i won't ever love like that again

you know that movie trope where character A overhears character B say something like “I don’t like A” and they start crying and run away and never talk to B again but actually B was saying something like “I don’t like A, I love A!” and A would have known that if they had just stuck around and confronted B and you’re like “just talk to each other!!!!!”

that’s how I feel when people see a tumblr post and assume it means something without ever asking the OP about it

Halsey Hopeless Fountain Kingdom lyric starters
  • I find myself alone at night unless I'm having sex.
  • I don't let him touch me anymore.
  • I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors.
  • I'm not something to butter up and taste when you get bored.
  • If I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you.
  • He'll never stay, they never do.
  • So tell me how to move on.
  • They don't realize that I'm thinking about you.
  • Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kicking?
  • I can put up one good fight.
  • Don't you see what you're finding?
  • I can tell you mean it cause you're shaking.
  • I know you're dying to meet me.
  • As soon as you meet me, you'll wish that you never did.
  • I got into some trouble with that drink in my veins.
  • I can never say sorry cause I won't take the blame.
  • You know I wanna keep you around.
  • You gotta decide something.
  • Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me.
  • I run away when things are good.
  • Someone will love you, but someone isn't me.
  • Don't trust the moon, she's always changing.
  • I get the message you wish I was dead.
  • Please don't take this as a threat.
  • Treat her right and she won't complain.
  • I'm about four minutes from a heart attack.
  • Shit is crazy, right?
  • You're so damn good with a bobby pin
  • I ain't your baby no more.
  • It tastes like Jack when I'm kissing him.
  • He's calling me a bitch again.
  • I always make the same mistakes.
  • I don't give a damn what you say to me.
  • Motherfucker, don't play with me.
  • I'm not the type to be out past dawn.
  • Go and grab someone and find a place to deal with it.
  • We're not lovers, we're just strangers.
  • I miss the thought of a forever, you and me.
  • But all you're missing is my body.
  • You know, I used to be on fire.
  • It's my own anxiety that makes conversation hard.
  • Nobody seems to ask about me anymore.
  • I won't take anyone down if I crawl tonight.
  • But I scream too loud if I speak my mind.
  • I don't wanna wake it up, the devil in me.
  • You said I'm too much to handle.
  • You know the truth hurts but secrets kill.
  • It's easy to forgive.
  • I can't help the way you made me.
  • I hope hopeless changes over time.
Ed Sheeran sentence starters
  • "I saw a shooting star and thought of you."
  • "You were lying next to me, I looked across and fell in love."
  • "If you wanna put this on me, that’s fine, I never blamed you for anything at all."
  • "The world looks better through your eyes."
  • "It's only been one night of love and maybe that is not enough."
  • "If I fall for you, would you fall too?"
  • "It's not a homeless life for me, it's just I'm home less than I'd like to be."
  • "I haven't slept for the past week, two hours ain't enough for me."
  • "I'm drunk off last nights whisky and coke."
  • "You can stay with me forever or you could stay with me for now."
  • "Outside the day is up and calling, but I don't have to be so, please go back to sleep."
  • "Never been better since all the therapy."
  • "And you know, if I let you go, I'll still keep you safe."
  • "You are the one I fall asleep with but never wake up to."
  • "The worst things in life come free to us."
  • "I wanna be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed."
  • "What didn't kill me, it never made me stronger at all."
  • "I know I'll never hold you like I used to."
  • "I'll be drunk again to feel a little love."
  • "I know you'll never love me like you used to."
  • "I found your hair band on my bedroom floor, the only evidence that you've been here before."
  • "I don't drink like everybody else, I do it to forget things about myself."
  • "There's no chance that we'll work it out."
  • "I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied."
  • "Everybody said we'd be together forever."
  • "Everything's great and everything's sure, but you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus."
  • "Pain is only relevant if it still hurts."
  • "If I was gonna go somewhere, I'd be there by now."
  • "I should ink my skin with your name."
  • "I should run you a hot bath and fill it up with bubbles."
  • "You should never cut your hair 'cause I love the way you flick it off your shoulder."
  • "You will never know just how beautiful you are to me."
  • "Maybe you're hoping for a fairy tale, too."
  • "This is the start of something beautiful."
  • "And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm."
  • "I'm out of touch, I'm out of love."
  • "I think I love you better now."
  • "Playing a different show every night in front of a new crowd."
  • "Let me sing and do my thing and move to greener pastures."
  • "You need me, man, I don’t need you."
  • "Never be anything but a singer-songwriter, yeah."
  • "People think that I’m bound to blow up."
  • "I haven’t got a house, plus I live on a couch."
  • "They say I’m up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator."
  • "Settle down with me, and I'll be your safety, you'll be my lady."
  • "I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet."
  • "Give me love like her, 'cause lately I've been waking up alone."
  • "All I want is the taste that your lips allow."
  • "Give me love like never before, 'cause lately I've been craving more."
  • "It's been a while but I still feel the same... maybe I should let you go."
  • "Another love that's gone to waste."
  • "If I kissed you, will your mouth read this truth?"
  • "Darling, how I miss you."
  • "You made me scream, but then I made you cry."
  • "Maybe you should learn to love her like the way you wanna be loved."
  • "I never told her that I liked the way she dances slightly out of time and pretends she knows the words to a song she's never heard."
