i wish you existed closer to me

anonymous asked:

Playlist title: "get down on your knees" uwuuu

Get Down On Your Knees

You Can Be The Boss – Lana Del Rey

The liquor on your lips, the liquor on your lips
The liquor on your lips makes you dangerous
I knew it was wrong, I’m beyond it
I tried to be strong but I lost it

Closer – Nine Inch Nails

I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Time is Running Out – Muse

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I’m addicted

Mad Love (I Want You to Love Me) – Muddy Waters

Well, you know I want you to love me baby
Till you know I wished I was dead

Bedroom Hymns – Florence + the Machine

This is as good a place to fall as any
We’ll build our altar here
Make me your Maria
I’m already on my knees

User Friendly – Marilyn Manson

Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such a bore
Delete the ones that you’ve fucked

Venus in Furs – The Velvet Underground

Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather
Shiny leather in the dark
Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Strict Machine – Goldfrapp

When you send me a pulse
Feel a wave of new love through me
I’m dressed in white noise
You know just what I want so please

I’m in love, I’m in love
I’m in love with a strict machine

message me a made up title of a mixtape/playlist and i have to pick 5 to 10 songs i think would go on it

We're not done yet.

Is it weird to think that we still have a chance?
What will that do to my own being?
I long for company whilst I lay in bed.
Not for physical things, although those are always great, but really to know that someone will take the time to just lay with me.
Just BE with me.
Exist with me.
In the same bed.
Breathing the same air.
I want to just LOOK at you.
Knowing you exist…
Knowing you’re in my world may be enough.
Missing you and never telling you is hard.
We talk all the time.
You were the first man I ever shared a bed with.
That experience, I can never take back.
Nor would I ever.
I wish I could relive it.
Rolling over and seeing you still asleep…
You pulling me closer in the midst of your slumber…
Waking you up with little kisses…
You telling me over and over that you don’t want me to leave…
I never wanted to. Ever.
I miss your embrace.
Sometimes I could feel that we were both scared of how we would end.
We haven’t yet.
Even when I was with him.
Even now that you’re with her.
We’re still not done yet.
I feel it.
I know it.
I’ll never tell you.

francesandford asked:

Justaboat, you can be the hero and I can be your side kick, you can be the tear that I cry if we ever split, you can be the rain from the cloud when it's storming or you can be the sun when it shines in the morning.

i was gonna be like “u do talk some shit” but then i listened to the song and like, yah, i’m the apple to your pie i love you


man oh man you are one of those people i find very hard to describe to others except as “a gift”

like you are just?? so pleasant and kind and loving and funny and open and supportive? i so wish i had the strength to be as generous of spirit as you are toward others. you are really just a light in the lives of those around you and i don’t mean to say that you therefore have some sort of obligation to be that way bc no no no. more like, just the fact that someone as amazing as you exists near me is enough to bring light into my life even when you yourself are not feeling very good or positive. 

i really admire your sense of adventure and the way you meet challenges and i hope good things always find a way into your path. also i wish we lived closer together so we could actually hang out bc that would be lovely.