic ships. (Queerplatonic, sis- and bro-tps go here).

38.) Which characters who haven’t interacted yet would you love to see interact and why?

39.) Which game is your golden standard?

40.) (all universes and adaptations) Write a love letter to your favorite scene.

41.) What was the last Sonic-related thing you Googled?

42.) If you could say one thing to Sonic Team right now, what would it be?

43.) List the easiest and most evil enemies there are.

44.) Tell us the one unpopular opinion you have that you wouldn’t dare admit to anyone else. (Note to askers and responders: Please try not to judge others here!)

45.) ______ vs. _______. Who would win in a rap battle?

46.) ______ and ______. What would they do if they were chained at the ankle all day?

47.) Who or what first got you involved in Sonic? Describe the inciting incident here.

48.) Which character would you defend with your last breath?

49.) Which game would you defend with your last breath?

50.) Which character ability would you want to possess and why?

51.) If you were your least favorite character for a day, what would you do and why?

52.) Do you share the same hobbies as your fav? What do you think of those hobbies?

53.) Send me a character name with their Japanese pronoun, and I’ll tell you if I think it fits that character. (ex. “ore” for Sonic, “boku” for Shadow, “washi” for Eggman, etc.) TV Tropes lists most character pronouns under the label “Japanese Pronouns”. Additionally, here are some useful notes on Japanese pronouns.

56.) In your opinion, what’s the weirdest thing any character has ever said?

57.) If you could make a cameo in one game, what would it be? And where would you make your star appearance?

58.) Tell us one thing your favorite character does when the others aren’t looking.

59.) Tell us what you think would make for an ideal Sonic movie.

60.) What character item would you want to possess and why?

61.) Run your favorite Sonic quote through Google Translate and give us the result.

62.) Opinions on Japanese and English voice acting, GO

63.) If you could communicate using only the lines your favorite character has said, transcribe how you would order takeout. XP

64.) What’s an obscure game that you like to play?

65.) What makes your most difficult level so hard?

66.) Have you ever ragequit? Where?

67.) Which game could you not be bribed to play again?

68.) Post your favorite Sonic music remix here.

69.) Would you want to live in Sonic’s world? Why or why not?

70.) Which character do you have a difficult time understanding?

72.) Which level design always dazzles you?

73.) Describe the first time you had a squee moment in this series. :>

74.) What’s the best thing about being in the Sonic fandom?

75.) What’s the worst thing about being in the Sonic fandom?

76.) (during gameplay) What’s the one move or action you never get tired of pulling off?

77.) Post a scene that always leaves you in stitches.

78.) Post a scene that always gives you feels.

79.) Are there any games you can speedrun?

80.) What’s one mystery or bit of fridge logic you’ve always wondered about?

81.) Favorite and least favorite memes?

82.) Which locale would you love to visit, and why?

83.) Which locale could you not be bribed to step foot in? Why?

84.) List some Sonic moments that scared you or made you mentally BSOD.

85.) Emblem hunting: yea or nay?

86.) Any favorite character barks? (Note: A bark is a short voice clip. I’m talking about the random things characters will say after completing levels or during levels. Which are your favorites?)

87.) Which mission is a cakewalk for you? Which mission has you gnashing your teeth?

88.) If you could control one Eggman invention, what would it be? And what would you use it for?

89.) Favorite and least favorite VAs?

92.) Which character do you simply not care about? Why?

93.) Which handheld titles do you play most often?

94.) Give us your opinions on alternate gameplay styles.

95.) Tell us a story about something funny, weird, scary or interesting that happened to you during a Sonic game. Can include but is not limited to: glitch stories, multiplayer madness, lost data, accidental wins, etc.

96.) Which character annoys you?

97.) Send me a character name and I’ll tell you if I like the same foods they do. If they don’t have one, I’ll tell you a headcanon about their favorite meal.

98.) Send me a character and I’ll tell you how my OC would interact with them.

99.) Where and when do you usually play Sonic games? What time of day?

100.) Ramble about anything that’s Sonic-related! :>

Okay, so you want a Sugar Daddy/Sugar Baby! You Google it and BAM! There are a million websites that link you to Sugar Daddy websites where you can create a profile and just jump into an arm of a Sugar Daddy or have a beautiful Sugar Baby fall into your lap. EASY as 1,2,3.

But, just like shoe shopping, we see a few pairs in the same color and we wonder what shoe fits us best? What can this shoe do for us? Does it go with our outfit?