  • "You’re not her, though I try to see you differently."
  • "I will try to find another one who suited me as well as her."
  • "We never even tried, we never even talked, we never even thought in the long run."
  • "Whenever it was painful, whenever I was away, I’d miss you."
  • "I didn't mean to break your heart."
  • "Everybody falls apart sometimes."
  • "I know you've found another one, but won't you just hold me tonight."
  • "They don't know we don't speak anymore."
  • "I will stop trying to fall in love again... it never works out anyway."
  • "But I am not anything like I was."
  • "I don't wanna lose a lover and friend in one night if that's alright."
  • "I shouldn't have fucked with your mind and your life too many times."
  • "I never meant to sleep around, I was just lonely."
  • "When I see my future, it is with you."
  • "We're not friends, nor have we ever been."
  • "If they find out, will it all go wrong?"
  • "We're not friends, we could be anything."
  • "Friends don't treat me like you do."
  • "Tell me that you turned down the man who asked for your hand 'cause you're waiting for me."
  • "I know, you're gonna be away a while, but I've got no plans at all to leave."
  • "Just promise me, you'll never leave again."
  • "Just promise me, you'll always be a friend."
  • "Everything changes, but we'll be strangers if we see this through."
  • "I've been sat with you for most of the night, ignoring everybody here."
  • "Don't you worry if I disappear."
  • "I'm not really looking for another mistake."
  • "I was never looking for a friend."
  • "Maybe you could swing by my room around ten, baby, bring a lemon and a bottle of gin."
  • "Baby, if you wanted me then you should've just said."
  • "Maybe we'll go together and just figure it out."
  • "Trust and respect is what we do this for."
  • "You didn't need to take him to bed that's all."
  • "I never saw him as a threat until you disappeared with him to have sex of course."
  • "It's not like we were both on tour, we were staying on the same fucking hotel floor."
  • "I wasn't looking for a promise or commitment, but it was never just fun and I thought you were different."
  • "This is not the way you realize what you wanted."
  • "It's a bit too much, too late if I'm honest."
  • "Getting high as two kites when we needed to breathe."
  • "I'd disappear, you'd call me selfish, I understand but I can't help it."
  • "So we can either deal with the pain and wait to get on a plane."
  • "You should go, 'cause I ain't ever coming home."
  • "I've been livin' on the road, but then again you should know."
  • "You won't ever be alone... wait for me to come home."
  • "Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul."
  • "When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me."
  • "How'd I get so faded?"
  • "I feel the chemicals burn in my bloodstream."
  • "I've been looking for a lover, thought I'd find her in a bottle."
  • "I'll be feeling this tomorrow."
  • "You look so wonderful in your dress, I love your hair like that."
  • "We are surrounded by all of these lies and people who talk too much."
  • "You got the kind of look in your eyes as if no one knows anything but us."
  • "All that you are is all that I'll ever need."
  • "Just don’t expect me back this evening."
  • "I love him from my skin to my bones but I don’t wanna live in his home."
  • "I was raised to keep quiet."
  • "I don't wanna hate you."
  • "I kind of knew you liked the dude from private school."
  • "I knew he had his eyes on you."
  • "He's not the right guy for you."
  • "Don't hate me 'cause I write the truth."
  • "I would never lie to you but it was never fine to lose you."
  • "I'm just disgusted with the skeletons you sleep with in your closet."
  • "Fact is you're mad at me because I backtrack so casually."
  • "You're practically my family, if we married then I'll guess you'd have to be."
  • "Tragically our love just lost the will to live, but would I kill to give it one more shot? I think not."
  • "I don't love you, baby, I don't need you... I don't want you anymore."
  • "I'm not cut out for life on the road 'cause I didn't know I'd miss you this much."
  • "I guess I'm not the man that you need."
  • "Ever since you went to uni, I've been sofa surfing with a rucksack full of less cash and I guess that could get bad."
  • "When I broke the industry, that's when I broke your heart."
  • "I was supposed to chart and celebrate, but good things are over fast."
  • "I tend to turn you off and switch on my professional features, then I turn the music off and all I'm left with is to pick up my personal pieces."
  • "Success is nothing if you have no one left to share it with."
  • "I know you have a day job, but mine is 24/7."
  • "I still love you and I need you by my side if I could."
  • "The irony is if my career and music didn't exist, in 6 years, you'd probably be my wife with a kid."
  • "I'll die from a thrill, go down in history as just a wasted talent."
  • "Eventually I'll be fine, I know that it was never meant to be."
  • "These things happen for a reason and you can't change shit."
  • "Take my apology, I'm sorry for the honesty, but I had to get this off my chest."
  • "I will be loving you 'til we're 70."
  • "People fall in love in mysterious ways."
  • "I fall in love with you every single day."
  • "For four years I never had a place to stay."
  • "At 16 years old, I moved out of my home."
  • "I tattooed the lyrics onto my arm."
  • "I'll hold ya and you'll think of him."
  • "I'll never trust you again, you can just be a friend."
  • "If we should die tonight, then we should all die together."
  • Ymir: His'?
  • Historia: Mm?
  • Ymir: You know, I'm so lucky that out of so many possibilities in such a massive universe, our paths somehow crossed and I got to know you
  • Historia: *surprised and touched* Ymir, that's... wow...
  • Ymir: I'd give my life for you. I don't think I've ever loved someone like this before. I won't ever be able to love like this again. Definitely not.
  • Historia: *tearing up* You're going to make me cry
  • Ymir: *takes Historia's hand and kisses her cheek* That's okay. I'll wipe your tears away. I love you Historia
  • Historia: *sniffling* I love you too Ymir. More than words can ever say

anonymous asked:

