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Dear friends...

It’s been a while since I made my tumblr account and I met a lot of wonderful people here, I want to thank each one of you for being my friend, so I decided to make a post about all of you ( I hope I don’t forget anyone ^^’ )

@babypeachtaozii You are my first tumblr friend and I am soo thankful that you messaged me that day!!! I love how my url made you message me xDDD I love you soo much!!! I will always treasure you!!! I know you’re very busy and we can’t chat often, but if you ever need me, I’ll always be there for you!!!

@bobs-flowers Omg I am soo happy we met!!! You’re such a wonderful friend!!! You’re super hardworking!!! I love you soo much!!! You faced a lot of problems and I tried to help you, sorry if I wasn’t that helpful ^^’ I know you have a lot of work to do but please, always remember to rest!!!

@sosuke-of-secondearth You’re honestly soo cute!!! Thank you for being my friend and always helping when I am sad or anxious!!! I really appreciate that you message me even when you have to go to work!!! You’re really precious and lovable!!! I hope you’ll always be happy, cause you deserve it!!!

@saranghaeyeols We met on Christmas day and you’re honestly the best Christmas gift I ever got!!! I love you and your cats!!! You’re also gorgeous, stop saying you’re not, okay? I will fight you if you say that you’re not beautiful. Thank you for messaging me!!! Good luck on your exams!!! Don’t overwork!!!

@winteryethereal We met few days ago, but you’re honestly soo talented!!! And I love chatting with you!!! I hope more people will notice your talent ;) Good luck!!!

@charliefazbear We didn’t talk a lot, sorry for not messaging you >///< I really liked chatting with you and I am really thankful that I got to meet you ;) I hope we will chat again!!!

@taos-left-eyelid My lovely child!!! I am sorry for not joining the group chat!!! I love you, I really do!!! Don’t forget that!!! Also, you’re gorgeous ok? Absolutely perfect!!! I will fight whoever attacks you!!! Also, you’re really talented OMG!!! I love the stuff you write ;* I will always be there for you ^^

@sakura-gucci-panda My fellow scorpio friend!!! I love how you trust me enough to share your feelings!!! I am always here to listen!!! We are quite alike 😏😏😏 I love the lockscreens/wallpapers you make, omg, like, you’re so talented? Thank you for being you!!!

@kais-daddy Omg when I first saw you I thought you were a model, why you’re so gorgeous??? Also, I really like your personality omg!!! You’re also have an amazing sense of humor!!! We didn’t chat a lot, but I hope we will!!! Ohhh!!! And take care of yourself, I don’t want you to get ill agan >///<

@kai-aaah You’re soo cute AJSHCVFJKFBD I love chatting with you!!! Though we didn’t chat a lot…. >///< But omg you’re like an angel!!! Let’s chat more often!!! ( If you want to of course!!! )

@jungkookies-babygirl I hope you’re happy, cause you deserve happiness and love!!! You’re a wonderful person and it breaks my heart to see you sad… If you’ll ever need someone to talk to, I will always listen!!! Thank you for being such a wonderful person!!!

@kurosentoki I see you being sad quite often and I hate myself for not being able to help you… I know, we didn’t chat a lot, but I still really want to make you at least a little happier!!! You’re amazing!!! I love you!!!

@milktaost I remember when I used to send you random anon messages and how cute your answers were!!! Thank you for answering them!!! Sorry for not messaging you often ^^’ I really don’t want to be annoying >///< Ahh I hope you’re happy and healthy!!! Love you lots!!!

@paulienm You’re very cute and I love your blog!!! Thank you for randomly messaging me!!! I love you even though we didn’t talk a lot!!!

@trashbxsh Thank you for liking my reblogs!!! I really appreciate this!!! I hope we will become friends :3 Love you!!!

@braziebear We probably chatted only once but omg was that fun!!! I hope we will chat more in the future :3 ( If you want to ^^ )

@exocausetearsandsmiles You’re hilarious omg I love your blog!!! You’re also soo open minded!!! Thank you for randomly messaging me ( I am literally to shy to message you cause I think that I am way to lame )

@kimnamwho We also probably chatted only once but I really liked it!!! Let’s chat again!!! ( if you want to ^^ )

@blackberryconnossieur I loved chating with you!!! You’re honestly amazing I really love you!!! :3

@xiulayallday You’re adorable! We didn’t chat, but I love your blog ^^ Thanks for being a mutual ^^

@chogiwapark Ahhhh Tesa!!!! Thank you for sticking with my lame self!!! I honestly don’t understand why are you still not bored to chat with me, like??? I love you, you’re soo amazing!!! I know you’re busy, so thank you for finding time to answer my messages!!! You also can message me sometimes, ok? ;* Love you!!!