I’ve tired many Sugar Daddy websites, below I have listed them with my comments. No particular order.

1.) Seeking Arrangement:

-This is by far the greatest site. I’ve met the MOST men on here…but not even the number but the GREATEST men on here. It’s free for Sugar Babies too! They allow a lot of room to type out in your profile. I’ve met 2 of my long term SDs on that site, and a few others that have lasted a few months and still to this day, if I talk to them, they would help me out if I needed. The layout of the site is very easy on the eyes, and it loads up fantastic on a mobile device. Pictures upload very well.

2.) WhatsYourPrice

-Basically, it’s a biding for date website. You see a pretty lady? You tell her how much you will pay to take her out on a date. NOTE: just a fucking date, not a roll in the hay. I like this site. But, few things to watch out for….There is a section where you can select a type of relationship you are looking for. I think many men just go ahead and start clicking away, and one of those options is SD/SB. There are men who make great income…but not enough to be a Sugar Daddy. Men who make 60K a year are on there. It’s not that i would call them ‘salt’ daddies, but that is because they truly don’t know how sugar works. But, back to the fun stuff. I’ve gotten anywhere from 75 dollars for a coffee date to 250 dollars on a date. I seriously was super low on cash at a time in my life, went on 7 dates in a week, and made my rent money. Did I sleep with these men? No, it’s a first date. This site isn’t as marked as others, and I get a lot of people from out of state.

3.) Sugar Sugar.com

-Stupid, really it is. They have some point system that if you get enough points you can use them for gift cards. A lot of inactive profiles. Do not waste your time.

-Hands down the worst website. The interface SUCKS. The men on there SUCK. A bunch of salt on there. I took down my profile, made it inactive and everything and the amount of emails they send do me are crazy. Saying such n such viewed me. First off, how did they view me? I never had a prior message from said person and my profile is hidden off search. WTF?

5.) Established Men

-Met 2 salt daddies. Enough said. LOL

-If you’re okay with nothing but married men…then, sure. I had a lot of fights with dumbasses on here about the sugar world. I’ve had a shit ton of randoms that think making 90K a year makes them a Sugar Daddy. The screening process will be tough, but you can get through it.

—I’ve seen postings on CL about Sugar Daddies and such. I think it’s code for “please have sex with me for a cheap thrill”. Tinder is a laughingstock to begin with, so, I can only assume the “sugar” on there is laughable.

“Why are numbers beautiful?
It’s like asking why is Beethoven’s Ninth Symphony beautiful. I know numbers are beautiful. If they
aren’t beautiful, nothing is.”
-Paul Erdos, Hungarian mathematician

–INTRO-

“1×8＋1＝9, isn’t it?”
Yes, it is. Continue.
“12×8＋2＝98, isn’t it?”
Yes.
Then, “123×8＋3＝987”
Wait.
Yes, it’s correct.
“1234×8＋4＝9876”
Lots of numbers start forming a line.
“12345×8＋5＝98765”
“123456×8＋6＝987654”
“1234567×8＋7＝9876543”
Wondering what these numbers are?
Then I’ll disclose the secret of the trick.

-SUMMERY- ￼

I’m going to show you other pyramids.
One is this.

And one more.

111,111,111*111,111,111=12345678987654321, which is a basic counting series, read from either end.

-MAIN DISCUSSION-

Every number no matter how large that is equally divided by 9, will equal 9, if you add all the numbers it is made from until there is 1 digit.
A quick example of what I mean:
9∗99=891

8+9+1=18

1+8=9

-

Natures secret about 3,6, and 9…?

“We have to cast out all 9’s.”

What does that mean?
It means that any number that is above the value 9 or one place value is going to be added together to get a single digit. So this means if we have a number 26, we add 2+6 to get 8, which is its “archetype”.
If we do this for all numbers while doubling and halving, we get a pattern.
This. The secret to the Universe is DOUBLING and HALVING.
3 and 6’s are constantly oscillating back and forth between each other in the doubling and halving scheme.