OMG I was watching s6 ep9 and my friend who saw season 1 but then stopped watching came in and saw a big. We watched the scene before the battle where Jon goes "I won't ever let him touch you again" and Sansa says "no one can protect me" and they argue and my friend literally said "since when were they a couple?" And I was like they're not and they were like "but this is a romantic scene?? It's like they're a couple who are fighting are you sure they're Not in love" and I was just like

Listen,,,,,,,,,,, I’ve seen so many story’s like this over the last year which just proofs that we aren’t just delusional shippers like the directors and whole production team consciously choose to frame they’re scenes this way !!! It’s not only that, it’s the lighting, the positioning of both sansa and jon which closely mirrors what we saw with robb and talisa in season 2, the way sophie and kit play their scenes,,,,,,,,,like if the undercurrent of a take would have been to romantic for the director he just would have used one of the other 50 takes they shot but he didn’t!! Like no one can convince me this was accidental, they are building towards something!! Scenes like this don’t just happen

Beautiful Creatures Sentence Meme
  • "I've been having the same dream for months now."
  • "I want him/her, no matter what happens."
  • "At first I thought I was losing my mind. Then I realized it would be no great loss."
  • "Insanity's inevitable."
  • "It was like love before first sight."
  • "Only two types of people here, the ones too stupid to leave and the ones too stuck to move."
  • "Anything is better than a life standing still."
  • "To be unstuck in time in a constant state of stage fright."
  • "If I dress like I care, I lose credibility."
  • "I envy people in comas."
  • "How does loving Jesus make that man/woman so crazy?"
  • "Why would anyone wanna move here?"
  • "How 'bout you and I go see a movie or something? Oh, that'd be just heaven!"
  • "I wish you would stop reading those types of books, they're bad for your mind."
  • "_____ looks like death eating a cracker."
  • "Are you nuts? You almost killed me!"
  • "You know I never understood why Leo had to die in the end! Why couldn't they take turns?"
  • "If I get in the car, will there be more of this interesting conversation? Because I'd rather drown."
  • "I can't believe you told me the ending to Titanic!"
  • "Well, that was a dead-end conversation on a road going nowhere."
  • "I don't feel like being a haunted house attraction today."
  • "Some people never go crazy, what truly horrible lives they must live."
  • "I think we need time apart."
  • "I pray every night you won't go straight to Hell."
  • "I won't go straight to Hell, I wanna stop off in New York first."
  • "This is one of those banned books."
  • "You can't pray in class."
  • "Never been on the outside looking in, have you?"
  • "I memorized this whole thing to impress you. Damn!"
  • "I never know whether you're insulting me or not."
  • "Again, wrong century."
  • "_____ loves Google."
  • "I hope this doesn't sound weird but I think I've been dreaming about you every night for months."
  • "That did not sound as creepy as it did in my head."
  • "So, like what, you're from Europe?"
  • "We prefer the term "Caster.""
  • "That is such a mortal thing to say."
  • "I hate hiding all the time."
  • "You're a miracle. Why would you ever want to be normal?"
  • "You wanna go out with me?"
  • "Wait, am I going out the window?"
  • "Promise me it'll be a really normal, awkward teenager date."
  • "I won't even call you after!"
  • "Let's get out of here."
  • "Most people spend their entire lives waiting for a moment that's going to change everything and it never comes."
  • "What could happen besides getting your first hangover?"
  • "They can choose, why can't you?"
  • "I don't know who I really am inside."
  • "I distinctly remember not inviting you."
  • "Boyfriend/girlfriend, huh?"
  • "Loving this boy/girl puts you in terrible danger!"
  • "You're not losing me!"
  • "No matter what you do, no matter they do to me, I'm still here! Now what does that tell you!"
  • "And I yelled at you because I care about you!"
  • "I don't want to be any further away from you than I am right now."
  • "I'm scared I'm gonna hurt you."
  • "Go ahead, kill me."
  • "The person I love has to die!"
  • "I just want to be with you."
  • "That's okay, I don't think you're cool now."
  • "How am I gonna survive a lifetime with you surprising me?"
  • "They took you from me."
  • "You can never be together."
  • "Define 'good.'"

anonymous asked:

Just saw some fanart of Craig and Tweek arguing about what their last name would be when they get married. How do you think that would be settled, what would they settle on. And most importantly how would they respond to Clyde saying they should just both have Donovan as their last name if they won't take the others.