@7deer-ofthe-dawn7 Ahh I really like the fanfic you wrote!!! We didn’t chat a lot and that’s probably because I am too anxious to message you ( You’re honestly soo cool omg ) but I still love you LOL ( please don’t judge me, I really do love all of the people I know on tumblr >///< )

@hoe4baek Ahh… We didn’t chat often, but maybe we could chat more in the future? If you want to? You’re very cute!!! I love you!!!

@swaggyt-a-o emmm…. Yeah, we also didn’t chat often but YOU’RE ADORABLE ASHCGSDHJKVS!!!! I was soo shocked when you followed my blog omg >///< Thank you for being a mutual ^^

@blancnabi Thanks for tagging me in stuff!!! I love your blog!!! You’re adorable!!! Let’s become friends!!! :3

@eau-de-low-budget You’re an amazing artist!!! I love your art!!! You’re honestly super talented, I am not lying!!! You’re a wonderful person!!! ^^

@stopjunmyeon Ahhh I am soo honored you follow me >///< You’re absolutely gorgeous and I love your personality!!! You’re amazing!!! I wish there was more people like you!!!

@1oveyoon We haven’t chatted in a while >///< I love you soo much!!! You’re gorgeous omg >///< I am happy I met you!!! Let’s talk more in future ( if you want to!!! )

I am really thankful that all of you are my friends ( well at least I hope you are ^^ I love all of you ) I am sorry if I don’t message you, I am really shy >///< All of you are soo cool and amazing, literal angels so I get really anxious to message you!!! >///< I tagged people randomly, I love all of you the same!!! Once again, Thanks for being my friends or simply mutuals!!! I cherish each one of you!!!

anonymous asked:

who would you consider your squad on here? who are your closest friends? (:

omg okay well i think i consider all my mutuals my friends but these are the ppl i talk to/interact with the most :~)
@blazinginbus1 @cupcakelirry @dejalouis @harrydaze @harrys-smiling-nipples @mankypankyharry @niallandtommo @narold @novacanemp4 @paynesenterprise @thelouisloveclub @yeshaddyido @yeshaddy @solouistomlinson

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I was tagged by daughter-of-winter-and-stars to post 6 pictures of my band member crush (thank you!) and of course I would post gifs instead. 

I have quite a few crushes tbh, but doing my best to pick the worst… this is it: Mathias Nygård from Turisas.

These gifs are all part of old gif sets I made and you can find each of them here

                                             I need a fresh start

And by saying that, I imply that I’m DROPPING ALL OF MY UNPLOTTED TREADS. Although, if you really want us to keep going, you can always come to me so we can discuss thing about it. Also, soon I’ll be doing a starter call so I can have my Laura’s muse back. I’m sorry to disappoint a lot of you, but this is what I need for now to try to be more present. 

anonymous asked:

for risky asks: 1, 7, 9

1. @ the people you want to be friends with.

I have no capability to @ all of them but, off the top of my head (note: I also consider ‘be better friends with’ because I’m too lazy to distinguish it and generally suck at keeping up contact with people):

@spiritosovrano
@bpdapathy
@aprehension
@borderlinetraumatized
@trauma-rat

and really any of my mutuals/people that show up frequently in my notes/people that frequently send me asks? I’m really bad with questions like these oops (but honestly if you want to be friends with me I already love you because I’m a disaster)

7. Tell an embarrassing memory or story.

my life is an embarrassing story honesty

but, to be specific, I graduated high school in May and managed to destroy my mental health enough to do it with honors? and I had to attend a banquet where I was required to make a speech about my post high school plans and. okay. it’s a tiny event center. I’m in heels and a dress. every one of my favorite teachers is there. there’s 200~ people in the room and I go up to make the speech, already lacking confidence because I’m dressed in clothes I’m not even close to comfortable in, and stumble over every single word in the first sentence, even if it’s the simplest information I could ever give about myself (I’m – and going to – in the fall to study –). I felt awful after, awful when I went home, and still feel awful now.