The number 9 is the unchanging, unwavering number that never really loses its true identity, even though it is undergoing a constant state changing. (pay close attention)

9 X 1 = 09
9 X 2 = 18
9 X 3 = 27
9 X 4 = 36
9 X 5 = 45
9 X 6 = 54
9 X 7 = 63
9 X 8 = 72
9 X 9 = 81
9 X  10 = 90

If you didn’t realize it yet, the secret to the above multiplication of 9’s, is hidden in this…

0
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10

Now besides the right side of the numbers, reverse the order of numbers to be going (counting) backwards…

0 9
1 8
2 7
3 6
4 5
5 4
6 3
7 2
8 1
9 0

Put them together…

09
18
27
36
45
54
63
72
81
90

You just created the answers to the 1-10 multiplication of 9…

9 X 1 = 09
9 X 2 = 18
9 X 3 = 27
9 X 4 = 36
9 X 5 = 45
9 X 6 = 54
9 X 7 = 63
9 X 8 = 72
9 X 9 = 81
9 X  10 = 90

Now once again, see how the answers we just did, end up actually returning back into the number 9…
Now watch… as you are about to see just how powerful #9 really is..

09
18
27
36
45
54
63
72
81
90

lets do the first three together…
0+9= 9
1+8= 9
2+7= 9
Have you caught on yet?
Lets see all of them now..

0+9= 9
1+8= 9
2+7= 9
3+6= 9
4+5= 9
5+4= 9
6+3= 9
7+2= 9
8+1= 9
9+0= 9

So all the multiplications of 9, end up returning back to 9.
even large numbers…

Take any number like, 143.. now times it by 9..
you’ll get 1287
So
143 X 9 = 1287
Now add the digits together, not counting above 10 (after 9 start over at 1)
1287
Add the 1+2+8 first, which will get you 2, then add 2 with the remaining digit, 7, giving you… #9.

Try some numbers yourself.

Then there is the addition with #9…
In this method, adding 9 to any number will have an answer that equals the amount of the original number added to 9.
Lets start,
Lets do 13 since its a double digit.
9+13= 22
But first since this is a double digit we used to add to number 9, lets now get the value of its digits together.
13
1+3= 4
So going back, we just got 4 from the 1+3, which came from the value of the two digits of the number 13, which we are adding with 9.
Continuing..
So back to 9+13 = 22
The 22 we got, if added together gives us, 4… the same number we got from the value of 13 (1+3), which we just added to 9.

Now lets do this with a single digit…
Lets do 7
9+7 = 16
16(or 1+6) = 7

Another one..
9+4=13
13=4

9+5=14
14=5

9+8=17
17=8

9+9=18
18=9

So on and so forth….
-

-EXPANDED INFO BULLETPOINTS-
-The number 9 is the node and represents Spirit.
-The numbers 3 and 6 represent the Yin and Yang in the form of magnetism and the number 9 is the S curve.
-The base ten numerical counting system is triangulated.
-Infinity has an epicenter.
-The powers of ten occur by halving.
-A number cannot be created or destroyed and zero does not exist on a number line or in any multiplication series.
-Multiplication series are unbroken rings from cross sections of the torus.
-The zero is always in the center in the form of the vortex hole.
-The preferred frame of reference to the universe is based upon the fixed constant number 9.

Isn’t it beautiful?
Yes, it’s fantastic!…
This is enough info for now, as any more will/might get confusing, and this amount is more than enough for you to reflect and think over.
Thoughts, opinions, comments? Lets hear them!

AND THAT'S A WRAP!

It dawned on me that I actually started down this path 1 year ago tomorrow, and it caught me a little off guard by how much has changed over the course of the year. I have never been part of a fandom, and had no idea what shipping was. Thanks to a show called OL, and blog that provided such a fun fan experience for both the show, and it’s two leads, I genuinely enjoyed every minute of it.

Today, Jess closed that wonderful blog, and I found myself saddened and angry at the same time. And, after seeing her numbers, there was no doubt in my mind why she was harassed and targeted to the point of no return. Quite frankly, I believe OL, Sam and Cait owe her a huge debt of gratitude, and a whopping apology, but I am sure that may never come. And, I think it is awesome that people have made sure they know about it over there in the cesspool called Twitter. You really do reap what you sow!

As for Sam and Cait, we learned they are human. Not the perfect people we set them up to be, as no one is. They are gifted actors who bring two iconic characters to life, decent people who support worthwhile charitable causes, and have no problem reaping the rewards of their newfound media status. But, they have a lot to learn about people, and the consequences attached when you choose publicity over human caring. And, they obviously have the worst PR team on the planet! I no longer care if they are together. Quite frankly, I hope they are not. If all of their interaction was for “showmance”, then I will pass. I thought the acting was reserved for their show, and since they are trying so desperately with the scum of the earth to convince me they are not together, I will believe them. But, if they continue their “couply” behavior, I plan to ship the hell out of them. After all, they are the ones putting it out there!