I’ve seen that comic and I adore it, but tbh I feel like Tweek would have no problem taking the Tucker name. ‘s not like the name Tweak has ever done him any good.

anonymous asked:

First of all: i fUcKinG l0vE yoUr bL0g aNd EvRytHinG ! <3 and second: could you make a Yoongi text, where you tell him, that your exboyfriend (that treated you like shit) starts texting you again, telling you he wants you back ? And he kinda gets angry and overprotective, even though you won't ever consider leaving him for that douchebag (well actually leaving him at all) thank you so much !

First of all: asDfghJkL you are toO SWEET TO ME ANON. THANK YOU!! 💕 and second: YES!!! I am in LOVE with this idea! Protective yoongs makes me *heart eyes emoji* I’m glad we are on the same wave length here. I hope you like it!!! I was smiling like a dummy while making it hehe ☺️ Thank you for requesting lovey! ❤️

You can send you any requests HERE

Yoongi Getting Protective When Your Ex Texts You

Mystic Messenger - V Route Confession (Part 2)

Well. Considering how many of you seem to be in equal panic mode, I figured I’d post another neurotic rambling and enjoy not feeling so insane (none of my friends play MYSME. The struggle is real.). 


After waking to find that V’s route was sadly still not yet available (I had checked upon the stroke of Midnight like so many others), my drive into work today had my impatient brain working overtime and I realized: Bad Endings are nothing.

In Seven's Good End, V fricken dies. In the Good End! No one is safe. What if someone we love dies in V’s route? Considering the people closest to him, those most likely would be either Jumin (which I refuse to even consider too seriously), Seven (see note about Jumin), Rika, or Saeran.

Rika dying would upset me. I don’t like her, but I’m a compassionate human being and I want her to get help. I don’t want anything “negative” to happen to her beyond a very uncomfortable, emotional, intense healing session between herself and the two boys she damaged the most (once they’re all ready, of course). V and Saeran have both earned the right to hear that they didn’t deserve any of the horrible things she did to them. The only thing they do deserve is her admission that she was sick, she was wrong, and she is sorry. On top of that, all three of them deserve the closure and peace they have so far been denied. 

Ohmanohmanohman. If Saeran dies, I… I JUST CAN’T. Just as much as I want to help V save himself, I want to help Saeran learn to live. That boy has never had a touch of real happiness beyond the quiet moments he found with Saeyoung in their hellhole of a childhood home… and Rika stole those from him with a drug and a lie wrapped up inside a pretty promise. Even in Seven’s route, after Saeran is out of Mint Eye and has started down the path to recovery, the cracks inside him are still all too visible. His transformation at the end of Secret End 2 is a solid start, don’t get me wrong, it’s just… I wish we had an opportunity to help him before he murdered a man, tried to strangle his brother, and attempted to kill himself…

On a lighter note (but not really), I’m twisted up inside imaging MC discovering the flaws in V’s overly gracious heart. She’s (probably) going to find out how complicit he was – in the deterioration of Rika’s mental health, in the hijacking of Saeran, in the creation of Mint Eye. He may not have been directly responsible for the terrible things that occurred but, as far as we’ve seen, he also never really stepped in to stop it (beyond the tragic ending in Seven’s route) and he never sought outside help. All it takes for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing, right? And okay, V may not have done nothing exactly, but, in ways, he is arguably as guilty as Rika… and perhaps as equally ill.

Side Bar: I’m not trying to smear V. Quite the contrary, one of V’s most redeeming qualities (imo) is that he knows his blame, and we watch that knowledge literally destroy him in every route. We watch him try to do the most good he can, all the while believing it will never be enough to redeem himself; all the while knowing that every time he asks his friends to “trust him”, he’s damning himself a little bit further. He lets Rika harm him to prove his love to her, but I also think it’s because he feels he deserves to suffer. And I think Rika knows this too, which is why each time she twists the knife and he doesn’t turn away, she still doesn’t believe him.

Anyway.

In addition to understanding V’s involvement, MC will most likely come to realize the extremity of his deception… and the hurt it caused her new friends (if his route is anything like Seven’s anyway). 

How will Cheritz handle that revelation? Will we feel appropriately betrayed? Honestly, when we’re faced with Seven’s absolute agony when he learns (once again) that the only person he ever truly trusted contributed to the destruction of the one person he loved the most, how won't we feel betrayed? Every time I see that dark look on Seven’s face in any route, I want to break something… 

Man, this is gonna be tough. I guess I’m just saying that if this thing is done right, it’s more than likely that nothing about it will be easy. MC is going to have a lot to overcome…and forgive. And not just MC, but everyone. In Seven’s route, V dies and everything is swept under the rug before anyone has time to process (let alone discuss) anything. And even once time has passed, V is dead and Rika is mute. There is nothing else. No explanations. No apologies. It’s just… over.  

With any luck, V, Rika, and Saeran will all survive this route, and Seven and Yoosung and everyone else will finally have the opportunity to express the fullness of their feelings, get some closure, and finally move on. And not just because they have to! They will finally have the opportunity to heal.

This game deals with horrors that no one could ever easily overcome, and I am excited to see how well Cheritz delivers (because they always DELIVER). Hopefully, we’ll get an in-depth look at V’s struggle against Rika’s spiraling insanity. I’m sure we’ll discover he endured more than we ever realized. Or maybe they’ll approach his route in an off-the-wall sort of way that none of us ever imagined. They’re good at that (here’s looking at you April 1st DLC).  