9. What was your first blog URL?

please remember I was 13/14 and going through the “I’m so random lol xD” phase when I made my first blog but as far as I am aware the URL was iamthefuckingoctopus and dear god I hope no one following me knew of it

  • Allo lgbt members: Don't assume straightness! Straight is not the default!
  • Allo lgbt members: Asexuality and aromanticism don't make you not straight! You're not <i>really</i> queer, you're just trying to be trendy. Or at least, you can pass for straight, so you're basically straight.
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                                                    All for freedom and for pleasure
                                                         Nothing ever lasts forever

(requested by viperofsand)

So, I hit 500 followers very recently, and wow. Holy shit y’all, 500+ people hang out and read my posts and reblog my fic and talk to me. I love all y’all so much. <3

Before I get too much further, I have to take a moment and stop to really properly appreciate the people who bring me the utmost joy in my daily tumblring. You folks are some of my favourite people and my dash wouldn’t be the same without you on it. 

☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆

@lunaseemoony  ✯  @impossiblewolves  ✯ @dirty-brian@rexalexander@perfectlyrose  ✯ @chiaroscuroverse@lionheartluna@thedoctordanceswithrose  ✯ @thereisnothingwrongwithbeingmad  ✯ @reyskywalkred  ✯ @lastbluetardis  ✯ @ishisakaa  ✯ @hashtagartistlife  ✯ @jaydelahaye  ✯ @tripwirealarm  ✯ @fadewithfury​ ✯ 

☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆゚+.☆

And on to everyone else who helps to bring excellence to my dash on a regular basis: 

(mutuals bolded)

A - D

@artistefish @anniviech @amadman-inabluebox@amindoccupiedbytennant@asthewheelwills@aimtoallonsy @ariathedog@andrastesgrace@ascballerina@allegoricalrose @abelinajt@allonsywobbly@allrightfine @billiepiperchapman@buffyann23 @behrdreamer@bitchymama@brilligspoons @buttersmd @chrismosstree @calendiles @caedmonfaith@chocolatequeennk@captaingrahamcr @cleolinda @dovtorwho @dimensionhoppingrose @dryadalis @dracomalfouy @dontletthenarglesbite@dearkuryakin 

E - I

@excusemewhileiwagmytail @eustaciavye28 @followedmystar@fleurdeneuf@fogsblue@fireflyslove @goldencinders@gingergallifreyan@goingtothetardis @goldcaught@gallifreyburning @hitenbankai @hisanas@hanluvr@hanyoukiichi​ @huntedwitch@halorvic@hermitinthetardis @hardyxrose @invisiblerobotgirl​ @isilienelenihin@if-dementors-were-pink​ @ichicome

J - P

@jabber-who-key@jeeno2@jellyneau-xo@julibellule @kelkat9 @ktrosesworld @kaynibbler16@knockturnallley @lostinfic@lizzy-lovegood@loup-malin@lauraxxtennant@lixabiz@lionheartluna @ladydiomede @mizulily @megabadbunny @mercwithamouth  @natural–blues@nerdyten@neverxhatexseverus​ @octobher​ @potato-inthe-tardis@persisting@pandacea @phirephox666@poedamerontrashcaneron​ 

Q - Z

@ruebella-b@rcsetylr@rosa-acicularis​ @superiorbiscuits @sapphire-waterfall@starsovergallifrey @skyler10fic  @strangeparticles @studio-forty-two @shutupandlovetennant@stoprobbers @thephilosopherstardis@thetatyler@travelsinthetardis@thetaswolf@tenscupcake@thatexactleaf @thedoctorofsteel@tenroseforeverandever @thebadddestwolf @tkross@thetraciwho @tinyconfusion@tardismonkey@the-eleventh-blog @talktomeofdragonfire @the-ghosts-of-beverly-drive @tierfal​  @tenrose-s​ @veritascara @vanderventure​ @whatisthepointofyouhardy@wordsintimeandspace@weezly14 @whatwecanfic @winterinthetardis​ @yunuen​ @zoebelle9

Also, at the bottom of this list, I would like to share the fic rec blogs that help bring excellent fic to my dash: 

@teninchfic​ ✯  @timepetalsprompts​ ✯  @dwficfinder​ ✯  @dwficrec​   ✯ @tardisbibliothek​ ✯ @readingroomrose​ ✯          

Song/name thing

I was tagged by offense-is-the-best-defence

I don’t know if I got it right, but…

short version:

Dance with the Devil - Breaking Benjamin
Asylum - Disturbed
No trust - L'Ame Immortelle
All fall down - OneRepublic

long version:

Dance with the Devil - Breaking Benjamin
Asylum - Disturbed
No trust - L'Ame Immortelle
In the End - Linkin Park
Easier to Run - Linkin Park
Lies Greed Misery - Linkin Park
All fall down - OneRepublic