I don’t care about that bulbous wanker, the latest manufactured blonde, and the attempts to make us believe that shit is laughable. Now that it has hit the fan, and caused GOOD AND CARING people to leave this fandom, I truly hold them all responsible for it.

I am a fan of OL, and a fan of Sam & Cait. I don’t have to kiss their ass to be a fan, and I can use humor, snark and giddiness to show it. They have both dropped a couple of notches on the proverbial ladder for me, but I am sure we will see the cute and flirty Q&A"s, IG posts, tweets, fan pics, and let’s not forget awards season. Same song, different day.

At the end of the day, think post, play, express, snark, laugh, criticize, cry, and fan however you want. There are amazing people here, and it shouldn’t get splintered any more than it is. And if that means that I poke some fun at the whole freaking mess, then I will. And, I will also cry for Jess. I broke my own rule, and actually tweeted that today. This fan experience will never be the same, and as my Dad used to say, be careful when you shit in your own nest….you still have to live there. Hope Sam and Cait get the message. People make the fandom, and people can also shut them down.

Good night my fellow shipsters!😘😍💗

❤ 60+ FOLLOWERS ❤

Woah, we’ve reached 60 followers! I didn’t even notice till now! This isn’t a big number, but still, this is a lot for me. I created this blog in december 2016 and we’ve reached this number pretty fast, thank you so much! Guys, you inspire me to continue doing what I love, to continue shipping Mei with Ayato, to continue being friends with you, wonderful people! You made my tumblr experience amazing, thank you again! I love you all so much! And, as @subaruxayano said, FRIENDS, NOT FANS!!! ❤❤❤

Now, my top 4 followers are:
1. @sakikowakumi (My dear friend, another Ayato lover and I really like your OC!) ❤❤❤

2. @juri-komoroi (Just met her, she’s so cute and also another Ayato lover, I’m glad there are many Ayato lovers!) ❤❤❤

3. @amyohtheotaku (Ohhh, this wonderful human being, I really like talking to you, and thank you for advising me when I needed it!) ❤❤❤

4. @vmendoza1901 (I have never talked to you, but I wish I had, thanks for following me!) ❤❤❤

Shout-out to these wonderful people:
@diabolik-idrina My dear hobbit, thank you for being so kind all this time! ❤❤❤

@diabolik-misaki Dear Misaki, you are my inspiration, thank you! ❤❤❤

@rinna-diabolik Ah, precious Rinna, thanks for supporting me! ❤❤❤

@diabolik-yuuki Yuuki-chan, I adore you, you’re so cute and kind person! ❤❤❤

@diabolik-naraki This person is amazing, REALLY beautiful and very talented! ❤❤❤

@hisoka-kuroi Thank you for supporting me, Yuki! ❤❤❤

@diabolik-cass I appreciate your support, too. Thank you! ❤❤❤

@dinama I talked to you few times, and I can say that you’re so sweet, thank you! ❤❤❤

@anime-trash-goddess Rinna-chan! You’re an amazing friend, thank you! ❤❤❤

@crazy-redridinghood Ah, Red you’re adorable, I love talking to you! ❤❤❤

@vocals-and-violins I’ve seen your name in my notes, so thank you, I appreciate it! ❤❤❤

@tenshixkyuketsuki I really like your OC, I must say she’s so cute! ❤❤❤

@subaruxayano You are also my inspiration, your blog is aesthetically pleasing and Ayano is precious! ❤❤❤

@trash-music-nerd Thank you for rebbloging my stuff, love ya! ❤❤❤

@namine-somebodies-nobody I don’t know much about you, but I like your blog and Hikari is super cute! ❤❤❤

Now, the first person I’ve ever talked to here on Tumblr, my precious friend @little-miss-lyns Thank you for supporting me, I love you, Lyn-Lyn! ❤❤❤

And special thanks to @tessiellation for drawing Mei’s sprites, I still can’t get over your amazing art! Thank you! ❤❤❤

Once again, THANK YOU! ❤❤❤

Things I need to stop but won’t
• procrastinating
• shipping
• getting so distracted and not even noticing it’s 5 am
• weird irrational fears (list to come)
• trying to explain to people my ships
• existential crisising
• spending so much time on tumblr I start talking like tumblr (you know what I mean)
• going from shipping to having otp’s
• going from “wonder what his name is?” to “oh that was december bc he has that scrape he got from rock climbing”