I meant to accomplish more things today, coding, homework, whatnot, and then I got absolutely sidetracked watching behind the scenes Aardman stuff and now I feel the overpowering urge to rewatch every film they have ever made

lo-anlurui  asked:

I didn't know I wanted dazai having eczema until now omg. I have eczema too and I bandage super itchy patches and what if dazai does the same hence all the bandages all over his body. And Chuuya helps him unwrap them at night and kisses his fingers so he won't scratch and helps him rub medication before bandaging his wounds again. And when Chuuya isn't around dazai scratches them until he bleeds everywhere cos he's itchy and lonely

I don’t personally have eczema, but my mom and a few of my friends do. And I try to tell them I love them and think they’re beautiful, eczema and all.  

So, yes, for all accounts, Dazai having eczema is a brilliant headcanon and Chuuya rubbing on medication and kissing his fingers and he gets so mad when Dazai itches it like…. fucking stop??? Chuuya doesn’t want Dazai hurting himself. Ever. At all.

anonymous asked:

I hope you're still taking prompts because here's one! Carl questioning Mickey about him and Ian and Ian overhearing :)

// I just loved this prompt so much and had to write it! More ROTC fic tomorrow if you guys still want. But this one is totally standalone, oneshot. Enjoy! //

Ian had just left for work, and Mickey was finishing his coffee in the kitchen, reading a book. There wasn’t much decent reading material in the Gallagher household, so he’d settled for Lip’s Postmodern Poetry book that he’d left lying around last time he’d been home from college. Mickey was quite enjoying the Ginsberg section over his pancakes, when Carl sat next to him. Mickey hadn’t talked with him much, so he nodded, a little awkwardly.

‘Hey kid.’

'Sup,’ Carl replied, snatching up Mickey’s last bacon strip. Mickey rolled his eyes, knowing it would be pointless to say anything. They were silent for a few more minutes, when Mickey became aware of Carl’s eyes on him. He glanced up from the book and saw that the younger boy was just sat, staring at him.

'What?’

'Why are you with Ian?’ Clearly, Carl wasted no time.

Mickey frowned. ‘The fuck do you mean?’

'Why are you with him? It can’t just be about sex because you keep coming back. Again and again. So why are you with him?’

'I - I like him. Thought that was obvious,’ Mickey said uncomfortably.

'You guys are in a relationship?’

'Yes,’ Mickey said, not even thinking about it. Carl raised his eyebrows.

'So…you’re his boyfriend? He’s your boyfriend?’

Mickey shifted uncomfortably in his seat. ‘I guess. We’ve not really talked about it like that.’

Carl shook his head. ‘You guys are in a relationship, you guys are together - you guys are boyfriends.’ Mickey didn’t say anything. Carl continued. ‘You’ve hurt him, haven’t you? Not recently. But in the past. I’ve shared a room with him. I’ve heard him crying at night when he thinks no-one can hear. He was always careful not to cry loudly, but I could hear his choked up breathing, and the outline of his shadow on the wall would shake and shake. Sometimes I’d hear a pack of frozen peas crunching as he pressed it to his face. I’m not stupid. I know it was because of you.’

They were silent for a moment. Mickey felt like telling Carl he didn’t know what he was talking about, felt like running out, felt like doing anything but face it. So he spoke quietly. ‘Every day. I regret the things I did to him. When he left, I - I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I know I deserved that. There were so many times, before, when he did stuff for me, or tried hard because of me, or put up with my shit. All for me. I knew he was doing it but I had no clue how to tell him how grateful I was. I was scared of doing something serious or permanent with him because I was scared of what it would mean. I was scared of who I was. I was scared of the things I was feeling for him. And I couldn’t handle it, and I destroyed both of us. I regret that every day. When I came back, it was like I’d been given a second chance. I didn’t want to mess it up. I couldn’t. I don’t ever want to lose him again. I can’t.’

'You love him,’ Carl said. It wasn’t a question. Mickey just looked at him nervously. 'I know you can’t say it, won’t say it. But if you do, just stay quiet.’ And Mickey bit his lip and considered telling him to fuck off. But he couldn’t do that, because it would be a lie. So Mickey stayed quiet. Carl smiled. 'How did you know?’

'We were just drinking beers on my couch. Watching a movie. That’s when I started to think. Maybe. But I knew - whenever walked into a room. Or said something. Just fucking smiled. His fucking smile…and laughing, god. I’d say stuff just to make him laugh. But I think he’s - he’s something special. Cause he wanted me in spite of everything. There’s stuff you don’t know. But he kept trying. He kept making me better. He’s - Ian is my good.’

The two boys didn’t say anything, but Carl stood up and came to hug Mickey, who was tearing up a little. ‘It’s ok,’ Carl said quietly. A noise in the doorway made them both jump. It was Ian. He was staring at Mickey with his mouth slightly open.

And Mickey almost said, what the fuck you looking at. Almost got up, shoved past Ian and out the door. Almost ran off again. But he didn’t. ‘You heard?’