What do you think about hey mama being the faf8 single? That's like a huuge deal

yeah it’s a massive deal - it will probably be a number 1 hit worldwide or at least close. It is excellent mainstream exposure for C before she gets round to releasing her album.

on a side note… they have already fully recorded it, coordinated the schedules of three artists and are shooting the video now in february… I wonder how far back this was planned hmmmm.

i just wanted to ask what are your top 5 favorite fanfics of all time? :)) have a great day c:

asdkfjlskj how could i ever so readily narrow down the vast number of beautiful & wonderful fanfics of bts into just a list of five?? tbh the list changes all the time because i feel like i’m always discovering or rediscovering new stories that make my heart go !!!!

so i guess as of right now, the stories i can think of off the top of my mind have to be in no particular order

2 damn the delivery boy by @gukvory (this was from her previous persona but it’s almost embarrassing how often i reread this story)

THIS WAS SO HARD I HATE HAVING TO PICK JUST 5 THERE WERE SO MANY MORE I WANTED TO INCLUDE

Smudged

Ok sunshine anon I’m so sorry I am almost 12 hours late for your random one shot T^T but heyyy it’s 3:24 in the morning here and I stayed up late to write it for you so yeah, love admin Ayu ♥

Anyway, I hope you like it. If you don’t, lemme know TT^TT

Genre: Fluff, One shot
Word Count: 1, 747

Your cell phone beeped again, and you ran to it to check if it was an unknown number, just like you were expecting.

Go Eun: You’re supposed to treat me to ramen tomorrow, don’t forget!

You threw back the phone back in bed, sitting down with your head in your hands exasperatedly. You felt like a fool, to expect that something like that could ever happen. You reflected on what you had done earlier that day, and were seriously wondering how you could’ve taken another wrong, reckless decision.

You simply wiped off the tears that were yet to leave your eyes, and went back to your almost burnt soup.

It all had started exactly 79 days since you saw him for the first time, you could remember even the smallest details. The day had started bright, the sunshine had hit your face, making your eyes crinkle shut, and your lips curve in a beautiful smile. You wore the brightest colours in your cupboard, you’re your favourite backpack, and set off. Little did you know the nature could also betray…

You weren’t even halfway through your way to college when the rain started to pour. Distressed, you got off your cycle and dragged it across the street, your eyes searching for any shelter. That’s when you noticed a café, and you could finally sigh in relief.

The café was packed with people like you, all trying to escape from the sudden cruelty of the weather. You walked through the crowd, looking for a vacant seat. You had already sneezed four times after getting there, and you were pretty sure people were viewing you as one hell of an annoyance.

“Excuse me, ma’am?” you heard a voice call you from behind, soft and formal. You could tell in a second it was one of the staffs, and you were kind of scared that they’d tell you to leave because you’ve been nothing but an annoyance ever since you got there.

You turned around, and for a moment you were stunned. The crowd bustling in and around didn’t seem to faze you at all, as you tried to absorb what was just before your eyes. You were drinking in all the beauty you had seen accumulated in one face for the first time; those beetle-black eyes, his plump lips, his perfect nose with a straight bridge, his soft chin which ended his sharp face in a contrast; everything.

It took you a while to gain composure, and mutter a ‘yes’ to him. He smiled as he handed you a towel, “You seem like you’re really cold. Why don’t you sit there behind the counter with me, and dry yourself?”

“Um… uh yeah, why not…” you said, your idiocy getting to your nerves. He could definitely tell you were awestruck by his face, good job y/n.

He was a cashier there. He had given you a chair so that you could sit just beside him and dry yourself. You drank the hot chocolate you were given and observed him. He was one of the nicest cashiers you had ever seen. Whenever someone came to drop an order, he’d bow and greet them with a big smile on his face. He’d diligently take orders, put his heart into the smallest task he’d do while asking his customers about their day. He was the politest cashier you had ever seen, and you had barely realised then how you’d like to see more of him.

“How much for the hot chocolate?”

“It’s free of charge, ma’am. Please, come again.”

How could you not keep the request of the most beautiful human being you had ever seen?

You went almost every day, waking up an hour early to just have enough time to spend there, watching him from your fixed spot. You’d always be there when he’s just starting out, and he’d have the brightest smile ever whenever he heard the bells jingle, alarming him of the first customer of the day.

“Can I please get a large mocha latte?”

“Sure.” he’d return your hesitant smile with the usual bright one.

However, he was the same with every customer that went there, he barely treated you any special. You would always tip him more than usual, and he’d always have that grateful beam as he’d bow to you.

But, you were getting frustrated at how dense he could be. It was evident that you had feelings for him. Why wouldn’t he realise?

You were certain that you were dropping enough hints, and his obliviousness was getting to your nerves despite the fact that he was very adorable. You had had enough of this, and you decided to just confess to him. It was going to be very easy. You’d write ‘I like you, Taeyong.’ on a sticky note with your number just below it, and then put it there with the bill; that’s it.

So, the day came. You had entered the café as usual, ordered your usual, taken your usual seat, had your coffee, just wrote your confession and number on the sticky note, blew your hands dry since they were sweating hysterically, before finally getting to simply for him to come with the bill and ask you if you liked their service. He usually went to all the customers personally to hand them their pay-slips and ask for opinions, since the café was not always just as packed.

Then the moment came, he came to your table with the pay slip in his hand, asking you if you had liked their coffee today. You smiled and answered unmindfully as you slowly crumbled the sticky note in your hand. You paid the bill and wait for him to bring you the change.

“Thank you so much ma’am, please come again.” He bowed as you got up to leave.

You bowed back, settling the bag on your shoulder and slowly walking away. You were still not sure if you wanted to give him that crumpled sticky note, and randomly confess your feelings. You two barely knew each other!

However, the aforementioned fact couldn’t matter to you at all when you had fallen for him. So, why should it matter then?

You had already stepped out of the café when it finally hit you. Eve the sight of a florist walking by with your favourite flower didn’t stop you from rushing inside the café. Taeyong looked at you in a hurry, his face showing the surprise, “Is anything wrong, ma’am?”

You took his hand in yours, shoved the crumpled sticky note in, and ran out of the café.

It had been a week, and you received no phone call or text. You were heartbroken, how could he just reject you without a phone call? You were distraught, owing half to the rejection and the other half to his ignorance. He could’ve called, apologised, before letting you know politely that it wasn’t possible. He had such a beautiful smile, you had expected his heart to be just as beautiful, for him to at least care about how you felt, and say no to you in the politest way possible. But, he chose to ignore you. He chose to ignore your proposal, and didn’t even find it worthy of rejection; how very deserving of you.

You knew you were totally out of his league, and you had just realised that it was foolish of you to think that his kindness could be entitled to someone like you.

You had had enough. You decided that you would go to the café, ask him why he didn’t even care to call you and say that you two weren’t possible. You were going to let him know that that face of him is of no value if he cannot value human emotions. You were going to ask him how he could bear not calling you even when you weren’t there for a week, like, wasn’t he worried a bit? You were going to ask him everything that was on your mind, tell him all you’ve been holding back

You stormed inside the café, finding him cleaning one of the tables. He bowed and smiled at you, as if nothing had happened. Seriously?

“You idiot!” you pushed him, “How could you be so thoughtless? Don’t you know how to read? I confessed my feelings to you and left my number so that you could call me and let me know what you thought, if it’s a yes or no. But you decided to just IGNORE! How could you do that? You could’ve simply called and said that it’s a no, or just texted me! But no, you chose to ignore me… like you- don’t you care a bit about a person’s emotions? ESPECIALLY WHEN IT’S A GIRL WHO LITERALLY LIKES YOU TO DEATH? You… you idiot…” by the end of your explosion, you were crying. You had finally let all your bottled up emotions out, and it was tolling on you.

You could feel Taeyong staring at you with his mouth open as you sat down and tried to stop crying, your face in your hands. It wasn’t a minute before Taeyong finally spoke up, “Are you an idiot, or what?”

You were blown away at his sudden comeback, and found no relevance of it to anything. You simply wiped the tears off your face and stood up to face him again. “What do you mean?”

He took out the sticky note from his pocket, neatly folded, and handed it over to you, “See what’s wrong for yourself.”

You unfolded the chit to find the ink smudged. You had written your confession and number using a gel pen, and since you were crumbling it in your sweaty hands, it was obvious that the ink would smudge. The only word that even made sense there was ‘like’, and you had a huge suspicion that anyone could read it, apart from you, that is.

“Oh shoot… oh shoot.” You literally cried as you slumped down in the couch again, hiding your face in your hands out of embarrassment this time.