Ian nodded. ‘I came back to get my phone. Right after I’d left.’

'Right.’ He almost said it wasn’t true. Carl had set him up. It was a joke. But he didn’t say those things. 'I meant it.’

Ian wordlessly crossed to get his phone from the table. He picked up the book that lay in front of Mickey. ‘Ginsberg?’ he said softly.

Mickey nodded. ‘Under the burden of solitude. Under the burden of dissatisfaction. The weight,’ he paused, and looked at Ian, ‘the weight we carry. Is love,’ he said quietly.

Ian smiled. ‘Yeah?’ he whispered. Mickey nodded, stood up and pointed to the page.

'I like this part.’

Ian scanned the words, then turned to Mickey and took his hand, holding the book in his other. And he murmured gently, ‘the warm bodies shine together in the darkness, the hand moves to the center of the flesh, the skin trembles in happiness and the soul comes,’ he read.

'Joyful, to the eye,’ Mickey interjected, drawing closer to Ian. 'Yes. Yes. That’s what I wanted. I always wanted,’ he said. Ian dropped the book and cradled Mickey’s face, both stumbling, both laughing through their kisses. Then Ian stopped the kiss, just to look at Mickey for a moment. Their foreheads pressed together, both breathing into each other.

'Mick, I - I love you,’ Ian told him.

Mickey kissed him hard and then broke away to hold Ian. He nearly dropped him like he’d been burned, nearly told him to fuck off, nearly stormed out and slammed the door. But he didn’t. Because he didn’t want to. He wanted to pull back and look into his eyes as he said it. ‘I love you, Ian. I love you too,’ he said firmly, finally.

Carl grinned and slipped away quietly. His work here was done.

// hope y’all liked!? let me know and keep prompting me!! //

// note: the poem referred to is Song by Allen Ginsberg. I beg you, take two minutes to read it, it’s beautiful. //
main four birthday headcanon

It’s @kurapicha ‘s birthday! For my best pumpkin, here some little headcanons:

Killua’s birthdays in the Zoldyck’s mansion were always the occasion for a costly reception and half a mountain of gifts and an army of sweets. Killua hated this. So now, he celebrates his birthday with his closest friends, bakes the cake himself with Alluka, under Kurapika’s desperate instructions, while Gon finishes his hand-made gift, and Leorio hangs up some decorations. There is a typo on the banner, the kitchen is a mess, Alluka is covered with chocolate, Kurapika made some crêpes by accident, nobody ever figured out what Gon’s gift was supposed to be, it’s the best birthday ever.

Leorio celebrates all night long with his classmates, until he staggers his drunken way to bed at dawn. At 8 Gon and Killua storm into his room, open the curtain, jump on his bed, throw their gifts for him on his face, while Kurapika enters calmly with a coffee, waffles and aspirin. Leorio rants for form, eats the breakfast, the boys calm down and snuggle against him under the quilt and they all fall asleep again. When they wake up, Kurapika had decorated the little student room with balloons.

Gon celebrates at Mito’s and won’t let any guest do any task. He runs everywhere, offers the best fruits, watches the cake in the oven. Even Mito is asked to sit and relax: Gon takes care of everything. It’s supposed to be his day, in the end, it’s everyone else’s. When all his friends and well fed and happy, he tries to wait politely for his gifts. His impatience is palpable. Every year, Killua, Kurapika,Leorio and Mito pretend they have forgotten to bring them. Every year, Gon believes them and makes the most hilarious face ever. A flash: Kurapika takes a picture. There is a serie of framed disappointed Gon on Mito’s wall.

Kurapika doesn’t celebrate since his clan’s death. He feels the absence of his loved ones more harshly than ever. But every year, totally by chance, by a total and pure coincidence, how can this happen, Gon, Killua and Leorio decide to go out and do things, like, having some sweet, and, they all had the same whim, to offer him a little thing, a little gift, just like that, no reason. Slowly, year after year, Kurapika learns to see his birthday as a happy day again.

  • Iris: You knew going in, didn't you? You knew someone would have to stay.
  • Barry: I knew.
  • Iris: you knew to get Wally out, you would have to stay.
  • Barry: Yeah.
  • Iris: How could you?
  • Barry: *confused* Huh?
  • Iris: How could you do that? To me? *shoves at his chest* To ALL of us??
  • Barry: Because I DESERVED it, Iris. Because Wally needed to be saved. I lost Wally. I gave Savitar the genius idea to use Wally to get out of the speed force. Me, I did that. Your future, your DEATH, it's on MY hands. Besides, you took off your ring. There was nothing holding me here. Saving Wally would have redeemed me.
  • Iris: it would have been HELL, Barry.
  • Barry: I know. I felt it when I was in there. But after everything I've caused, it's a small price to pay. Villains keep coming after me, after the people that I love. There's no reason for them to do that ever again if I'm stuck in some hell for the rest of eternity. You all would be SAFE.
  • Iris: You can't just...make a snap decision like that. We NEED you.
  • Barry: *laughs* HOW? WHAT decision have I made since I got back from Flashpoint has been right for ANY of you?
  • Iris: Barry, I love you. *tries to step closer, but he backs away*
  • Barry: I lost Jesse too. *throws object across the room* I FAIL all of you constantly. WHY won't you let me go back?
  • Iris: Barry, you're only human. You can't keep blaming yourself-
  • Barry: I can and I will. Because I'M at fault. No one else. Me. I just let myself believe I wasn't for a while because you sounded so damn sure that I thought it was possible.
  • Iris: It IS. Barry-
  • Barry: No. Just... I can't be around you right now, Iris.
  • Iris: *voice breaks* What?
  • Barry: I'll grab some stuff from the loft & crash at Cisco's when I'm feeling more in control of myself, but I can't be around you. Whenever I look at you, I see all the times I've failed you. You trying to reassure me only makes things worse. So just... I have to go. I'm sorry. *leaves*
  • Iris: *gasp-cry & then full-on sobbing*