While you were pondering over your stupidity, Taeyong sat down beside you and sighed, “You could’ve just told me.”

“Do you think that it’s that easy?” you asked as you exasperatedly threw your hands in the air.

“Um… sorry, it actually isn’t. If it were, you’d not be the one to say it first.”

“Wait… WHAT?”

How many calories do you usually eat in a day//is what you're eating now making you lose weight or stay the same??wondering because I need to know what number cals I need to eat to lose some more weight but then once I'm where I want to be I don't want to gain it back if I eat too much more...

I usually eat less than 400 or around 365 calories. I have 2 What I Eat in a Day videos on my YouTube Channel.

Danganronpa V3 and Saw

I was recently looking to the Pixiv website and I got stumbled on a picture that has a crossover of V3 and Saw.

## And my thought says: “MY CHILDHOOD HORROR MOVIE AND GAME OF THE YEAR AT THE SAME TIME?! THIS IS AMAZING!”

With the number of Saw traps in the series, there would be many fit for the V3 characters!

What I saw in the picture were:

1. Korekiyo Shinguji with the Reverse Bear Trap (Saw 1)

2. Gonta Gokuhara with the Classroom Trap (Saw 3)

3. Shuichi Sahiara with the Needle Pit Trap (Saw 2)

4. Kokichi Oma with the Cube Trap (Saw 5)

I wonder about what the other characters would get strapped in….

I am a beginner witch, and was wondering what would you recommend to place in a book of shadows? I am working on spells but I haven't really got anything such as an alter, or any supplies since I am just following my path that I should of started years ago. Any recommendations would be wonderful. Also what are some good starter items to have? Any place you would recommend where to buy items?

The number one place I would recommend to buy starter items for witches is Wal-mart, the Dollar Store, and your local flea markets and donation centers. I cannot even TELL YOU how much of my stuff has come from Goodwill. More than I can count honestly. Wal-mart has a decent collection of simple candles for pretty cheap. And the dollar stores have herbs for \$1 apiece! You can’t beat that. You don’t have to buy awesome fancy things when you’re just starting out (or ever honestly). I mean, I’ve been practicing for more than ten years, and I don’t have or ever use a wand! But, I’ve also been practicing for ten years and am only just not finally buying a little cauldron. I would suggest developing your craft a little bit first, figure out what you like, what you don’t like, what you’re going to stick with and what you’re going to stop doing, and THEN decide what fancy, SUPER WITCHY supplies (like cauldrons and athames etc etc) you really need.

Good starter items, and I mean BARE MINIMUM I would suggest, is a paper, a pen, a candle, and access to water, salt, and pepper. That’s it! Honestly, you could do without all of that too! Magic isn’t about all the stuff you put into your spells or the fancy spellwork or the complex rituals, it’s about you. It’s 100% about you. You should only do what you’re comfortable with, what works for you, and what you enjoy.

I hope all this gives you somewhere to start! I would also suggest looking through all of my posts, here, and also looking through my tags for whatever you might be looking for- I tag things fairly well. Please don’t hesitate to ask any other questions, and if you ever need to or feel more comfortable, anon is always on!

When Will Homestuck Finally Be Over?

I don’t know for sure, but I am reasonably certain that the next bit of “post-canon content” will be released about a week from right now. How? Simple - Caliborn’s eyes.

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31

What happens on a nearby 31? Halloween. A week from now, if you’re on the west coast. And the thing is, Halloween day really isn’t that special -it’s the night. The turning from October to November is the real holiday. And what is that day again? Oh right, 11/1, the day Act 6 (rest in pieces you overly lengthy piece of wonderful shit) began. And why am I so confident about this?

Look at the fire symbols (also, John, why are you snapping more consistently with Karkat and Dave than with your own sister? Are you sure you’re not a homosexual?). 1025, 612, and of course, 413. All of the important Homestuck numbers - except one. Three ones, to be precise - 11/1.

See you all in a week!

NOTE: IT COULD ALSO BE DECEMBER 31ST BECAUSE 1/1 STILL KINDA COUNTS BUT HUSSIE HAS A HISTORY OF DELAYING THINGS BY EXACTLY A WEEK AND ALSO 10/31 IS WHEN THE LORD ENGLISH REVEAL FLASH WAS I’M PRETTY SURE SO CALIBORN STUFF HAPPENING ON HALLOWEEN WOULD MAKE MANY A SENSE

tag thing bc i was tagged by the wonderful @brightbeautifulthings!! ( i guess it’s a 27 question tag??)