anonymous asked:

one thing I've thought about quite often is that d will come out, but him and c won't. like he'll be able to be himself and be free of m, but their relationship would still be secret. the amount of love people have for Klaine is unreal and then finding out 'Klaine' is real would blow things over the top and d and c would never have any privacy ever again. 1/2

honestly I think both of them just want to produce their work and forget all the personal things the world wants to know so how can we know that d coming out will lead to their relationship coming out? 2/2
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Hi Anon!! I think a lot of people think like you. There is a perception that Chris in particular is very private, which he is, no question, and that he would want to continue to keep his real relationship secret.

I personally don’t agree.  I do however think initially D may come out solo. There are certainly pros and cons to both strategies and they need to do what they feel is best for them both professionally and personally.  But even if he comes out solo, I believe strongly that eventually the goal is to tell the truth.

I have repeatedly stated, one of the biggest obstacles facing them is this perception that they hate each other.  I saw tweets today posted of someone stating that Chris should not be mentioned to D this weekend for fear of “ruining” his project.  And while I agree, it would be inappropriate to mention him for obvious reasons, I know I would not, I am positive it would not ruin the day. In fact, we know the factor that potentially could.  

This perception is a huge and real issue that needs to be addressed.  And if D does decide to come out solo, I really, really, really hope they immediately start to rehabilitate their public relationship. And completely phase out Chill in the process.  That to me would lay the foundation for them to eventually come out as a couple. And a failure to do either I think will hurt them. 

The other option of course is to just rip off the band aid and tell everything at once. Let it sting and get it done.  I think they may go with the former, but there are certainly major benefits to the later as well.

Again, I think that the ultimate goal is to tell some form of the truth about CC. I think they are both so tired of the lies and hiding, that it is worth the intrusion into their privacy. I think they are well aware, when CC come out as a couple, that initially there is going to be a giant spotlight pointed at them, with so many wanting answers. Quite frankly, this is going to happen the minute D comes out whether C is a part of it or not.  To many people know, and even those who don’t know, suspect.  I assume they are prepared for that outcome.  

I am sure this has been long discussed and they have a strategy for handling this in a way that is respectful of their relationship and that does not reveal more than they want to be known to the public.

anonymous asked:

I feel like I've been dancing & singing along around the house to Still The One ever since Ellie published her video.. It just makes me so happy ❤

That video seriously messed me up, I wasn’t even close to being prepared for it!

They love each other so much??? Yes of course always?? Still the one???

anonymous asked:

I took the "They'll only ever love each other" differently. Like it's an unfinished sentence. "But they sure will try" Or she will. I know you said they won't go the triangle route because they got it out of the way, but I disagree. Despite Will and AIDA, they haven't truly had a triangle. I know this isn't THAT kind of show, but I rule out nothing when it comes to these writers and what they do to Fitzsimmons.

Hi Anon,

Yes, we technically haven’t had the traditional love triangle.  I know I said they’d done the love triangle and they wouldn’t do it again.  And that WAY back when AIDA first showed up they would never do a relationship between her and Fitz and well the writers found a very creative and painful way around that.  I’m good but in early A I did not see Fitz being kidnapped, brainwashed, and manipulated into a relationship with her in an computer world coming. 

So at the risk of tempting the universe and the writers I don’t see them going there.   There are a few factors in play some ‘business’ and some story wise.    

  • By business I mean those who consume their product, the fandom.  I’ve said many times there is a fine line between keeping it fun and interesting and frustrating and painful to the point where people don’t want to watch anymore.  And for some, they already crossed that line with the Framework Arc and Fitzsimmons, it went too far, and the pay off wasn’t enough to compensate for the level of pain it caused.   We even see it in articles and interviews too with the “you certainly have put Fitzsimmons through the ringer” in that its getting old for them too.   Then we have non shippers where its getting ‘old’ for them too.  
  • Story wise it makes absolutely zero sense for them to go that route especially now.   Both Fitz and Jemma are going to be healing from the events of last season.  Its confirmed they both love each other.   Fitz is coming off some serious trauma and the idea that either of them would enter into a relationship with someone else on the heels of this literally makes me sick.  Fitz wouldn’t have started up a relationship with someone as he was helping Jemma recover from Maveth just as Jemma wouldn’t have started something with anyone while she was helping Fitz heal from his TBI.  That would be an unforgivable level of character assassination as it would make zero sense especially after everything we saw and heard last season.   It would also completely throw away what they have set up, and that is Fitz’s healing arc and Jemma helping him to do that. 
  • Character and story assassination aside, if either Fitz or Jemma got involved with someone else, we already know they wouldn’t love them, they’d still love the other person. So there’d be absolutely zero point to it, either narratively or in terms of characterization. Jed wouldn’t keep saying “they’ll never love anyone else” if he was planning to introduce a love triangle. He’s already told us the outcome.

The arc we are set up for next season is one of healing and them fighting together.   Its time their story comes full circle.

  • Season 1:  Practically inseparable but not a couple
  • Season 2:  Angst…so much angst as Fitz healed.  Jemma left him then because she thought that was what he needed to get better.  She knows now that that is not the case and I do not see her willingly being away from him.
  • Season 3:  Jemma was taken, the whole contrived roadblock Will fiasco, guilt that kept them apart most of the season.  We knew the feelings were there and we finally got them together towards the end of the season.
  • Season 4:  Started with professional separation Jemma’s new job and Fitz working with Radcliffe.  Then it moved to physical separation when Fitz was kidnapped and then thrown into the Framework Hades.  

So my hope for season 5 is we are back to being practically inseparable.   Them working together, working on healing together, and the the bigger issue being getting Fitz wanting to work and create again and seeing he’s not a bad person.  Them fighting to get home so they can move onto the next stage of their relationship.  Get engaged at the very least.  That to me is far more interesting than throwing an rando into the mix that will only serve as a wedge for a few episodes.  

There is also a much bigger targets for the Love Triangle Trope.   We have two other ships on the show right now that they would have an easier time doing that with.   I don’t think they do it with Philinda, they’ve had weird versions of the ‘love triangle’ too already on top of missed windows.  They had their “Maybe there is moment,” in the finale and Coulson was promply taken off to space (so lesson learned never say that unless you want to be taken to space).  We won’t know for a bit if May and the others are there with him.  Or if the team is there, how long the writers drag that out for, what kind of roadblocks they have in store.  Meaning I worry that the couple that could see a love triangle will be Mackelena if they wanted to go that route.  They ended the season on the best note out of all the couples but at the same time they are the newest, still getting to know each other, and they haven’t been/worked with each other for an extended period of time.  Its a whole new ballgame for them if they are indeed living and working together and they will face some of the growing plains that we saw even Fitzsimmons having as they adjusted to their new relationship ‘on the job’.  

Not to mention we have Daisy in the mix too, they could pull the another trope with her where they introduce two prospects and do the whole “who will she chose” crap.  For the record I do not want that!   And like you said AOS isn’t that kind of show.  If they went anywhere near this it would be super low key and likely slow burn.   

Yes, the writers can do anything, but its not what they have set up or where I feel the story is going to go.  They’ve set up the endgame (Marriage and Perthshire), they’ve even set up the next obstacles (possibly being kidnapped to space and both needing to heal from the Framework).  If this is the last season we’ve got 22 episodes to get us a good way into the Endgame.   And I’ll be blunt, a love triangle for Fitzsimmons after everything we had this season would just be the straw that broke the camels back.  I survived the Framework…barely (I even designed a T shirt)…I won’t stick around for a contrived love triangle.  

nicole-vicky-hades  asked:

How would the incubi + Diana and Searo react to their S/O showing them her collection of snakes (all harmless of course) and introducing them to some of the small ones and a big one (she can literally wrap around them three times but she's really calm and won't ever bite) named Luna? (If you don't want to do this it's fine. I just absolutely love snakes as of late)

James: Trusting that you knew what you were doing, James wouldn’t be overly worried about the fact you owned a bunch of snakes as pets. He still wondered why you didn’t go for something more traditional, but then again, you were dating a demon; who was he to speak?

Erik: He’s no stranger to snake-like creatures given his demonic powers, so Erik is more than willing to meet a few of your pets. He’s easily able to hold a few of them in his hands, allowing them to slither around as they pleased, and he’s happy to give Luna a shoulder to rest on.

Sam: There was no way you should be able to hold that big of a snake in your arms like that. Sam is a little wary of the reptile, watching as it wraps itself around you in what you were calling a hug. It’s not like he didn’t trust you knew what you were doing, but he was ready to step in if ever needed.

Matthew: The fact that you owned what some people deemed as dangerous animals as pets went above Matthew’s head; he simply thought your collection of snakes was really cool! He’d want to hold a few of them, asking you if he was doing it right or if there were better ways for him to handle them.

Damien: Holding onto Luna in his arms made Damien a little nervous; was she supposed to be wrapping around his limbs like that? He’s not afraid of snakes and he didn’t mind the first time you introduced him to your pets, but he’d rather not relive the experience more than necessary.

Diana: She tells you outright that she thinks Luna is a beautiful creature, easily picking up the large snake and landing a gentle kiss to the tip of her nose. Diana is at home with your collection of pets and would be more than willing to help you take care of them every once in a while.

Saero: Your choice in pet wasn’t exactly a conventional one, but Saero didn’t really mind. He probably would have reacted the same if you had showed up with a collection of birds or dogs or any other animal. He’s not indifferent, but the animals you loved didn’t affect his feelings.