1. Who were you named after?

No one. But My dad got my nickname “ Andrea” from my cousin Audrey.

2. Last time you cried?

Uh,,maybe a few weeks ago?

3. Do you like your handwriting?

No, definitely not. My hand writing is so sloppy and lazy.

4. What’s your favorite lunch meat?

Turkey, I would say.

5. Do you have kids?

Nope, and I never plan to.

6. Do you use sarcasm?

It’s my number one coping mechanism. :)

7. Do you have tonsils?

Yes, I’m pretty sure?

8. Would you ever bungee jump?

Nah, I’m good.

Ohhh Coco puffs, Reese’s Puffs, and Fruity Pebbles

10. Do you untie your shoes before you take them off?

Sometimes. Sometimes I just yank them off with my shoes tied.

11. Do you think you’re strong?

Uh, physically: kinda. Emotionally: no.

12. What’s your favorite ice cream?

Mint Chocolate Chip

13. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?

A person’s eyes. Always their eyes.

14. Football or baseball?

I have no interest in sports, my dudes.

I dunno.

16. What color pants are you wearing?

Gray sweatpants.

17. Favorite smell

Cinnamon incense. (oh m god, I love the smell of incense bruh. One i get my own apartment I’m lighting up 3 those fuckers every day. To cleanse my house ;))

18. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

A good friend/old classmate of mine. (the very few people I’m not afraid of talking to on the phone)

19. Favorite sort to watch on tv?

Wrestling comes a teensy bit close, but that shit it soo fake.

20. Hair color?

Black

21. Eye color?

Brown

22. Favorite food to eat?

Sun Chips!

23. Scary or funny movies

Scary movies, mostly, and that’s Nightmare on Elm Street and It. Funny movies are The Lego Movie and The Princess Bride.

24. Last movie you’ve watched?

Carol. Pretty good, kinda slow.

25. What color shirt are you wearing?

A black Alice in the Wonderland tee

26. Favorite holiday?

Halloween. Always halloween.

27. Wine or beer?

Wine, but it tastes fucking gross. I don’t know what beer tastes like, but I’m sure it’s the same.

20 Questions For Every Spiritual Seeker (Send me a number and I will send one back!)

1. Why is there poverty and suffering in the world?
2. What is the relationship between science and religion?
3. Why are so many people depressed?
4. What are we all so afraid of?
5. When is war justifiable?
6. How would God want us to respond to aggression and terrorism?
7. How does one obtain true peace?
8. What does it mean to live in the present moment?
9. What is our greatest distraction?
10. Is current religion serving its purpose?
11. What happens to you after you die?
12. Describe heaven and how to get there.
13. What is the meaning of life?
14. Describe God.
15. What is the greatest quality humans possess?
16. What is it that prevents people from living to their full potential?
17. Noverbally, by motion or gesture only, act out what you believe to be the current condition of the world.
18. What is your one wish for the world?
19. What is wisdom and how do we gain it?
20. Are we all one?

tag game!

rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you’re done tag 10 people plus the person who tagged you, and most importantly, HAVE FUN

tagged by: the wonderful @octabbi (who is a literal angel)

A- age: 17 B- Biggest fear: murders? C- Current time: 1:18pm D- drink you last had: lemonade E- everyday starts with: peeing F- favourite song: I Have A Hole In My Tooth (And The Dentist Is Shut) by dodie G- ghosts, are they real?: probably not H- hometown: Minneapolis J- jealous of: people with cool socks K- killed someone?: What kind of question is this L- last time you cried: a week or two ago M- middle name: Linnea N- number of siblings: 1 O- one wish: cash money P- person you last called/texted: My friend Claire Q- questions you’re always asked: Where are you going to college? R- reasons to smile: Dodie. Also dogs are pretty good too S- song last sang: Would you be so kind? (by dodie obvs) T- time you woke up: 8:30 U- underwear color: grey V- vacation destination: UK! W- worst habit: Not coughing into my elbow X- X-rays you’ve had: Wrist and elbow Y- your favourite food: Mac and cheese Z- Zodiac sign: Leo

I tag: @doddlepoddle @she-means-everything-to-me @art3mis-ivy @thedodieclark @whateverfuckitall @iphangirling @imepicness13 @yearsyearsbears @pasdedodie @avocadodie (and also anyone else can say i tagged them, these were just off the top of my head)